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@mcevilspawn
"Doesn’t matter how tough we are. Trauma always leaves a scar. It follows us home. It changes our lives. Trauma messes everybody up but maybe that’s the point. All the pain and the fear and the crap, maybe going through all that is what keeps us moving forward. It’s what pushes us. Maybe we have to get a little messed up before we can step up."
-Alex Karev indie as written by Adam!
Caard
(Secondary muses available @ scrubsandstitches)
hello everyone!
I am back. I'm back. Your evil spawn is back and looking for interactions again. I would love to get my mer/alex alex/jo, Alex/Christina, alex/izzie and everyone else in the greys anatomy universe!
If your around and what to thread again please like this and I'll drop you a dm.
<3 - A
Hi all!
I know I’ve been away for quite some time. This year has been awful for me so far but things seem to be looking up and I hope I can get one here a little more often since I desperately miss my evilspawn.
Hope you interact with you all again soon
x
COMFORTING WORDS
some comforting dialogue prompts. feel free to make edits to better suit your muse, but please don’t edit or add on to the original post 💛
hey… do you want to talk?
shh, sh. I’ve got you.
you’re alright.
would you like me to stay?
I’m not going anywhere.
is there anything I can do?
take a deep breath.
you can talk to me.
we don’t have to talk to me, if you don’t want to. we can just sit together.
it’s alright.
you’re safe with me.
you aren’t alone anymore.
do you want a blanket?
I’ll be here when you wake up.
I’ll just be in the other room.
are you alright by yourself?
do you want to come with me?
nothing can hurt you, here.
just relax.
we’re okay.
everything is fine.
we’re alone, now.
would you like something to eat/drink?
just putting a few memes out to kick-start Alex's muse again. But these ones are gonna work with a storyline I have in mind for baby Alex ☺️
Please reblog this if it’s okay for me to just pop into your ask box to RP with you even if you haven’t reblogged a meme because I just want to RP with you
HELLO, we’re collating a master list of all the current / active Grey’s Anatomy, Station 19, and Private Practice roleplayers to make it easier for us all to find each other. so, if you write a canon, oc, or have a verse based within this universe, just reblog this post to be added to the list ⸺ please add into the tags: your muses’ name(s), whether they’re canon, oc, or whether they just have a verse, and also which show(s) they’re based within.
you can find the list here.
I have been away from this account for so long!! And when I wanted to get back It took me ages to get back in. But I'm back and hoping to get this indie back up. If I dipped on anyone when we were in the middle of threads, I'm sorry!
I just want to give a quick update. I have been so busy lately And in a slump, and I am going to be putting my effort into my course but as soon as I've caught up and found my way out of this slump I will be back around. I haven't forgotten any of you. 😘😘
Winter/Holiday prompts
It’s that time of year so send me your winter/holiday requests :)
main prompt list masterlist
“It’s almost midnight!”
“Yeah, uh, alcohol doesn’t go in hot chocolate.”
“FINE. You can put the topper on the tree.”
“It’s snowing!”
“That’s not how Santa Claus works…”
“Christmas doesn’t have to be about family, ya know?”
“Awwww look at my little elf.”
“You can be Santa’s helper.”
“How did you manage to the burn the cookies?”
“Why does the house smell like a cinnamon roll threw up?”
“Okay, but hear me out, these ornaments are way better.” -“They don’t even match.”
“You’re covered in flour.”
“Ho ho ho, bitch.”
“My gingerbread house is prettier than yours.”
“If you throw a snowball at my face so help me.”
“Christmas is lame.” -“You’re lame! You, you, you grinch!” -“Oh. Ow.”
“Open your present!”
“Wanna get shit-faced instead?”
“Why is there mistletoe everywhere?”
“So, I didn’t actually get you anything.”
“I’m still sad you won’t be home for Christmas.”
“Holy shit, you know Santa!”
“Aren’t you afraid of setting the house on fire with all the lights?”
“I hope you break your ass on that ice.”
“Wait, no one got you anything?”
“Oh, were those cookies for Santa?” -“Yes!” -“Well, what’re you gonna do about it?”
“Are you trying to find your present?”
“Oh my gosh, actual reindeer!”
“Not on Christmas.”
“We’re kind of tangled in lights.”
“So, we’re kind of snowed in.”
“I thought candy canes were supposed to be hung on trees? Not popcorn…”
“Don’t make me pour my hot chocolate over your head.”
“How much tape did you use?!”
“It looks like the North Pole threw up.”
“Are you sure it’s illegal to kill carolers?”
“You didn’t think I’d let you spend Christmas alone, did you?”
“Why is the floor covered in tinsel?”
“Wait. We’re really doing Secret Santa?”
“I told you you were going to get sick if you stayed in the snow all day.”
“Does that stocking have my name on it?”
“And now the power’s out.”
“Hey, um, why is the bottom of the tree decorated and not the top?”
“You’ve never had a New Year’s kiss?”
“You’re kind of cute when you look like Rudolph.” -“The reindeer?” -“No, my dentist. Yes, the reindeer.”
Just a quick post. I am sorry I haven't been around for just over a week. I went away for the week last week, I am back now but I will be attempting replies over the next few days. I am around for ooc chats. I haven't forgotten anyone of this place though. I promise.
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LOOKING OVER THE NURSE’S SHOULDER as she was being gowned, Meredith watched as Alex got up from his seat and headed over to the patient, removing the drapes, revealing the patient’s stomach. Her eyebrow raised up as Alex was leading her on, not jumping to the heart of the matter quite yet. If he had paged her, then he shall tell her what for. Ok, she might be slightly impatient. She liked efficiency.
Once all gowned up, Meredith approached the patient on the other side of the bed and took a peek, and instantly her eyebrows raised up. “Wow,” she reacted instantly, glancing up to Alex. “There’s a lot,” she stated. “You had no idea? There was no mention of it in the chart?” She questioned, shocked that the patient had not shown symptoms that would have led to more testing. With such critical liver state, the patient had to be showing some signs. She glanced to the patient’s head by the end of the bed to take in its color, but their complexion did not show any sign of jaundice. It hit her how young the patient had to be from when she took a look at their face. Glancing quickly to the legs, they seemed a bit swollen maybe but that could be a number of things. “What did he come in for?” She asked all the while taking a better look at his liver.
“How can it get this bad this young,” Meredith shook her head. “I mean, I have to take out this part entirely, for sure, there’s no salvaging it,” she shook her head still, then sighed. “Alright, I’ll try my best. Clamp.” She held out her hand.
Alex stood at the table and looked at the child. It got easier to see on times, but at other times it was as if he had just walked into Paed’s and that this was his first child patient. “Not a clue, I saw scans from two weeks ago and then another set from last week, but nothing like this... I would have wanted fresh scans today before surgery but this is what I had to work with.” he admitted. Of course it was hard him walking back into a Job and then criticising how someone else did the job. The was no signs of the condition - none that wouldn’t have been attributed to something else.
“He presented with vomiting and pain in the abdomen, we found a small lac on the spleen that was minor and it had almost resolved. The he was vomiting blood so the decided to schedule him for surgery. I t could very well be that it was overlooked and as they were only concerned with the spleen that they missed the mets, one of the scans did look as if there was free blood that covered the liver.” He sighed. He took a step back acting as an assist for Meredith as she preform her work. It had been so long since he had seen Meredith at work and yet it was as if he had never been away.
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@mcevilspawn
Alex sat at the fire legs crossed with his joggers and hoodie as the crackles from the fire was enough to keep him warm. As he heard the words that she had said so often since the accident, he sighed and lifted his arm up to put around her shoulder and spoke softly. “Then…” He let out another sigh. He was always careful what he answered with since he knew he could come off as harsh. “You will be strong for Zola and Bailey, and I will be there for you when you aren’t strong” he stated. The words caught Alex off guard. Of course he already saw the signs- you did when you worked in Peds, but hearing her say it was still a surprise right now. His head turned to look at Meredith and he stayed quiet for a moment as their gazes locked before she looked back to the fire. “Right..” he said before turning back to look at the flames again. Under different circumstances his response would have been ‘about time you told me..’ but he knew he was not the person she wanted to be telling.
MEREDITH WAS AWARE THAT SHE JUST kept repeating herself, and Alex was kind and patient enough to always come up with a response. It did not make her feel better, nothing could about thinking of Derek never waking up. But having Alex by her side and knowing she and the kids could count on him was everything. She was so very grateful for his presence and help. But it was not just about Zola and Bailey. It was about the unborn child currently growing inside her uterus, that might never get to meet their father. And that left Meredith completely paralyzed and freaked out. And broken.
Feeling Alex’s grip around her shoulders loosen as he turned to look at her, their gaze meeting for a moment, Meredith felt her stomach flip. She looked back at the fire after a moment, feeling like now that Alex knew, it was all too real. It could never go normal. Her first pregnancy, she had miscarried after Derek had been shot and she had told the shooter to shoot her instead of her best friend operating on her husband. Then a hostile uterus leading to adopting Zola. Then surprise pregnancy with Bailey, ending up with her nearly dying from a c-section in the dark with a post-fall internal bleed. And now she was pregnant again, and Derek might never wake up from coma after a bad car accident. Why couldn’t their lives just be normal for once? Stupid dark and twisty karma.
Alex’s short one word response left Meredith glancing his way again. “I’m serious, Alex,” she said. “I’m pregnant. 10 weeks.” She stared at him, her voice a little snappy, as though annoyed that he did not seem to take her seriously, until she read his response differently. “Oh,” she muttered, leaning back slightly. “You knew it already, didn’t you.” And that realization left her even more paralyzed.
Alex couldn't have predicted that eleven years after their first meeting and her having him against the locked - although he had deserved it. Meredith and Alex were all they had left of their journey to this point, and he was not going to let her go through this on her own - not after she had been there for him so many times - at his darkest times.
Alex allowed himself to relax and watched the crackles of the flames and shifted a little on his legs. He just stayed quiet as he felt like words were not needed between them, there was this unwritten rule with them that being there in silence was just as effective. Alex had lived through her struggles in the past with her journey to motherhood, and he knew how frightened parents could be after that. His time with Addison had proved that to him - and then in Paeds again with all the women who had been pregnant with children while another of their children lay in a hospital bed with some illness or another.
As Meredith almost scolded him as she thought he would not believe her. He soon heard the rest of her words and laughed a little before looking back to Meredith with his shoulder not resting on hers. "Of course... You can't really hide this from a Paediatric surgeon... you pick up on these things... it's like a sixth sense." he admitted. "But you needed to know and to be ready to tell people... It's not my place to make you tell me." he admitted. "You're gonna have another child, and whether Derek wakes or not, they are gonna need you... and they have Uncle Alex!"
“When did you last take a shower? You need one”
Alex turned as he heard the other speaking and laughed a little before letting out a sigh. "You know, when you actually have a lot of work to do, you struggle to get in sleep let alone a shower.." he admitted with a shrug.
The work was so fast pace on times that each of them knew just how crazy it would be that they would go days without something real to eat, or more than three hours of sleep.
"Besides if you're gonna complain about the smell, you should at least smell nice too." he retorted.
Cristina gave him a look like Alex had just stabbed her. She was allowed to make the comments but they weren’t ever allowed to be returned. “You’re an asshole,” she huffed as she followed behind him. “Unlike you I’ve just come out of 8 hours of important surgery. I work on hearts, and you just tend to babies”
“I’m going to hit then vending machine if you want to tag along.. And I literally mean I’m going to hit it. I’m not paying good money on crap”
Hearing Cristina's response Alex smirked for a moment. "I mend babies... you deal with people who for the most part have done something to make their heart bad... kids don't have any of that... besides I doubt Meredith would say that since me helping a poor baby gave them Zola?" he pointed out.
"Anything in this place is crap... some times even the million dollar machines are crap." he shrugged.
send an emoji for a starter based on the trope.
tw: dark themes present ( blood, death etc )
“ my muse ” is the muse of person receiving the meme. “ your muse ” is the muse of the person sending the meme.
🛏️ - a starter where our muses have to share one bed.
💍 - a starter where our muses are enemies forced to marry.
⚔️ - a starter where our muses are fighting and my muse admits their feelings for yours. ( add + reverse for your muse to admit their feelings )
😴 - a starter where my muse is comforting your muse after a nightmare. ( add + reverse for your muse to comfort mine )
🤕 - a starter where my muse is patching up your muse’s injuries. ( add + reverse for your muse to be patching up my muse’s injuries. )
🥂 - a starter where my muse drunkenly confesses their true feelings about your muse to them.
💭 - a starter where my muse chooses to give up their memories of your muse to save them. ( add + reverse for your muse to give up their memories to save mine )
🥊 - a starter where my muse pins yours whilst sparring. ( add + reverse for your muse to pin mine )
🛡️ - a starter where my muse protects yours from a fight. ( add + reverse for your muse to protect mine. )
🩸 - a starter where my muse is injured and yours demands to know who hurt them. ( add + reverse for your muse to be injured )
💋 - a starter where our muses have to kiss to maintain their cover.
🧑🤝🧑 - a starter where our muses are fake dating.
🤐 - a starter where our muses have to pretend they’re not dating.
🤯 - a starter where my muse recognises yours from a past life, but your muse does not remember them.
☠️ - a starter where my muse admits their true feelings for your muse after believing they’re about to die, but they survive. ( add + reverse for your muse to admit their feelings to mine )
🔪 - a starter where my muse kills to protect your muse. ( add + reverse for your muse to kill to protect mine )
💔 - a starter where my muse breaks your muse’s heart to save them. ( add + reverse for your muse to break my muse’s heart )
🌪️ - a starter where our muses are trapped together during a storm.
💰 - a starter where my muse has to seduce yours for information. ( add + reverse for your muse to try to seduce mine )
✋ - a starter where my muse traces your muse’s scars. ( add + reverse for your muse to trace my muse’s scars )
🫂 - a starter where my muse runs to embrace yours after winning a battle. ( add + reverse for your muse to embrace mine )
👗 - a starter where my muse helps yours get ready for a fancy event [ eg. fixing their tie, zipping their dress ] ( add + reverse for your muse to help mine get ready )
MEET CUTE / UGLY
send a + to reverse the prompt!
— MEET CUTE;
[BUMP] the sender accidentally bumps into the receiver. [SLEEP] the sender falls asleep on the receiver. [PICK] the sender helps pick up something the receiver dropped. [COMPLIMENT] the sender compliments the receiver. [BRUSH] the sender brushes fingertips with the receiver. [CATCH] the sender catches the receiver before they trip. [OFFER] the sender offers food or drink to the receiver. [TOUCH] the sender gently places a hand on the receiver to get their attention. [LIVE] the sender bandages the receiver’s wound. [SAME] the sender and receiver both reach for the same object.
— MEET UGLY;
[HIT] the sender accidentally hits the receiver. [TOPPLE] the sender falls atop the receiver. [SICK] the sender sneezes / coughs on the receiver. [INSULT] the sender insults the receiver. [SHOVE] the sender shoves the receiver aside. [TRESPASS] the sender is caught trespassing in the receiver’s room. [TRIP] the sender trips the receiver. [SPILL] the sender spills food / a drink on the receiver. [KILL] the sender inflicts a wound upon the receiver. [SAME] the sender and receiver both reach for the same object.
🎵
@mcevilspawn requested 🎵 : “You just learn how to let go” ( Broken - Patrick Watson )
“WHAT IF HE NEVER WAKES UP,” Meredith muttered, sitting on the floor by the fireplace, staring at the flames. She remembered years ago, laying in that very spot, in a bed Derek had thrown together on the floor for their honeymoon after their supposed wedding that they had ended up giving to Alex and Izzie instead. It felt like a lifetime ago now. She swallowed thickly, the words burning her lips. She could not look him in the eyes, her gaze was stuck on those flames. But the words needed to come out. “I’m pregnant.” A silence followed, and Meredith felt a weight in her stomach as the words echoed, her arms wrapping tighter around herself, around that heavy blanket she had wrapped around her. That heavy, ugly blanket that happened to be Derek’s favorite and without whom she could not sleep anymore, even though she absolutely hated that blanket. It had been their honeymoon bed by the fire blanket, actually. After a moment, Meredith’s head turned away from the flames in Alex’s direction and she looked at him sitting beside her, and she gulped thickly as their gaze locked. And then she turned her head back towards the fire and stared at the flames again, remaining silent. Her heart feeling so heavy.
Alex sat at the fire legs crossed with his joggers and hoodie as the crackles from the fire was enough to keep him warm. As he heard the words that she had said so often since the accident, he sighed and lifted his arm up to put around her shoulder and spoke softly. "Then..." He let out another sigh. He was always careful what he answered with since he knew he could come off as harsh. "You will be strong for the Zola and Bailey, and I will be there for you when you aren't strong" he stated. The words caught Alex off guard. Of course he already saw the signs- you did when you worked in Paeds, but hearing her say it was still a surprise right now. His head turned to look at Meredith and he stayed quiet for a moment as their gazes locked before she looked back to the fire. "Right.." he said before turning back to look at the flames again. Under different circumstances his response would have been 'about time you told me..' but he knew he was not the person she wanted to be telling.
Twenty days!
That was how many days it had been since Meredith had told him that Derek was in a car accident and that things were not looking good for the world famed neuro surgeon. Alex wasn't too sure what he was meant to do at first. At first all that he was concerned about was making sure Meredith was okay.
It had been a few days of cold shoulder from Jo after she found out that Alex was spending day and night at Meredith's and had even requested time off from work except for critical patients, so that he was able to take care of Zola and Bailey while Meredith was with Derek.
Getting time off was not as easy as he expected, but after a serious talk with Arizona and Richard he was able to negotiate so that he was off from work for all but cases Arizona specifically asked for him. He knew she would only ask for Alex under extreme circumstances as she understood what it felt like to have to sit by the bedside of your partner.
Alex was what Meredith needed at the minute. She could leave the kids with him in the days and know they were taken care of, and he was going to be there for her as much as he could. He had ventured out with the kids and gotten essentials for the house. Then spent the day keeping Zola occupied and then sorting out Bailey.
Night twenty!
It was only when they were both asleep that he was able to exchange some messages with Jo. He could understand her frustrations but he needed to be there for Meredith and the kids after all she had been there for him through. After several messages, he fell asleep on the couch.
Soon enough Bailey stirred and awoke Alex before the male picked up the baby and headed up to Meredith's bedroom to place Bailey into his crib. Sitting on the bed he flicked his legs around and lay on the bed watching the boy settle back down.
@mctwcsty
