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[lovenotereminders]

There will come a day when you wake up beside someone you love, your chest bare and your surgery scars almost completely faded into the contours of your skin. Your love will tell you good morning, and the sound of your name will feel as easy as breathing. It’s been so long since anyone has called you anything else that you almost forget that you used to have another name, used to be referred to by different pronouns. You will feel safe and happy and comfortable in your body and in your life. Your ribs will have forgotten the ache of binding. You will have forgotten the discomfort of wanting to cover yourself with a t-shirt whilst you slept and the moment of indecision before you enter a public bathroom. It will all be a distant memory, speckled and faded by time like a photograph bleached by sunlight. Happiness, gender euphoria, contentment, will be your new norm. You will look in the mirror and feel at peace with your reflection. 

All of that is in your future, so stick around for it. It’s worth it. 

[anniespositivity]

This is for everyone who may feel heartbroken at the moment, for everyone who thinks that the pain will never fade, for everyone who keeps questioning their worth and for everyone who is convinced that they will never find love again: One day your heart will ache a little less when you hear their name. One day that one song will not make you cry anymore. One day you will look that person in the eye and you will be glad that you did not end up with them. Until then, please try to feel the pain instead of burying it and please try to forgive whomever may have hurt you and most importantly forgive yourself. Holding a grudge against someone will only make you suffer, so let go, darling; let go of the pain, step by step and watch yourself bloom. People that leave are meant to leave; they were meant to be in your life for a short period of time to teach you valuable lessons. I am not saying that letting go of someone you truly loved is easy but you deserve so much better than someone who puts you through such pain, my love. Let yourself feel, let yourself cry, let it all out. Some day you will be okay, I promise. And you will heal again and you will learn to love again. You are doing such a good job; everything is going to work out, I promise.

[marialivelaughlovesworld]

[marialivelaughlovesworld]

You can't rush your healing. Darkness has it's teachings. Love is never leaving. Mama told me time is such a wonderful gift. You're not running out, you're really running in. 🎶🎧🎶🎶

KALA TREVOR HALL- YOU CAN'T RUSH YOUR HEALING 🎶🎶🎶

[marialivelaughlovesworld]

Early in the morning at 6.30.. Ito pala kailangan ko nang makahinga ako nang maayos 😁😊 Ginagawa ko naman to hahahaha nawala sa passing 😁

[graypope-deactivated20180614]

“You aren’t just my sunshine, you are my sun that holds my mornings. Without you, everyday will be just walking in an endless dark.”

[graypope-deactivated20180614]

Baby,

I’ll meet you

Same place, same time

Where we can all get together

And ease up our mind

[xkim-dergartenx-deactivated2018]

Huwag mong sisihin ang sarili mo sa mga bagay na hindi mo na mababago. Accept it, and never commit the same mistake again.

[pakyukayonglahat]

I wish you have unconditional love for yourself; to have faith in yourself.

[marialivelaughlovesworld]

goodnight :)

[marialivelaughlovesworld]

2016 April, nang dumating ako dito sa Sabah,Malaysia na hinanap ko pa yung Petronas tower na akala ko dito makikita hahahaha na ignorant ako bigla ei. Nasa kuala lumpur pala yun, itong lugar dito parang pilipinas din pala hahaha!!.Ayon nga, so then my weightlose story o journey continue..

Umabot nga po ako sa 88kg, at sobrang lumobo ako. At medyo stress din kasi ayun may mga nega vibes hehehe anyways normal lang na makaka experience tayo nang ganito sa buhay natin. Which is sinusubukan ako nang panahon, hanggang ngayon at lalo na ngayon !!. Im still inlove with someone, with someone na iniisip lang ang sarili na hindi ako iniisip. At na pabayaan ko na pamilya ko lalo na ang kapatid ko n nag aaral ngayon. Anyways, ayun nga po naghiwalay na kami 2016 november. Pinutol ko na relasyon namin  dahil sa napabayaan ko na sarili ko at pamilya ko. And wala akung future sa kanya and mahaba ang kwento saka na siguro kung love life na pag uusapan hahaha.  So ayun ulit NOVEMBER when i started to fix myself and to be motivated again and LOving myself again, embracing myself again. 

Ginawa ko lang nag research ako kung ano tama sa pag ddiet. And I’d found out na SUGAR pala ang nakakapag pataba sa atin, I’d found out na may good fats pala makukuha sa karne, gatas na organic, itlog lalo na yung yolk, bacon, butter na organic, at syempre power din ang gulay at organic grains. And here’s the vinegar na siyang tumulong din sa weightlose ko ang APPLECIDER VINEGAR iniinom ko siya after bed time, isang kutsarang acv sa isang tasang tubig (tea cup ang gamit ko ). And ayun nawawala ang bloat sa tyan , until now umiinom parin ako at habang buhay nako iinom nun. Nag ggym ako 3 to 4 times a week minsan 5 kung kaya, focused ako that time dahil motivated ako sa sarili . Meron din ako iniintake nanamn para mapabilis nga yung weight lose ko hahaha . It’s MAI COffee na choco mocha flavor, msarap siya at mapait, ay kasi dark chocolate sya, at meron siya green coffee extract saka cambogia extract na nakakatulong dinsa pag babawas nang FATS. THAT BAD FAAATS na hanggang ngayon ei meron parin. Tomake the story short, ayung naging 65kg ako last SEPTEMBER 2017 --------------------- -------------------- ------------------- ---------------

nawala ako sa sarili ko , na depressed hindi ko alam kung dahil sa trabaho ko o sa mga tao na nakapalibot sa akin, o baka dahilna sa akin ang problema. O Pinoproblema ko pero hindi naman  dapat problimahin o iniisip na mga simpleng bagay . hahahaha minsan hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko ngayon. May mga katanungan na hindi ko maasagot at walang makakasagot dahil wala naman akung pinag tanungan. Sarili ko  lang lagi ang tinatanong ko pero hindi naman makasagot ang sarili ko , sadyang baliw? hahaha anyway ...

im afraid na baka aabot ulit ako sa ganung kalake, i mean big deal sa akin yun. Kasi ang pagiging mataba ay hindi healthy. Akala lang nila yun at naging akala ko din yun. Obesity ay hindi normal , may nakukuhang sakit din sa pagiging obesity at  alam nyo na yun hahahaha . 

any way november til noe february ang pagpapahinga ko at hindi ako nag ggym na. over eating dahil sa over thingking,yung 65kg naging 68kg na minsan 69 at 70 kg owh my GOD! . nawala na ang diet ko at hindi ko na maintindihan at kaya ko isinulat ang journey  dahil baka maibalik ko ang dating ako na minahal ang sarili at may self motivation.Alm kung makakaya ko ito ! Para makita ko kung saan ako nag simula.

I WILL LOVE MY SELF MY FAMILY AND MY FUTURE HUSBAND AT SYEMPRE ANG DIOS :) 

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[love-diaries]

First admit that you are unhappy. Then admit why. Then understand you need to let go. Allow yourself a moment. Breathe in the moment deeply. Then the healing will begin.

Nikita Gill, How to Start Healing (via love-diaries)

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