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♥Soccer, Squats, &Fitness♥   SW:180lbs CW:173.8 lbs GW:130lbs

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[IG] actor_jisoo : 👀😁

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Return

It’s been a long time since I last wrote in this blog. Not that there’s anyone here reading it, but this is for myself. Tumblr helped me lose weight before, so I think when I see inspirational posts, I get motivated too! Anyways, This past year I couldn’t do much to lose weight because I was in South Korea. Not only that but it’s hard when your only diet is available in restaurants, and when you do buy food to store in the fridge, you’re against 300 other people who are using them too. That and I couldn’t make time to workout because so many people always wanted to eat together and I wasn’t strong enough to deny and say no. However, closer towards the end of the semester I did ok in trying to maintain a diet and workout almost everyday.....but only for two weeks. Now that I’m back in the states, it’ll be much easier to have time for myself and workout. This past week, I have been trying to workout, but I know I need to do a better job.

Yesterday I had a soccer game, and I was so frustrated with myself. I did so terrible and I was unhappy with my fitness, and my current physical self. I cried during the game (stupid yea), while I was on field lol. But I was so upset because I played so horrible and I just couldn’t process my mind. It was at that point, that I really REALLY REALLY need to focus and make a change. No more saying and sitting, time to actually focus and go through with things. Of course, I have to change my diet and also lifestyle. 

Things I’ll have to aim for is to sleep earlier(10pm or 11pm) and wake up early. Then workout and also portion control and avoiding fats. Anyways, this was just an update vent kind of thing.

[lagonegirl]

[wordsnquotes]

If you love deeply, you’re going to get hurt badly. But it’s still worth it.

C.S. Lewis (via wordsnquotes)

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[petraurban]

I’m a really happy vegan🍓❤️

[maynanyam-blog]

Just the beginning, this was a while(a few months) ago at 178 lbs

,､’`( ꒪Д꒪),､’`’`,､

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▐ ﹒︣ Ĺ̯ ﹒︣ ▐   06-05-16

Instead of blaming myself and hating myself for it, I have to resist my urges to overeating. Focus on my intake and the amount I’m eating. That’s a big goal for me. Portion control, that’ll help me on this journey to losing weight! 

[7-aliens]

got some fresh mangoes!!!

[harpxlulu]

*me in a mirror*: 9/10 *me in a selfie*: 6.3/10 *me in a pic someone else takes*: -2/10 *me*: ??????????

[goldlightrays]

[body-transformation-inspiration]

Have an amazing day and don’t forget to smile!

[simplefitlife]

[m0tiv8me]

Good advice!

[maynanyam-blog]

A while ago I met David Henrie ꒰˘̩̩̩⌣˘̩̩̩๑꒱♡

[elephantsarevegan]

Baked oatmeal bowl topped with raw almondbutter, almonds, cherries, figs, strawberries and hempseeds 😍

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This is probably going to be some sort of daily blog thing, but I’m creating this blog to be about my weight loss journey. Anyways, over many years since I was young, I’ve had trouble with my body image. Or just weight loss in general. I enjoy working out, but it’s just my relationship with food that’s abusive haha. Anyways, this blog’s gonna showcase my journey, and so far I’ve lost 5 lbs since last month! Hopefully, once I reach my goal I’ll be more fit and able to play soccer and just being healthy overall. 

SW: 173.8 lbs

GW: 135 lbs

(I’m open to having friends or others who’s into fitness or weight loss. Let’s get to our goals together!)