Let’s Be Honest

Sydnee, she/her, 34 // "You’re like a hobbit, you’d rather be home in your hobbit hole." // lately: no thoughts, head steddie 🥹

[rhythm-of-lesbianism]

i hate the part of depression that’s like all the things that bring me joy are empty and i can’t do anything. like come on bitch i know you love book can you just be happy about book :/

[sanscest69]

I just realized that many many people have jobs

Rb with your job, wtf do you people do while offline???

[moonstone-reverie]

Me: Alright I’m going to be super productive tomorrow!

Me, the second my alarm goes off:

[thethirtyproject444]

i love being up early but i love being up late. and i love getting lots of sleep. what now.

[uncahier]

[howl224tgeundying]

[curseworm]

(suffering the clear and obvious ramifications of my voluntary actions) once again god torments me for no purpose but sick amusement

[boyplushie]

going to sleep & by sleep. heh. well. let's just say. phone in bed

[esaevian]

going to wake up & by wake up. heh. well. let's just say. phone in bed

[eddywoww]

I like that you have created a fun space for all us horny gremlins to commune together lol

Horny gremlins is ACCURATE

[mcneen]

Exciting news boys. Shortly after this I started getting to know the person I am currently dating and want to marry.

[eddywoww]

I told @mcneen that I’m collecting badges for every gross thing I can write in a fanfic and she made me a ribbon for everyone’s favorite haunting moment

[mcneen]

Happy One Year to my first ever piece of fan art

[eddywoww]

Things are going very badly at home for me again. We’ve been trying our best to get my dad help. It keeps going back and forth and we keep thinking things will get better.

My mom has had her house since I was four and owes around 19k on it. I hate to see her lose everything over him not being able to manage his mental health but it might just happen.

I hate coming on here, begging for help again and again but I don’t know what to do anymore. I keep thinking things will just magically get better but it doesn’t seem to be working. I know times are hard for everyone right now but I can only do what I can do for help

Need to find a safe place for me and my mom, organized by Joshua Agnew

Hi this is very hard for me to do. That goes without saying but things in m… Joshua Agnew needs your support for Need to find a safe place

[eddywoww]

My dad has now been admitted to a mental health facility and were scared he might lose his job. Please

[jerrylandis]

a war for all seasons; commission for @flintism!

[cctinsleybaxter]

I’ve been offline the past few days but The Tumblr Collapse Convo has become an annual december tradition since 2018. I’ll believe it when I see it, and when I see it I’m DMing 6 people my personal phone number and then vanishing off the face of the earth

[eddywoww]

I’m sharing this out of fear more than anything. I really truly do not expect anything from anyone and I know this goal is an insane amount. I just don’t know what to do and I’m so scared my dad is going to do something and we’ve tried everything with law enforcement right now. I keep thinking I’m going to have to move pretty far and I need to set up in case that happens. (Also I know this isn’t set up in my name but I can’t deal with anonymity anymore because this is that bad)

https://gofund.me/ab137d0c

Need to find a safe place for me and my mom, organized by Joshua Agnew

Hi this is very hard for me to do. That goes without saying but things in m… Joshua Agnew needs your support for Need to find a safe place

[ireonic]

doing normal stuff while listening to metal is so funny because I'm eating cereal and this guy is screaming at me

[corrodedbisexual]

[hereforthesteddie]

The Ones Who Know

"Robs, Eddie's mad at me. I did something wrong, I think. I don't really know." "Can you tell me what happened?" "We were watching movies last night and we-" his throat closes up on him and he struggles to take in a deep breath. "We kissed." "What!?" The unlucky customers waiting on them can probably hear her, she reacts so loudly. "I know! I wasn't expecting it." A look of confusion crosses her face. "Wait but Steve, you're-" "Straight? I know!" Does he, though? She gives him a curious look that seems to ask the same question.

Steve didn’t used to like being someone who knows, when that meant keeping secrets about horrifying and heartbreaking things. But now that he's learning beautiful and precious secrets about the people who are important to him, he's starting to learn that being one of the ones who know doesn't have to be so bad.

So proud of myself for this huge (to me) project that is finally up!

Written for the Steddie Big Bang 2023, along with inline art by @donttellunclesam and @milotheboywonder, and editing/beta by @mcneen

**FYI the fic includes nsfw art inline!**

Thank you to everyone who encouraged me along the way for enabling me to make my teenage dreams of writing decent smut once I reach my thirties come true!

The Ones Who Know (23771 words) by tacticat Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Stranger Things (TV 2016) Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson, Robin Buckley/Nancy Wheeler Characters: Steve Harrington, Eddie Munson, Robin Buckley, Nancy Wheeler Vibes: Fluff and Smut, see work for taglist

[owlgams]

Hello old friend, I sent you out there years ago and you went and spread a lot of good karma, I just need your favour again, help me find some work 🧡

[eddywoww]

Hey guys

Things aren’t going so well for me right now. Ive spoke on here about it a few times but my father is in really bad mental health right now. I live with my mother currently to help out and the situation has gone from zero to on hundred

Tonight he got violent and slammed my mothers hand in a door. He stole her medication and tried to hide it in his car. We are desperately trying to get him some form of help, trying to find a way to save him from whatever is happening to him (he had delirium months ago and we thought it had passed but we’re unsure what’s happening to him now) but the situation is bad. Constant yelling and throwing things and verbal abuse

It’s getting harder and we may all have to figure out something on the fly. I hate asking for help in any capacity but I know I’m gonna have to at this point. Whether it’s just a little bit or some kind words, we’ll value it all either way

This is one of the worst nights of my life and I’m heartbroken in a way I can’t describe, I love you guys 💕

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