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trying to figure out if I am a system I have maladaptive daydreaming disorder

[maybe-question-question]

👁 intro post:

Hello, I am mqq (she/her)

I am the host and runner of this blog!

I am a trauma based Paragenic system

My posts will be tagged: 👁 speaks

More info below the cut

Because of my Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder (MaDD) it makes things a little hard to differentiate. Specifically where the madd ends and the alters begin. Because of this i will probably refer to my fragments/alters/headmates as paras or ocs until I find better labels that fit them

Feel free to say hi and interact! Also feel free to ask me any questions about myself, as that might help with the whole discovery stuff

Don't bring syscourse onto this blog. I do not care about it and you do not need to know my opinions.

Basic info for me and my headmates:

MQQ: I am the host and runner of this blog. When referring to this blog please use she/her pronouns. I use I/me/myself but I dont mind being referred to with plural indicators. I am 21 (same age as body). I never fully leave front

I like making userboxes. They are mainly for myself but the ones I post can be used by anyone. I do not currently have suggestions or requests open, but maybe someday

Main tag: 👁 speaks

Girlie: she/her 17-18. Trauma and anxiety holder. Occasionally an anger holder.

She originated from a series of horrible dreams I had in high school. She was formed as a para shortly after, and is one of my main headmates.

Main color: red

Main tag: 🎒 girlie

Noir: he/him [prefers not to say his role]. Adult. Introject of Spiderman Noir but is HEAVILY source detached. Do not call him spiderman.

Main color: purple or black

Main tag: ♟️ noir

(There are more that I will add later) rn I am tired - 👁

This post is somewhat a wip! I will add more as I go!

Userboxes for funsies:

[starry-night-collective]

SYSPLACE INNERWORLD QUESTIONS FOR FUN!

Q: What is sysplace? A: A safeplace for systems where we do fun activities.

💫 Is your innerworld/headspace themed to a certain aesthetic?

🌟 How does time pass in your headspace? What do day and night look like

☄️ Is there means for transportation? (such as bus, train, car, etc!)

🚀 Do headmates get their own rooms, and if so what do they look like?

💫 Is there any food in your innerworld? What's your favorite? How is it obtained?

🌟 What do you have for entertainment? (TV, Playhouse, videogames, etc!)

☄️ Where is your favorite place to stay / Can you go into your headspace?

🚀 Do you have a map? 👀

💫 How often does your headspace change? Or does it stay the same?

🌟 Do you have npcs around the innerworld? How many?

☄️ Are there seasonal changes in your innerworld?

🚀 Okay, now how about is there any type of currency in your innerworld?

💫 Do you hold events and parties for your headmates?

🌟 How long would it take to travel across the entire innerworld?

☄️ Is there background music?

🚀 Do you have a designated alter who designs the innerworld? (These would be known as architects)

Thats all for now! Remember your innerworld is valid no matter the size, shape, aesthetic, capacity, etc!!

The innerworld is a place for the brain to organize and hold headmates through means of making inner communication easier. It healps with visualization and can serve as a safe space to many. ANY innerworld is valid 🫶

[dearestchild]

—ㅤgrassfield headspace ㅤ｡

pt: grassfield headspace, headspace is linked with: link. end pt

a flag for when your headspace resembles a grassfield

tagglist : @catgirl-near . @coinedbank & @buggle-404

[maybe-question-question]

I am human in appearance and function. But in creation I am not. Everyone knows it too. I see how they look at me. I stand out just enough. I will never be human enough. Because I am not human

[just-another-userbox-maker]

Could you please make userboxs that says “This user is a winged humanoid” and “This user is wingedkin”

I hope you have a good day :]

Here you go!! :D

[skyhounds]

Dysphoria

[seacanine]

paw tutorial made by phenic (@ phenicfox on tt) (vid length is 4:32)

link to video here

[rdact]

FACELESS " a term for alterhumans who are more comfortable with the idea of people viewing them as a concept & faceless rather than real.

(Intended for alterhumans / otherkin but anyone can use this term if they identify with it!)

— Term already exists? Consider this an alt flag / definition. Reposting is fine, just credit me! 🐇⭐️ Icon used is from the website “flaticon”.

[pt: Faceless, a term for alterhumans who are more comfortable with the idea of people viewing them as a concept & faceless rather than real. Intended for alterhumans / otherkin but anyone can use this term if they identify with it! end pt.]

[id: The far left image shows a 6 stripe flag going too down from the colours of pink, blue, green, yellow, orange and lastly red. There’s a faint triangular shape in the middle of the flag that makes the colours inside it darker, lastly there is an icon placed in the middle of the flag that depicts a orange spiral surrounded by stars, outlined in a soft cream colour and then brown on the outside of that. end id.]

[id: The middle image is transparent. end id.]

[id: The far right flag shows the same description as the far left flag but does not include the icon. end id.]

[biblicallyaccuratedogthing]

Starflesh gender: A feral and otherworldly identity that is carved from the fabric of stars yet rooted in flesh and instinct. It’s gender as both luminous and animalistic; a body of constellations with claws, a hunger written in nebulae. It resists binary shape, flickering between human, beast, and celestial being, shifting like starlight on skin. Starflesh gender is both a gender and a kin identity. It is radiant and raw, cosmic and corporeal, like carrying a creature made of stardust in your bones.

Coined by yours truly

[milc3985]

I should've been a mass of wires and tech - oughh.. I crave to be a mound of wires and tech

I need to be constantly humming, buzzing, messy, I need to just be floating, sprawled out, my wires messily strung out everywhere without any real care - I don't want to have this stupid flesh sack around me

But also, I want to be sleek and glowing and clean and smooth plastic

I crave to be sleek technology with wires pouring out, hanging everywhere in my pretty dark room, my screens lighting up everything itself, giving off a faint blue hue

Hmmm I could just be delusional and tired

[spotsandrosescoining]

NON-HUMAN GENDER

is an umbrella term for when someone has a gender, but does not experience it in a human way. girl version, boy version, genderqueer version, xenogender version, transgender version, non-binary version, cisgender version, nymboy and nymgirl version

[io-archival]

[PT: non-human gender /end PT]

[xenoworms]

some non human genders

b?y / m?le / m?n / g?ntleman: a boy/man that looks almost human but something about them isn’t quite right and can cause uncanny valley

g?rl / w?man / f?male / l?dy: a girl/woman that looks almost human but something about them isn’t quite right and can cause uncanny valley

th?ng: a thing that looks almost human but something about them isn’t quite right and can cause uncanny valley

[maybe-question-question]

Are there any nonhuman identities for nonhumans that are still humanoid in appearance? Think like someone who looks human but isn’t, like an alien or a clone

Because whenever I look through nonhuman tags it’s all stuff for animals which we (mainly Noir) don’t relate to

And there’s already a plural term for a clone (as in a headmate that is a clone of another headmate) so calling Noir just a clone (in the literal sense) also doesn’t rlly work

[stitchposts]

unfortunately i have free will so im about to make art that is going to appeal to basically 4 people. let us hope those 4 people follow me.

[scaramogai]

— [REDACTED]gender [pt:] Redactedgender

A gender that feels unattainable, like a restricted file not meant for public consumption. It could also be a gender that was restricted by the owner, only meant for them to know. In general, it is a gender that feels mysterious and unknown.

Another request from someone on discord!

[cursed-carmine]

✴︎ SPARKLE DIVIDER

ﾉ Please reblog & credit if you use!

Feel free to recolor these as necessary but still give credit!!

SUCCULENTS

FOREST

MOON BLUE

OCEAN

PURPLE HAZE

[threedollarsdotcom]

dont talk to me or my clone or my shadow self or my reflection or my me ever again