max🪽

What if it'll always be this way? Not comforted by anything you say

[maxesmisery]

Introoo🐾

Hi,, u can call me max or emmet, im nearly 16 trying to be a better person,,

I have bpd, autism, ocd and im a suspected sys of around 7~10.. i mainly wanna use this blog for vents n personal use

Im not very good at talking to people or making friends but if u wanna talk my dms should be open😚

Likes ! Homestuck, the moon i rot behind(roblox), disconnect2012, 0day, phm, itzskeet_playz, minecraft, collecting toys, sleepin all day

Musicc ! Car seat headrest, ethel cain, newgrounds death rugby, razorbladekisses, title fight, arranged in April, pearl jam, neutral milk hotel, the killers, LCD soundsystem, catsmillionaire, eatbabies, mom, girls ritual, black dresses(all devi mccallion wow), weezer, hum, negative xp, gezebelle gaburgably, ALL of the minecraft ost..

Thats alll buhbye

Tags #whiteboydesperateforattention

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When did you stop loving me?

When did i become too hard to love

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God forbid i wish i had a connection with someone that was more then just friends

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Everyone has someone

Even the biggest losers ever have someone

I have no one

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Whatever im over it

[sw1ngmydoor]

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WHY DOES THIS SHIT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME AND ONLY ME WHY DOES EVERYONE TREAT ME LIKE IM A FUCKING ALIEN IVE ALWAYS BEEN SO NICE TO EVERYONE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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I dont even give a fuck if people call me crazy like fuck im crazy bitch you're crazy too

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I actually need to die omg no one cares

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These teenage hands will never touch yours again

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Is it bad that i miss the times when she was dependent on me for happiness

😂😂😂😂😂

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I dont know what i want

My heart aches for something though

[maxesmisery]

Its almoxst 6 am for me anf i haven't slept except for a 5 hour nap help

[needygirlsymptoms]

Having a personality disorder can lowkey be so embarrassing like "sorry I did that I didn't get enough love and was traumatized instead so now I beg for attention and get jealous of people getting attention or talking to the people I want attention from"

[mistermachoman]

the worst part about moodswings are when i know i'm being irrational over something so i have to sit there and seethe.

[maxesmisery]

I think my brain is fried from how much benadryl ive been taking everyday #yolo

[mistermachoman]

"are you okay?" absolutely not but i'd rather kill everyone in the room than talk about it