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@maviequinox
You are my midnight sun;
Flares in twilight,
Quintessence of reality;
Ridiculed every fraction
of affection,
Abhorred benevolence;
Adored obscurity, filled with resentment
Never worshipped lingering emotions.
Here I am, on my bended knees,
Searched every part of the earth, ascertained my lost soul
was right in front of my eyes.
Kissing the air I breathe,
Nuzzling my frosted heart;
Now, the strongest has fallen.
December
The shivery breeze of the year tingled underneath my skin. Still the warmth of summer flushed her body. Her venturesome soul ached for much inexplicable raptures of eternity that elicits evanescent tales and conserved short term memoirs she had. Her vicious exuberant fondness curtailed.
I can never manage to find the phrases I used to love so much. Certain words almost make me believe that I’ve found them again, but it’s impossible.
Marcel Proust, from In Search Of Lost Time: Time Regained (via soracities)
Hirap kasi satin ginagago na nga tayo hinahabol parin natin.
ANG BUWAN
Sa Mental Hospital..
Doctor: Anong gagawin mo pag nakalabas ka na ng Mental?
Patient: "Titiradurin ko ang buwan!"
Doctor: Mags-stay ka pa ng 5 buwan!
*5 months later*
Doctor: Anong gagawin mo pag nakalabas ka na ng Mental?
Patient: Uuwi nako samin.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Magt-trabaho ako.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Manliligaw ako ng babae.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Magpapakasal kami.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Maghahanimun kami.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Hihiga kami sa kama.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Huhubarin ko damit, bra at panty niya.
Doctor: Tapos?
Patient: Kukunin ko yung garter tapos gagawin kong tirador. At titiradurin ko ang buwan !
Siguro kaya tayo iniiwan, kasi tanga tayo, Tanga tayo na natetaken for granted na tayo eh kilig na kilig pa tayo.
I’ve wanted more minutes in a day ever since I met you.
(via homohomiex)
The letter to the uknown
To the person who broke my heart. Thank you for breaking my heart, for breaking your promises. For leaving me hanging. Thank you for making me feel the moon could touch the sun. Thank you for being my saving grace. Thank you for giving me false hopes, for your conditional love. Thank you for wasting 3 months of your life and telling me you are still inlove with her. Yes, I was hurt. Really am. Like the girl you've seen in the movies. Pretend that they weren't hurt but deep inside memories ruptured their vulnerable and hopeless hearts. Yeah, your smile captured me. I love how you locked your eyes from mine everytime you see me, how your fingers intertwined mine whenever I have the chance to hold it. I love your youthful innocence. You're beyond the juvenile numbers yet, I love your child like personality. I love how you pressed your lips that could do nothing much, I love how you make me laugh even at the worst jokes. I love how you spoil me with consistency. I love everything about how you opened my eyes to see how beautiful the world is. I love how you made me believe everything you said was genuine were all lies. It solidified my instincts, I known for a long time that everything about us were wrong. I know, but trust was a powerful word and didn't trust my guts, all because I trusted the person who would merely break it. YOU. Yes, I was flabbergasted. My entire world turned gray. My vision blurred, I couldn't hear anything but your voice that lingers my head, my body was numb. My system could no longer resist the pain... The same pain I've felt years ago. I can live by my own even without same old stories that I had. It was commitment. I can survive a day without talking to someone, even go to sleep without thinking someone. And you came to ruin everything and tell me about stories about love and life and loss, and you were my favorite part of chaos and turning my universe upside down. I loved every inch of you and me being miles apart was our dilemma. I've sworn to gods that it's only you that I want to spend my life with and now will remain a blueprint. A forever blueprint. You have built walls and watch me break. And now, I will reconstruct and will rebuild myself again. Find myself from the depths of myself. Yes, I love how you came into my life, it was a mystery and You became one.
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Fragments
"Mon amour, je sais que tu m’aimes aussi. Tu as besoin de moi. Tu as besoin de moi dans ta vie. Tu ne peux plus vivre sans moi. Et je mourrais sans toi. Je tuerais pour toi." - Carmen, Lana del Rey
I saw you, I was there. Sitting. I knew everything before anybody else did. The commencement was done, I saw you, looking at me. I love how you gaze upon me. I love how the butterflies electrify my system. I love how you do everything smoothly and freely. I’ve sworn to the earth and gods, I love you. I always did and will always be.
But, all things have endings; neither happy nor sad. Just an ending without those shitty adjectives that have never been connected to free will and determinism.
It was crystal clear, you were just an approximately 10inches away from me. So near that I felt I was farther than I realized. It’s funny how we looked at each other as if memorizing a man’s visage; staring at the vast ocean of our souls.
I was flabbergasted, there was a memory of yours and him that can’t be forgotten. I stood frozen and lame; vulnerable and lost.
I had my sweet escape and I bid my farewell and didn’t look back; but I held my tears for too long that only darkness witnessed my unwanted solitude, knowing that it could ease the very pain that stabbed my heart a million times; I was wrong, it worsened; and worst, it’s incurable. The truth is that I regret this night that I didn’t lock you in my arms and whispered the sincerest words that I’ve been wanting to say. I was not too brave to do so, because I might not let go of you, forever.
Outside the earth was cruel, lonely and hostile. For everyone, I was a soulless monster who gives no mercy; who didn’t feel anything. Little did they know, the scars were my shroud to keep what wasn’t part of reality: and that is the sad thing about being a monster.
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Sana alam mo lang na ikaw yung dahilan kung bakit ako nagpupuyat.
☯ Wonderland ☯
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Hidden feelings...
February I was still daydreaming during the night, Millions of questions are bugging my mind. And there is only one answer I need to find Did I ever really make my decisions firm and right? You were in front of me on the day that I could not remember, You sat next to me on the 3rd day of September, On the 11th day of the month you said you love me And I knew it was a lie on the 19th of February. Our big impossible dreams were torn, Some of my little nightmares were born. I loved you in my own little way, and yours was a lie. You are the reason for my laughter and she was the reason of your cries. I knew you had a great part in my past. I am quite sure that this kind of feeling would not last. I realized you and I cannot be us. February is the month for love but never for us. 3 years ago. I was broken. I forced myself to forget my first and only love. I don't know where to start. I don't know where to get those broken piece of mine. I don't know what life would be like without her. I was scared. I was rejected. I was lost. I forgot who I really was. I was taken for granted. I was used. That's what I felt... Questions were left unexplained. Answers remained mystery. To unlove you is not inevitable. Neither it was forgotten nor replaced. The warmth of our love burned down. Extinguished. Gone. Disappeared. I mastered the skills of hating. I learned to enjoy solitary.... That was the time you came back... And got down on my knees and prayed that this moment should not have come. All was wrong. I was wrong.... When you said you can't teach your heart to forcely love someone. And I was back.... To Zero.
