my unbecoming

35 | bi femme | she/her | trying !

[artemisiasea]

From Octavia Butler’s notebooks, 1988

[achillesinhighheels]

rosalía photographed by carlota guerrero for the motomami zine (2021)

[mariesajene]

I hate that social hangover feeling i get right after coming home from a night out with people and feeling my “performance” got mixed reviews…….. why is everything a fucking performance ?? when do i start Being Myself ??? Literal question for the elders of tumblr

[pleuvoire]

i think understanding the family as a system of ownership over both women and children will lead you to understand both misogyny and the oppression of children a lot better and also be able to draw informative parallels between both

[mariesajene]

this put into words what i was trying to pulll from parable to the talents

[mariesajene]

i went out for my bday and had 5 alcohols which is fine but also i could have stopped at 3 at least 4 but i really have no dopamine marker for what is enough/feels good. i just keep drinking when i start t come down/sit with the discomfort of being me in my body

i’m in bed and my body is throbbing with drink and i haaaaaaaaaye going to bed tipsy but i have a zoom in 6 hours ??? ugh

[mariesajene]

feeling depressed and emo so my inner teen has logged back into tumblr, reporting for duty

[mariesajene]

"Mother Hunger"

like thunder, we hear before we see

my mother

keeps odd hours.

a night shift nurse with

a touch of divergence,

a touch of impulse.

when all is still, she stirs a beat all her own

at times a lullaby, today a morning call.

cutting boards stained with cut greens, onion, peppeh.

knives dulled by the bones of poultry hardened in death.

in her aged cast iron, moody spells become hearty stews, plasas.

the din, like torrential rain, summons me from sleep.

i concede. my reluctant heart rumbles, hungry for mother’s love.

[maincuriosity]

Yes bishes

[iamheavymeta-lll]

[laurawolfeillustration]

Zion National Park

[ivorywork]

[mariesajene]

need to take a long drive to this

[radical-revolution]

[sunflower-eddiediaz]

boobs should have a toggle on/off feature

[mariesajene]

and butts, please add butts

[landsccape]

[sesamie]

simple asks to help bolster ask culture again

What's your blog title from?

What movie have you watched most recently? What did you think of it?

what are you looking forward to right now?

if you could do anything at all today, what would it be?

What's your drink of choice? (Coffee/tea order, alcohol of choice, pop, etc)

What's your hair routine like? Anything special?

what's your favorite way to travel? Is there a mode of travel you haven't done that you want to experience?

favorite month of the year and why?

favorite time of day and why?

do you play or follow any sports? & elaborate on that?

what kind of music is stuck in your head a lot lately?

dishes or laundry?

what's something you learned recently?

if you could give a TED talk on anything, what would you talk about?

What's a piece of advice you find yourself giving a lot?

what's a piece of advice you would give to yourself five years ago?

do you believe in luck and superstition? Do you carry any lucky items or follow any lucky rules?

Are you musical? Play any instruments or sing? Would you ever perform for an audience?

Write, type, or speak?

what do you wish someone would ask you?

[mariesajene]

can someone help me find a link to watch the l word: generation q ?

[waitgn]