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ryebrooks

slightlynyx

“spiders, asian horror, marley having clothes on that will not come off, ryder smoking in the house. all my nightmares.” care stayed thick in her eyes on marley, a constant need to see how she was, in every single moment, because….marley’s eyes were an ocean, emotions rolling in waves and lapping at every grain of land birthed from the surface. they could roll in, in a prussian of a passionate storm crashing in, washing back and pulling sepia from earth to swirl it into an ebbtide of happiness, tenderness, right back out to passion. the shades all touched, they were all connected and rippled through each other, and nyx smiled softly watching the smile that spread through marley’s hue when her eyes widened catching onto what movie her and ryder were talking about. nyx’s hands moved over ryder’s on her stomach and patted a soft drum-roll until she was making a little cymbal sound the moment marley blurted it out. “i found the link, ryder watched.” she teased, complete lie, they’d found it together but she contracted her own words by moving her hand back to mess ryder’s hair, her eyes smiling on marley. “so is it going to be that or, beauty and the beast first….” she knew marley wanted to see both, and she didn’t have to look at ryder to know they both wanted to see more of marley’s smile and more of the way her eyes were lit up, the way she asked to see that one. “sending you the link.” she moved to lean forward open a folder on her laptop. “ryder where’s the link?”

he couldn’t stop the smile that played on his lips, just watching these girls. it brought happiness to him for them to be able to see each other, to talk to one another like this. he was always happy to witness it, to just be here, and witness these things. to watch the way they look at each other, that love in their eyes, that he never got to witness in his life, that love that you know is unbreakable, that no one could destroy no matter how they tried. they had a strong love, ryder can see that in the way they looked at each other, the way they were smiling at each other. sometimes he felt like he was intruding, sometimes he felt like that, not all the time. just moments like these, when these two beautiful girls were looking at each other like they were. it was like they had a secret conversation, and it only had him smiling more. marley’s words on nyx had ryder chuckling though, shaking his head as he looks at nyx’s profile side, before looking back at marley.”clearly have not seen this one with a controller in her hand.” he says, patting nyx’s thigh lightly, before he was shaking his head at marley’s words once more, another chuckle leaving his lips. though hearing nyx’s words on her fears, he should of realized where she was going with the whole ‘marley and no clothes coming off’ thing, but honestly, he was a male at times, and instead he shifted slightly in his seat cinnamon hue on marley, before he was looking at his beer that he had grabbed.”uh…you want marley’s clothes to come off?” he asks nyx, his hue looking to marley, and then back to nyx.”i mean. are you okay with that, marley?” he asks her, before he was feeling the ruffling in his hair, and he was only flexing his arms around nyx, chuckling at the excitement marley was giving them, the way her hue lit up, and the way she was bouncing on her seat, while nyx drummed rolled and marley blurted out the name, before he was scowling softly at nyx’s words, knowing full well he didn’t sit there and just watch.”yes, watching is my specialty.” he teases lightly, watching the way nyx was sitting, his eyes flickering down to her ass, another shift in his movements was made, before he was leaning forward against her, his chest resting on her back, hands resting on her thighs as he was looking at the laptop, a deep breath being pulled in focusing his mind on the link, pointing to one of the folder’s, of things they had collected for marley.”that one.” he whispers, pointing to that folder, before he was leaning back, shifting once more, just to sit up more, hands on her hips to make sure he didn’t jostle her, but he also moved his hips up which had him cursing himself mentally, deciding better to just stay still next time.

she saw the way her wife was looking at her now and her smile only spread more, eyes so warm and tender on her mate. nyx saw her always, always knew. marley arched a brow at her words though, and ryder's that followed, capturing her lower lip softly between her teeth. "good thing all of my clothes are good about coming off..." she murmured, running a hand back through her curls. still, excitement was running through her veins and the way that nyx patted a drumroll just to end it with a cymbal as she guess the song had her eyes warming more on the both of them, her heart just the same, knowing that nyx and ryder had known she'd wanted to see it. it was something small...that wasn't small at all and her smile spread more hearing nyx now, laughing softly as she looked to ryder. "you did a great job of watching, ryder." she nodded, giving him a little knowing look before her wife's question pulled her hue back to her and nyx....knew that the question she asked was pointless, seeing that look in her eyes and she waited about as patiently as could be expected of her, still lightly bouncing and feeling hte way her heart drummed in her chest. ryder helped nyx find the link and marley waited on it to come through, her skin warm and her stomach twisting...and not just because of the movie. she pulled in a breath, looking between the two of them and her cheeks warmed more, in awe of both of them. they didn't have to go out of their way to find that movie, to bring it up so that they could watch it together...but they did, and marley's stomach kept twisting softly, that smile warm on her lips and thick in her eyes as she traced over her wife's features, then ryder's.

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

ryebrooks

slightlynyx

once in ryder’s lap and after having wiped a sufficient amount of beer to his shirt, nyx was shifting more, facing marley because she needed to see her. if nothing else she was calming because her and ryder managed to move past the argument for the sake of seeing her and spending time with her, not dragging out a mess it would have likely been had they not been on a skype call. nyx didn’t want to deal with that right now, she relaxed more because marley was right here in her line of sight, where if she wasn’t, she knew her temper would have been running deeper and she probably would have just opted to call it a night based on that alone and go to bed, see ryder in the morning when they were back at shift. marley….she cooled a fire in the pit of her stomach and with a glance of her blue eyes she calmed wars in her head, raging cannonballs from battle ships that marley’s smile turned into a rowboat rocking gently at sea. nyx’s eyes were right back and glued to marley, smiling tenderness on her lips looking at her, taking in the blue eyes that the camera did zero justice to, because nyx knew the gold rings that encased her pupils, something she’d spoken of to ryder and something neither of them got to see right now. she felt the little bite to her shoulder and her hand gently swatted back at his cheek, amber eyes not leaving marley but she’d made herself comfortable enough in her claim on ryder’s lap, like a cat, he was a chair that was moving at the moment. “i think IT is the perfect idea, mare, i think he mentioned something about that earlier, that he was sad he missed so much of it hiding behind me.” she murmurs, smiling a little more even knowing they weren’t going to sit through a movie they’d recently seen, no matter what it was, not when there were so many to watch, one on nyx’s mind. marley didn’t mention it, and that was likely because she didn’t know that her and ryder had managed to find a link for it through a backdoor string of networks they managed to navigate…legally….through. “beauty in the beast and then we were thinking, maybe….i don’t remember the name of it, but what’s that one, ryder? with the dude bro and the red velvet suit coat? the uh….top hat thingy or something?” she glanced at ryder over her shoulder with a knowing smile and then brought her eyes back to marley, her smile spreading warmer on her lips.

he knew at any moment this place could just cancel the internet just to ensure some sort of punishment for the residents here. he knew that they could put a timeline on it if they wanted too. so time spent with marley was precious, and he wasn’t about to take that away from marley and nyx. he was happy he was here, and able to witness the both of them like this, even though he knew the both of them would prefer being in person rather in a screen, but he had faith that one day they’d be with each other again, one day; they wouldn’t need the laptop between them. one day; nyx would be home. honestly, in a place like this, that was the hope that made him do his job. it wasn’t for the people here; they didn’t respect him, got other government people involved to belittle him; even though they were completely in the wrong, but still. ryder held his head high and continued on with his job; because he was used to people not respecting him, used to them not doing as they say. though sometimes ryder did break the rules to make them comply, but here? what was the point? they weren’t going anywhere. having nyx on his lap, and able to see marley, just made him relax, made him realize that all those resident’s out there, that treated him like shit, that had no respect for him, really didn’t matter at the end of the day. because he had this. two girls that meant more to him than anyone ever. he was mock scowling marley hearing her words, knowing they both knew he did not like the movie IT, and that he would never like it.”we could always put on the grudge, or the ring, you know? because nyx loves those.” he teases lightly, kissing her shoulder, and biting it, earning a slap to his cheek which had him chuckling, but he was resting more into the couch, arms still around nyx, hands resting on her stomach playing with the fabric of her shirt, before he was tapping her stomach lightly.”no. i don’t need to see it, because i’ll just cower behind you once more, and miss it all again anyway.” he points out, cinnamon hue looking to nyx, before flickering to marley hearing the movie she had suggested, and it was a very marley movie, and that was the reason he was smiling. also another reason, because nyx and himself found another one that they knew marley would like.”oh yeah, that movie. definitely should watch that, with the elephants and things?” he asks, looking at nyx as he tilts his head on the couch to see her better.”i just can’t think of the name here. the one with the beard, right? that people aren’t sure what it is?” he asks her, tapping his fingers lightly on her stomach.”damn. wish i knew the name of that movie.”

she was met with golden hue, with eyes she knew better than any other pair in this world, even her own...especially her own, and her smile spread warmly on her lips, taking that moment to drink her in, to check on her. ocean eyes were for her wife to know. marley, she knew the woman behind the amber-in-the-sunlight eyes, she knew with just a single glance whether or not nyx was okay, whether or not she was tired, whether or not there was something she should probably talk about. the list went on, but she saw her now, saw that she was okay, and marley gave her that smile, matched on her lips and in her eyes because she was happy. why wouldn't she be? she had two beautiful people right in front of her that she wanted to spend time with and they wanted to spend time with her. her heart was full and she only smiled more watching the little exchanges between ryder and nyx, the way he bit her shoulder, the way she swatted at his cheek. hearing ryder's suggestion now, her eyes went more to him, taking him in too and trying to make sure he was okay. happiness was swirling in his hue too, apparent in the way he was being more playful with nyx now, both in words and with touch and she heard nyx's response before ryder added on, pulling a laugh from marley's lips. "well, it's useless to watch a movie together if one or the other is going to be hiding. granted, nyx wouldn't be hiding...." she hummed, looking to her wife more with warmth and playfulness in her hue. "i feel a tv would get the same treatment a spider does." she murmured, laughing more, softly, before nyx had her brows creasing, listening to her...and listening to the ay ryder chimed in with a movie that sounded...all too familiar for the way she'd watched the trailer a million times. her eyes got wide and she managed a breath before she looked at them in disbelief. "the greatest showman?!" her wife's smile...ryder's failed attempt at trying to pretend like he didn't know...they gave it away and marley bounced where she sat, the laptop perched on her knee sliding a little but she bounced, capturing her lower lip between her teeth. "can we watch it?! ive been wanting to see it for ages"

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

marenolan

all we are is everything right

marenolan

slightlynyx

this couldn’t be replaced by anything but the entirety of the real thing. nights of whispering in each other’s ears and nights of lust-filled words, wasn’t the same as feeling the heated breath of each other on their skin. seeing each other through a screen was amazing and it was enough when it was all they could have, but it wasn’t the same as having each other wrapped up in their arms, being able to touch their mate, instead of only themselves. they would always take every little bit that they could get together, never complaining but making the most of every moment, only now….now it was everything all at once. now she got to feel her cries on her skin, she got to really work her muscles with her wife’s to find their sync, to feel their muscles tensing together to cling and hold on, to release together. nyx felt so sensitive to it all now, like she’d been deprived of water by only receiving a drop at a time and now she marley’s scent filling her lungs and her taste on her tongue and she really was a drug, her drug, her remedy, her cure for every ailment, every little missing heartbeat when hers hurt so much sometimes that she swore she couldn’t even feel it working underneath all the ache. nxy couldn’t believe she was here; she had to keep refocusing her eyes to make them sharpen harder to really try and soak marley in and see every aspect of her presence here, from the flush under her cream skin to the shimmer of their heat beaded across her thighs, wetting the blanket underneath her that covered the bed that now…marley got to know. she got to know this bed, she got to leave her scent on it, leave theirs on it, it was a stranger to them and now it wasn’t. leave their scent and leave this whole place behind. nyx wanted that. they were going to ache all night, hurt all night, love all night. she wasn’t going to stop, not until the sun was kissing at the blinds, not until they had to, the moment they couldn’t go further. marley’s lips wrapped around the tip of her cock the way and her breasts around her length and she was throbbing against her already, her hand running down between her thighs to roll two fingers around her nerve, rubbing at her slowly and dipping lower to gather heat from her entrance just to spread it back up over her clit, only rubbing faster, harder the more marley sucked on her. she felt so good, nyx’s thighs shaking at her sides and her hand tightening in her curls watching her, needing her, those sultry blue fuck-me eyes making her growl and bringing her hips into her harder, faster to really fuck her mouth. nyx couldn’t help it; she was that good, having her mate, her wife, her everything and her always right here with her after so long apart….it felt like a dream. it felt like at any moment she was about to wake up. her alarm would sound and she’d be forced to roll over and turn it off, report the way she did every morning, but this…this was real and she needed to flex her strength to prove it, to feel her cock hitting the back of her wife’s throat, to push her fingers so deeply inside of her tight little pussy and fuck her so hard that nyx would get to feel marley’s scream against her cock. her fingers picked up their pace, pushing inside of her and pumping relentlessly, tirelessly in and out of her, bringing the wet sound of sex so much louder into the room. marley’s lips let go of her for words only to find her again with the heat of her tongue and every time she did that, her words knotted her stomach more and then the heat of her mouth around her cock made her stomach knot up, her cock leaking into her mouth. “you’re getting that aren’t you, baby girl? my good girl. fuck, i missed you so much.” she murmurs, her cock throbbed hard and she was growling on curses, pouring out heat into lover’s mouth as waves of pleasure rolled under her skin and made her thighs tremble and spill even more with the aftershocks that kept her hips rolling and her fingers pumping in and out of her mate’s tight little pussy.

it kept hitting her over and over again, the fact that now...now she was here with nyx and she was really getting to feel her, to see her, to touch her, to kiss her, to breathe her in, not limited by distance and a computer screen, not limited to a phone call that always distorted her voice just slightly, just enough that getting to hear her now was pure ecstasy. she couldn't stop drinking her in, ever, but especially now, seeing her and seeing the happiness, the love, the hunger that collided in her hue and made her eyes dark in the way she loved. she could watch nyx for eternity, watch the way she moved and the way words left her lips, the little details of her existence that made marley's stomach twist constantly, like the way she clicked her pen while she was thinking, while she was reading and processing words, trying to figure out a case. or now, the way they moved together, the way they fell in sync like they hadn't missed a single beat because they hadn't. they worked to make this work. their love wasn't working but loving the way they did was work, it was effort, it was time, it was thought, it was passion and they worked in those ways and so many more every single day. the taste of their pleasure, of nyx's spread hotly on her tongue and she moaned for her, that little tease of their taste only making her hungry for more and she demanded it from her with the way her lips parted over her cock, with the way her tongue traced over her thick tip and trailed underneath, with the way she took her to the back of her throat just to swallow around her and pull back, wrapping her breasts around her more. she repeated that motion, feeling the way her wife moved her touch between her thighs and spread her heat, the pleasure that had beaded to her skin just for her and marley arched against her touch, rolling her hips against her fingertips as she found her nerve and more pleasure shot like sparks through her core. stormy blue eyes stayed on her wife's, watching as more and more pleasure built in her dark hue and that's when she felt her strength, the way nyx rolled against her and made her take her cock, the way she fucked her mouth and marley was moaning against her, giving cries to her skin as her hands fell from her breasts to claim her mate's hips. nails dug into her skin and she pulled her more, urging nyx to move the way she wanted to, needed to, urging her to give marley every ounce of her strength because god, that was her one of her favorite things to witness, to feel, to be at the receiving end of and she whined for it now. she choked around her as nyx pressed inside of her tight little pussy, still pulsing with release from moments before but now her walls were throbbing with ache, with the way nyx made her take her and the sound that fell on her ears so quickly had more heat coating her wife's fingers, had her parting from her cock just to breathe words against her, blue eyes not leaving her for a second. she took her back into her mouth just as quickly, pulling her closer with a flex of her strength, where nyx was sitting more on her chest and was more than capable of pinning her to the bed, more than capable of fucking her mouth so much deeper, so much harder and she moved against her to the pace her wife set, feeling her cock hit the back of her throat every single time nyx hit her back wall and that sync mixed with her wife's words, with the way her taste flooded her sense and spread on her tongue, the way she ran hotly down her throat had her crying out, had her screaming against her skin. her hips jerked hard and she buried her wife at the back of her throat, swallowing around her more rapidly while tension snapped in her core and she squirted for her, her whole body convulsing from the pleasure that crashed through her. fuck, it had been entirely too long and marley whimpered, riding her fingers harder, faster, while her hands flexed more over her hips and she pulled her down hard and fast into her throat. she kept spilling for her baby girl, their scent flooding the room but she only wanted more of nyx, more of her strength, more of her touch, more of her cum and her hands flexed over her ass, the angle still allowing her to find dark eyes as she pushed further, as she pressed to tighter skin and felt her stretch for her, a deeper moan mixing with another scream as she spilled more.

#my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#;;all we are is everything right

ryebrooks

slightlynyx

in every way they were all what they were, good or bad, even the bad wasn’t something nyx considered bad….just….aggravating at times depending on the brand and the measure. ryder didn’t hold back and the way nyx was feeling about something weren’t swallowed down. tip-toeing was work they did outside of these walls where they were only to focus on the tasks they had at hand, the work, the rounds they ran and the training; the facade of authority that didn’t actually exist. they upheld, both of them, but here was some tiny shred of a home-like-space where it was hard for nyx sometimes, to feel at home when her home wasn’t here, to even unwind enough to treat this space like a break from work when she was basically living at her place of work. the sip of beer washing cold down her throat helped, in grandeur ways….seeing marley here helped, seeing her blue eyes and the smile on her lips, knowing she was okay, safe, as happy as she could be, knowing that when their laptops closed…the things marley would be feeling every time. it made her focus past the pettiness in her anger to really look at her more, to see the numbers on the time of the call growing higher, like a ticking in her ears. it wasn’t that they would be cut off, but time was something she knew they all wanted to spend together, being themselves yes, but smiling too. wonder, her smile for marley faded when ryder grabbed her waist and pulled her down to the couch too, though she didn’t miss the sound of marley’s laugh that came and it warmed her; nyx was still feeling the slosh of her beer and setting it down on the floor to wipe the wet of her wrist and hand on his shirt. “fucker.” as much as half of her hated it right now, all of her held onto the sound of marley’s laugh and nyx smiled a bit, though darkly getting to use his shirt for a napkin, gold eyes finding her wife’s blue hue when she heard the hum from her while nyx decided that sitting on ryder was better than dealing with him trying to get up to get something else again. “any movies in mind, baby girl?”

he knew they didn’t want to sit here bickering like this, when all of them could be sitting down talking to each other, enjoying the company while watching a movie. who knew what would happen in between this moment and tomorrow, knowing something could happen here that would have to have them on alert. better to not waste time with bickering and just sit down and enjoy this while they could. he was happy to see marley here on skype, knowing both of these girls would rather be in person snuggling on a couch with each other while watching the movie. he felt bad for them both, and he didn’t think that would go away any time soon, so why take nyx’s focus away from marley on something like smokes, when they all could be sitting here focusing on all of them, and talking to her? he smiled hearing marley’s laugh though, and he didn’t pull nyx down on him to get that out of her, but he did pull her down to not let her move anywhere, even though it wasn’t her moving constantly in the first place. his smokes were outside but he didn’t care, everything was free here, they didn’t get paid in anything, you got little grimstone dollars, but even that, people weren’t really using them, just taking what they wanted and leaving with them. he was chuckling himself watching nyx use his shirt as a napkin, hearing marley’s words, his hue going to her, before he was hearing nyx’s name for him.”well we’re both finally sitting.” he murmurs, shrugging his shoulders, wrapping arms around nyx since she opted to sit on him, cinnamon hue going to marley hearing nyx asking her the question, and his chin rests against nyx’s shoulder, biting at it softly before resting it against her shoulder once more flexing his arms around her.

the time they all had together was precious, always, knowing that it could be days before she'd see either of them again. every moment that she got to see her wife was cherished already, but now it was impossibly more so, not knowing when she'd get to see her again. that was why every moment that they got to spend together like this, they tried to fill it with as many smiles and laughs and shared thoughts as they could. it wasn't that they were painting an illusion, no. she was happy, and she could see the ways nyx was, ryder was, knowing that they all would rather be anywhere else but grimstone, that they would rather be together, all of them. but marley could still see the way that smile was genuine on her wife's lips, the way it was warm in her eyes. she could see it in ryder and the way he chuckled now, the sight of the two of them smiling making marley's heart warm more. marley would never knock something that they needed, one or all of them, never the type to hit for moving in a way that was needed or wanted. that wasn't marley, and that wasn't nyx, and she didn't think it was ryder. she was still learning him and little moments like this helped her learn more, but still...she wanted to sit with them and watch a movie together, laugh and smile, wanted to talk with them about it and just...be here, together. there was no measure of importance being compared here; it wasn't that it was more important to watch a movie together instead of bicker. that wasn't what she was saying. she was saying that she could appreciate the bicker for what it was, for the way that it now had ryder pulling nyx down to him, it had a slosh of her beer spreading to their skin and their clothes, and it had marley laughing warmly at the sight, her heart so fully and happy, being here with them. she heard the word that left her wife's lips, saw that beautiful breath of a smile that graced her lips, when she was mad but couldn't help it and her own smile spread more just seeing it, watching as she wiped the beer from her skin onto ryder's shirt and meeting her eyes as she asked her a question. marley hummed more then, thinking for a moment and watching as ryder bit at nyx's shoulder before she canted her head lightly. "well, i was thinking we could torture ryder with It again." she murmured, playfulness spreading in her ocean hue but she quickly shook her head too, looking at him. "but once was probably enough...probably." her smirk spread softly on her lips. “kinda wanted to watch the new beauty and the beast.”

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

ryebrooks

slightlynyx

she would have tossed the cigarettes back with the confirmation that he was taking them outside, but he’d snapped and she bit back. now the cigarettes were all outside and the door was closed so nyx tried to relax the muscles in her neck and the tension in her shoulders to get past where she’d been angry and focus on the fact that they had marley here, and she wanted to look at her, they wanted to talk to her; all over again nyx needed to see how she was doing and though a timidness found her eyes at first glance, she knew marley better than she knew anything else in the world and she got to feel her smile spill back into her eyes looking at her. it wasn’t the first time her and ryder bickered during a skype call or fought, likely wouldn’t be the last, because skype call or not it just happened when it happened and nyx didn’t bite her mood. her gold eyes smiled gently to marley as she dropped the remote back to the couch and grabbed her beer bottle from the coffee table, eyes back on ryder when he was close to her and rubbing his hands at her jaw. it felt good, the first admittance in this moment, but the second was that it felt like the reminder of a pup swallowing a pill and that was about how her mind went, with the truth, and then with something more extreme, and then with response in a combination of the two. ryder’s lips pressed to hers and it was soft, her teeth nipping hard at his lip close to where she’d already broken skin. it wasn’t enough to draw blood or further injure where his lip was already busted but it was a reminder that she still had teeth, and claws, even though it was followed by her taking a drink of her beer.

he saw marley shake her head at his apology, and ryder was moving toward nyx now. last thing he ever wanted to do was get her mad. she was his best friend, the only friend he was able to make ,because clearly ryder was a handful himself at times. said the wrong things, snapped when he didn’t need to. but he was moving toward her, rubbing his hands over her jaw, before kissing softly to her lips, and he felt her nip at him, close to the sore on his lip, and he was hissing as he took a step back, the reminder very much there from her, and he was then moving to sit down on the couch, because no, he didn’t need anything else, didn’t need nothing from the kitchen, and his eyes were looking up at nyx, watching her standing there taking a sip from her beer. ryder then moved to wrap his arms around her waist, to pull her down to the couch, her beer sloshing around, spilling a drop or two on them and the couch.

pride was thick in her hue for the both of them, for the way that nyx stood up for herself and what she wanted, needed, for the way that she let herself be herself, that marley's presence here didn't have her biting back pieces of her. marley would never want that for her wife, ever, and meeting her eyes now she told her, a tender reassurance matching the smile that spread tenderly on her lips. she was proud of her, always, and she wanted her to see that. they loved each other no matter what, good bad or ugly, and that would always be their truth. she was proud of ryder for listening, for hearing nyx, for realizing his own mistake and owning it. she was proud of the way he moved closer, the way he'd shut the door of his own accord just to come back and say he wasn't leaving. he saw this through, all of it, and he made his way back to nyx's side. fights happened. marley knew that well in the way that her and nyx hadn't always seen eye to eye, the way they bickered and even still, there were days where frustrations came through, when anger was real, when something was under their skin and they had their own fights. it was part of being present in someone else's life. it was part of learning and growing, living. it was part of loving, and they only loved one way- hard, and with everything they had. her smile spread more, watching ryder kiss her lips and then seeing the way nyx nipped back, a breath of a laugh finding her as ryder pulled nyx closer and she hummed on that sound, her heart so full. her eyes burned in a tender way and she shook her head on a laugh, running a hand back through her curls again. "party foul, ryder."

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

ryebrooks

slightlynyx

if he wanted to go out and smoke he could, it wasn’t about that to her. no, she didn’t want them in the house, but she didn’t care if he went out. what she didn’t like was how quickly he’d snapped to that kind of anger at the couch and it just fueled a fire already in the pit of her stomach. nyx knew her own angers, she knew her own temper, but knowing it was knowing it; she wasn’t explosive, it wasn’t something she couldn’t see coming enough to handle with a steady plan of execution. nyx wasn’t angry aimlessly, there was a reason, and right now it was the state of the couch that had been corrected, now. there was no pause in her making sure it was done, even hearing ryder move to close the door, it didn’t reach her much past being a sound that touched her ears. it was just a sound and her chest was tight and angry, never hesitating to show him the way out, never phased when he didn’t take it. not a single expectation of anything when she had bigger things to be expecting, like to be home for christmas, or even by marley’s birthday, she’d take anything when it came to those expectations. her jaw flexed because she felt him move closer she was expecting to have to repeat herself only to feel the tap of his fingers on her chin that made her flex it tighter and darkened her eyes enough to swat hard at his hand, even hearing him. nyx heard words for the definition of them and gestured at the couch and the kitchen. “then do you need any more snacks, drinks, do you need to piss or are we all picking a movie?” nyx only flexed her jaw again after a breath, wary of his hands as she brought her eyes to marley. for some reason seeing her eyes made nyx look a touch more sheepishly away, though it was needed anyways to snatch up the remote that had hit the floor in ryder’s pillow-toss showdown.

ryder could own up to the moments where he knew he had crossed over a line. could own up to the fact that he had snapped at nyx. the way he acted toward the couch. there was no reason for him to be like that, over smokes after all. he knew he’d done wrong, knew that he shouldn’t have snapped at her, but he moved toward the door, not wanting a smoke right now, and moving right back to nyx, to tap on her chin, only to have her swat hard at his hand, his eyes following her gestures, but he doesn’t let out a breath, watching her flex her jaw again he was shaking his head.”i don’t need anything else.” he murmurs to her, before watching her pick up the remote, and ryder’s hue lands on marley, an apologetic look upon his face, before he was moving, towards nyx, his eyes soft on her, seeing the anger there, that was his own doing, but he moved anyway, hands going to her jaw to gently massage it, to get her to relax it a little, even though he figured she would swat his hands away, he was moving to press a kiss lightly to her lips, softly, gentle.”i’m going to sit.” he murmurs to her, before he was in fact sitting back down on the couch now, his hue looking to nyx because he’d done this, he started this, he had made her mad, though it wouldn’t be the first time he let his words or emotions get out of control.

marley didn't pull in a breath until ryder mved back to nyx. she knew her wife and she knew this, her heart aching so deeply and she saw the way nyx reacted to him, heard her words as they left her lips. even in knowing, marley knew that it wasn't her battle either, and when met with ryder's eyes, she shook her head at him. she saw the apology in his hue and she wasn't having it because he didn't owe her an apology. this was their battle, not marley's. sure, he could apologize for making nyx mad, or doing this instead of watching a movie, but marley wasn't searching for those apologies. she very much believed that everything happened for a reason, but even outside of that, the simple fact was that they were here, in this moment, and in this moment, it was about nyx and ryder. they had to learn their own way, break down their own walls, learn how to communicate, learn each other. this wasn't about marley. she met her wife's eyes then and she saw the way she more sheepishly turned, knew that her wife saw her and that she saw the way marley saw her. ocean eyes looked to ryder as he moved, seeing the way he tried to soothe that tension from nyx's jaw and then she watched as he pressed a kiss softly to her lips. her heart ached for them, wanting to be there with them both, wanting to pull them both closer and just...feel them, be there with them, sit and watch a movie together but she...couldn't be there just yet. soon. soon enough it'd all be over but for now she was content in watching and learning, being here with them when she could be in every way that she could.

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

ryebrooks

slightlynyx

“maybe some inquiry before you hulk out and ryder-smash at the furniture would have worked out better.” she snatched a pillow and handed it to him to put it back. “or, maybe if you hadn’t lit up in here before i’d trust you; actions breed results, it started with you.” nyx points out, the back of her neck hot with her temper and her hands needing to pull one of marley’s hair-ties from her wrist to bunch her curls up into a messy ponytail, just to secure them off her skin. “come of it? come off it. okay well, maybe you come off the sin of touching your cigarettes that warrants eternal damnation, the blood of my first born, a goat and ten acres. hey, don’t want me touching your things? don’t touch my couch, don’t touch the beer, don’t touch the coffee here, don’t touch the poptarts and then we’ll start talking without you overreacting without you overreacting. i’m not one of those little brats out there you can just pull rank on, i don’t work for you or under you.” she snaps, shoving the last cushion on the couch and watching him vigorously molesting one of them with his hands. “consent, ryder, did you ask the pillow if it wanted to be manhandled?” she was the most mad about how quickly he’d bit her head off about the cigarettes. she was the most mad about how easy it seemed to be for him to bite her head off. like breathing. “you’re surprised when i told you were acting like hunter.” she mutters, likely too low for his ears, nyx felt the bump from him and her hand shoved into his shoulder with a push of her strength as she passed him, the direction she shoved being the couch lucky for him. nyx was moving to grab a bag from under a cabinet and gathering up all of his cigarette tins to shove them inside just to move the few steps to the sliding glass door out the back and toss them out. “have the smoke break and go wreck your own poorly decorated abode because i will have you know, that marley is the best decorator and this place would make pintrest commit suicide and put wayfair out of business if she were here so suck it.” she threw the door open for him, so hard the glass slid and crashed into the other side of the frame, her body moving right back to the couch to grab up the last smaller pillow so she could put it back on the couch, her eyes not going to marley because right now her jaw was flexed and her chest tight.

ryder felt like this was more than just about smoking, and his hue was snapping to nyx’s, hearing her words. anger was coursing through his body, but at the same time, it was also deflating just listening to her speaking. the way she was moving, talking. words were being said, but he could feel something just wasn’t right here. sure he had snapped at her first, instead of calmly asking for his smokes, his anger getting the better of him before he could reel it in, but that was no excuse. but just taking a step back from the situation, watching it unfold, listening to not only nyx, but himself too. ryder saw how at times he wound her up, so quick to jump to anger, so quick to get defensive with her, no wonder he had ended up with a busted up lip, he was so quick to pull the trigger on her. no wonder she didn’t trust him, didn’t even consider trusting him when it came to not smoking inside.”i am in no way pulling rank.” he tells her, the only thing that could come out of his mouth was that, because there was no way he would ever pull rank on nyx, here or in the outside world. she was his partner, she was equal to him. he couldn’t pull rank if he ever wanted to. and he never wanted to. he felt the shove to the couch, and it was a hard one, he didn’t have time to regain his balance, he had fallen to the couch. he watched her move for his tins, putting them in a plastic bag, and chucking them out the door, the sound of the door hitting hard, was resounding in his ears, cinnamon hue looking to that door. he felt disgusted in himself right now, remembering all the times his mother threw the door open, telling his father to just leave, to get out, because he didn’t want to be there, and his hue flickers to nyx, watching her do the same thing. he was sliding off the couch, moving toward the door, just to close it, and moving back to her, seeing her jaw clench. it wasn’t the first time she had her jaw like that and ryder was moving toward her, tapping her softly on the chin.”unclench your jaw, nyx.” he whispers to her, his hue soft on her.”i’m not leaving.” he adds softly, his hue looking her over, checking to see if her jaw had unclenched.”i’m not going anywhere.”

part of her would always love seeing her wife mad, loving to see the strength that found her movements, the tone of her voice that was entirely done with your shit and calling you out, the flare that found her eyes, like a bonfire at midnight. she loved seeing it...but part of her hurt too, knowing she wasn't there to help her work through that anger, she wasn't there to comfort her...but she wasn't who nyx was angry with either. she knew nyx needed to work this out with ryder and she watched the two of them now, watching as her wife pulled up her hair and gave him line after line. it wasn't her place to pass judgement nor was it her place to mediate here. she could call it fairly, but that wasn't her place either. no. she took this moment to watch her wife, to watch ryder, with her chest aching for them, hating to see them fight, obviously, because she would never want either of them to be hurting, to be upset. her chest ached but pride found her eyes too for the way her wife stood up for herself, the way that nyx called ryder out and slammed the door open for him. it was nothing personal against ryder, no. her heart ached for him too and she watched realization hit his eyes, an emotion that was so clear even through skype and marley's hand came up for her chin to rest against her palm, fingertips lightly covering her mouth before ryder was falling to the couch and just as quickly standing back up, moving toward the door. marley's chest ached even more, knowing that if he kept going...her own jaw flexed and her eyes burned, calling to her element to keep her vision clear. nyx...nyx never fought to keep anyone in her life that didn't want to be there. if they wanted to leave, she'd hold the door wide open for them. she fought for the people that fought for her. she'd found ryder there. he was a comfort in a place that held no comforts for her any more- marley was at home, corey and iris were on their way, pretty much everyone else was an entitled asshole from what marley could figure and while she knew the way that nyx didn't need anyone, that nyx could and would make it just fine on her own...she also wasn't stupid. marley saw the look that found her wife's eyes in little glances to ryder, she knew the way nyx curled up next to him at night, she knew the things they had all talked about and she knew the pieces in between. she knew because she knew her wife and her heart ached for her now, seeing ryder walk toward the door but...he merely closed it, closed it just to turn back to nyx and marley pulled in a breath, her eyes threatening to betray her again. she heard the words he gave her, just a breath but she heard them and she swallowed weakly, pride in her chest for her wife, yes, because she was beautiful and strong and never failed to stand up for herself...but pride swelled for ryder too, the way he realized his mistake and owned it like a man, the way he replaced stupid words with actions, at least for the most part, at least now his words and his actions lined up and marley's lip trembled just watching the two, seeing the way ryder moved closer to her, hearing the words he gave her.

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

slightlynyx

ryebrooks

he was throwing cushions off the couch when he heard her mutter, and he couldn’t help the eyeroll that he gave her.”i say it very much.” he retorts back to her, his eyes snapping to hers, before he was shifting to remove the cushion she was sitting on she was fast, though he didn’t expect her to sit down and just let him take the cushion out from under her. though he did feel her taking the cushion from him, and hearing her words, his eyes were snapping to hers.”no shit. but we both know the couch wasn’t taking my smokes, nyx. we both know you’ve been doing this for awhile, clearly since all my smoke tins are here. nothing more.” he tells her, knowing full well nyx had taken his smokes, he might not be able to prove it, and he was waiting for her to tell him to prove it, but with the way she had spoken before, that was proof enough that she had taken his smokes now. he could hear the snap in her voice, and his hue darkens on her, watching her pointing her finger at it, before he was picking up a cushion he had thrown to the ground, just to throw it to the ground once more.”your couch doesn’t seem to mind being manhandled, and i wouldn’t have to manhandle it, if someone just left my smokes alone.” he snaps back at her, hands clenching at his sides.”that was one time nyx. if i recall i said i was going outside to smoke, while you girls picked the damn movie, but you decided to not trust me on that, and took my smokes from me instead.” he snaps, before he was picking up the cases of smokes, pulling a cigarette from one of them to hold between his teeth.”but we’re all pretty childish here, so.” he says, picking out a lighter, and he was flicking it with his thumb to get the ignite to work, hearing marley’s words, ryder’s hue flickers to her, shaking his head at them.”wouldn’t need one, if mrs-doesn’t-trust-ryder-li nolan over here, stopped pickpocketing me.”

her eyes darted to marley hearing her and she gestured a bless hand at the ceiling before it slapped right back down to her thigh. she was spot on with the workings around this shit-hole. she had to be a little amused at the way, while she’d taken the pack of cigarettes from ryder, he was the one throwing couch cushions around the room. “childish coming from the grown ass man throwing the couch around all for a nicotine break.” she smoked, she did, not in here but she did, and she didn’t throw around couches like a tornado over something literally minuscule. “tantrum much, ryder.” her eyes were dark on him. “you said you were going outside to smoke after i already plucked them out of your pocket, so maybe, just maybe, had i been given the chance before your panties started searching for tonsils i would have said ‘here’ and tossed them back to you, but no, i don’t trust you because you do shit like this that makes me not trust you. or or or you shoot me. so next time your cigarettes go missing even on their own accord or yours, you’ve taught me you’re going to feng fucking shui my whole house.” she handed the cushion pointedly back to him, her eyes dark and set and her jaw tensed; it ached. so did her hand she didn’t want to reuse right now for more than handing the pillow over to him while she grabbed another to toss it back on the couch, only to see him putting a cigarette between his lips. “of course you’re going outside because you can’t just pass and sit down for five minutes. for someone so typically chill you need coffee, and pop tarts, and cigarettes, and to play donkey kong with liquidation furniture. it’s already not nice. i mean, if you don’t want to be here you don’t have to be.”

ocean eyes followed the exchange between nyx and ryder, moving between the two as they fired off shots at each other. she'd been privy to some of their exchanges but this one was quickly growing into something else entirely, more than she'd witnessed and marley scooped another handful of popcorn just to move the bowl to the coffee table, done with it after she threw a few more pieces into her mouth. it wasn't her place to mediate here- this was between nyx and ryder and she was content enough just watching. that didn't mean her heart didn't ache either, seeing both of them worked up and angry, bickering with each other. two people she cared about and loved very much were going at each other, but she didn't have a dog in this fight and it was up to them to settle it however they needed to. still, some of the lines had a smile pulling at her lips just from how petty they were, or quippy, funny even. nyx especially was the queen of one-liners and comebacks and she heard plenty leave her wife's lips now, one after the other. she shook her head on a silent laugh before she ran a hand back through her curls and then reached for the wine bottle to pour herself another glass, but she didn't touch it just yet. her eyes moved back to the two of them and she pulled in a breath as ryder spoke, hearing the way he said that nyx didn't trust him and her gaze went to her wife then and there was the comeback that made marley raise a brow. god, they were so quickly at each other's throats and part of her knew. the other part of her watched, listened, learned and she heard nyx, hearing the way she told ryder that he didn't have to be there if he didn't wanted. she could see where she was coming from but she knew partly where ryder was coming from too. she was switzerland here and she leaned back a little more into the couch, blue eyes warm on the two of them.

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

slightlynyx

ryebrooks

ryder kept the smile upon his face as he moved into the kitchen, hearing the girls speak it wasn’t hard to keep that smile there. some might feel like they’re intruding on something private, and feel utterly awkward, but not ryder. he felt like he got a privilege just witnessing this. you could see the way those girls looked at each other, how much they loved each other, how strong their love was. because nyx was here, and marley knew what was going on between nyx and ryder, they didn’t keep anything from her. well nyx didn’t. ryder was afraid of what would happen when nyx told her, afraid that he had come between something so beautiful, two wives, he didn’t want that. but here they were now, completely comfortable with one another, that sometimes they all fell asleep together on skype. he was hearing nyx’s words about the shower, and he was rolling his eyes at her.”so bragging right now.” he tells her, smiling at her and marley. though he knew she had a right to brag, because her shower was definitely better than his own here. he wasn’t sure why that was, since they had the same looking places. hearing nyx’s words, his cinnamon hue snaps to her amber, before he was hearing marley’s words.”just going out for a smoke, while you girls pick the movie.” he says, though he’ walking back over to them, his hue on nyx.”where are they, li?” he asks her, listening to her words about air freshener and he knew she had them, especially with the wording of lost something.”give them back, li.” he says, before he began to search the couch, because that’s the only place he could see her hiding them, since she hadn’t moved since he had. he was throwing up couch cushions while searching for them, only to find the tin he lost about three weeks ago.”seriously?” he asks, holding it up and looking at nyx.”seriously? how many others are in this couch, nyx?” he asks her, sliding the cushion she was sitting on, out from under her, just so he could find another nine of them.”what the actual hell.” jesus, christ.

nyx rested forward more where she sat, knees on her elbows and her hands clasped and her lips resting against them just looking at marley, smiling gently behind her hand and knowing it flooded her eyes. she needed to take her in and just…marveling was about the right term. it was needed, vital, it was to push away aches in her too, to push through them just seeing that marley was okay and smiling. “my most beautiful thing.” nyx smiled behind her hands a little, before dropping them gently down. there was no hiding anything from each other; they plunged right into each other’s eyes and found everything; happiness, love, hurt, longing. seeing her eased so much. with the presence of ryder it was something that had become natural, needed too, just…to exist where they could in the same moment even if there were miles upon miles between. in moments like this it felt like the distance in her chest closed up a little bit more, movies, games, nights where they all fell asleep…. her eyes darkened hearing ryder and she was about to put him to sleep, the tone making her eyes cut right to him. couldn’t say she wasn’t guilty; nyx knew what he was asking for, but she merely watched him unamused…until he threw cushions off the couch, off…the couch. “say my name much?” she mutters, her words direct, not nearly as much as her eyes were as she stood up the very moment he moved to grab the cushion she was sitting on. her reflex against that were on par and she was on her feet and snatching the cushion out of his hand with a hard grip before he could toss it off, not really caring at the moment about his cigarettes. “couches eat shit all the time, you’ll find some grimstone chump change too, no doubt. not put the cushions back on the couch.” she snaps, not needing to raise her voice; the space was small. it wouldn’t be the first time he’d attempted smoking in here so she was gonna cover the preventative bases where she could. “hey!” her hand moved in a gesture that had index finger up to pause him. “stop manhandling my shitty couch. i’m not going to take my chances with having smoke in here because that happened before.” one time, and nyx forgot nothing; her hand moved to drop the cushion back down, on top of she-didn’t-give-a-fuck how many cigarette cases. “why are you still getting those cases if that many have managed to break out of your pockets?”

marley's eyes were so bright and so warm, so filled with happiness as she drank in her wife, seeing her and really seeing, seeing hte way that her baby girl didn't hide anything from her eyes...not that she could do it well, but that wasn't a knock on nyx. no, that was the way that marley saw her, saw right through her, having known her since she was a tiny little girl and nyx could read her the same way. still, they didn't use that power against each other, and they didn't pry where it was unwanted. this...this was honesty, and they were honest in everything they did, everything they said, honest with each other, honest with themselves. it wasn't easy but it was never meant to be either. nyx and herself had plenty of experience there, in knowing just how much you had to fight for everything in this world. the difference was, they fought for each other and that kept a wall from building between them, marley so proud of that, always. she might be miles and miles away, but she wasn't blind by any means and her eyes were tender on her wife, hearing her words and nodding because she knew, nodding because nyx was her most beautiful thing too. they moved to ryder then, hearing his plan just to see him turn around to ask nyx about his cigarettes. the scene in front of her unfolded and marley...ate her popcorn faster, glad she'd made it now because this was better than the previews at the movie theater. she saw the shift in her wife's hue, saw the way ryder moved to start throwing the cushions off and she settled in a little more where she sat, pausing in the constant stream of popcorn to her mouth to bring her wine glass to her lips instead. marley loved watching moments like this, moments with all of them together in general. she got to see nyx's dynamic with ryder, got to learn more about ryder too and see the way he reacted to things, learn how handled different obstacles and she was content with watching, her eyes moving between the two with every line they popped off at each other. her chest ached, in a beautiful way, filled with love, with happiness, with missing her wife and missing a man she'd never even met in person. marley took another sip of her wine, finishing that glass and her skin was warm, her muscles relaxed. still, she heard the line from nyx and words found her before more popcorn hit her tongue. "maybe you guys should hire a guard for ryder's pockets. no pay, no benefits, no vacation..." she hummed, a smile spreading on her lips. "you just get to follow ryder around all day, staring at his ass with weapons drawn in case the cigarettes make a break for it."

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

marenolan

all we are is everything right

marenolan

slightlynyx

she was so tight around her; god, she’d missed the feeling of her, the scent of her, the sounds leaving her lips. nyx’s eyes couldn’t drink her in enough but she tried, her hue marveling in everything that was her wife beneath her, from the way her lips were parted with her breathing to the rise and fall of her chest, the tension in her stomach as she moved with her, the curves of her hips, to feelings….the feeling of her skin, how soft and how warm even kissed with a coolness that nyx craved and always had. she was so soft and nyx was threading her fingers into her wife’s hair tighter, holding her right on her eyes, on her lips as she pumped her cock strong and deep into her back wall, getting that tension through marley’s hips every time she hit her. nyx would feel her curling into her more and pressing closer, a come-hither motion that had marley clinging to her and nyx holding her tightly savoring and whimpering over the feeling of her mate’s slick heat wetting her cock, beading down her thighs. her chest hurt so deeply that breaths were uneven for that reason alone, but with the pleasure…they were ragged, desperate, starving, insatiable. too many nights she’d laid in this bed without her and all she had was thoughts of her and wishing she could be holding her and now that she was…nyx held her tighter, she pulled into her curls to hold her with strength, kissing her perfect lips and relishing the taste of her. nyx missed the way marley loved her, the way she looked at her like she was right now, the way she trembled for her, the way her body tried to say no all while her walls were contracting around her cock and pulling her in deeper. it wasn’t forgetting, it was that marley’s body had spent months relaxed in the absence of her and nyx didn’t want that anymore; she wanted her walls wildly fluttering, she wanted her unhinged, and feeling marley’s tightening around her cock, feeling her cumming, nyx was only fucking her hard, her other hand pressing to the inside of marley’s soft thigh and spreading her more, driving her hips into the bed on the fall from her orgasm just to fuck her harder, faster, element pushing speed through her muscles and fighting it out with her wife’s pussy cumming around her, working out the tightness in her walls just to feel her tighten impossibly more and then her fingers found her clit, watching her wife’s body, watching her slick pink nerve under her fingertips, how hard mare was, swollen under her tongue, flesh deepening with blush and nyx not for a second allowing her rest or to come down. she didn’t want her coming down, she wanted her higher. crimson was in the air from marley’s nails running down her back and that plea…nyx was growling on her lips. nyx was throbbing and spilling inside of her and she gasped feeling marley’s heat squirting over her cock, their scents mixing impossibly more in a perfume that dilated nyx’s eyes to pure onyx. “good girl, that’s my good fucking girl, mare.” she pants, moaning as she kissed her, her hips slowing to work through release with her. the moment she felt marley’s hips rolling away from she was finding her eyes again and her skin was trembling, watching herself slipping out of her just to see the trickle of marley’s heat that spilled down her ass she did. nyx’s mouth was watering and she pressed into her wife’s neck, sucking on her skin. there was no pause aside from that because she heard marley and she felt her pulling her up higher, bringing her to straddle her chest and now letting her eyes fall to marley’s breasts against her cock. “fuck, baby.” if her eyes could darken more they did, a growl in her throat seeing marley’s fingertips teasing over her nipples. she was sinking lower just enough to wrap her lips around one, sucking her into her mouth and looking up at her through her lashes, getting to feel marley harden on her tongue and releasing her with a soft pop to claim the other with her lips, to bring down the heat of her tongue rolling over her. marley brought her breasts together more and she wasn’t hesitating to push her soaked cock between them, nyx’s breath shaking harder instantly, but it was feeling the fire of marley’s soft tongue licking at the tip of her dick that made her weak, made her curse and tangle her hand into marley’s hair with a tighter grip, her other hand running back down the soft muscle of her stomach and straight between her thighs to find her nerve softly. nyx’s hips flexed to roll between her breasts, closer to her wife’s beautiful mouth; fuck she wasn’t leaving those blue eyes she loved. “fuck i missed you so much, babylove. you’re so fucking beautiful.”

eight months was entirely too long to go without her wife in any regard, any amount of time too much for the way her chest ached for her because her heart was missing from her, her home. both of those things were nyx so entirely and crashing into her now was the most incredible feeling. it was coming home after a long day, feeling the sun on your skin, kicking off your boots, curling up in your favorite blanket, feeling pure and uninhibited happiness, laughing so hard and so deeply that it hurts, eating your favorite food and feeling the way it warms your stomach and sticks to your ribs...all of that and so much more was the moment at hand for marley, so many beautiful emotions that all felt like the deepest comforts of home. nyx was her home and she was finally, finally here. everything that coursed through her now was amplified, intensified, leaving marley overwhelmed in the best and most beautiful kind of way. sure, they had nights of moaning into each other's ear through their phones, nights of watching the other give themselves the pleasure that should be coming from their own hands and marley loved them, loved that she had gotten to hear those beautiful sounds, see her breathtaking wife, watch her find pleasure...but it wasn't the same as this. it wasn't the same as being able to touch her, to feel her, to kiss her, to look directly into her eyes and watch the way her pupils blew out with pleasure, to be able to feel her moan over her tongue, to feel her wife inside of her like she did now, to taste their pleasure in the air. it would never be the same and rightfully so, but marley's head was spinning with the way they moved now, with every touch that was drenched in desperation, the way every word they shared had so much pleasure, so much need, so much want all dripping from it, the way that their bodies ached to be closer and to feel more, the way they trembled for each other, the way their touch left the other shaking and spilling pleasure. marley only wanted more, not tired in the slightest when she'd been waiting to be here with her wife for eight months. no, she wasn't even close to done with her and she pulled her closer, seeing that shift in her wife's eyes, the way they were always so warm but now they were heated and dark, midnight in the dead of summer and that growl of words that left nyx's lips only had her whimpering more for her, the sound of her voice alone pulling more heat to bead from her core. it was the way she moved though that had her breath hitching in her throat, always in awe of nyx and the way she moved because, god, there was nothing more beautiful in the world, nothing more sexy, but it was the heat of her mouth finding tender skin that had her arching more beneath her and she hardened more for her, a jolt of pleasure shooting down through her core. nyx moved for the other just the same and she whined, moving then to wrap around her wife's cock and fuck, she felt amazing there, slick heat spreading to her skin. she could feel every curve of her length and stormy blue eyes found her wife's hue, her tongue rolling forward for their taste. she groaned, wanting so much more of that taste, wanting so much more of her wife and she felt the way that nyx's grip in her curls flexed stronger, the way her free hand moved over her stomach and her thighs shook in anticipation. that quake under her skin only amplified tenfold as she touched her nerve and marley moaned against her cock, her lips parting more to suck on the thick tip, not losing her eyes for a second as her body rolled to encourage nyx's movement more, wanting her to roll into her breasts, into her mouth. her words hit her and her tongue pressed to the underside of her wife's cock, dragging slowly up to the tip before she swiped her tongue over her own bottom lip, finding more of their taste. "i missed you the most, my beautiful girl." she breathed, whimpering for her as she rolled more into her touch and she pressed her breasts a little tighter around her mate, refusing to lose her eyes. she wanted to see her unhinged, wanted to see her writhing in pleasure, cursing and using her strength, taking marley's strength...fuck, she'd missed her so much and she whined for her again, sucking more on the tip of her cock just to release her with a soft pop. "i want your cum on my tongue..." she breathed, those words falling to her wife's skin, so heated and coated in their scent, their pleasure. midnight blue eyes found her wife through her lashes, kissing the tip of her dick now. "on my tits..." she added, moving her body beneath nyx's enough to give her friction, to let her feel how tightly she was wrapped around her, to give her that pleasure. "down my throat." really, she wanted her any and everywhere she could have her, in any and every way. god, she wanted her and she pleaded with her, begged with her eyes before she took her deeper in her mouth and moaned against her, her tongue swirling around the tip as she pulled back, just as quickly taking her again as her head bobbed for her.

#my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#;;all we are is everything right

slightlynyx

ryebrooks

he was just watching marley’s movements, and also hearing nyx’s movements in the kitchen here. they were both in same places, just different places, and he realized that this wouldn’t get easier for either of them. he wished there was a way that it could, without marley being trapped here as well, or nyx leaving when there were still things that needed to be done here. though he wouldn’t blame nyx if she wanted to give up on these people, but they did have to ensure none of them got out, but they all seemed so comfortable here, that he figured none of them wanted to get out at all. he was chuckling softly at marley’s words, nodding his head at them.” at least your children seem far more smarter than the rest of them.” he replies, before looking back to nyx, hearing her words, his head resting on the back of the couch.”you’re right, you’re not.” he murmurs, before his head was moving back to its normal position, hearing the microwave beeping on marley’s end, as nyx took a seat next to him, so they were both in front of the computer. his mug was empty but that was fine, he didn’t have patrol until later the next night anyway, but even if he got up a little earlier he would probably take for a run, and come back to shower, before patrolling most of the day anyway. probably also just relax with nyx for a bit, but right now he was content where he was, listening to the girl’s talk to each other, seeing the looks they were giving one another. ryder’s arm was resting at the back of nyx’s head, but he moves his hand down to give her shoulder a gentle squeeze, knowing this must be hard on the both of them, wishing still he could help them out, but he knew that he couldn’t, he could be here for nyx, and he hoped someone was there for marley. especially after skype calls, because they made you realize just how much space is between the both of you. hearing marley’s question, ryder was shaking his head, not really caring for what they watched, he didn’t watch much tv expect for sports channels, or the news and they barely got that here anyway.”whatever you two want to watch is fine by me.” he murmurs, before he was moving for his mug, and moving toward the kitchen, to place it in the sink, and he was moving for his own beer, searching his jacket pockets, for a cigarette and a lighter.

she sunk back into the couch at ryder’s side and when his arm wrapped behind her neck, she utilized the free pillow, her eyes on marley like they went to her every time she got to see her, checking her over, seeing her okay, seeing that the smile on her lips matched the one in her eyes. it did and nyx hue melted more, she grew more comfortable against the couch and put her feet on a bar under the coffee table, a tender smile biting at her lips before she looked to ryder and nodded, knowing they’d find something to watch. she felt him shift and move to stand up and her head turned subtly, catching the glint of metal sticking out of his back pocket when he did. his cigarettes. better to take the opportunity than have the scent of smoke in the house so nyx sat up a little as he stood and gently plucked it free, palming it right into the couch cushions and then setting her eyes on marley’s while he moved for what he was doing. “m’perfect. miss you; you look beautiful.” she smiles, warmth on her cheeks, because between her and marley and ryder, they tried so hard to keep the smiles on their lips and in their eyes, a genuine need to see it in each other and to reassure each other that they were all okay. “it was good, i have the better water pressure.” not to brag. “and a better shower head.” she grinned a little more, before it faded back into a softer smile and she was looking over marley again, hearing ryder fussing about something enough to turn and look, to see him checking his pockets. “lose something?” her eyes moved back to marley to think about the question. “um…i don’t know what’s out, we’re six months behind here. i figured they’d us as a test audience because why not when opportunity presents itself but….if ryder is done fussing around for his gum and room freshener then he can pick something.” because he definitely wasn’t looking for cigarettes.

her eyes locked with nyx's and that had that moment of silently looking each other over like they always did, marley not lost from the 'tired' that lingered in her wife's hue more often than not, not lost from the way things out of their control were hurting her heart, not lost from the aches and pains that came with having to see each other here instead of together but...she wasn't lost from the 'okay' either, she wasn't lost from the genuine smile that found her eyes, her lips, the way she sank back more into the couch, more against ryder and she smiled more. ocean hue cut with nyx's though, seeing ryder stand up and her brows knit, not understanding why he was leaving or where he was going...just off without a word and she watched as nyx moved to snatch something out of his pocket, a deeper smile biting at her lips as she saw the cigarette case in transit, nyx hiding it in the couch. marley took another few bites of popcorn, carrying on, just like her wife did. "miss you always, beautiful girl. my most beautiful thing." she hummed, that smile from her wife only making the one on her lips all the more real. it already was but seeing it from nyx made hers feel more at home and she arched a brow hearing the better water pressure, only to arch it more with the better shower head. a knowing look was in her eyes and she breathed a laugh, nodding before she reached for a sip of her wine. "always good things to have." she told her, looking to ryder once again as movement from him caught her eye but she heard her wife, watching ryder for a moment longer with a feigned look of concern before she nodded more with nyx's words. "that's a perfect opportunity that has most certainly been missed but ryder should definitely park his ass and not worry about his five or febreeze because we're trying to find a movie to watch together." she said, a few more pieces of popcorn passing her lips. "i'm gonna hab to make more popcorn at dis rate."

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

slightlynyx

ryebrooks

he was hearing her words, and apart of him wished she was here. he knew how much nyx was aching, and knew marley had been too. he didn’t look out for nyx’s back for his own selfish reasons, not that ryder was ever selfish because he wasn’t. he saw what selfish looked like, and he never wanted to be like that, ever. but these girls had a family together, nyx came here to get her child out, and god; she was here to help the rest of them. mind you she was helping them stay in here, but still, that was better for society anyway. to keep them here, where they didn’t have to learn how to earn for their keep, to pay for things. grimstone was just breeding lazy, selfish, self absorbed people, that were not in anyway mentally capable to live in the outside world. they destroyed these people rather than helping them. but his hue was soft on marley, and he was nodding his head hearing her words.”we will. promise.” he whispers to her. he didn’t understand how hard it was for these girls, and he wouldn’t sit here and pretend that he knew it was hard, because he didn’t know. he would never know. he could see it, but he would never be there with them knowing how hard it was. he was smiling on the topic of their children now, a soft chuckle leaving his lips.”suppose teenagers would be teenagers.” he says to her, as he grabs his mug of coffee, taking a bigger gulp of it, finishing it off, before placing it down on the coffee table once more. ryder had never done that as a teenager, though he spent most of his time indoors, making sure his mom was okay, after she had an argument with his father, or even when she was just curled up in her bed, barely moving some days. he would look out the window and see the kids playing down below. his mother always telling him to go play, but ryder didn’t want to leave her alone. apart of him thought that he somehow knew what she would of done to herself, like he just knew at the back of his mind. he was shaking his head, smiling though hearing marley’s words, his thoughts never touching on his facial expressions.”yeah, she’s probably exploring the world with dane before heading home.” he tells her. from what he could see of corey, the way they had their brief encounter was that she seemed to be able to look after herself. after hearing about what she’d done to one of the many scientists here, he knew she could definitely hold her own. he was chuckling more at her words now, feeling his lip cracking slightly at the smile he was wearing, but he didn’t care.”popcorn is definitely a perfect snack, and wine.” he says before hearing her next question, ryder’s head turning to look into the kitchen, before looking to marley.”indeed it is.” he says a chuckle leaving his lips, resting more against the couch keeping the laptop on the coffee table.”all three of us together.”

“m’not that illusive.” she mutters, smiling from the kitchen where she closed her hand around the beer she’d opened before, snagging it up to move into the living room where ryder was sitting, her eyes going to marley on the screen. she could feel the flutter in her stomach seeing her again and she sat down on the couch too, her eyes going to ryder’s coffee mug now empty. she knew he must have been planning on staying up late if he was breaking into the coffee after shifts, but it being the weekend it wasn’t entirely surprising. not that they really got days off at all, they got the notion of weekends, but they could be called in at any time and for anything and here it was always something more ridiculous than it was out in the real world. someone would snap or do something stupid and they’d be called in to see something fitting of a circus catastrophe. nyx didn’t want to interrupt what marley and ryder had been talking about, not in the sense of interrupting the moment but more in the sense of, cutting into a topic she hadn’t been present for the most of, but she’d heard ‘dane’ and she met marley’s eyes and gave her a tender smile, a reassuring one. corey would be home soon and they knew that. nyx just felt a pang in her stomach remembering the look on corey’s face when she’d asked if she was coming too and nyx was supposed to beat her there. sometimes sacrifices were needed, and nyx knew she had more to do here before she could leave. “so what’s the plan? movies and hunkering down?” she saw marley with a glass of wine and a smile twitched at her lips, because marley wasn’t much of a drinker, nothing really more than a glass of wine or three, when she was feeling warm. it made nyx’s stomach twist and she was sinking back in beside ryder with her beer in her hand just to relax more looking at her. “comfortable, baby girl?”

she nodded once to ryder's words, hearing him. she didn't doubt that nyx could take care of herself because she knew her wife and she knew how she would do whatever it takes, regardless of the situation. once nyx was committed to something, it took a lot to get her to not care any more and it took even more to stand in her way. she didn't doubt nyx, not in the slightest when she'd told her that she was going to go get corey, to bring her home, and she didn't doubt that she would make it back, ether, even in knowing that there was a very real possibilty that she might not. at the very least, she knew that nyx wouldn't go down without a fight and that's where her confidence on the matter stemmed from because...god have mercy on anyone or anything that got in her wife's way, because nyx wouldn't have a shred of mercy. still, it was comforting to know that someone else there was looking out for her too, looking out for her in a way that marley readily couldn't. hearing him now, she shook her head on a light laugh. "thank god none of our kids went through the eating laundry detergent stage because at that point...it's natural selection. it'd be different if it was little kids getting into things when they don't know any better." she mused, hearing now the way the popcorn was starting to pop and she glanced at the microwave for a moment before she heard ryder speak. she didn't doubt that corey was on her way here but she knew that their little wild would do it her own way, in her own time, and she'd do whatever she wanted to or needed to on the way. marley would never question or fault her for that. she was more than happy in just knowing that she'd made it out of that hell. did she want to see her? of course. did she want to know she was okay, safe, and that iris was? absolutely. did she question corey's needs, wants, or her own ability? never. she'd show up when she was ready to, no sooner, no later. still, in hearing that it was nyx returning, in hearing her voice, her eyes waited for her to come into frame, seeing her now and watching as she took a seat next to ryder. the look that her wife gave her hit her square in the chest and she swallowed, a look given back to her that told her that she didn't doubt but she needed that reassurance too, she needed to hear it and she was thankful. her eyes were soft on her wife for a long moment before the microwave beeped and she pulled in a breath, her smile still warm on her lips. she hadn't lost that smile for a second since she'd called them. why would it? she was right here with her wife, with ryder, and she heard her question, nodding on a wider grin before she reached for the popcorn and a bowl to put it in, duping the contents of the bag out just to add a little salt. "it sounded good to us...what about you, baby?" she asked, looking for her eyes as she scooped the bowl up and the laptop, and her wine, moving back to the comfort of the couch just to plop down. "i am now." she hummed, smiling more at her wife and feeling the way her stomach twisted just looking at her, seeing her, missing her so damn much but this was so much better than nothing in the same right and she was happy. "was your shower good? feel better?" she asked, reaching to grab some of the popcorn and she popped it into her mouth, warm butter mixing with the salt on her tongue. "anything in particular either of you wanted to see?"

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;skype calls

ryebrooks

;; road less traveled

marenolan

ryebrooks

hearing how nyx liked her bacon, ryder was nodding his head at those words, smiling feeling the hand on his back, and he was wrapping an arm around her bringing her in close, lips pressing to her curls once ore, and breathing her in deeply. each one of them smelled so differently, their scents were so much different, and he knew why, but you could also get a hint of them both in one another, and it just brought a smile to his face just breathing in marley, being in her presence. he was chuckling at her words, on how it wasn’t breakfast, shaking his head, as he feels her hand dropping from his back, and he was letting his slide to let her move the way that she needed to.”no. but it is my breakfast.” he tells her, before he was frowning softly.”i don’t enjoy the english breakfasts. i never enjoyed england to be quite honest with you. i haven’t had it in awhile, but i think my favorite breakfast would be biscuits and gravy, with a fried egg, and a sausage.” he tells her, honesty in his hue. the last time he had that kind of breakfast was when they were living in colorado, but of course they followed his father to england, and ryder hated it. he was smiling hearing her words, knowing them to be true, and he kept listening to her, while he continued to check on the bacon. though cinnamon hue went to blue, but he was pausing his steps, feeling his molecules trying to heal the broken rib nyx had given him. he didn’t want it healing,and he was quiet for a moment to heal it, before he was looking to marley once more.”sorry. trying to stop my molecules from healing.” he tells her, before he was shaking his head softly at her.”and you’re right, i’m wrong, but you’re also wrong.” he points out, before he was moving the pan of bacon off the stove, as he moved to wrap his arms around marley, resting his cheek against hers, his chin on her shoulder.”you’re right on the account that i’m a guest here, but you’re wrong on the account that you’re one, and that’s where i’m wrong too. because you’re not a guest here. you both are married. what’s hers is yours. you share a bank account, therefore, you get the dog, the bedroom, the truck. you get everything that comes with nyx.” he tells her, softly, lips pressing to her cheek as he keeps his arms around her.”and i have a habit of trying to be a gentleman, so that’s on me.” he whispers to her, his lips brushing against her cheek.”rather just watch you cook, and i’ll grab the things that you need. and yeah, two eggs sound perfect.” he murmurs, before he was moving, to grab the bowl she was looking for, from the top cupboard, smiling as he places it on the counter in front of her, keeping his arms around her though, unless she needed to move, but they were holding her hostage. he moved an arm from marley, just to press the button on the keurig before wrapping his arm back around marley, and kissing her cheek and then her shoulder, breathing her in once more.

marley found ryder's hue as he spoke, hearing how he didn't like traditional english breakfasts and she made note of that, listening more as he did think of a favorite and marley's smile spread tenderly more on her lips. "that can be arranged." she told him, already making plans in her head of making it for him. she moved for the sake of finishing breakfast but she wasn't lost from the pause in him either, blue eyes looking toward ryder as he stopped and her brows knit lightly as she heard her, glancing down to his rib and thinking for a moment. she didn't know if it would work but...she met his eyes. "i could try to essentially put a barrier around the rib, or ribs. no guarantees, but i can try." she offered, knowing that he kept his bruises, his pain for a reason and that wasn't hers to question, judge, or heal. that didn't mean that she wanted him in pain...but if she could do something to make it a little easier, or a little more comfortable, a little better in general, she would. her eyes were soft on him and only grew softer as he spoke, hearing him and it was things she knew, obviously, but to hear the way he corrected her, the way he admitted his own wrong, the way he wrapped her up now...marley's stomach was twisting more and her cheeks were warm, feeling his presence there and she turned enough to see him, enough to find those cinnamon eyes and she nodded, understanding. she knew that what was nyx's, was marley's, and vice versa. she knew all too well the way they shared everything without even a thought, the way that they took to each other's clothes, be it because they wanted to wear that shirt in particular or be it because they just wanted the scent of the other right there, wanted to be surrounded by their wife. clothes were just one of the examples but she knew it, knew without question or falter the way she was never a guest when it came to nyx, because she was her wife. she shook her head lightly though, moving her free hand to cup his cheek lightly, keeping his eyes on her own. "you're a very literal guest, in the sense of what i said. this is nyx's cabin." she told him, voice soft. "but you're not a guest here, ryder." she added, her thumb brushing softly over his cheek before she leaned closer, breathing him in and pressing her lips softly to his own. her heart was beating faster in her chest, something new, but it didn't feel wrong. it felt right and she was met with hints of his taste, not quite able to zero them all in but that...that could be resolved later. for now, she stayed soft and warm on his lips, pulling back after a moment to see his eyes again and she pulled in a breath, sure that she'd forgotten to pull one in somewhere in there and she found more of his scent to hold in her lungs, leaning back into him softly now and refocusing on finishing breakfast. she pulled the potatoes off, the cheese melted and the potatoes a perfect blend of crispy and soft, smaller pieces that cooked faster mixing with the bigger chunks. ryder grabbed a bowl for her and she smiled more, though her brow raised and her head canted a little, only slightly. "why was that bowl all the way up there?" she hummed, feeling his arms wrap around her again and she moved to start cracking eggs, not moving away from him in the slightest. "no wonder i couldn't find one." she added, a murmur of tender jest as she separated yolks from whites. "i need...some lemon juice, and can you melt some butter down for me?" she asked, glancing at him right before he kissed her cheek and her free hand brushed softly through his hair. "and those english muffins from the pantry please."

#{something just like this: ryder}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;road less traveled

ryebrooks

;; road less traveled

marenolan

ryebrooks

they were close enough in the kitchen that ryder was leaning over gently to kiss the top of marley’s head, smiling softly as he does, before he was moving back to the task at hand, which was the bacon, a very delicate thing to do. well not really, it was more plating the bacon than actually cooking it. because no food touches the bacon, ever. it was still amazing to him that marley was here with them, that nyx and marley got their chance to reunite together, spend quality time together. he was thinking of just having breakfast and leaving them to it, give them the whole day together, just the two of them, because he couldn’t imagine what it was like not being around the person you love for eight months. he didn’t want to imagine it. he was chuckling softly at her words, though it quickly died on his lips, the rib not allowing him enough to chuckle, which was fine, his cinnamon hue showed that he was amused by her words.”she does deserve her food. and i believe these people are already missing.” he points out to marley, teasing her softly, smiling hearing the tsk leaving her lips, nodding his head softly.”well, i do. it is just toast, and or poptarts, with a coffee.” he tells her, smiling more at her now, but even that was hard to do, but ryder managed it, because he wasn’t a child, he owned up to his wounds, accepted them, wouldn’t ever complain about them. they were there for a reason, and he would accept this. a soft frown appeared on his face, when hearing all that they were going to cook.”okay, but you’re a guest in this house, so. you sit down.” probably not the smartest idea he had, but hey; he wouldn’t be ryder if he didn’t try. he was nodding his head, hearing her question, smiling softly at her as he kisses her curls once more.”yeah i know how to. though we probably shouldn’t have cooked the bacon first.”

the kiss to her curls had her skin warming softly but she moved to brush her hand lightly over the small of his back, lingering there as she peered at the bacon. "nyx likes her bacon a little soft." she told him, unsure of if he knew but regardless, he did now. "crisp around the edges but still a little chewy in the middle. not floppy." she added, her voice soft as she glanced up at him. her thumb brushed softly over his back before she patted lightly and moved for things she needed, hearing ryder and smiling on the breath of a laugh as he teased her. tit for tat, though, ryder gave her ammunition to tease back, playfully-serious eyes landing on his hue as she moved back to the stove with more things that they would need. "that's not breakfast, ryder." she hummed, a look of disapproval finding her features but it was mostly in jest...mostly. she was serious about the breakfast bit. marley loved cooking, loved preparing food for people she cared about and she wasn't going to accept toast and poptarts as an acceptable answer to 'what's your favorite breakfast?'. she wasn't saying his opinion was wrong...okay, maybe a little, but there was no way that a person with tastebuds would readily prefer toast and a poptart to things like eggs benedict, or homemade pancakes, or even just a standard eggs & bacon breakfast. his words now had her pausing in her movements, brows raising before a cant found her head. she wasn't sure what was more audacious- the fact that he was trying to take making breakfast away from her, or the fact that he didn't seem to be suggesting but rather...telling. her tongue swiped softly over her lower lip on a disbelieving smile before she went right back to cracking eggs into a hot skillet, opting to fry a few in case nyx or ryder wanted those rather than the eggs benedict. "i was already making breakfast before you showed up." she started, a hint of playfulness in her eyes that kept her tone lighthearted and she wanted it to be, not starting a fight with ryder but she would stand her ground too. "plus...this is nyx's cabin. we are both guests here." she added, her chin sticking out a little higher. "annnnnnd, i was showing you how to make eggs benedict. if you are worried about the bacon being done first, why are you trying to get me to sit down?" she asked, raising a brow at him but her smile spread on her lips, moving now to add cheese to the potatoes, letting it melt. "if we're both here cooking, we'll be done faster. plus..." she paused, pointedly reaching for a piece now to bite into, finding one of the crispy strips to crunch as the smoke and the salt melted on her tongue. "call it an appetizer." she grinned pointedly then and moved for a large, deep skillet, hitting the sink to fill it with some water before she moved it to the stove. "for your poached eggs. i would do two for each of us?" she suggested before searching for a bowl, wanting to start on the hollandaise.

#{something just like this: ryder}#{the eclipse : the moon}#;;road less traveled

slightlynyx

ryebrooks

he was watching nyx go, smiling on after her, before he was running a hand through his hair as cinnamon hue went back to the computer screen where marley was in front of. he was listening to her words, and nodding in agreement with them. resident’s shouldn’t be fraternizing with the guards. or guards shouldn’t be fraternizing with the resident’s, because she was right. if ryder went up to one of the resident’s told them not to do whatever the hell they were doing, they would run to that guard, or government agent, and get away with it. it made his job a lot harder than it needed to be.he was smiling though hearing her words, nodding his head at them.”i’ll do my best, boss.” he teases lightly, a chuckle leaving his lips.”though we can’t do much about it, since they barely listen to us now, and we don’t really do anything at all here.” which was the truth. they just did their patrols, sure. it was good to get out and walk around and feel like you’re doing work. but then the government really did nothing, and with the trp doing things, and the government doing nothing about it? it was becoming annoying in certain ways.”it’s kind of already happening.” he says with a shrug, not really wanting to get into it, because he didn’t want to come off as one of those guards, who complains when things get too hard, or someone just isn’t respecting you. another chuckle left his lips, as marley explained what it was like over there, shaking his head as he does.”teenagers are eating laundry detergent? i understand small children, but teenagers?” he asks, his eyes looking as marley was moving toward some place, and he gathered the kitchen, and he was chuckling when she did say she was in the kitchen grabbing a snack.”corey make it home alright?” he asks her, watching her with the wine, before hearing her next question a nod of his head was given, a soft smile on his lips.”yeah i could be down for that.” he says, his eyes going to the stairs, knowing nyx was still in the shower, wondering if she would want to chill here and watch netflix. though his cinnamon hue went back to marley, grabbing his cup of coffee and taking a sip, before finishing off the rest of his poptart.”so wine is your snack?”

even though they’d had many nights of skype and watching things together, hanging out, catching up, nyx had more butterflies in her stomach lately or….that wasn’t really right. maybe just more of a crawling under her skin that felt like energy to sit down with marley and ryder and spend time together. part of her knew it was because some things had developed and while with her and ryder it came hand in hand with a lot of anger, mostly her own, maybe that was why sitting down without clenching her fist or her jaw sounded so good. aside from the feeling it was a night like most, still early in the sense of the summer sun refusing to set just yet. it had to be just after five and there would be a few more hours of that but nyx still relished in the shower and the taste of spearmint in her mouth that she’d end up repeating later that night. it was just routine now, everything here was just a giant mindless routine if nothing else until a button was pressed that reminded her she wasn’t a machine. again it made sense why she liked nights like the one ahead of her, one of unwinding. she kept the toothbrush and mint tucked in her cheek for a moment longer to let the hot water work it’s magic over muscles and then she turning her back to it, careful to keep her hair out as much as she could. her hand grabbed hold of her toothbrush to scrub over her teeth and her cheek held the paste as she worked it around, but the other hand reached for a little shower puff and she pumped some soap from a little bottle with the same hand that held it before she was working it over her skin, needing to stop every few moments to bring the heat of the shower down as her body heated up from it. eventually she bottomed out at a cooling luke-warm, her cheeks hot, but she was rinsed and still holding the toothpaste in her cheek. nyx didn’t lose that until she was out and at the sink and then she rinsed her mouth a few times and rinsed the brush to put back in the little cup to free her hands entirely so she could grab her towel and dry off. it was again routine motions, a glance in the mirror and she was combing her fingers through her hair loosely, mostly uncaring, and pulling a pair of her black sweatpants down from the towel rack she’d tucked them on that morning, stepping into them and pulling the left leg up higher, rolling the waist down once. nyx needed her tank top from the top dresser drawer and she found her usual gray to pull it on which…made her aware of every drop of water she’d missed on her skin because the tight fabric stuck. prior to her shower she’d emptied pockets on her dresser and nyx picked up her phone to tuck it just under the elastic of her sweatpants on her hip and then she was moving back towards the stairs, hearing ryder’s voice and marley’s and pausing on the stairs for the way the combination of the sounds pinged in her chest and made her thoughts take pause enough to just…witness it, before she continued down into the kitchen.

she listened to ryder, not pretending to know their struggle there but just hearing it...had anger spiking for them, not visibly, but it trickled through her veins. what was the point in having guards if they didn't get paid, the residents didn't listen to them, and when some didn't see the issue between an authority figure and a resident being together. marley was very much a 'live and let live' kind of person, but when there were safety concerns both physically and emotionally...she wasn't having it. not only were they jeopardizing every one on that island, they were jeopardizing two people she cared about very, very much. they were jeopardizing her wife. she made herself pull in a breath. she couldn't do anything until they knew corey was safe. she couldn't risk her more. "just...you two watch each others back, okay? i need you two to stay safe." she told him, honesty in her eyes before she moved to reach for a bottle of wine, hearing his question and nodding on a breath of a laugh. "teenagers. they're doing it for some sort of 'challenge'...like a dare." she shook her head lightly, smiling against the end of the wine bottle before she took a long sip, hearing his question and she pulled the bottle away. no. corey hadn't made it home yet and marley's eyes had been flickering to the clock every few minutes it seemed. of course she was worried. she'd been missing, taken from them, held against her will and nyx had finally gotten her free...and now corey still hadn't made it back home but...she didn't want to talk about all of that. all of them wanted her home safe. that as obvious and there was no need to dwell on things. corey...corey would be here, and she'd be okay. marley shook her head softly, a breath of a smile on her lips but she kept the worry, the sadness from her hue. they didn't need that. "not yet, but she has a lot of food she's missed out on. no taco bell, for example." she smiled more, more genuinely, knowing their daughter, her little nyx. "she's probably stopping at every food place up the east coast." she told him, running a hand back through her curls now before she took another swig from the bottle, nodding pointedly at his question. "wine is a snack. a very healthy snack. and...i was going to get popcorn too, i just haven't gotten it yet. " she told him, reaching now for a bag to pop into the microwave before she arched a brow at him. "better?" she asked, slight cant to her head that only deepened more, hearing...footsteps and she looked to ryder. "is that our little nyx emerging?"

#she was the sun ; i was the moon ; and you were the eclipse #my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#{the eclipse : the moon}

marenolan

all we are is everything right

marenolan

slightlynyx

being pressed to her skin was something she had missed and nyx kept pressing closer just to feel her wife’s muscles working with her own, her breasts, only to pull back and let her eyes fall down marley’s body unaffected by her own, unobstructed. she couldn’t take her eyes off of her in any moment, between those deep blue eyes to the cream of her wife’s skin, her stomach and her thighs, pale pink flesh between her thighs glistening with their heat. marley was swollen and she could feel her pubic bone hitting her wife’s clit the moment she pushed her cock inside of her and a whimper slipped through her lips, her forehead resting into marley’s as she sunk right into her, to her back wall. how tight marley was had her cursing on her lips and her hands moved to her soft thighs to grip the backs and pull marley up higher at her hips. it had been too fucking long, too long and yet no amount of time in the world was enough to forget what this felt like. her mate’s body forgot her in every way that she loved, that they loved. the way nyx had forgotten the tightness in her wife, marley’s walls had forgotten the size of the stretch but she loved that all over again. her body forgot so that nyx could remind her, nxy’s forgetting because she needed the reminder from marley, not because their minds forgot but because their bodies needed and wanted and now nyx had her here. all the nights she would lay here thinking about her, whether with her phone to her ear and her hands roaming or with the image of her on her laptop doing the same amount of roaming, to the nights she just lay here with her face buried in her pillow and her eyes relaxed and shut, laying still and not moving in the slightest just letting images of marley and the sound of her voice lull her to sleep. it was often the only chance at sleep, no matter how much exhaustion she could rack up; when the time came to sleep it felt like a waste of time that could be spent thinking about her. it was so surreal having marley in her arms and once again her body was closing space and pressing flush to hers, eyes greedy and wanting to drink her in entirely only to need the feeling of her breasts bouncing against her. she needed the feeling of her skin more, amber eyes staying on her wife’s stormy hue as she pumped her cock deeper to hit her back wall, working out the tightness in her walls and fighting out the resistance she loved. “i love you; how are you so fucking beautiful.” it wasn’t a question, words they’d asked each other a million times without them ever truly being a question, marley’s head fell back and nyx’s hand at the back of her head tugged firmly at her curls to pull her back and expose her neck to a rough assault from her lips, her teeth nipping, raking, her tongue licking gently at her pulse while her hips thrust harder, her cock leaking inside of her, throbbing as she drove her mate’s hips harder into the bed. “good girl, take me.” nyx panted and bit at her chin, kissing her there and kissing her lips, her right hand running down the soft flat of marley’s stomach to slide her fingers between her thighs and tenderly attack her clit. every whimper that left marley’s lips, every breath, it felt like life to nyx because in so many ways, she hadn’t been breathing without her, she hadn’t been relaxing, she hadn’t felt rest and somehow even moving with the strength they were now, the speed that had her wife’s ass slapping against her thighs, wet and slick, she was finding rest with marley, peace with her, the utter lack of fatigue all at the same time. it was more like she didn’t need the rest. nyx’s lips were pressing to marley’s and her hips stilled hard and suddenly, for the tingling that spread through her hips and raced up her spine, she stilled to spill thicker heat over her walls as more tears fell down her cheeks for her, a cry given to her wife’s lips as her cock pulsed out ribbons of pleasure that filled her up. “you’re so fucking tight, goddamn.” she pants out, gold eyes finding marley. “i love you, i fucking love you so much.” nyx’s hand tightened in her hair, holding her strong against her and pulling her down. “good girl, take every drop of me.”

nyx wouldn't let her body forget, not entirely at least, her body forgetting the way she stretched her just to feel the pleasured pain that nyx gave her in the roll of her hips, in the way her cock hit to her back wall. so instantly, marley was beading more pleasure for her, her hips rolling to try and take her more, to roll her nerve in an addictive way against her wife's pubic bone and she was whimpering against her lips, holding her eyes. she watched the pleasure flood into her hue and god, it took her breath, seeing it so thickly in her eyes now instead of through a computer screen, instead of hearing it dulled by static. nyx didn't take the 'no' from her body and it had marley weak beneath her, her body trembling with the pleasure that crashed wave after waver through her core, nyx bringing in the tide with every beautiful roll of her hips. the words leaving her mate's lips now...it wasn't a question to be answered. it was a statement, it was pure awe, and marley felt it every single day in looking at nyx, her heart, her home, her most beautiful thing. she felt it under her skin, the way that nyx always made her feel like the most beautiful thing in the world and she hled her closer, panting against her lips before nyx made her expose her neck and marley's back arched then, hips sinking to take her even deeper while her wife bit at her skin, leaving angry red marks that she loved seeing there. it as her praise though that had her nails running hard down her wife's back, not gentle in the slightest, able to feel crimson chasing in the wake and she flexed her grip over her hips, pulling her harder still before she slapped hard at her skin, popping her ass and loving the sound that found her ears with it. nyx made her take more pleasure, her touch finding her clit and that had marley shaking even harder against her wife's body, left hand claiming her curls while her right stayed on her ass, pulling her harder with every thrust. "fuck, baby...please." she whimpered, feeling the way her cock throbbed inside of her and she wanted her to spill, wanted her wife to feel her, wanted to feel the way she spilled out of her tight little pussy just to spread to their thighs, to her ass. she needed more of the sound of wet skin, needed their scent colliding thickly in the air, needed to see her mate find pleasure and nyx gave her all of that and so much more as she throbbed inside of her, coating her walls and pulling a higher-pitched whimper from marley before her hips jerked hard and she was squirting. ecstasy raced through her body and it felt like she was humming, pulling nyx closer still to grind against her, to rub her swollen clit against her skin and milk her cock of her cum, walls flexing around her. marley wasn't lost from her wife though, drinking in those beautiful eyes so heavily drenched in pleasure, in love, in so many breathtaking things and her hands moved to swipe softly at her cheeks, able to feel the tears that streamed down her own. she knew why they were there and she smiled tenderly, pulling her closer with her hands tangled in her curls to kiss her deeper, to whimper over her tongue as jolts of pleasure still shot through her body, still spilling heat for her. "i love you the fucking most." she breathed, flexing harder around her cock to feel every beautiful curve of her before she rolled to the tip, sinking hard but slowly with a long, low whine. "i love feeling your cum inside of me...the way you fill me up." she panted, repeating the roll of her hips again with a cry of her name now before her hands fell to her hips, flexing her grip there. god, she didn't want to roll her hips away but she did, for the sake of wanting something else too and she held nyx's eyes as her cock hit her thighs, heated and wet, drenched in their pleasure. more of their cum dripped from inside of her, running down to tighter flesh and she whimpered, pulling her wife more to straddle her stomach, her teeth capturing her lower lip softly. "come here, baby." she hummed, holding her hue as she pressed her breasts together for her, her own fingertips teasing over tender flesh to make her harden more for her mate. she moved her right for the sake of pulling her closer still, guiding her cock to the space between her breasts before she pressed them back together and marley moaned for her, back arching beneath her as she moved enough to feel heat spread, the breathe in their scent and her eyes darkened, ducking her head enough to roll her tongue hot and wet over the tip.

#my sun;; nyx #{the sun : the moon}#;;all we are is everything right

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