Mermmy

Former lilmariam. A girl with her own world. Yamii||PH||Make up lover||OFW. 🇵🇭 ✈️ 🇦🇪

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When Alex G said,

"Piliin mo kung kanino ka sasaya."

The saddest part is, I know kung kanino ako sasaya pero yung takng yun pinili din kung kanino sya sasaya, and it's not me.

lilmariam

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From long hair to short again. Been missing this hair since 2017 kaya tadaaaa not the style na gusto ko but still okay na. Parang di naman kasi marunong si ate indian girl na naggupit. And oh 50 aed pala ang gupit dito so times nyo sa 14 pesos, 600 pesos lang naman. Haha Nakakabutas ng bulsa diba. Pero keri na wala namang choice haha

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I think i can take this much pain for loving someone like you.

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Your love keeps me alive, so baby please stay with me

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I never knew someone could ever love me this way.

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Cos bby it's all about the little things.

Hello 25 years of being a mermaid.

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It’s been so long, isn’t it? How’r u doin’ guys? 

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Kinain na rin ng sistema ng sc 😂

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Kung sana ako na lang siya, mamahalin at aalagaan kita.

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Hello naman sa dose oras na tulog ko. 😂 Sobrang napgod ata ako dahil sa gen cleaning namin kahapon tapos paglalaba. Tapos duty na naman ako mamaya. Hays katamad pero ayun kelangan kumayod eh hahaha

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Dumating ka, ikaw na nagbigay sakin ng halaga na kailanma'y hindi nabigay sakin ng nauna. Dumating ka sa buhay ko nung mga panahong durog ako at hirap bumangon. Iniahon mo ako sa sarili kong dugo na nagpalunod sakin dahil sa masaklap na kahapon. Dumating ka at ako'y iyong binuo. Unti unti hanggang sa kinaya kong magmahal muli. Ngunit nung ako'y handa na sa pag alay ng puso ulit ika'y naglaho, naglaho na parang usok sa gitna ng mga sasakyang dumadaan sa harap ko. Naglaho ka na parang bula. Hinanap kita, ngunit ika'y hindi makita. Panandalian lang din pala ang hatid mong ligaya na akala ko'y hanggang wakas na.

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She's tired. She's exhausted. But still she never gave up.

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To the person he’s in love with You’re so lucky, he’s the type who rarely fall in love. At first sight you can see how happy he is but if you dig deeper, you’ll know he’s not. He’s always wearing a facade of happiness. He’s always pretending to be okay even when he’s not. He will do anything for you even if it means going beyond his way. He’s cray cray sometimes, and he’ll surprise you every time. From smallest things that you thought is not necessary. He knows how to crack a joke when you’re not okay, though sometimes it’s a bit corny. He knows how to comfort you when you’re about to cry. And girl, don’t ever lie ‘cause he knows and he will know. He can feel your sadness and it will make him sad too. So girl, take care of him. Be sensible enough to feel what he feels. He’s okay with a hug or peck on the cheeks. He loves that. Stay beside him when he told you to go, that will be the sign that he needs you more. Buy his favorite chocolate when he’s sad because that’ll ease ¼ of his pain. Don’t let him drink too much coffee because he’s a bit acidic, you’ll gonna argue for that but believe me he’ll follow you. Surprise him, he’s fond of that. Nurse him when he’s sick because he don’t usually drink medicine. Stay beside him until he gets better. He’s a bit adventurous so prepare yourself. He might decide to hike whenever he wants, or whenever he feel depressed so go with him that’s his reliever. He’s like a girl, sometimes he’s also pms-ing so bear with it. Do everything for him because he deserves the best. Make him happy, happier than he’s with me. I haven’t given my all to him so love him with all your heart, full blast without doubts. He chose you so make him feel he made the right choice. Be happy together.

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almost 4am (AUH time) but still can't sleep zzzzzz

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To the one who broke me -I'm setting you free Hi, how are you? I hope you're doing good. I hope you're happy now. Time flies so fast, it's been four months? I think so. Sabi nga nila mas mahaba pa daw ang panahon ng pgmomove on ko kesa sa relasyon natin, i just laughed it off but I was hurt-back then. I think I'm better now. Naalala ko nung ilang araw pa lang after nating maghiwalay bigla na lang tumutulo ang luha ko. I keep on saying that I'll be fine. Pero ang hirap, lalo na't hindi mo alm kung bakit. Naglalaro sa utak mo ang mga salitang,"Saan ako nagkulang?", "Is my love not enough, Am I not enough?". Pero darating pala sa puntong kahit ikaw mapapgod na sa pgiisip, kahit nasasaktan ka mamamanhid ka na at kusa ng titigil ang luha mo sa pagtulo. Paglipas ng mga araw o buwan o taon magiging okay ka na. Thank you, for passing by in my life. You taught me how to put myself first. You taught me how to value myself. You taught me how to be happy, you made me happy. I was the happiest when I was with you and If I'll be given a chance to go back I will still choose to love you-even it hurts. Even if it means hurting myself over and over again I will still choose that. Now I can say that I loved you. Past tense, meaning nakaraan na. Nakaraang kahit maghahatid ng sakit sakin ay babalikan ko p rin sa alaala kasi kaakibat din nun ang masasayang sandali. Naging masaya ako nung minahal kita. Sana maging masaya ka sa piling niya, dahil simula ngayon pinapalaya na kita.

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parang gusto ko tuloy umuwi huhu

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even when I hold you tight, you still let go. ma|| 071817