bella’s landfill

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[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

"Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely”. - Sylvia Plath

~ web weaving will always find ways to describe me in words i could never find the heart to utter ~

[my-dailydreams]

[thelatestkate]

Favorite Drawings of 2024. What animals should I draw in 2025?

[feaftlikeabeaft]

I wish depression were an emergency. I wish someone could take one look at how sick I am and go “oh my god, we need to get you to a hospital!” and then when we get there I get rushed into surgery and the surgeons say “it’s a good thing you brought her here when you did, this is a seriously advanced case” and then they put me under and spend the next ten hours pulling metres of long, sticky black strands of gunk out of my body, throwing it immediately into an incinerator so that it can’t infect anyone else. And then they could stitch me back up and I could rest a few days, and when I leave the hospital everyone can see how much better I am and they congratulate me saying “well done, you’ve been so brave, I’m so glad you’re ok. I love you.”

[dailyflicks]

LISA FRANKENSTEIN 2024, dir. Zelda Williams

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

this move was gnarly

[nyxemisa]

Colour studies from Lisa Frankenstein

[whoarei]

she guessed my favorite color first try..

but between me and u……. i didnt even have a favorite color until she yelled out yellow!! she was hella excited n smiling like a little kid. so i told her she was right and i havent seen yellow the same since, its in everything. i could probably live in it now. 

[rocktheholygrail]

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

no but genuinely

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

okay imagine epilogue byler: “i hate myself for loving you” or “don’t you (forget about me)” comes on in a bar in NY as they’re dancing with their respective partners at opposite ends of the dance floor / Will’s there, moving fully after going to study at NYU; Mike’s visiting there for a small book launch / The lights move around the room until they finally shine on the other for them to see / Time stills - it’s been years - contact lost with the weighted silences that found themselves echoing between the telephone line / Mike hastily excuses himself from the girl he’s now suddenly forgotten the name of / His feet pulling him through the crowd and back to bar, sulking as he orders a quick shot - a frankly futile attempt to try and drown out the racing thoughts - confusion, overwhelm, but most notably the sheer fact that he was NOT prepared to see him again / Will is stuck in place. Eyes still glued to the spot where he last saw Mike / Will’s partner’s confused remark brings him back and pushes him into action, excusing himself after a moment moving to follow where he thought he saw a mike-shaped blob moving / He finally sees him - allowing himself to study him from the other side of the bar / After critically overthinking it he calls the bartender over and buys him a drink / Mike downs it before he realizes he never ordered another shot, nevertheless a mixed drink - The bartender confirming this pre-paid item / Confusion and mild panic hits him as he looks around to see who ordered him one - a ache churning in his stomach of confusion? Maybe hope? He can’t tell / Then as the final chorus hits their eyes meet again from across the bar…

…this is what happens to a person who doesn’t sleep

[fideesy]

he's been listening to "good luck, babe" for three hours now

REALLY proud of this animation, this idea has been stuck in my head since the vol 2

AND the point of this gif is that you can make him listen to any song you want (internalised homophobia playlist)

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

a captain always goes down with its ship

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

and when i turn into a byler fan account what then

[spookybokchoy]

“Hey, wanna go to the mall today?”

a personal challenge to see how many characters/references I could fit into one picture, could definitely still do more!

Edit-For everyone asking how long it took, 2 weeks of planning and a little less than month to draw/edit (I work fast)

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

first time doing hannibal fanart !! (didn’t draw the flowers though - i started this at like 5am and took the paper from my planner 😭)

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

me core!

[heavensghost]

Words from sun bleached flies by Ethel cain

[lottiest]

“𝓦hat could I be?. . there is a light that I can see. . but only, it seems, when there’s darkness in me.”

₊˚⊹⋆ “you don’t think i’m a bad person?” ₊˚⊹⋆

₊˚⊹⋆ “all i think is that i love you.” ₊˚⊹⋆

[maximumdreamlandcoffee]

i do in fact think of this movie every day of my life