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//F/19/ I draw silly stuff

[marizz-the-goat]

First time trying digital art on PC ! With krita, since it's free. It was really hard but i'm sure i'll get the hang of it!

I don't kow who that is !

[marizz-the-goat]

Im back! Found the reference in pinterest!

[teaboot]

I just reada really good fic but halfway through I realized "oh shit this is really familiar.... didn't I write something like this once?" And as I kept reading I kept predicting what happened next and the further I went the more convinced I was that they'd ripped off my story-

like, copied the ENTIRE plot and re-written it, just better than I had? The characters were more fleshed-out than mine were, and the POV was more interesting, and the pace made more sense- but it was MY STORY?

So close to the end I was like "holy shit.. do I message them? Ask if my story inspired theirs? Should I be angry? Flattered?" Cause their tags and description didn't mention me AT ALL, which, sure, it's fanfiction to begin with, but if you're using my work than at least credit me as inspo, right? Just to be courteous?

But I get to the end of the final chapter, and it's not finished, and I'm kind of disappointed cause I never finished my story and I was really immersed in their version now and had been looking forwards to seeing how they tied up my loose ends- so I scroll to the bottom to leave a comment, and.

It's MY URL.

IT WAS MY STORY THE WHOLE TIME.

THE ONE *I WROTE*.

In *2013*.

And FORGOT ABOUT

BECAUSE I WAS SO INSECURE ABOUT MY SLOPPY, SHALLOW, AMETEUR WRITING

And I'm just sitting here now staring into space thinking about every shitty story I've ever written now like

IT WAS ALL GOOD?

IT WAS GOOD THIS WHOLE DAMN TIME??

I'M A GOOD WRITER?????

[seven-oh-four]

you didn't ONCE think to check the url?

[teaboot]

I WANTED TO FINISH READING IT FIRST

[marizz-the-goat]

The first sketch ive drawn of Sage. I like the eyes hihi-

Actually working on art for Rosemary and the prince hehehe

[marizz-the-goat]

I like her so much. You don’t know many scenes are turning around inside my head and i wish they were real (im cryiiinng)

Love her though. Hihi.

[marizz-the-goat]

I tried to work on the shading recently... not my greatest work but im proud of it!

Have a nice day and drink water!

[marizz-the-goat]

Sketchs, sketchs, sketchs everywhere...!

You know i really like the idea of a character so clueless about how valuable things can be so they put anything they have, in the heat of the moment, just to get what they need. Of course, those actions have consequences...

GAHH I LIKE THIS (It’s a sketch i made a a few months ago...) anyway. When i made this i wad like "god daln it’s pretty hot!", now i watch this and i thought "damn, it’s scary. I’m sure i can do the same stupid shit"

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This dude is from the nintendo 3DS game called "The Style Mansion 3" and i literrally love him! I don’t know but just by his simple looks, he makes me think he doesn’t care about anything except paying his bills !

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Yeah it’s Ayano Aishi from Yandere Simulator at the right.

This is supposed to be Senpai with a- ok no need to say. Taro Yamada from Yandere Simulator.

I don’t like anything about this. It was just there because i wanted to test a tuto of 'how to draw juice lips'. Well i failed but i was proud.

[marizz-the-goat]

Yeah i love Amaryllis (and her duo with Snap Dragon)

I have a thing for people using an axe as a weapon in general so that must be why i’m so interest. An axe or anything else than a sword (there are exceptions of course)

I am so sorry for the bad writing, english is not my first language.

I see her so driven to be the first, succeeding in everything that she slowly lose interest with her friend. So she will have a fight and finally her senses will come back. She will come steonger than ever, now conscious about her friend and have now new principes. She also have a new definition of what’s a guardian.

"Guardian are meant to be always strong. Pain is nothing. Death is nothing. Gotta fight till the last breath." With an determined and crazy smile as she gave her enemy a deadly look. Chills!

GAHH I LIKE HER.

Anyway.

I draw her first which is why her hair isn’t that... anyway. She is cute and terrifying aren’t she? •◇•

[santapau]

"How to step out of the picture" a new Secret Knots comic! I hope you like it. As usual, this webcomic is made possible by the support of kind Patreon followers. Check out the different tiers (there's even a free one!) for extra content, sketches and more.

[marizz-the-goat]

I like it

[marizz-the-goat]

Rosemary gives me a whole different vibe from the show.

After watching a review of one hour, i decide to play a game in my nintendo and i was suddenly inspire when i entered my room.

"What if...Rosemary was a freaking monster ?"

She really likes fighting. And when i mean a lot, it’s really like an obsession. So she basically never run away from a fight. From a weak or strong opponent. A challenger is a challenger.

She is physically strong and i think she prefers fighting with her fists than the sword her mother gave to her. I know it’s weird but just imagine : wouldn’t it be such a shock to see her not use the sword ? Lmao. Hahhahaha.

Anyway.

She likes fights and, compared to Sage, doesn’t care about her surroundings. I imagine her having her brain really smart in fight or survival situations, because she have experience. How ? Well, i see her in her young age going to the forest to find fresh meats, and encounters various dangers. So her senses are really sensible.

Except... it’s the only thing she focus on. Fights.

Everything else is not interesting for her. But she will learn throught the story that there is things interesting beside fights and blood. And instead of fighting for her own pleasure, she have a purpose behind it: the people she cherish.

She is kind of awkward with others but she hold a pretty normal face (face on the left). It’s when she fights that she turns in an absolute monster, using everythi’g on her hand and in her capacity to defeat the enemy. She does dirty tricks but she learns through the story that it’s not "how strong people" should behave. So she stops doing it.

I imagine everyone being "oh doesn’t a stupid commoner succeed in attending our prestigious academy?!" Then when they see her monster mode the be like"who is that monster ?!"

Oh and i also thought of her definition of a guardian. She will have the spirit that a guardian is "a strong person with the will to die for the people they swear to protect." I think she will have a opposition with Sage definition of a guardian. Anyway, drama gives better content that’s why.

Anyway anyway anyway.

(I like the song-)

[prompt-heaven]

a list of 100+ buildings to put in your fantasy town

academy

adventurer's guild

alchemist

apiary

apothecary

aquarium

armory

art gallery

bakery

bank

barber

barracks

bathhouse

blacksmith

boathouse

book store

bookbinder

botanical garden

brothel

butcher

carpenter

cartographer

casino

castle

cobbler

coffee shop

council chamber

court house

crypt for the noble family

dentist

distillery

docks

dovecot

dyer

embassy

farmer's market

fighting pit

fishmonger

fortune teller

gallows

gatehouse

general store

graveyard

greenhouses

guard post

guildhall

gymnasium

haberdashery

haunted house

hedge maze

herbalist

hospice

hospital

house for sale

inn

jail

jeweller

leatherworker

library

locksmith

mail courier

manor house

market

mayor's house

monastery

morgue

museum

music shop

observatory

orchard

orphanage

outhouse

paper maker

pawn shop

pet shop

potion shop

potter

printmaker

quest board

residence

restricted zone

sawmill

school

scribe

sewer entrance

sheriff's office

shrine

silversmith

spa

speakeasy

spice merchant

sports stadium

stables

street market

tailor

tannery

tavern

tax collector

tea house

temple

textile shop

theatre

thieves guild

thrift store

tinker's workshop

town crier post

town square

townhall

toy store

trinket shop

warehouse

watchtower

water mill

weaver

well

wind mill

wishing well

wizard tower

[headspace-hotel]

in case you are building a REALLY big minecraft city

[marizz-the-goat]

For the people reading this post, it’s a sign.... that you really fall on the lowest part of tumblr... or you like High Guardian Spice haha.

I know nobody gonna see this so i just do it for myself ! (i’m pressuring myself)

I finished Rosemary’s sketch. I got school too. And since i like both of them, i have to balance both of them.

'Remember not to push yourself too hard !' Bro remember you say that last time ? Nothing comes up from staying on your comfort zone scrolling forever and admiring everyone. We have a goal, dreams to chase and good habits are the base to reach them. Let’s do it step by step again ok?

Sleep / Study / Drawing / Eating / Physical exercices / Taking care of family, friends and others people.

It’s hard but well...

Pain of regret <<<<< Pain of doing it

Pain is really the only thing to make someone feels alive.

Anyway. Coming back to Rosemary’s sketch...

She was the first character i wanted to put on but i wasn’t sure about her backstory and her redesign... so it was hard. But well, i can always change it another time when i’m more inspired.

Even if it’s not perfect, i can still improve myself next time !

Ok i stop annoying you,

bye !

[marizz-the-goat]

Me instead of doing my homeworks :

Parsley from High Guardian Spice ! (if it’s not obvious haha...sorry)

I think i had a little hard time to come up with a nice backstory. Hard but not impossible.

First of all, i’m so proud of her muscle and her chubby form! Anyway.

As i lay on my bed to sleep, i had a sudden urge to write down my idea.

"Parsley is so nice and she is always cheering me up !"

Parsley, coming from a big family as her the elder, always held the role of the "big sister" for everyone. She got used to it. No matter how she felt, she needed to keep her smile to cheer up everyone. She was the one that stays calm during the most stressful situation. You can ALWAYS count on her to help you out! :)

But... something inside her continue to grow bigger each day. Confuse abou this unknown feeling, she hides as much as she could. But as we all know, the more you try to hide it, the more it became visible. And one day...

"How tiresome..." she signs in annoyance as her smile drops. Her eyes, always shining were as cold as ice.

Her friend standing next to her flinchs at the view. What was that? The friend looked Parsley’s face from the side as she stared at the enemy causing trouble in front of them.

In Parsley’s mind, it was a mess:

'The enemy came in such a bad mood. Why everything kept getting like this ? Does helping’s not enough ? It’s pissing me off.'

Anger.

Parsley was angry for the first time in a long time. Her heart was like fire inside her chest. She wanted to get it off.

Her hand gripped tightly her weapon as she glared as she glared at the enemy.

" [Friend], go call the others. I’m going to spare you some time."

"B-but..."

"Now."

Friends flinched at the order. Then turn around to run away from her, doing as they were told.

Parsley stood alone, and the enemy finally realize her existence. She smiles in a sadistic way as veins were visible on her forehead.

"You. You are going to be a nice punching ball."

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I’m not good at english so my writing is pretty bad, but i hope you get how i see Parsley.

...no ?

Ok so let me break it down for you.

[jasontoddsballsack]

I feel like I should make it clear that this is from a facebook post not written by me, it shouldn't matter, its still wrong. The site needs to be gone.

Today I stumbled upon a website called Rapey.co. This website is one of (many) forum websites which focuses on REAL people normalizing pedophilia, rape, incest and even murder. They share VERY disturbing stories about children (sometimes even their own) and the fantasies or plans they wish to carry out which involve the rape and murder of women and children. Some of these are accounts asking for advice as to how to rape, how to murder, how to seduce children. If you take a look at my friends Facebook post ( https://www.facebook.com/permalink.php?story_fbid=1471682506554480&id=100011382334335 ) or at the horrific website itself (trigger warning) there are many disturbing screenshots and posts to read from. You can see it is not hidden, it is in plain sight. This is not found on the dark or deep web.. it is accessible through ANY BROWSER. Imagine being so confident and comfortable with such evil and horrific crimes that you are able to open up an entire website about it? This is because even THEY know nothing is going to be done about it, so there is no need to hide it.

I am ashamed to live in a society where things like this can so easily be posted and encouraged on the internet and the amount of people who witness it and do nothing about it. We live in a society that is trying to justify and normalize rape and pedophilia, and this is UNACCEPTABLE.

The children talked about by adults in these forums are at great danger. One man said he is trying to seduce his own daughter, and if that doesn't work he'd force himself on to her. Although it's extremely disturbing and triggering to read, IT NEEDS TO COME TO LIGHT, SO IT CAN COME TO AN END. (This was copy and pasted from a friends server, next announcement I'm linking the petition to get rid of it)

http://chng.it/NyNDdBQsjV please sign. This website is literally fucking disgusting

You all better fucking reblog this shit, my inbox should be full of reblogs

@nac-nic @comic-nerd-dc @baeilish @odd-blue @psychovigilantewrites

[marizz-the-goat]

Sage from High Guardian Spice (it’s my new obsession)

Here you can compare how much i changed her design.

Well i just didn’t change her outfit like that, but i wanted it to match the personnality i have come up with.

Most reviews and critics i saw lways came with the same idea : Sage is the worst character or at least the least liked one.

Well, i thought it was sad since she was one of the main protagonist. And she reminds me a lot at the character i really wanted to be as a child (in terms of powers and outfit). Not just her but also many of the characters in HGS... That must be why i like the show haha.

Anyway.

I thought while eating dinner with my family "what if Sage was just trying to show a confident facade but in reality she is just constantly freaking out about anything that’s happening ?” then the idea was born.

What if...Sage was really fond about Fashion ?

Noo don’t let leave stay pls :(

What i mean by that is..

She feels awful and disfusted by herself inside. Because her family wished to have a boy because for some reasons (i’m still trying why haha...sorry). So at first she dressed pretty and used make up to show her parents that they didn’t make the wrong choice. As the times goes by, she continues even though in her mind, it’s not to please her parents anymore, it’s to feel better. Because she is craving for people’s compliments, even though she doesn’t feel happy doing so. What she truly wants is to be herself. What she truly wants is to feel because she wants to. In others terms : freedom.

Ahh that girl is messy in the head. But i really like that kind of story in movies ! Why ? Cuz i’m a bit messy in the head too.

Ah i also have ideas for her interactions with Rosemary. And maybe her character development. Hihihi i want to share all of it here, i feel really excited. Many ideas but just two hands and one head. Plus i’m stupid and really not good in consistency. Or at least i try to be.

Idk if i was clear about Sage’s personality. In my head it’s totally clear but i know how bad i am at explication. Even so, i think she really gives of the vibe of this song :

Or

If i like this artist ? Yes. If i am a real fan of this artist ? No.

I just listen to different genres and- anyway i’m out of context.

Byee. (Nobody gonna read all that T_T)

[marizz-the-goat]

I like High Guardian Spice, even though i just know it through a lot of review on yotube. They were mostlh negative about the show. I can’t disagree with them, nor can i totally agree with it. I just like the showin and i really think it can be fixed.

Anyway, here’s Aster. Apparently Rosemary’s crush.

Idk the personality of Aster, but i think he would be a really manipulative man hiding his vicious personality through a nice and sweet smile.

”Oh my, are you okay ?" Type of guy while thinking ”that random person can be useful”. A real hypocrite dude. Then it would be interesting to see him confronting Rosemary (i have a different perspective of how rosemary is)

He helps others for his own benefits. I totally don’t see him as a warrior fighting on the battlefield like Rosemary. More like he will be the type of guy who prefers controlling the flow behind it, like the political ans complicated stuffs. You see ? Like the MC in the Trash of The Count’s Family (i like the manwha and novel, i recommend it!)

Well, i think his definition of guardian is someone fighting with the best of his capabilities. What he is capable of? Talking, debating, Socialize with others and being handsome. I precise it since in the show, the role of a guardian is not clear (at least in the reviews they kept saying that)

I like the idea of Aster trying to control everything in the school, because his family owns the family, he feels like he MUST be the one in control.

I have so much ideas about his interactions with Rosemary actually, but idk if i have the courage to draw them all... well anyway, that’s how i see Aster in HGS. I don’t think anyone will see this post, but anyway, once i got money, i’m gonna watch the show myself ! (poor asf)

I like song so i think the Aster i imagine fit the song... so

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