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[neverbrushmyteeth]

[neverbrushmyteeth]

Get 10% DISCOUNT on everything on my Etsy Shop untill 25th of January with the coupon code ‘’ NEVERBRUSH ‘’ (next 6 orders will recieve handmade patch gift :)

[matoesto]

a) look how hot the guy I banged last night is and b) I looked so good but walk of shame was real today lol and c) just realized everyone I've banged ive also banged their BFF lmao

[matoesto]

being in love with someone who has drastically different political views and is probably a sociopath is probably one of the toughest things I've experienced and i want to tear my hair out of my head i never thought id be this much of a chump help

[matoesto]

real talk tho if u bang a hot guy on the first date 9 times out of10 they won't hit u up again, these are real stats

[matoesto]

ok but why

is plan-b $50 tho

[matoesto]

how are these n*des so good lol

[matoesto]

tfw u realize u have hooked up with all these guys in this pic.............. i gotta leave town....

[matoesto]

so hungover i can't get in the shower. someone tell me to stop breaking people's hearts

[matoesto]

ive stopped doing drugs when im bored and now i have a lot of questions

[matoesto]

tfw u realize u have hooked up with everyone in the room except ur bff who is now dating the last guy u kissed...... i do not know how to love or be vulnerable only to drink too much tequila and make people want me for one night only as a Dream Girl

[matoesto]

when the depression hits the Depression Hits

[matoesto]

house sitting alone on a weeknight sucks like im so needy rn just wish i had someone cute and exciting to be with

[matoesto]

https://soundcloud.com/losbottomfeeders/banana-nut-bread

someone literally wrote a song about me wtf can’t believe my little ears

[matoesto]

Tbh

[matoesto]

its so weird and lame to act like something that wasn’t that big like.. traumatized you or whatever.. but like

i got in a car crash last night and it was totally my fault i think and i definitely almost died but i DIDNT i only have some cuts and bruises really not that bad. the other people are fine. but i keep having flashbacks and just feeling so terrible and guilty and scared and terrified and im not sure how to work through it at all. like i guess i learn from it? im not sure how to share these feelings either cause posting on social media makes me look like a tool and idk how to talk about it.

i literally ran a red light and got hit by a speeding truck and i just keep seeing the glass shattering like my car was pushed a good 100 feet. how can i ever forgive myself for that. life is so fucking fragile and i cant believe ive spent so much time being trivial. today also showed me which people reach out when people are hurting. anyways. my body is sore and im hoping i find a way to come to terms with this soon. my emotions dont even feel real as im writing this, like im pretending to be hurt. i dont seem to have a right to feel hurt.

[matoesto]

seriously in the foulest mood today

i spent 2 weeks at my sisters house and of course let that guy spend the night and hes just been such a fucking flake and scummy human just about band practice and in general and its got me in such a dark place today.. wish i was i could fall in love the way my friends have and never waste time on him again

[matoesto]

just opened teejays blog for the first time in two years and it was like wow i had forgotten you for a bit and you're still the exact same person still existing.... Like damn u used to take up so much of my energy and now I forgot u so much.. My life's so wildly different from when I was with him and I'm so much better now. I love being 18