“I have been sober for 2 years, 3 months and 21 days. People call me names, judge me and accuse me of still being on drugs, just because I’m so tiny. Some people clean up and gain weight easily, but for me, that isn’t the case. I’ve been small my entire life, I have a very fast metabolism and now I have health issues that cause weight loss/make it hard for me to gain weight. My doctor has always called me petite and said I just have a small figure. The biggest I’ve ever been was when I was pregnant. Of course I lost my baby weight when I did get on drugs.. and trust me, I regret my past decisions and wish I could take it all back, but I can’t. I can only move forward, because my past doesn’t define me. I have been sober for a while and I still can’t get that weight back. I’m very insecure with my size, and these judgments people make doesn’t help me accept my body; These photos I’m posting are comparisons of my weight at certain times of my life, in each picture I explain where I was in life and how much I weighed. I’m not posting this for pity, but I’m posting it for awareness and to make a point. Any hateful comments will be removed and said person will be blocked. For the past four months I haven’t been able to eat solids without choking, so I’m having to get an X-ray test and endoscopy procedure done to find out why. Given the circumstances I have lost weight. I recently went to my primary physician and he said that my weight is fine, but it doesn’t feel fine due to peoples cruel comments.” Since posting this on my other social media, I’ve gained weight! My endoscopy procedure went well, no blockages, just waiting on my biopsy results to come back and get more labs done. At my last doctor’s visit I weighed 80lbs, I believe now I weigh 82lbs. It’s a long and hard journey, but I’ve got this. We Do Recover. Kind Words Are Like Honey. Learn To Love.
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