Mari 🌙🐈

⚠️𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝟒 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭⚠️ (he/him) [21 yrs] 🌈♾ 🇨🇱Esp/Eng🇬🇧

[mari---z]

Idk how to introduce myself so yea 👍🐈

[Btw english is not my first language so my apolocheese if idk how to talk sometimes auuughh] IMPORTANT NOTE: im a little awkward when in comes to interacting online with others :0 im a somewhat anxious person and sometimes i dont respond quick to dms because 1) i get nervous 2) I KEEP FORGETTING BECAUSE OF COLLEGE. i do see dms sometimes I JUST KEEP FORGETTING TO RESPOND TO THEM BECAUSE IM NERVOUS OR I FORGET, BUT IM A FRIENDLY AND CHILL INDIVIDUAL I JUST KEEP GETTING DISTRACTED LOL Last important note: im making a better intro which also has a "meet the artist" so keep an eye on that

Intragram: @Mari___Z

Tiktok: @mari___z

Youtube: Mari Z [inactive for now]

Toyhouse: Mari___Z

Characterhub: Mari___Z

[mari---z]

Brain comic [Scene 2]

Here is Sadness!, she is always is her room sleeping listening to music Dont try and make sence of her room tbh, every time i try to visualize it i just dont see anything, is just empty with her bed next to a wall but not in the corner, and also turned around [idk lol] anyways, she doesnt usually eat much but she cant just say no to nuggets for lunch :)

[meawoo]

uhhhhhhh

[mari---z]

Brain comic [Scene 1]

ANYWAYS, this is a somewhat old comic [feb 2023] and its kinda lame and ugly but i thought on posting it cuz why not :0 im gonna be posting one scene per friday cuz college is killing me but i need to post to yea [plus i wanted to post this so why not :3] For context: this takes place in february 2023 in the house timeline, and its just Happiness! and Anger! looking for their siblings to go eat lunch.

Happiness, Ent_9 and Redacted-Chan are playing UNO on the table, and Anger is playing Tetris 99 trying to unlock some icons [based on true events]

Ent_9 makes chicken nuggets for them; chicken nuggets are not that common in terms of launch, and they usually eat them on special occasion [altho this may not be one] but still, that specific food is very special to [The Main 5] and 9 :)

[mari---z]

Peeesh's fursona: Ö [i call him "Raccooon"]

YEAAAA!!!! his design might be a bit simple idk :0 i know for a fact i saw a fan drawing of his fursona a few years ago but for the love of me i cannot find it :( [UPDATE: I FOUND THE DRAWING SAVED ON A PENDRIVE, I JUST NEED TO FIND WHO MADE IT] Anyways, he chubby cuz raccoons are chunky so yea :) [i also imagine him comically tall??? idk] i also drew him back in 2023 to get myself out of artblock :P

and in 2021 was the first time i drew his fursona :o [YES ITS PRETTY ULGY IM NOT GOOD AT DRAWING RACCOONS also "peeesh with a feeesh"]:

but yea long ass post wooo here is him with my fursona cuz yea why not

[miraclesonawhim]

Visit Original Link

@nitraxz hey /silly

There's a long start at the beginning soo….I recommend you skip that if you want to go straight to the point.

Also, would you believe this cover's actually a remake? (yeah, i remade this specific cover a couple times before i started using this blog at all, lol.)

Should I even tag this with uksrt? or have I already used it enough?

[miraclesonawhim]

cant really be at the computer today sooooo

might as well start posting something else for the timebeing

[miraclesonawhim]

standeeesh :)

[miraclesonawhim]

a. angel92 (for one of those covers from that post)

[mari---z]

Yumeship rambling i guess idk [LONG TEXT HOLY SHIT]

TL;DR: im a very paranoid yume/selfshipper that is too scared to post their F/O because its from a niche community and im mad that a double is doing what i want to do [kinda], so to deal with my situation i made a different design of my F/O :< i posted this on tiktok like a few months ago but only for my mutuals but uhh yea? but im really mad or sad that im not strong enough to just go and post my F/O online, because im scared the creators might find out and idk lecture me??? idk for context, my F/O is from a somewhat niche media, and the fandom around it is pretty small, and the creators also participate in the fandom [mostly one of them, idk about the other one], but the fandom its pretty dead due to one creator kinda disappearing and the other one focusing in other games [which is fine i dont have a problem with that of course]

that is the first problem, the fandom being kinda small and dead, if i post anything with the tags of the media its gonna be very noticeable, and uhhh idk im scared the other reason as to why im scared, is the fact that in the rules of the server [in which the creators are in and its the main source of the fandom tbh] its stated that the characters are personal and are not to be used without permission: of course i dont have a problem with that, and its their ocs so thats ok, its a problem for me because i became quite attached to the character, to the point that its an important part of the brain lore [a story im making about my life check out my content wooo], and because of that rule i dont wanna post content with said character because ion wanna make the creators uncomfortable. Also because i wanna be part of the community and im scared they might look at me weird for shipping myself with that character another reason why im writting is cuz im kinda pissed at someone, and i shouldnt care i know i just dont know how to cope with feelings i guess and its been a rough week. But on tiktok i found this person that posted cropped nsfw of 2 characters from this media [one of them being said F/O] and this really took me off guard because the creators mentioned they dont want nsfw of their characters, because of that i kinda didnt liked that person that much, and for some reason i dont remember [this happened 3 years ago] i ended up being mutuals with them. i never liked the idea of being mutuals with them, idk they made me pretty uncomfortable despite NEVER interacting with them, they never talked to me and i didnt talked to them. anyways, now since yumeshipping became more known and sadly somewhat of a trend, they started to post about this character more and more, and they put on they bio sumthin like "___ N°1 yume, doubles fuck off" idk, but i used that excuse to just blocked them lol another thing to mention is that in their IG bio at sum point said that they were posting NSFW and that it wasnt their fault if someone saw it, so i also had that reason as to why i dont like them [they also have minors dni which is funny cuz im pretty sure they are a minor themself but oh well]. now they are posting blood and kinda gore but im pretty sure is from movies and shit but its still kinda shocking idk. But my main point is that im mad that they have the balls to post our F/O online and i dont because i want to be respectful of the creators. often i think to myself "why should i care? im having fun and im not hurting anyone, i do this to help myself and im respecful of the characters canon and stuff", but then i think "i shouldnt post it cuz of the creators boundaries and i dont want the community to look at me weird and i wouldnt want ppl to do the same to my characters". so im kinda stuck in a loop of wanting to do whatever the fuck i want, but also not being an asshole so to cope with this strange situation im in, i made a different design of my F/O, which i called "[REDACTED]" or "REDACTED-Chan" [here is a link to a post with his design more promotion weiwiweiewi go check him out], i kinda like it, his design its almost a copy to the og character but with sum changes that still somewhat resemble the og character but its kinda like, weirdly connected idk i like making stuff like that. also his design is so simple its easy for me to draw him [cuz i always struggle to draw his normal design >:c Last this to mention is that i dont really hide who my F/O is, and you can easily figure out if you are in the fandom and you look hard enough to almost every post i posted [in all my social medias, and also my tiktok reposts and even tumblr tags lol] its pretty much a situation of "its hidden if u dont look hard enough" type of thing. If u wanna take the time to find a random person on the internet's fictional character that they like, i dont mind, just respect both the creators and me and dont make it public qnq

[mari---z]

Blender 2d animations pt3: [They have sound btw]

the last one is the portals, these are inspired by the game portal [I LOV PORTAL RAHHH] and they are created via the scepter, and here dreamer accidentally open one to the wrong place. [i also used portal 2 sfx cuz idk it fits and i just really like portal waaa]

[mari---z]

Blender 2d animations pt2: [They have sound btw]

this second one is making objects appear, these items are ones that are kept in like a void that serves as a "pocket" or a "backpack" for dreamer, they usually keep the scepter, dagger and their sketchbook there. [and a lil fidget toy too cuz idk they are all autistic since im autistic]

[mari---z]

Blender 2d animations pt1: [They have sound btw]

part 1 cuz tumblr wont let me post more than 1 video grrr i made this animations like 2 weeks ago, they were for an assignment where we had to use blender 2d to animate powers, and my teacher told me that i can use my characters so i use dreamer lol] This are the vines, dreamer can control them with the scepter and they are used for grabbing stuff, not punching. and i also used [redacted]-chan as an example lol

[oraple-death]

Hey everyone, I know this is very different from what I usually post, but a close friend of mine is doing emergency commissions on his twitter and I wanted to share it 🐿️⚠️

I don't have an official Twitter account, but I want to try to help him from here, so please if you have Twitter and can help him by commissioning him or if you can retweet their post, it would be greatly appreciated 🐿️💕💕

[mari---z]

get fooled lol anyways yea lame ass april fool's joke i know [also im a lil late grrr] anyways, sorry ive been dead for a while, i might not post as frequently because of college stuff [i have works and i havent done anything grrr] and also i got sick again FUCK so uhh yea

[mari---z]

⚠️ CW: Blood, Implied Self-Harm ⚠️

⚠️THIS SCENARIO ISNT CANON BTW⚠️

For context: i drew this like a month or so ago cuz i wanted to draw the snow zone from the brain, and i was also exploring the fact that canonically the [Main 5] cannot die, and they arent aware of it.

This scenario is quite a bit out of character for Anger, but it still plays into his self-destructiveness [altho not common] and the fact that he doesnt like his role of being a "negative trait" for the host.

Basically Anger tries to k*ll himself multiple times with Dreamer's dagger, but it never works since they cant die. And dreamer just finds him like this every single time.

[depsidase]

[theperksofneurodivergency]

The mental gymnastics required to say that effort doesn’t require effort is fucking insane

[supreme-leader-stoat]

[rockergiirl]

[mari---z]

HAPPY VALENTINES‼️‼️💜💜🐈🐈

Sorgy im a lil late, i got the idea to do this pretty late and its a wee bit rush but i think it turned out good :3 anyways fun fact: [Redacted]-Chan canonically speaks both english and german, do to his father being german. and i speak spanish cuz im chilean, so we both talk in english cuz otherwise we wouldnt understand eachother :'3 [altho i am teaching him spanish cuz he lives in my house [lore woooo] so now he can say "weon" 👍🐈]