the lights of the banquet hall shone vibrantly in the cariye’s eyes, robin–blue irises pooling with the sight of candelabrum, melting to gilded wick, and chandeliers ignited with dozens of luminously burning torches; agleam as they gently swung overhead, whirled by drafts of chatter and revelry that appeared to be omnipresent, shared alike the goblets nobles clinked together in ceremonial toasts. dilşah took part in their mirth, albeit reservedly; preferring to sip the tea in her hand, the brew now lukewarm, rusticated in an air of elegant detachment––bemused, and certainly not unfriendly, as she appraised the convened company. the valide would busy herself, availing her own preeminent status, until the festivities came to a crescendo’s close, permitting her ladies’ roles to become virtually superfluous, save for the hapless soul engaged to replenish her cups. dilşah need only absorb the panoply of majesty before her, blot up the conversation and the alliances, unwittingly, forming before her eyes, like ink to parchment. to execute her role as the cariye’s eyes and ears, it was paramount that she remain alert; her nose furling in distaste to the pungency of alcohol, entirely unfavourable to one’s ambitions to remain vigilant, curdling from the tongues of the europeans who gathered akin to clotted blood upon a wound.
and where vulnerability unearthed itself, there was marius d’anjou––seated at her left, drenched in a princely sombre. his reputation proceeded him as thick and as tenebrous as the ringlets of the deepest sable that bounced upon his shoulders, draped over angular cheeks, the cleft of his chin, the cleverness of his brow-bone, alike a cloak of mourning, or, perhaps, a veil of mystique: velvet drapery thrown over windows not to stop what is outside from coming in, but to keep that which is in, at bay. like a beastly stallion confined to his stables with only a plank of wood, she surmises the courtly civility hemming them is but a ruse, a precautionary measure: nothing would truly stop this blackened prince from wreaking havoc if he so desired. her curiosity merely reactionary, she hoists a brow upon her visage in response to his frank set of remarks. quick wit––so she might suspect from one of his calibre. ❛ you must see a name emblazoned upon my forehead that others do not. marked, like a traitor, or a cow. ❜ a little smirk curls at the edges of dilşah’s lips. ❛ otherwise, would you not ask for mine? ❜
her voice is, too, spoken lowly: scraping the very depths of her lungs, though infinitely lighter, raspier, and more feminine than his, she is at greater risk of being heard by the gentlemen convened than he. ❛ a secret, indeed, for i do not believe i am meant to be conversing with you. a hound of the empress’, are you not? i know of you, your highness. ❜
He had laughed for months, he had not felt the glimmer of hope nor the vibration of pure merriment rising from his lungs. And yet, he dared to release it — a light, non-committal laughter as he shook his head from side to side; ringlets, the famous dark Anjou curls, framing his portrait. “Une vache,” he repeated, drawing out the pronunciation, his lips suddenly wet with intrigue and amusement, leaving Marius intertwined with what would come of such a woman.
He knew, indeed, that the Ottoman Empire’s infamous Harem was full of beautiful women that doted upon both Sultan and children; but what occurred behind their thick doors remained in secret. His spies, planted behind nearly every corner, had yet to receive all of the names present — and so she lay before him as an unfinished portrait; a mere sketch of charcoal and candlelight, alluding to her truth.
They danced in tongues, and though his reputation may have come first for the Prince of France — le Prince noir — there was more that lingered. More than the other could bare imagine. War. Blood. Passion. Demon. He wondered what exactly passed between the taverns those days; was it the death of his lover that haunted their lips? Or were the peasantry still stuck upon the glorious retelling of Uncle waging war against Nephew?
His stained fingertip remained upon the golden edge of his cup, his eyes dark and enveloping — coaxing her forward perhaps, or perhaps tripping himself over his own feet, to fall headfirst upon the other’s gilded lap. “You are not meant to be? Ah, is this another secret you unveil, my lady? It seems tonight I have been bathed avec de la chance; gilded, sweetened prosperity,” Marius teased, putting his wet finger upon his lips, dragging against his lower lip to soak the wine from his imprint before lowering once more to meet her gaze, his hand now safely tucked against his lap.
“What is your name? For whom do I find myself sharing such intricates with? By sight alone I would’ve assumed a Sultana, but you are not, are you? For your eyes… So bright and alluding, remain upon her,” Marius remarked, sharing his remarks as he bowed his head to gesture towards the Valide. “You are her shadow, a decorated shadow who deserves her own light, I am sure.”