UNDERweight OVERachiever

Just swap UNDER and OVER

[marmeladoff]

🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 STATS 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋

🥥 Height: 150cm / 4’11”

🍓 SW: 48kg / 106lbs

🍑 CW: 47kg / 103lbs

🥝 GW1: 44kg / 97lbs

🫐 GW2: 40kg / 88lbs

🍆 UGW: 38kg / 84lbs

🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 GOALS 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋

Focusing on my process (diet and tracking) and not so much in the weight that I have lost.

Getting a nice reward for myself when I follow my process, X amount of money for each 100kcals that I cut from my diet in a day.

Exercising more.

Cutting processed sugar gradually.

🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋🍋 UPDATE 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋 🍋

20/04/2023

🍑 CW: 45kg / 99lbs

I lost 2kg (4lbs) in 17 days, not bad for a short bitch without talent. I like coffee now. My insomnia has gotten worse. I get more steps a day than the previous month. Fasting doesn’t work for me.

10/05/2023

🍑 CW: 43kg / 95lbs

I lost another 2kg (4lbs) in 20 days, very good, may have to slow down because I’m dizzy and I need focus for my last school month. I still feel fat.

[amayaormai]

My Th!n$piration <3

[milkshakemotel777]

Fav thinspo atm ☕️🐇

[marmeladoff]

I ate, I’m disgusting. I’m not free from food, I’m just a slave of my vices.

[marmeladoff]

I binged yesterday and today. I’m ashamed of myself. I hadn’t binged (ate more than 1300kcal) in two months, I feel like a failure.

Just when I finally reached my gw, always disappointing myself.

[marmeladoff]

I just want to stop feeling repulsed by myself. My body is a prison that I cannot scape.

[marmeladoff]

🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋GOAL UPDATE🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋🍋

I’m 43kg (95lbs), just reached my first goal weight.

I lost another 2kg (4lbs) in 20 days, very good, may have to slow down because I’m dizzy and I need focus for my last school month.

I still feel fat. I don’t see any changes in the mirror other than my boobs and ass disappearing (and I didn’t have much to begin with).

[marmeladoff]

I kissed the guy I like and I have lost 8 pounds so far, fucking winning in life

[marmeladoff]

I want to be small and cute, but I love beer. The dilema.

[marmeladoff]

I kinda like myself ngl

[marmeladoff]

Tips for 🌟ving

Get a new obsession: I found really difficult to avoid eating if I was focusing on losing weight, it’s waaaay easier now that I’m learning a new language and trying to graduate.

Be consistent: the Atomic Habits book has helped me tremendously with ⭐️ving, you could also use the advice for healthy stuff too lol (thanks to it I have studied daily for two months without issue).

Be kind/mean with yourself: whatever works best. You should experiment with both. Be an even more proactive 4n4 and track your progress, while you are there take a course or two about data analytics, you may even like it.

Journaling: makes days memorables and also keeps your mind more quiet and organized.

[marmeladoff]

I’m not really hungry anymore, I feel free from food.

[incel-moved-deactivated20210803]

ur trauma didn’t make you funny and while we’re on the topic ur music taste is unlistenable etc

[oldersistercore]

[marmeladoff]

I have a love-hate relationship with being short.

On one hand it makes me a bit more adorable, in the other hand it makes losing weight more difficult.

[whynotfabulous]

People talk about "The Shape of Water" like it's just the fish fucking movie as if it wasn't about a mute woman feeling truly understood for the first time in her entire life and then yeah fucking a fish

[pheloniesbckup]

Ya know the drill- I got nuked - help me find moots (I’m pheloniecharge, was pheloniecommittedafelony) I miss my friends :(

REBLOG please if you like it , reblog it , it takes one second <3

[marmeladoff]

I ate two fucking tamales, fuck myself. Really fucking stupid. I could have stoped, but I didn’t. I wasn’t hungry, I was just bored.

I wanted to eat, but I didn’t need it. I don’t know anymore what to do with myself, being kind and forgiving it’s not working, being mean didn’t work in the past, is there another option? Maybe I’m a lost cause and condemned to be fat.

Lies. I’m just saying that to avoid being responsible for myself, fucking childish coward.

Stupid piece of shit.