🫐✩𝓂𝒶𝓍✩🧸

⋆⟢{ he/him // alterhuman } ✦ MAX ✦ ⋆⟢{ amateur writer // queer }

[max1nemillion]

the guy i like has a bf now. sometimes i rlly hate being queer.

[clawessout272]

With each day passing, I start to care less on whether I'm a spiritual, psychological, or whatever, therian. I used to be kind of passionate about it, but it has gotten tiring. I don't care for "what kind" if therian I am anymore.

"On what level do you identify as an animal?" "do you identify fully or partially?" "Are you a psychological or spiritual therian?" I don't know and I don't care. All of this is too confusing for me, so I'm throwing it out the window. I'm making my own kind of therian. From now on, I am identifying as a "Koda therian". I'm a therianthrope that goes by the alias Koda that expreciences therianthropy on a Koda level. I experience Koda shifts where I feel more like Koda, or going by the alias Koda. Koda therians don't identify partially or fully, but as a secret third thing.

Okay, that Koda therian part was a joke but hopefully you guys get where I'm coming from. I feel like I am just a therian or my own kind of therian. Not a psychological therian, not a spiritual therian, just a therian. I identify as an animal, that's it. I like calling myself a therianthrope, animal person, wolf person, wolfkin, wolf, or just an animal. I am an animal in my own way.

[max1nemillion]

i hate being passive aggressive but sensitive. like people know i act like this but im not genuinely mean. but the second someone who isnt usually passive aggressive is passive aggressive back, im in literal tears 😭😭

[marshosaur]

“how long has it been?”

[th3deadmanwalking]

Pray tell, wherefore dost thou pierce my heart with such suddenness?

[max1nemillion]

im lowkey a guy and agender. not in a demiboy way, but like i am 100% dude, 100% agender.

like theyre not roommates, but they coexist.

yknow?

[max1nemillion]

i wish i could run as fast as a cheetah. i love running but my lungs and body cant keep up and im not in the right shape to run long distances.

[max1nemillion]

i wish somebody would compliment my big fluffy tail….

I SAIDDD…. i wish somebody would compliment my big fluffy tail….

/j

[max1nemillion]

i dont understand how people enjoy sleepovers

i need to be sleeping under my weighted blanket, atleast an hour of alone time with dimmed lights, my midnight sandwich, wearing just a loose shirt and underwear, a show/movie or youtuber i like playing, and my comfort items- i can never sleep normally without this things….

like this isnt me tryna be like “omg im so quirky and i literally needd this things before bed, im so neurospicy!!”… like this is gen annoying struggle.

i feel left out leaving parties knowing im gonna miss out on a lot. even if my sensory issues are killing me and i want to cry, i wish i could enjoy these ‘normal’ teen experiences…

[max1nemillion]

people keep apologizing after hang outs cuz they think they made me uncomfortable…

i gotta work on my social skills LOL

[max1nemillion]

im going to a party tmrw. bday girl said she invited a lott of people. i only know her and maybe 1-2 other people… wish my ND ass luck!!

good night…

[max1nemillion]

one thing i hate about being trans is imagining people meeting you for the first time and knowing immediately you’re a guy and not questioning it…

but then you meet new people fr and realize it’s not close to your fantasies at all…

i love my friends who respect my name and stuff, but i hate having to meet new people and say im a guy while looking and acting so feminine 🫩🫩

[crowcreechur]

Didn’t manage to fully finish it before my surgery- still hoping to do so, but I still wanted to share what I have of it now. I’m actually feeling pretty okay at the moment overall, the main discomfort is just bloat right now, which is common, but ;-;

[max1nemillion]

COMMANDER MEOUCH FANART!!

hes my favorite.

[max1nemillion]

leopard spotted (pun intended!) at local restaurant

[max1nemillion]

going by multiple names is so nice.

like “hi max”, yes thats me!

“hi vincent” thats also me! :D

and people have the choice of calling me whatever they like. you think the name max fits me the best? sure!! you think the name vincent is cooler? of course!!

honestly people can call me any name they think fits me. you think i look like a sebastian? then thats my name to you!!

[max1nemillion]

its 4am and i still havent fallen asleep yet. puppy wishes to be sleepy…

puppy also wishes for some head pats but i guess not everyone can get what they want..

[max1nemillion]

i ended a friendship a few days ago due to some reasons.. how do i get over her bro, we’d been friends for so long and now i jus miss her.

i know its for the best but i still loved our friendship :(