was doing really well trying to eat like a normal human for like six months and even enjoyed every meal on my honeymoon and then i got triggered by a fucking movie like what the fuck
why canāt i just be normal

if i look back, i am lost
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was doing really well trying to eat like a normal human for like six months and even enjoyed every meal on my honeymoon and then i got triggered by a fucking movie like what the fuck
why canāt i just be normal
Where are the ADULT Edblrs at??
I wanna follow people but everyone that shows up in my for you feed is a minor š„² please interact if youāre an adult edblr. Iām 23š«¶š¼
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I'm fine, I just have a gaping black hole in my chest that cannot be filled. But other than that,
Having a shit night, gonna channel it into restricting tomorrow
I hate the way my brain functions; this feels so shitty
Down 1.5 from yesterday but it was probably just water weight honestly; gonna eat exactly the same today and see what happens
Going back and forth on counting the calories in my iced coffee but I know I do better when I do track it than when I donāt but also itās just liquid and itās the only thing that actively brings me joy to consume
me: feels kinda bad
me: triggers self and turns kinda bad into very fucking bad so i can at least properly sufferā¢
Weighed myself this morning for the first time in a month or so and my intrusive thoughts are way loud now
Being back on this hell site shouldāve been enough of an indicator that today was gonna be bad
This tweet has prevented more eating disorders than any public health campaign ever has
logically I know nothing matters and everything is temporary but emotionally I am crushed by the weight of everything that has ever happened to me and ever will happen
My coworker asking me if Iāve lost weight is gonna make me act up
mommy issues are infinitely more interesting than daddy issues cause daddy issues are always just obvious heās a supervillain while mother daughter relationships are extremely complicated and nuanced and oftentimes youāve gotta bring grandma in too for the full picture
me trying to cope: it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it doesnāt matter it
sorry I forgot i'm alive Can you please repeat the question.
Yāall....Iām having another hard month; stuck at the same weight Iāve been since the end of September
Very tired of this but I know Iām eating more than intended bc Iām not tracking my calories, Iāve just been doing omad and I definitely overeat when it gets to dinner time
Idk, just feeling tired