Freezing day at the office today. I wanted to turn the heat up, but I know they’d tsk tsk me and say some bullshit about energy consumption and being a green, environmentally friendly company. Of course, that they’re cheap as hell doesn’t hurt the bottom line. Fine, business, I get it.
I logged in as soon as I got home. It still feels weird. I know it’s just kink and harmless fun, but damn if the contrast between my day life and my night life isn’t starting to weigh on me. I try to put up a wall between the two sides, but I can’t help feeling… I don’t know. It’s ridiculous, but a part of me imagines what the people at the office would say if they saw the shit I get off to, the stuff I type when I’m chatting on the discord. “Oh, look at Jenny, not so strong now, calling random people online Daddy and Sir! What a bad feminist!”
I know it’s silly, I do. Life is life and kink is kink and fuck it, I fight like hell to get my due all day. I can play the submissive slut in the privacy of my own damn home. Still, it’s so weird how that idea others have of who you are and how you should behave gets to you, even when you’re alone. It’s like the fuckers are hiding in there, waiting to make me feel guilty as soon as I cum and my mind clears.
Maybe I shouldn’t log in so often.
Steve tried to fuck me again. Wait, bad phrasing. Steve tried to sabotage me again. I can’t even hate him… in fact, if anything, I feel insulted. I mean, at least he could try to do a good job at being a climbing, backstabbing asshole, but apparently that’s above his capacity. That he thought I wouldn’t keep copies of every chat log is downright ridiculous. That man dreams himself a shark, when he’s only a gnat. But he did manage to annoy me, I’ll give him that much. My job is hard enough without his clumsy attempts at corporate politics.
Fuck it. I’ve earned some kink time.
I have to admit last night was… I don’t know. Weird. I’m… a bit fuzzy on the details. I remember meeting this guy on the discord server and going on private chat and… Fuck, why can’t I remember? I can recall the feeling perfectly… the warmth and joy and my pussy so fucking soaked… I went to see the log today but it’s gone. I must have deleted it. Why did I do that? It makes no sense. Should I be scared? I don’t know. I don’t think so. It felt so good… I’m sure nothing bad happened; I don’t know how I know it, but he’s… safe. Caring. I trust him.
Anyway, they’re going to make us work from home for now. Yay pandemic.
Since I won't be going to the office, maybe I can have some fun. Like, changing my hair? It’s not like they’ll see me every day and I can always turn the video off on zoom calls if it looks bad. Speaking of, I should be hopping on a call soon… I really, really don’t want to. I’m so tired of the office bullshit. I just want to hop back on Discord. Is that bad?
Oh God I can’t believe it. Blonde looks so fucking good on me! I look at myself in the mirror and I want to do is take pics and pics of how cute and slutty I look! I don’t like taking selfies, usually… but damn I look pretty!
I think I’m edging too much. I… I can’t remember huge chunks of yesterday. I know I got notifications on my phone, and I went to look and it was him sending a dm and… I didn’t cum. I know I didn’t cum. I can feel it in my pussy, how needy and desperate it feels. I kinda want to get myself off, but… no, I can’t. Good girls don’t cum. Where did that come from? Fuck, I feel so dizzy and spacey… I think I have a zoom meeting soon… I can’t be sure. I need to check the schedule again, but that’s so boring! I want to take more pics! I hope he’ll like them.
I’m not showing my face, though. I’m not dumb.
I barely managed to mute myself! I was on a work call, and then my phone sent the notification and my hand instantly went between my legs and I muted myself just in time. Good thing the camera was off! I felt like such a fucking slut, edging my cunt like a little bitch as people were talking… Not that I was following the conversation before… I feel so ditzy these days. It’s not my fault! I’m, like, super edged! Something about going back to the office in a few weeks. I don’t care. I edged and edged and they didn’t even know I was being a little whore and it felt so wicked and good… I felt so… right, so… me. I can’t explain it, it’s like there’s public me and now a real me, a blonde me, a slutty toy me, and I like her better than I like the fake me.
I’m not making any sense.
I should take more cute pics. Maybe start an Instagram? I don’t know. I hate social media. A complete waste of time. But I do look so good… and girls are supposed to show off, right? It’s so complicated. Also, how is He going to see my hair if I don’t show him my face? Of course I should show it. I’m not dumb.
The new outfits arrived which is weird because I don’t remember ordering them, but damn it they are so cute and sexy! I tried on a lot of combinations, and took soooo many sexy pics! I’m getting better at posing, thanks to the girls on Instagram. They know how to show off! I especially like a tube top and tight jeans combo that makes my ass look so amazing and shows off my flat belly! I wish I had bigger boobs to make the top pop.
I went to get groceries in my new clothes and I didn’t wear a bra. I don’t know why, I just… no, I didn’t forget, I just needed to… not wear it. A lot of men looked at me and it felt weird but not bad weird, it was like they all wanted to fuck me and I liked it, I liked having all those eyes on me but also my titties are small and I bet if they were bigger even more people would look at me that way and I ended up having to edge in the store’s bathroom and I was late for my zoom meeting but I’m not sure I care.
I talk to him every night now, I think. Sometimes it’s fuzzy. I haven’t cum since… I lost count. Makes it so hard to focus. But He will tell me when it’s time to cum, I know he will. He knows best.
My plug is here! He sent it to me and it’s pink and sparkly and so cute! I wore it all day today, and it felt so amazing being on the call and knowing I was plugged like a good girl, and everyone was talking and no one realized I was being a little slutty pet all the while! It was so fun, and I edged soooo much afterwards! Oh! I’m getting more and more followers on Insta! I know they follow me because I’m getting like, real good at posing like a little whore and they’re all getting off to me and I imagine them all and I feel like making people horny is the best. I wish I could do it all the time.
I looked into getting bigger boobs. I have some savings… can’t remember what I was saving for, but it can’t be more important than cute boobies.
I had a meeting with the doctor today. Obviously, I went looking my best, wearing my high heels, fishnet stockings and my cute pink plug! He spoke with big words and honestly it was hard to follow but then we talked size and I got all excited and wet and chose a big size that will make everyone want to fuck them!
The doctor was super nice, and I remember He told me that if a man is nice I should be polite and ask to suck their cock like a good girl, so I did and he was so taken aback and surprised it was soooo funny! But then he locked the door and I knew I had to get on my knees and use all my skill to make him cum, and he came so quick and so much! I feel so proud! My cunt was soaked but He hadn’t given me permission to cum and if I rubbed then I knew I would have exploded. I can’t remember when I came last. It doesn’t matter, He remembers for me. I guess I sucked the doctor off really well, because he told me he’d schedule me as soon as possible and give me lots of follow up meetings.
Another box arrived. I don’t know if I ordered it or if He ordered for me but it’s really the same thing because He can make me order stuff. He can make me edge and He says He can make me cum but He hasn’t yet because He wants me edged and it’s like, so frustrating but also soooo good. I’m horny all the time now, and can’t focus on work Zoom at all. Good thing they’re not asking me so many questions now. I think they know I’m not thinking right. A part of me is kinda scared that they won’t think I’m smart anymore, and another part gets so wet thinking about how they all think I’m just a silly girl!
The box is full of toys and I want to try them all but He tells me which ones go where and when to use them. A large dildo is to be permanently affixed to my computer chair. It’s gonna be so hard not to bounce on it during Zoom calls! I’m going to take a week off for the surgery, though. Maybe He’ll let me cum after I get my new boobs, calm my cunt down a bit.
My boobies hurt still but they look so amazing! I stand in front of the mirror and I see such a fuckable, big tittied slut! Fuck, it makes me insane. I’ve edged so much today! Oh! Oh! He told me that with new boobs comes a new name. I’m Candy now! I love it so much!! Candy feels like the perfect whore name for me!
He told me to dance, so I recorded myself dancing like a bitch in heat for Him. I felt so… at peace, if that makes sense. Does it? I don’t know. It’s like my body knows I should be dancing and exposing myself to make cocks hard aaaaaall the time. I wish I could!
The Zoom call today was so hard! I turned the cam on and everyone saw my new boobs and they all tried to ignore them and I could tell they were getting hot and the chair dildo was so deep inside me and I had to try so hard not to bounce on it like a complete mindless slut!
After the call I had dinner in my kitty bowl. He says Candy is His pet so she eats from the bowl, and He’s so right. I like being his pet. So much better than being a stupid respectable person!
I came today!! He told me to play until I came and I tried so hard to cum quick but my cunt is so used to edging that I shoved toy after toy inside it and played with my plug and I couldn’t cum and then the Zoom started and I went on the call and didn’t realize my juicy titties were out and the chair dildo is so big and I couldn’t resist riding it and drooling and moaning and panting and everyone was watching me and fuck I loved it and I looked at them looking at Candy and I came so fucking hard! But it wasn’t enough, I needed to keep going and keep calling myself a dumb pet and a mindless slut and they kicked me off the call but I don’t care, He says he has a better job for me.
I love this place, and the lights, and the music and all the men shouting at the cunts on stage! I feel like this is home, this is where I always belonged. I don’t know why I ever thought otherwise. Good thing He found me when He did!
I’m about to go on. In a moment the DJ will announce me and I’ll make everyone so hard with my slutty body! I can’t wait to hear it, to hear the DJ say… Here’s Candy!
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