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[ MATTHEW ADAMS. 33. MALE. HE/HIM] is here! They’ve lived in Silver Lake for [ A YEAR ] and are originally from [ NEW YORK CITY ]. They are an [ ACTOR ] and in their downtime love [ WRITING PLAYS ] and [ READING ]. They look a lot like [ EVAN PETERS ] and live [ ON REDCLIFF STREET ]

GUESS WHO IS BACK HMMMM?? it’s naz hehehe

#slintro

scruffiness

Evan

#face

nell → matt

Nell: It's kind of hard to be able to tell that over text, don't you think?

Nell: I'm not mad. You're allowed to do whatever you want.

Nell: And I'm not blaming her either.

Nell: It's really not any of my business anyway, but I figured you should know since it's out there.

Nell: I'll try to take Ari's word for it.

Matt: I suppose it is.

Matt: Thanks for telling me, I appreciate it.

Matt: Like I said, you don't need to worry.

Matt: You will not get dragged into this, I promise. I will do whatever it takes to prevent that from happening.

#text #text: eleanor

eleanoratwood:

“It wasn’t obvious at all. Not to me, anyway.” Nell thought back to Macky’s assumption about his reaction to the Palm Springs trip and the way Nic claimed that he “knew it” as soon as she told him that Matt had liked her. Maybe it had been easy for her to ignore the obvious. Plausible deniability when there were questions about how close they were.

“I am happy,” she said with a nod but chose not to give the specific reason for her happiness. Not right after he had just kissed her and she was busy thinking about someone else who didn’t bother showing up. “You’re a good friend,” she reiterated with a bit of extra emphasis on the final word.

“I see that now.” One miscommunication after another, Matt couldn’t help but think maybe the universe truly wanted them to stay as friends. Not that he had any expectations from Nell, he knew her situation with Nic (and yet he chose to kiss her but that was a story for another day), he just got out of a relationship as well. Once again the timing was wrong.

“I am glad.” He said with a smile, although he couldn’t bring himself to ask why. Besides, it’s not like he didn’t know, he just didn’t feel ready to hear it yet. “So are you.” Matt said in return, hoping Nell wouldn’t change her mind once she got sober.

#eleanor

mirellarusso:

There was a strange satisfaction Mirella felt knowing that she could still press his buttons, knowing that after all these years she still had some sort of hold on him. Her eyes flashed with a hint of surprise at how easily his nickname for her rolled off his tongue. Something so simple, but it only felt right when he said it. They were falling into their old patterns, and she hadn’t realized how much she missed that. “Fine,” she finally relented, feigning disappointment that he had abruptly ended that conversation.

Mirella scoffed. When it came to whatever newest project she decided to work on, she had little experience, preferring to learn as she went. “You’re only fooling yourself if you think you need a lot of experience. Just look at Lena Dunham. They gave her a show, and all she has is rich parents. You already have that and you’re actually talented.” All she knew of the play that he wrote was what he had told her, but she knew their relationship and his talent.There was little doubt that it wasn’t good enough. “You don’t think our story is like that, do you? I think we deserve a little more credit than that. Personally, being compared to Scarlett Johansson is a travesty.”

“I liked the first season of Girls. It was good.” The characters were pretty similar to his friends, it was daring and different at that time, he appreciated it. “Then it got bad because Lena Dunham’s narcissism took over.” Matthew actually met her in one of Lara’s parties, of course she was friends with other entitled Williamsburg hipsters with rich parents, Lara wasn’t any different either. “No, I don’t. But I was talking about the whole genre.” Matt shrugged, eyes on the road. A short laugh escaped from his lips. “I just think people are tired of hearing those kinds of stories. Maybe I will write something better in the future.” He shrugged. “Something less personal.” Hopefully something that wouldn’t make him think about her, he’s already been doing that more than he was supposed to, far more than he would like to admit.

#mirella

mirellarusso:

Mirella pulled up to the house, not a far distance from her own soon-to-be home. She had been expecting an invitation to Matt’s house eventually. Given their connection and his idealistic nature to continue being friends with his exes, it was inevitable. She the rang doorbell, feeling the suspense building, while also managing to get a full view of the exterior. He did always have good taste. Under normal circumstances, she would have opened the door herself and walked right in. But these weren’t normal circumstances, and she had been trying — albeit very poorly — to respect his boundaries. As the door opened, she managed to catch a glimpse of the interior. Just a quick preview before the real show. “I come bearing no house-warming gift, but I figure my presence is a gift in itself.” @matthew-adams

After two weeks later his shopping trip with Mirella, he broke up with his girlfriend. The break-up had nothing to do with his ex, it all started the fight they had on the set and things went downhill after that. He didn’t tell anyone about his break-up, it wasn’t a secret but he wasn’t thrilled to talk about it either. Matthew wasn’t ready to face the fact once again he sabotaged another relationship.

Excited (a little bit nervous), he ran to the door after hearing the doorbell and opened the door. The urge of wrapping his arms around her and pulling her into a tight hug was there (and it will always be there too) but Matt fought it. “You didn’t even bring a bottle of wine?” He teased her, stepping back so she could get inside. “I don’t think I can let you in, Ella.” Matthew joked, letting out a chuckle.

#mirella

hollybernex:

Holly’s nose wrinkled when Matt admitted that and they nodded their head. “That really doesn’t sound good,” they responded lightly. “I don’t need you two ripping each other to shreds, okay? That’s really not going to help with the whole moving forward thing.” Once the fries were finished, they pushed the basket aside, wiping their hands on one of the napkins on the table. “It is, isn’t it?”

“I would never put you in a position like that.” He promised them with a smile. “He was drunk. So was I. Water under the bridge.” Matt shrugged. “I already have a feud going on. I don’t need another one.” He said, smile widened at their next words, agreed them with a slow nod.

#hollybernex

tysondabs:

“Really? You don’t? How come you made this movie then?” Blunt and direct, that was Tyson, no matter who he was talking to. But Matt basically explained it in his next words anyway. “Oh. I mean, how much media exposure do you need? I thought if you’re talented, you’ll get any part you want, no? And you are so where’s the sweat.”

“Because my agent convinced me it would help my career.” Linda wasn’t wrong though, this shitty movie was probably the only reason Matt landed a part in a HBO show. “I wish it was as simple as that. It’s not necessarily about the talent, producers don’t give a shit, they just want actors who would bring people to theaters.”

#tyson

tierney-rose:

“Well, usually things that are meant to be camp, aren’t camp, and they are camp when they aren’t supposed to be,” Tierney said, pausing for a second. “Did that make sense?” she shrugged up her shoulders, taking another sip from her hand. “I mean, you did a good job, even if the movie wasn’t good. We all have to work on things that we aren’t proud of sometimes, right? For our careers and shit.”

“It absolutely did. I would explain how it did but I am too drunk to articulate.” He chuckled. “Thanks for that.” Although Matt didn’t really think he did a good job, decent maybe but definitely not good. “Yeah that’s the whole thing. You need to put up with the shit you don’t like because it might be good for your career.” He had to admit though, Heathers helped him to get more offers and recognition.

#tierney

stevie-king:

Stevie laughed, appreciating the self-deprecating humor.

“What? Not crazy enough for you?” she teased as she shook her head. “I’m glad you’re not fully a prude, but see I feel like you’re proud to add porn star to your list.”

“Who do you think I am?” He chuckled at her, shoulders shrugged. “I am definitely not a prude. I wouldn’t say I am proud. But it was an interesting experience because first of all; she’s far more experienced than me and obviously she’s great at what she is doing.” Otherwise why would people watch her perform? “It’s kinda nerve wrecking. I was trying to tell whether she was acting or not.”

#nsfw - ish #stevie

benscxtt:

“It still surprises me that we haven’t,” said Ben with a slight shake of his head. “Especially when we were younger. One day, though, one day. Maybe we’ll form some kind of duo when we’re older, like Ian McKellen and Patrick Stewart.” it was an interesting thought, to be honest, where they’d be in twenty years time. He hoped he’d be back into movies by then, but he’d found himself wary after everything that had happened before prison. ”Okay okay. Supportive.” A chuckle escaped and he glanced to Simba a moment. “Give it a week and I’ll be freaking out.”

“We will make it happen someday.” Matt wanted to go back to theatre eventually. What would be better than being in a play with a close friend? “We don’t need to wait that long.” He told him, he hoped by that time they already starred in too many projects together. Chuckling, he nodded his head. “Just give me a call then and I will calm you down.”