Pairing: Dracule Mihawk x fem!reader
Summary: It's a humbling experience when a usually confident man finds himself emotionally threatened by a nineteen year old boy who happens to have a close relationship with the woman he loves.
Note: This was a request I unintentionally neglected for a year.
Your brows furrowed and you stopped kneading your dough. You stared at the ball, concentrating on your search for the answer. Mihawk always did this. Gave you random test questions all because you once offhandedly mentioned you’d like to know more about wine.
He waited patiently, his body turned to you and his hip against the counter. It wasn’t often time allowed him to really take you in, so when you invited him to be your sous chef, he jumped at the opportunity.
Head shooting up when the answer finally came, Mihawk wished the beaming grin you gave him would stay forever. It was one of the most beautiful sights to behold.
“See, swirl, sniff, sip, savor!”
The corner of his lip twitched upwards. “Very good.”
Your smile turned teasing. “Dracule Mihawk, did you just give out praise? What if word gets out to the whole house?”
The swordsman noticed how you moved a little closer. The smell of your perfume invaded his senses and he tried committing it to memory. It was everywhere you were and over time, it became you. Your previous presence in a room was able to be traced and he was always led to where you actually were, your soft smile inviting him to make up something to converse about.
“I wouldn’t worry about it. No one would believe you anyway.”
Your giggle rung through the kitchen and it was as if the entirety of Kuraigana suddenly became exposed to sunlight.
Notoriously nonchalant, Dracule Mihawk was now faced with a truth he couldn’t bring himself to speak aloud. And certainly not to you.
He was absolutely in love with you. And you constantly seeking his praise and asking him to be the first person to try whatever new thing you cooked, was not helping his situation whatsoever.
The soft clanking of swords forced him to stop staring and instead turn to the doorway. Zoro stood, speaking only to you.
“When are you two going to be finished? It’s been two hours and even I know pizza shouldn’t take this long.”
Your gaze remained on Mihawk, but your smile turned softer at Zoro’s voice.
“Some patience would be appreciated, Zo. We’re cooking for four and pizza is not the only thing there is.”
The boy grumbled under his breath, prompting you to gesture towards the refrigerator. “There is a newly bought six pack in there to get you through this difficult time.”
Zoro grabbed the beers. As he passed you to leave, he landed a heavy hand on your shoulder, shaking it as a silent thank you. You pat his hand and he leaves shortly after.
It’s times like these Mihawk is reminded he never stood a chance. Not when you and his protégé had such a close relationship. How is he, too full of fear to even return the brush of your hand when walking side by side, supposed to compete with someone who just yesterday fell asleep on your shoulder during a movie night (which you did not invite Mihawk to, not that he cares)?
Sure, you and he playfully flirted here and there during sparring, but maybe that was just something you did when the adrenaline was rushing. Maybe the late-night conversations over a bottle of wine were friendly. Maybe when he surprised you with wine trivia, your grin was because you were reminiscing on a conversation with Zoro.
He was broken from his stewing by your hand on his bicep.
“Everything okay in that busy head of yours?”
His skin burned where your hand lay and he spared a moment to savor it.
“Perfectly fine. We should finish before Perona decides she’s had enough waiting.”
The Gods blessed him with another one of your laughs as you squeezed his arm once, returning to your task.
Later at the dinner table, you’re seated between Mihawk and Zoro. Perona sits across from you, telling a story about her day to anyone who bothered to tune in.
The owner of the house turned just in time to see you playfully shove Zoro who was smiling down at his plate as he leaned back into place.
The grip on Mihawk’s fork grew tighter and you only took notice when you saw the top beginning to bend.
You lightly kick his shin under the table. “What’s going on with you?”
He stabbed his fork into his pizza and grumbled, “Nothing.”
You shook your head and returned to your conversation with Zoro.
After dinner, you found Mihawk in his study. You didn’t bother knocking, as he never complained when you entered without permission.
He was facing the window, looking out over the small training yard. His eyes weren’t focused on anything in particular. He was unmoving and his breathing steady. This was clearly a man in deep contemplation.
“Any crises swimming in that brain of yours I can help with?”
You did not receive a response. How was he meant to tell you the only crisis in his life is the fact that he’s in love with a woman he can’t have?
“I fear you don’t have knowledge in the kind of situation I’m in.”
The familiar scent of you intensified when you stood beside him. You watched him while his own gaze stayed through the glass. He couldn’t bear to look at you in such a low moment.
“Wouldn’t hurt to try,” you said softly.
“I’m in love with someone. Someone who does not see me the same.”
In his peripheral, your smile faltered. He wondered why. Maybe you just lost some respect for him. He was a mighty warlord, a legendary swordsman, known for his ability to remain calm under the utmost pressure. And now, he’s just a boy complaining about his crush not liking him back.
He was about to retract everything when,
“I know we’ve never gotten into the nitty gritty of our lives, but,” you began.
A moment passed where the only noise was the faint sound of Perona and Zoro arguing in the foyer.
“I’ve definitely been in that situation a time or two.”
Mihawk was both surprised and wanting to die at the same time. You? The most beautiful woman on the seas had experience with unrequited love? And also, you’re making the conscious choice to have this conversation with him?
“What was your strategy?”
You snorted. “It’s not sword fighting, Mihawk. There is no strategy. You say your feelings and… just hope they reciprocate. If they don’t, you learn to live with it.”
Mihawk couldn’t keep the tone out of his voice. “Is that how you approached Zoro then? With hope?”
You had furrowed brows and a confused smile when he turned to finally look at you.
“Approached Zoro? What are you talking about?”
His ears tinged red when you guffawed.
“Dating? Are you insane? Do I look like a cradle robber?”
As much as he would like to believe he kept his composure, something in his expression must have given away his confusion because yours morphed into one of amused surprise.
He quickly tried to defend himself. “You’re both the same age.”
“Mihawk, Zoro is nineteen. I’m twenty-seven.”
The great warlord and legendary swordsman, known far and wide for his intelligence and skill, never bothered to ask your age.
You confirm, “I’m twenty-seven.”
“I met Zoro when he was seventeen and escaping some bounty hunters on my island. He needed a place to hide, so he stayed with me for a couple of weeks. I taught him some tips with his swords and we started writing to each other.”
“You dote on him a lot.” The jealousy was so loud, you were sure Perona and Zoro could hear it from the other side of the house.
“I dote on him because he’s lonely. He doesn’t have his crew, you’re understandably hard on him, Perona annoys him, so he wrote me asking me to come visit.”
The pieces were beginning to finally form the picture.
“And he was too embarrassed to admit that, so he made it seem like you showed up on your own wanting pointers,” Mihawk concluded.
“Yeah. I’ve, uh, been handling swords since childhood.”
He hummed. “So you and Zoro are not together.”
“Correct. However, he did tease me in his letters, saying I would end up an old maid and that his mentor whose home I would be staying at was very handsome.”
You were able to maintain eye contact, but your nerves were given away when you began picking at the hem of your sleeves.
“Really? Zoro called me that?”
Where on Earth he pulled the confidence to tease you, no one could tell.
“Okay, I might have taken some creative liberties in that story.”
He huffed a small laugh and you lit up.
“Then,” he swallowed thickly, suddenly hesitant. Should he take your advice? Speak everything aloud with nothing on his person except hope? What if one of the situations you mentioned in being earlier is one you’re in right now with someone else? What if he’s misread the entire thing?
“You know,” you cut through his thoughts. “If you want to go on a date, all you have to do is ask.”
A time of death would have been pronounced if a medical examiner saw him in that moment. The way his body froze could have easily been mistaken for rigor mortis.
Your lips pressed together to suppress a grin. “Want to know how I know?”
You weren’t generous enough to allow the shock time to pass and part of him was grateful you chose not to let him suffer. His body relaxed as you explained,
“Mihawk, I’m the only person you speak to aside from Perona, Zoro, and Shanks. You refuse to spend any more time than you have to with them, but always drop whatever you’re doing to accommodate my requests.”
After searching your face for any trace of insincerity, he came up empty-handed.
“I was under the impression I was discreet.”
You shook your head. “A man in love never is.”
Silence was shared as the new information settled over you both. Mihawk didn’t notice when he took a step forward, chests almost touching.
“In that case,” he swallowed thickly. “Would you-“
“I would love to go on a date with you, Dracule Mihawk.”
You stepped forward and his hands instinctively found your hips. Your arms decided to station themselves on his biceps. It was at that moment he realized, this must be your favorite part of his body, so he thanked whatever deity is out there that he chose a physically demanding career.
He leaned down slightly until your lips were just barely brushing.
You rubbed his arms softly and teased, “Are you going to kiss me or not?”
Mihawk smirked. “That depends,”
“When do you need to aerate a white wine?” The resulting slap to his arm stung, but was definitely worth it.
Note: My headcanon is that Mihawk does not eat pizza with his hands and instead uses a fork and knife.