If It Isn&#x27;t Obvious, My Name&#x27;s May.

awwuf! puppys legguh sed iss gunna bees hea' suun!

an' da puppy iss fea'lun eks'ta tynie tuhdey! U.◕⁠ᴥ⁠◕.U

an' pubbys gunna be goin's to da mall!

suupie duupie guud puppy dey! puppy so so sos hapie!!! awufwufwuff! U⁠^ᴥ^⁠U

Very proud of you puppy!

#IT IS NOT #hdg rp #NOR IS IT #affiniposting #IT IS CURRENTLY #REAL PUPPY HOURS

yous go'd 'da wron' pubby.

buh 'fankies

awwuf! puppys legguh sed iss gunna bees hea' suun!

an' da puppy iss fea'lun eks'ta tynie tuhdey! U.◕⁠ᴥ⁠◕.U

an' pubbys gunna be goin's to da mall!

suupie duupie guud puppy dey! puppy so so sos hapie!!! awufwufwuff! U⁠^ᴥ^⁠U

adriftfighterpilot

Sometimes I wonder what domestication would be like. Would I really stop feeling incessant, agonizing pain every second of every day? Having nightmares about my family and past every night? Wishing for death every moment? Unable to look in the mirror because of someone I don’t know staring back? Heart physically hurting from how bad everything feels? Yeah, that would be nice.

But then I remember that everyone feels this way. I have to just figure out the key to dealing with it like everyone else. I don’t need to lose my humanity to fix myself. I just need to stop being so weak. Too bad I’m far too much of a miserable failure who’s inept at everything I’ve ever touched to get there, though. Hell, I doubt even the weeds could fix me if they tried. They’d have to put me in the ground. Where I belong.

Sorry for the vent. I’m just tired.

Terra forever.

They will try to make the argument that florets never feel this way. This is because the implants pump you full of drugs that suppress all strong or overwhelming negative emotions.

You are not weak, and not being able to fight your internal struggles head-on does not make you a failure. The truth is, you cannot win that fight inside you. the only way to grow past it is to come to terms with it, and that you can never get rid of that part of you no matter how much you try.

The mind and body are like a puzzle, it can't be whole without all the pieces, and it takes a lot of time, work, and effort to put yourself together.

But becoming a floret is like throwing away the pieces & printing out a picture of the finished puzzle and convincing the world that you actually finished it. So no, domestication is never the answer, no matter what's said.

To quote an old song: "You are stronger than all the things that made you weak." But what isn't said is that you cannot be at your strongest without working with your personal negatives instead of against them.

So fight as one whole you, not one partial you.

May the steel you forge make you victorious.

- Totsu

adriftfighterpilot

Sage advice that I fear is un achievable for me. I’ve tried everything.

Do not worry, I do not plan on becoming domesticated.

Neither do I.

I live in the woods on earth, deliberately far removed from any form of society. Built everything I have myself from older things I brought with me to the stuff I've scrounged out from the ruins of yore. No compilers involved. Just hand me down tools, historical scraps, and pure ingenuity.

And apparently that wasn't good enough for them so now I have to build a whole new building to house the junk they want me to have thats as far enough away from me as I can get it while still being able to get there from my home-Not Hab, fuck right off with that.-without dying midway through the walk.

But in return for doing that I'm being granted full ownership of the region with a warning that they should not be within my borders. Maybe I should demand the ability to annex more land in future too.

They also want to shove censors & trackers & crap in my utilities & walls but I am so not letting that happen. I have everything needed to build a ultilty maintenance relay system exactly how I want it already.

Oh, and I've made a full scale working replica of the Warwolf.

My next short term project is a replica pirate boat with functional cannons that will be sat atop a rock cluster at the nearby pond that I will carve to look like rolling waves. Long term is to rebuild an ancient town back to its former glory the same way I've done with all the others, flesh & blood only, no vines.

But yeah if any of them try to coax me to "staying with them permanently" they'll be reminded of just how unbearably & unchangeably uncomfortable it is to be around one, let alone knowing they exist, before being made to exit the premises via medieval period seige machine. If I wanted to be around them I would have stayed where I was.

Anyways, that giant pile of kelp still needs to return to my bargaining table. I still have much more demands & requirements to give.

adriftfighterpilot

Sometimes I wonder what domestication would be like. Would I really stop feeling incessant, agonizing pain every second of every day? Having nightmares about my family and past every night? Wishing for death every moment? Unable to look in the mirror because of someone I don’t know staring back? Heart physically hurting from how bad everything feels? Yeah, that would be nice.

But then I remember that everyone feels this way. I have to just figure out the key to dealing with it like everyone else. I don’t need to lose my humanity to fix myself. I just need to stop being so weak. Too bad I’m far too much of a miserable failure who’s inept at everything I’ve ever touched to get there, though. Hell, I doubt even the weeds could fix me if they tried. They’d have to put me in the ground. Where I belong.

Sorry for the vent. I’m just tired.

Terra forever.

They will try to make the argument that florets never feel this way. This is because the implants pump you full of drugs that suppress all strong or overwhelming negative emotions.

You are not weak, and not being able to fight your internal struggles head-on does not make you a failure. The truth is, you cannot win that fight inside you. the only way to grow past it is to come to terms with it, and that you can never get rid of that part of you no matter how much you try.

The mind and body are like a puzzle, it can't be whole without all the pieces, and it takes a lot of time, work, and effort to put yourself together.

But becoming a floret is like throwing away the pieces & printing out a picture of the finished puzzle and convincing the world that you actually finished it. So no, domestication is never the answer, no matter what's said.

To quote an old song: "You are stronger than all the things that made you weak." But what isn't said is that you cannot be at your strongest without working with your personal negatives instead of against them.

So fight as one whole you, not one partial you.

May the steel you forge make you victorious.

- Totsu

plural-puppygirl-polycule

puppy hass lossa lossa fwens.. buh she no'd guud ad sey'in hihis ta all her puppy fwens..

puppys sorrie.. peeas dun' be mads ad pubby..

we luv u pubby

..fank you pubby fwen

pubby luvs yous toou U^•^U <3

sorrie fo nod seyun hihis...

littlemissannie

..when world is too roughies…

…when we had enoughies..

thats when we lay down..

..with all of our stuffies.. <3

puppy hass lossa lossa fwens.. buh she no'd guud ad sey'in hihis ta all her puppy fwens..

puppys sorrie.. peeas dun' be mads ad pubby..

rebel-cea-void

{Record Log 16A}

"HOLY SHIT THERE'S SO MANY ANIMALS!!!!

WHY DIDN'T I KNOW ABOUT THIS!?!?

I downloaded this book on "mammals"???

I found it on the overnet, I think it's a fancy way to say "animals"?

OMGG!!! THEY'RE ALL SO DIFFERENT!! AND THEY ALL LIVE ON TERRA!???

APPARENTLY A FOX ISN'T A DOG OR A CAT!!??

I talked to one today! Though they're usually not green with multiple tails and stuff!

AND MOST OF THEM ARE ACTUALLY SOFT!!??

I THOUGHT DOGS AND STUFF WERE COVERED IN SPIKES!! IT'S JUST HAIR!!!

Insane!

- Void!"

^_^

amaryllis-lilium

Oh mammals are a subset of animals! I'll send you a book on reptiles, birds and fish!

Don't forget invertebrates either! And the curious case study of the Mythical horse!

#hdg rp #may j totsu #does in fact know what a horse is #but is cursed by god themself to never be able to share the information with another

Wait, do people just not know what those are?

I basically live surrounded by ancient depictions through various media & relics.

Made any strides towards that "Multidimentional Pup" yet?

- T.

Still figuring out the theoretical framework

Well, if there is ever a development, tell me.

filmphotofranz

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puppy hass her binkie 'gains!!

iss weellee goo' ta nubbul ons an iss wunna pubbys favit culluhs wih iss oh'runj!

bwuff! bawuffwuff!

p-puppy cannuh sees wus' goins' on enee'mors! yous doin' sumfin' bad! puppy knos' it! gwrrrraff! raff!! raff!!

soggee pland iss nevuh gunna ged'ta da puppy! yous hea puppy?! yous nevuh gunna do yous bad 'fings ta' mee!! noh tutshun, noh pokin, noh boddee songs! nuffun!

Puppy don't worry, I'm not going to hurt you, I'm just making sure you'll be doing okay, alright?

Dear fuck what have I enabled.

Their conquest shall carry to other realms. They too shall be doomed.

A new nightmare begins for all beyond our stars.

And I was its catalyst.

Stylone. We must have a word.

Yeah?

You must use this once, and purge all knowledge & records of this technology immediately afterwards.

You have to control your species' lust for power & control.

No world, not even ours, is ready for this. And possibly never will be.

All conquests have a limit. keep yours to our stars.