#martyrkill --- incredibly selective and low-activity multi-muse for original and canon muses. please do not follow if you are under the age of 21. triggering content and mature themes will be present. exploring themes of: complete devotion, blasphemy, religious guilt and trauma, being doomed to the narrative, varying forms of abuse, implied or actual cannibalism, death, murder, substance use, sex, and crime. everything is tagged accordingly. crafted by: 𝚠𝚛𝚎𝚗. 𝟹𝟶. 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢/𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚖.
spencer's relationship with his mom means so much to me, y'all don't understand. he stress that he went through with being highly intelligent as a child and sliding into the role of a parentified child to take care of his mother who was sick and then as diane gets older and starts struggling with both schizophrenia and alzheimers and the impact that starts to have on spencer is so :(.
i do write spencer on the autism spectrum as mgg intended for him to be portrayed with minor traces of symptoms that can be linked to a minor schizo spectrum disorder.
this post will be placed under a read more as it will be quite lengthy. it features an in-depth look at what atavocarnosis is as well as a look into mina's family tree.
inheritance patterns: atavocarnosis is an x-chromosome linked genetic condition with a silent transmission pattern. the calloway family men are asymptomatic carriers of the disorder, given that they provide the x-chromosome to all female children, the gene is passed from father to daughter. while the gene is present in nearly every daughter, clinical manifestation or trigger of the disorder appears approximately in every three generations of calloway daughters. it is hypothesized that it relies on an epigenetic “clock” or a specific maternal modifier gene that “unlocks” the pathways and triggers the disorder. until this trigger is met, female descendants can remain asymptomatic carriers.
early symptomatology and onset: typically remains dormant until the hormonal shifts of puberty, early signs and symptoms are often misdiagnosed as eating disorders, anxiety disorders or standard adolescent development.
physical decline: rapid weight loss and chronic fatigue as the body begins its early stages of rejecting standard means of diet. nausea and illness is prominent in early stages.
sensory hypersensitivity: a hightened sensitivity to sound, lights, touch and smell. sensitivity to the scent of blood and sweat that causes salivation.
basal shifts: a consistent elevation in resting heart rate (sits at about 105-110 beats a minute) as well as a permanent increase in body temperature (she runs warm).
selective proteolytic failure: one of the earlier symptoms is a sudden, acute intolerance to conventional means of diet (plant and animal proteins). consumption of traditional means of diet can result in gastrointestinal distress, nausea, and harm to internal organs.
prognosis and maintenance: if an individual with active atavocarnosis does not receive regular maintenance through human proteins, the body will enter a state of reversion and cause a progression of neurological and systemic collapse. this disorder is deemed non-curable, there's not been any gene therapy currently capable of relocking this pathway after its been triggered. there are increased risks of psychotic breaks, if the patient survives the day 4, there may be permanent neurological scarring which increases dissociative states, long-term post-traumatic stress disorder, personality disorder and chronic paranoia. survival requires a lifelong and consistent source of human enzymes and tissues.
days 1-2 compensation phase: the body attempts to utilize any remaining proteins stores in the body. an individual may start to experience lethargy, slight irritability and hollow abdominal pains that linger.
days 3-4 neuro-metabolic instability (crisis phase): the brain starves for human protein, the limbic system takes control of personal aspects. there will be an onset of extreme aggression and hypersexuality. this is a survival state that is meant to lure her “resource”. psychological decay becomes evident with persecutory delusions, paranoia, and auditory hallucinations. darkened circles may become evident under the eyes. dissociative fugue/blackout periods are possible in which predatory behaviour may arise with no memory after the fact.
day 5-6 bring terminal organ failure: liver and kidney functions begin to fail while trying to process internal proteins (the body is eating itself), without immediate intervention, death will occur via multi-organ failure or respiratory arrest during seizure activity.
𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐞
1690s → rev. nathaniel calloway (wife, elizabeth winthrop). the pair had two sons named josiah and thomas, as well as a daughter named abigail. nathaniel was a lay preacher who settled in what is modernly known as natchez, mississippi. he established an early church, a first in the area.
at the age of 16, abigail's metabolic rejection of food was interpreted as a “refusal of god's bounty.” when she attacked a neighbours livestock and later the neighbour, she was tried for withcraft. she was executed by hanging in 1708 and set the precedent of the families secret.
1720s → rev. josiah calloway (son of nathaniel and husband of agnes taylor). josiah and agnes have a son named ezekiel and a daughter named colleen.
colleen remained remained asymptomatic. josiah was haunted by his sister's death. he began the “calloway journals”, a secret ledger that detailed any changes in his daughter (heart rate and high temperatures), worried that this “witch-blood” would return for his own child.
1750s → rev. ezekial calloway (son of josiah and husband of temperance gibson). ezekial and temperance had three children. sons, jeremiah and caleb and daughter maria.
ezekiel officially founds the calloway family baptist church after his ancestors. he has spent time researching blood purification and purity rituals. his daughter maria remained asymptomatic.
1780s → rev. jeremiah calloway (son of ezekial and husband of judith harrison). jeremiah and judith had three children. sons, thaddeus and silas; and a daughter named mercy.
mercy's symptoms emerged by the time she was 15 years old. she was discovered in a dissociative fugue state after consuming a neighbours child. to protect the family and the church's reputation, the family performed a violent exorcism before drowning her in the mississippi river. her death was recorded as consumption (tuberculosis) to try and explain her rapid weight loss and appearance.
1810s → rev. thaddeus calloway (son of jeremiah and husband of sarah gallows). jeremiah and sarah have two children, abraham and deliverance.
thaddeus was a prominent man who preached against the sins of the flesh. he maintained family records and ensured protection of the calloway journals. his daughter, deliverance, remained asymptomatic.
1840s → rev. abraham calloway (son of thaddeus and husband of lizzie wellington). the pair had four children. two sons (matthias and luke) and two daughters (sarah and june). both daughters remained asymptomatic.
abraham maintained the family through the civil war era, he noted in the family journals that during famine and war, the calloway women seemed more resilient than others - he tried to atribute this to their devotion to god.
1870s → rev. matthias calloway (son of abraham and husband of brenda samuels). the pair had two children. a son by the name of john and a daughter named charity.
matthias was a stern traditionalist. charity's manifestation was the most violent recorded in their families history yet. after attacking a churchgoer, she was locked in a cellar. matthias documented what is known as the “maw mask” - the deep darkening of circles around the eyes - believing it to be a mark of cain. matthais starved charity until her death in 1891 and then buried her in an unmarked grave.
1900s → rev. john calloway (son of matthias and husband of bethany richards). the pair had two children. a son named nathaniel and a daughter named adella.
john introduces what is known as cleansing rituals into the church. these include cold-water immersions and isolation periods. john's daughter remained asymptomatic and he continued to protect the family records and secrets.
1940s → nathaniel calloway ii (son of john and husband of prudence holloway). the pair have two children. a son named jonah and a daughter named prudence.
nathaniel ii focused on the scientifics of their bloodline, believed that the curse could be bred out of their bloodline but it continues the cycle through jonah. prudence experienced physical symptoms (increased heart rate and temperature) but never triggered the full extent of the disorder and therefore lived at home until developing slight paranoia and aggression towards her parents that led her into a state hospital where she died after a lobotomy.
1970s → rev. jonah calloway (son of nathaniel and the husband of june chandler). jonah and june have had a son named jeremiah.
jonah and june only have once child, they remain actively involved in the church. they live in the shadow of prudence's history and that that came with the calloway line. they have one sign named jeremiah who is raised within the church and with an intense history of their families horrors.
1990s → rev. jeremiah calloway (son of jonah and husband of mary-beth robinson). jeremiah and mary-beth have a daughter, mina.
jeremiah becomes convinced that through ritual cleansing and religious tactics that he could prevent the gene from becoming active in his only child - mina. the pair had challenges getting pregnant and mina is their only kid. despite subjecting mina to constant and ongoing religious, psychological and physical abuse - mina's manifestation of atavocarnosis would occur around 15/16 years of age. mina would grow up to fake her death after a double homicide and run away. she would never be found and yet she somehow manages to survive in the depths of the bayou.
after i re-write stuff on mina's (@eatsraw) blog about the calloway bloodline, i shall rb it here to give a glimpse at nathaniel until i get something more concrete written up for him as i've just been spitting them in discord with heathyn.
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#MARTYRKILL ✧ - 𝙞 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙜𝙤𝙙 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙞 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙢. - a low-activity, highly independent, and mutually exclusive multi-muse. ft. original and canon muses from various sources (the vampire chronicles, the pitt, criminal minds, and more). this blog may contain content that is potentially triggering, follow at your own discretion. 𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲: 𝐰𝐫𝐞𝐧. 𝟑𝟎. 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲/𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦. c.
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while i once again, hm and ha over my muse list. i'm gonna be adding frank langdon. if you have any demand, let me know :) i've been over on @eatsraw but you can also find my on discord @ gothrots
【 ⊹ ₊˚ 】 — @martyrkill ﹙ SENDER passes RECEIVER a note that says to meet after dark behind the chapel ﹚ / A NOTE FROM LIANA'S DOWNFALL﹕ALWAYS ACCEPTING !
𝐼𝑇 𝑊𝐴𝑆𝑁'𝑇 𝑈𝑁𝑈𝑆𝑈𝐴𝐿 𝐹𝑂𝑅 𝐿𝐼𝐴𝑁𝐴 𝑇𝑂 𝑉𝐼𝑆𝐼𝑇 𝑃𝐿𝐴𝐶𝐸𝑆 𝑂𝐹 𝑊𝑂𝑅𝑆𝐻𝐼𝑃 -—- in fact, it was frequent that they did 【 she loved witnessing the way humans loved God 】. from above was one thing ; distant , haunting , muffled echoes of prayers , of homilys , of hymns. no , the angel much preferred to experience worship for itself ( … ) which is how she came to meet nathaniel calloway. a preacher man with the abilitity to sing the gospel of God in such a way that had immediately captured the seraph's attention.
most angels cared little for the human plight , even the other watchers , but it was not that way for ⟨Л⟩⟨I⟩⟨∀⟩⟨И⟩⟨∀⟩. it cared very much & they would find nathaniel's words uplifting. hopeful. emotions that she was never supposed to feel , yet they seeped through the cracks of her divine aura , ❛ corrupting ❜ it to feel what humans felt , to feel joy whenever nathaniel preached.
it was after church & liana 【 as she was called on earth 】 approached nathaniel , to bid farewell just as she had done the previous three sundays. a shake of the hand 【 she learned that from the humans 】 then she would be “on her way back home” a few towns over ( … ) but it was different now. crisp parchment seemingly torn form the corner of some notice or another was pressed to her palm & nathaniel's gaze was piercing through her. brambles of something unfamiliar stirred in her chest as she , like a doe before a wolf , stared back , breath hitching in her throat before a hurried goodbye was murmured & she left the church , the weight of his gaze still burning in her mind.
she waited until she was at least half a mile before she ducked behind a tree , leaning her back into the sturdy trunk as trembling hands unfolded the parchment -—- 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑒𝑙 -—- even his script , she noticed , was alluring & a giddy thrill skittered over her body. he wanted to meet with her ! she wondered the reason & she briefly feared that he'd discovered what she was , but that was impossible. humans could not know unless she chose to reveal it herself & though she had yearned to show a man of god a true angel , she never did. but if not that then she would be left wondering if she didn't go & her curiosity would never allow her to ignore it. so she went. under the cover of night when natchez was sleeping , just as the note stated.
❛❛ preacher calloway ? ❜❜ airy & chimelike tone called into the warm night air , though swallowed by the singing crickets. she called louder , ❛❛ preacher calloway ? it is liana , i have come as you requested. ❜❜
O' HOLY MAN , despite his position as the preacher in the small, developing town of natchez - nathaniel calloway was hardly a man that follow the word of god to the letter. a man that easily gave into temptation and prioritized his own greed over his duties as a husband and father. the one place that he did not allow for disruption, was within the church.
to any church goer, preacher calloway was a man of honesty and integrity. he would give the shirt off of his back and he always welcomed the weary traveller amongst their pews. this his wife, he was a man who was dedicated to what he loved - even if that meant putting her last. nathaniel calloway was a man of who bit his tongue to harbour lie upon lie. spoken enough times that he'd convinced himself that they were truths. and here he had found himself taking a particular new interest in his newest lie.
when liana had first crossed his path, entered the threshold of his church - he knew that he wanted her. her beauty had enthralled him. she was new, a presence that only peaked his curiousity. she was a break from the same familiar faces. nathaniel would watch her from the front podium as he gave his sermon, reciting passages of gods good graces and to love and welcome thy neighbour. sunday after sunday, until making his move. scribbled parchment with direction. to meet. to finally give in to what he had been mulling over - the excitement of seeing her.
it was dark, natchez was sleeping - his family was sleepy and yet, he did not waiver. did not halt in his tracks. he had waited patiently behind the chapel, listening until he had heard her voice , it rang with a warmth that only caused his insides to stir more. as he caught sight of her, he reached forward for her hand - holding it within both of his. his eyes dark and serious and yet he smiled, gentle. ❝ ah, miss liana, i wasn't certain if you'd make it but i'm glad that you have. i wonder if you'd like to take a walk with me? ❞
okay so - obviously, i have not been on here for a hot minute. mina has been eating my brain alive. anyways - i think i will be deleting everything in my ask box and might drop some threads, i'll reach out to muns if i do. i also need to overhaul my carrd and will be changing up my muse list. i am having a hard time finding joy with my multi-muse and think that a facelift and some changes may help.
@eatsraw - oc, highest activity and main blog. always logged in.
@bauempath - jennifer jareau, cm - medium to low activity.
@martyrkill - multi-muse, low activity; when muse peaks (you are here).
𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐝, the sound low and unguarded. a quiet thing meant only for her. his mouth lingered against her skin, pressing a slow, unhurried path along the side of her neck — nothing indulgent in it, nothing that asked for more. just comfort. a way of easing the tight pull in her shoulders, of coaxing her breath back into something steady. he knew what the job took from her. he lifted his head at last, fingers gentle as he brushed her hair aside so he could see her profile. his fingers trailed down her jaw, turning her gaze to look at him. ❝ talk to me. what’s on your mind? ❞
he provided a sense of comfort in his presence alone. something so simple. she allowed herself to take a few deep and slow breaths, exhaling content sighs as she took in the gentle path along her skin, until fingers gently brush hair and ease gaze towards his and for a moment, she feels shy meeting his gaze. cheeks warm, eye lids flutter, an attempt to play it off lazy. “ i just.. ” she starts, her voice low and tired. the kind of tired that comes from crying in the bathroom at the end of the shift. the kind of tired that comes from overplaying the day or having nightmares, stirring. his voice was smooth, low. she couldn't hide from him, even if she tried.
“ i had a tough day and i guess it's bothering me more than i expected it would. i'll be okay, it promise. ” she brushes her thumb against the skin of his hand.
# .⋆ ··· #CAMEWINTER ... a multi muse dedicated to the universe of " a song of ice and fire " , featuring muses from various TV adaptations . written and adored by yours truly , cas ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
