To whom it may concern

Lauren. 22. Musician. Student. Percussion major. K-popper and J-popper. Cassie and Sone, among others. OT5 AKTF

[marimbagirlwren]

Fate

Promise me that when this moment's over and we meet again That we can put everything in the past and stand by each other 

This is what we call fate, it's something we can't deny Will I ever experience another day as glorious as today?

You're a gift upon this exhausting path of life I'll continuously wash and shine our love so it won't rust away Our meeting was short like a drunken affair, but it was real Even though this cannot last, I won't resent it because nothing is forever

This is what we call fate, it's something we can't deny Will I ever experience another day as glorious as today?

There's so much i want to say, but you probably already know When we meet again some time in the future Please don't let go again The love we couldn't have in this life The fate we couldn't live in this life When we meet again some time in the future Please don't let go of me 

[marimbagirlwren]

Fine

Take care, again today From some point, those words have gotten so easy to say I didn’t want to reveal my feelings that I didn’t even know of So now I’m used to hiding them

My memory is always like an old puzzle So I’m always looking for that one missing piece My heart is always like an unfinished letter It always ends with words that aren’t enough

Take care, again today I said those words after hesitating a bit I hoped that someone would quietly notice My tears that welled up at the end

My memory is always like a broken clock Time always stays at one place, it can’t ever flow My love is like a lost child somewhere It’s always waiting for someone at the same place

Actually, I’m afraid I’m always nervous That this narrow heart Will be noticed by someone Through all the times that I’ve protected myself I hide myself with the words, I’m alright, again today

Words I really want to hear, words saying that it’ll be alright Words, I really want to say, words saying, take care At the end of a long day, words I couldn’t finish saying They get buried in my day, I’ll be alright again tomorrow

[marimbagirlwren]

Fool

It felt like the world had stopped When I ran into you on the street Even when I heard updates on you I had to hold it in You fool, I’m hurting because of you Why are you wearing such thin clothes in this cold weather? Your eyes that avoid me, your thin face I hate it so much That I’m getting drunk all night Where did it go wrong? If only I slowly waited for you But my reality was miserable And only my heart grew You said it was hard because of me You said you wanted to be happy Do you know how hard it was to let you go? You fool, I’m hurting because of you Why are you wearing such thin clothes in this cold weather? Your eyes that were my everything, your faced that I loved It’s still so good to see them so tears fall

Because we were young, because we were upset Because you were precious, because I was nervous I know I ruined it all, I’m sorry for everything You fool Do you know how much I loved you? Do you know how hard it was to break up? Let’s never see each other again Please live a good life so that I won’t fall for you again 

[marimbagirlwren]

보고싶다

No matter how long you wait, I can't go next to you who is crying like a fool Why don't you know that I only hurt you? I'm saying you should leave I miss you To the point where I've come to hate myself for being like this I want to cry on my knees If only everything hadn't happened The memory of being madly in love, I find you in those memories I can no longer use the excuse of love to cage you I shouldn't be like this but I miss you badly enough to die I miss you To the point where I've come to hate myself for being like this I want to believe that this is the right path That I have to leave for your sake The memory of being madly in love, I find you in those memories I can no longer use the excuse of love to cage you I shouldn't be like this but I miss you badly enough to die I miss you I want to forget badly enough to die

[marimbagirlwren]

Ending Scene

“Hi, it’s been a while” There’s no question mark in your voice, it’s so you As if it’s a rule, your seat is always the same, by the cold entrance

“Make sure you eat well, because it’ll all pass You’ll be able to fall asleep like you did before I really mean it You deserve to be happier”

Don’t say those words, please You know those words hurt even more You say you would love me, what use is it? You don’t know what you made me feel

“You must have been so lonely I really hope you meet someone Who can give you the love you never allowed yourself I’m sorry it wasn’t me It’s not easy to give, anyway”

Don’t say those words, please You know those words hurt even more You say you would love me, what use is it? You don’t know what you made me feel

Please be honest with me You know I believe anything you say Will your words be true one day? Will I ever receive love from someone who is like me?

[marimbagirlwren]

i want things to get better

i want them to get better so, so much

but i can’t

it won’t let me

i can’t do anything

why did i have to be born this way

why do people judge me for this

it’s not my fault

it’s not my fault

i didn’t ask for this

I WORKED HARD TO MAKE THINGS BETTER BUT WHY HASN’T ANYTHING CHANGED

[marimbagirlwren]

Paradise

Some place where you can breathe Where would it be? A place without painful tears Nobody, nobody knows Close your eyes, at the end of one’s remembrance

Always behind your smile, hiding your thoughts Even if you close your ears Spreading noise There’s nothing stopping it

There are so many colors Like a mixture of paint Unknown repeating days With people who try to change you I see how You’re getting dull in there

Run away to a place where you can breathe Run away to a place without painful tears Broken heart, as time passes Close your eyes, in front of your increasingly cloudy eyes Paradise

Will there be an end to it A place for you oh Even in your dreams you can’t find the answer Like that, it hurts like that For such a long time

There are so many colors Like a mixture of paint Unknown repeating days With people who try to change you I see how You’re getting dull in there

Run away to a place where you can breathe Run away to a place without painful tears Broken heart, as time passes Close your eyes, in front of your increasingly cloudy eyes

Open your closed eyes now You’re not alone not alone not alone now You don’t have to be sad anymore You’re always in my heart

Run away to a place where you can breathe Run away to a place without painful tears Far away far away so far away Open your eyes The long night in front of your eyes Paradise

[marimbagirlwren]

Mistake

I’m still at the same place, weary from wandering by your side As I wander in circles, days have passed and I find myself at this place

You know, you know that my heart is aching Watching you smile makes my heart ache more

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

How much longer must I cry as I trust in that promise? You lied to me to wait for you, even my greed for your love has grown weary

You know, you know that my heart is aching How can you play dumb and smile like that?

It’s my mistake for not making you love me more It’s my mistake for loving you more than you love me It’s my mistake for not making you love me as much as I wanted you to

I knew I couldn’t have you but my love for you just kept growing It’s my mistake for waiting by myself, regretting by myself, loving you by myself

Even though my heart was aching, it’s my mistake for not letting you go (I’m such a fool) I knew I would get hurt and couldn’t let go (It’s my mistake) Even though it’s all my fault Even though it’s all my fault That’s OK. As long as you’re there (Always…)

Please forgive me for being like this (forgive the person) Who loved you

[marimbagirlwren]

Never Ending Story

Though you are unreachable I can feel your breath here The wind is still blowing Through that little chair that we had sat on

Waving to me From afar as you were leaving It was as if you were leaving for good All of these will become a part of our memories one day

Missing you and hoping that just like a movie script We will meet again one day Though I am heartbroken that I was unable to protect you You remain the same in my sweet memories of you

[marimbagirlwren]

People say that heartache goes away. It'll fade eventually. Things will go back to normal and you'll feel better than ever. But after 5 years you'd think I would have gotten smarter. Learned how do deal with this. Leave my past behind. Maybe the truth is that the pain never really goes away. You just become so numb inside that you forget what it feels like to not be hurt.

[zodiacmind]

Fun facts about your sign here

[marimbagirlwren]

How true this is.

[maariaaargh]

After 20 years they still suck

[jyj6002]

…mnom mnom nom

[marimbagirlwren]

Omg this is the most adorable thing I've ever seen

[marimbagirlwren]

A little late in joining the game but that's okay, I'm usually the last one.

[gdrasuk-deactivated20140625]

[dirtylittledamsel]

when my parents introduce me to new people

[marimbagirlwren]

MTE when I was watching this episode

[snkquotesquad]

“Sometimes I wish I was an octopus. So I could slap eight people at once.”

↳ Unknown

~Mod Hannes

[catgirltreats]

The Mother Trump feeds it’s Trumplings a small loan of a million dollars

[marimbagirlwren]

oh my god