in love with lexie grey

if you 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 someone, you tell them. even if you're scared that it's not the right thing. even if you're 𝙎𝘾𝘼𝙍𝙀𝘿 that it will cause problems. even if you're scared it will 𝐁𝐔𝐑𝐍 your life to the ground. you say it, and you say it 𝐋𝐎𝐔𝐃 . and then you go from there... independent & private mark sloan from grey's anatomy written by sarah, revamped 7/2022

[mcstcamy]

i’ve finally re-vamped this blog, i just have to finish a promo and a pinned post for mark!! with that being said, i’d love to get some starters out!! so hit the heart if you’d like a starter from mark, most of them will probably be in his main verse (season eight) until I figured everything out!! unless it’s an AU/crossover verse

[mcstcamy]

mark is over @cardigcn

[fabledresources]

𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒  ( 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 )

part three of prompts pulled from taylor swift’s newest album, midnights. a few prompts might have been split up to make more sense in a rp sense, but most remain unchanged. enjoy <3

𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀

you’re talking shit for the hell of it.

i keep my side of the street clean.

you wouldn’t know what i mean.

karma is my boyfriend.

karma is a god.

karma’s a relaxing thought. aren’t you envious that for you it’s not?

me and karma vibe like that.

don’t you know that cash ain’t the only price?

ask me what i earned from all those tears.

ask me why so many fade but i’m still here.

karma is the thunder rattling your ground

karma’s on your scent like a bounty hunter

karma’s gonna track you down, step by step, from town to town.

𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆

they said the end is coming.

everyone’s up to something.

outside, they’re push and shoving.

all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing.

on the way home, i wrote a poem.

this happens all the time.

you should be doing more.

to you, i can’t admit that i’m just too soft for all of it.

𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃 

what if i told you none of it was accidental?

nothing was gonna stop me.

what if i told you i’m a mastermind?

now you’re mine.

it was all by design.

you see, all thе wisest women had to do it this way.

we were born to be the pawn in every lover’s game.

if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.

strategy sets the scene for the tale.

the first night that you saw me, i knew i wanted your body.

no one wanted to play with me as a little kid.

i’ve been scheming like a criminal ever since, to make them love me and make it seem effortless.

this is the first time i’ve felt the need to confess.

i’m only cryptic and machiavellian ‘cause i care.

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐑

flashes of the battle come back to me in a blur.

i vowed not to cry anymore if we survived.

you said i have to trust more freely?

you were playing with fire.

i vowed not to fight anymore if we survived.

that was the night i nearly lost you.

i really thought i’d lost you.

it was war, it wasn’t fair.

we will never go back.

always remember we’re burned for better.

i will always be yours.

𝐁𝐈𝐆𝐆𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐊𝐘

every single thing i touch becomes sick with sadness.

it’s all over now.

i’ve got a lot to pine about.

i’ve got a lot to live without.

did some force take you bеcause i didn’t pray?

every single thing to come has turned into ashes.

it’s all over, it’s not meant to be.

i’ll say words i don’t believe.

[mcstcamy]

mark loves christmas (even though he acts like the grinch)

[mcstcamy]

like for a holiday themed starter!! 

[mcstcamy]

@eiiidetic​​​​ liked for a starter! 

"the only time you talk to me is when you need something." mark sighed as he shook his head and threw his gloves off. “what happened to how are you dr.sloan? how’s your day going?” he said mimicking what he wanted to hear from the younger woman. “so- get on with it. what do you need?” 

[mcstcamy]

WHAT COULD’VE BEEN : law enforcement verse (chicago pd, criminal minds, etc) 

what if mark never became a doctor? what if he followed in his father’s footsteps like he had wanted mark to all along. well, that’s what happens in this verse! mark dropped out of medical school and decided he wanted to go down a different path. he went to columbia and shortly after became a defense lawyer working in new york. a few years later, mark began working as a prosecutor which he found was his passion. 

VERSE BASICS 

mark never slept with addison while she and derek were still married

mark was actually married during that time too, but his wife left him because he worked too much. 

addison and mark did get together a few years later, but it didn’t work out and she moved to LA. 

mark and derek are still best friends, even with derek living in seattle. 

[mcstcamy]

LIKE this and i’ll throw you a random starter using this random dialogue generator!! multimuses please specify muse. 

[mcstcamy]

@bcldlygo​​​ liked for a starter! for lexie grey song: WYD Now? by Sadie Jean

“you’re still everything i want and i think we could work this out.” mark sighed as he scratched the back of his head. nervously hoping that lexie would give him another chance. mark had loved a few women in his life, but NONE of them as much as he loved lexie. 

[mcstcamy]

❝ if you love someone, you tell them. even if you’re 𝗦𝗖𝗔𝗥𝗘𝗗 that it’s not the right thing. even if you’re scared that it’ll cause problems. even if you’re scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it 𝙇𝙊𝙐𝘿 and you go from there. ❞ 

            𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐭 & 𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗹𝘆 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐚𝐛𝐜’𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐲’𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐲

                                                        𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐡 (credit)

[mcstcamy]

does anybody have carrd or google doc recs?? 

[mcstcamy]

@mcdceamy​ liked for a starter! song: chaotic by tate mcrae

mark took a deep breath as he leaned back on the couch and took another swig of his beer. “i have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere. but god forbid me ever admitting I could be scared.” he said finishing the rest of his drink and then shaking his head. “i mean- look at you derek! god, look at meredith! all doing clinical trials and getting published? what do people think when they hear my name? all they think is i’m a MANWHORE, who gives people bigger asses.” 

[mcstcamy]

@bcldlygo​ liked for a starter! for lexie grey 

deep down, he had to admit that he was happy jackson and lexie broke up. he had broken up with julia WEEKS ago, but the only people he told were callie and derek. he liked his personal life flying under the radar and wanted it to stay that way. until he noticed jackson had been depressed and so had lexie - so he decided to mention it to her. “break ups are hard. you know, if you ever want to talk. i’m always here lex.” he said grabbing a peanut butter cup out of his pocket and handing it to her. “always been your favorite.” he laughed and then grabbed another one for himself, before popping it into his mouth. 

[mcstcamy]

would anybody like a starter based of lyrics? i will shuffle my spotify playlist and make a starter for you!

[littlelovelymemes]

(   *   & .   –   GREY’S  ANATOMY  SENTENCE  STARTERS .

*   taken  from  monologues  at  the  beginning   &   end  of  episodes . 

‘  did  you  say  it ?  ’

‘  i  love  you .   i  don’t  ever  want  to  live  without  you .   you’ve  changed  my  life .  ’

‘  i  don’t  ever  want  to  live  without  you .  ’

‘  you’ve  changed  my  life .  ’

‘  drink  it  in  ‘cause  this  is  it .   it  might  all  be  gone  tomorrow .  ’

‘  it’s  not  so  important  that  it’s  happy  ever  after  –  just  that  it’s  happy right  now .  ’

‘  see ,   once  in  a  while ,   once  in  a  blue  moon ,   people  will  surprise  you .  ’

‘  once  in  awhile ,   people  may  even  take  your  breath  away .  ’

‘  at  some  point  you  have  to  make  a  decision .  ’

‘  boundaries  don’t  keep  other  people  out ,   they  fence  you  in .  ’

‘  life  is  messy ,   that’s  how  we’re  made .  ’

‘  you  can  waste  your  life  drawing  lines  or  you  can  live  your  life  crossing  them .  ’

‘  a  the  end  of  the  day ,   the  fact  that  we  have  the  courage  to  still  be  standing  is  reason  enough  to  celebrate .  ’

‘  no  matter  how  much  we  hurt  them ,   the  people  that  are  still  with  you  at  the  end  of  the  day ,   those  are  the  ones  worth  keeping .  ’

‘  sometimes  close  can  be  too  close ,   but  sometimes  that  invasion  of  personal  space ,   it  can  be  exactly  what  you  need .  ’

‘  change ,   we  don’t  like  it .   we  fear  it ,   but  we  can’t  stop  it  from  coming .  ’

‘  we  either  adapt  to  change  or  we  get  left  behind .  ’

‘  it  hurts  to  grow .   anybody  who  tells  you  it  doesn’t  is  lying .   ’

‘  sometimes  the  more  things  change ,   the  more  they  stay  the  same .  ’

‘  don’t  wonder  why  people  go  crazy .   wonder  why  they  don’t .   in  face  of  what  we  lose  in  a  day ,   in  an  instant ,   wonder  what  the  hell  it  is  that  makes  us  hold  it  together .  ’

‘  no  matter  how  thick - skinned  we  try  to  be ,   there’s  millions  of  electrified  nerve  endings  in  there ,   open   &   exposed   &   feeling  way  too  much .  ’

‘  try  as  we  might  to  keep  from  feeling  pain ,   sometimes  it’s  just  unavoidable .  ’

‘  sometimes  that’s  the  only  thing  left ,   just  feeling .  ’

‘  nothing’s  easy  about  starting  over .   nothing  at  all .  ’

‘  your  life  is  a  gift .   accept  it .   no  matter  how  screwed  up  or  painful  it  seems  to  be .  ’

‘  some  things  are  going  to  work  out  as  if  they  were  destined  to  happen ,   as  if  they  were  just  meant  to  be .  ’

‘  the  body  doesn’t  know  the  difference  between  nerves   &   excitement ,  panic   &   doubt ,   the  beginning   &   the  end .   the  boy  just  tells  you  to  get  the  hell  out .  ’

‘  you’re  supposed  to  trust  your  gut ,   right ?   when  your  body  says  run   .   .   .   run .  ’

‘  failure  is  inevitable ,   unavoidable ,   but  failure  should  never  get  the  last  word .  ’

‘  just  because  we  can  live  without  something  doesn’t  mean  we  have  to .  ’

‘  maybe  love  is  unlimited  if  we’re  just  brave  enough  to  decide  love  is  limitless .  ’

‘  maybe  there’s  enough  happy  for  everyone .  ’

‘  shout  your  answers .   make  yourself  heard .   whatever  it  takes ,   just  find  your  voice .  ’

‘  the  thing  people  forget  is  how  good  it  can  feel  when  you  finally  set  secrets  free .  ’

‘  once  your  secrets  are  out  in  the  open ,   you  don’t  have  to  hide  behind  them  anymore .  ’

‘  for  the  most  part  we  have  the  same  problems  we  had  when  we  were  fifteen .  ’

‘  you  don’t  have  to  be  tough  every  minute  of  every  day .  ’

‘  we  all  think  we’re  going  to  be  great   &   we  feel  a  little  bit  robbed  when  our  expectations  aren’t  meant .  ’

‘  sometimes  our  expectations  sell  us  short .  ’

‘  sometimes  the  expected  simply  pales in  comparison  to  the  unexpected .  ’

‘  too  often  the  thing  you  want  most  is  the  one  thing  you  can’t  have .  ’

‘  desire  leaves  us  heartbroken .   it  wears  us  out .   desire  can  wreck  your  life .  ’

‘  heaven ,   hell ,   limbo .   no  one  really  knows  where  we’re  going  or  what’s  waiting  for  us  when  we  get  there .  ’

‘  if  this  was  your  last  day  on  earth ,   how  would  you  wanna  spend  it ?  ’

‘  here’s  the  truth  about  the  truth   :   it  hurts .   so  we  lie .  ’

‘  lying  is  bad .   or  so  we’re  told  consistently  from  birth .  ’

‘  whatever .   the  fact  is ,   lying  is  a  necessity .  ’

‘  we  lie  to  ourselves  because  the  truth   .   .   .   the  truth  freaking  hurts .  ’

‘  it’s  a  little  bit  horrifying  just  how  quickly  everything  can  fall  to  crap .  ’

‘  sometimes  it  takes  a  huge  loss  to  remind  you  of  what  you  care  about  the  most .  ’

‘  after  a  loss ,   you  find  yourself  becoming  stronger  as  a  result .   wiser ,   better  equipped  to  deal  with  the  next  big  disaster  that  comes  along .   sometimes   .   .   .   but  not  always .  ’

‘  at  the  end  of  the  day ,   faith  is  a  funny  thing .   it  turns  up  when  you don’t  really  expect  it .  ’

‘  the  body  is  a  slave  to  its  impulses .  ’

‘  the  thing  that  makes  us  human  is  what  we  can  control .  ’

‘  we  can  try  to  let  go  of  what  was .  ’

‘  ask  most  people  what  they  want  out  of  life   &   the  answer’s  simple   :   to  be  happy .  ’

‘  the  want  to  be  happy ,   that  just  keeps  us  from  ever  getting  there .  ’

‘  the  more  we  try  to  will  ourselves  to  states  of  bliss ,   the  more  confused  we  get  to  the  point  where  we  don’t  recognize  ourselves .  ’

‘  instead ,   we  just  keep  smiling ,   trying  like  hell  to  be  the  happy  people  we  wish  we  were .  ’

‘  we’re  human ,   life  changes  us .  ’

‘  for  better  or  for  worse ,   find  a  way  to  become  more  than  your  biology .  ’

‘  finding  the  way  back  to  ourselves  can  be  difficult   ;   there’s  no  compass ,   no  map .  ’

‘  adapt  or  die .   as  many  times  as  we’ve  heard  it ,   the  lesson  doesn’t  get  easier .  ’

‘  problem  is ,   we’re  human .  ’

‘  problem  is ,   we’re  human .   we  want  more  than  just  to  survive   –   we  want  love .  ’

‘  fight  like  hell  to  get  those  things .   anything  else  feels  like  death .  ’

‘  pain   .   .   .   you  just  have  to  ride  it  out ,   hope  it  goes  away  on  its  own ,   hope  the  wound  that  caused  it  heals .  ’

‘  there  are  no  solutions ,   no  easy  answers .  ’

‘  just  breathe  deep   &   wait  for  it  to  subside .  ’

‘  most  of  the  time  pain  can  be  managed ,   but  sometimes  the  pain  gets  you  when  you  least  expect  it .  ’

‘  pain   .   .   .   you  just  have  to  fight  through  because  the  truth  is  you  can’t  outrun  it   &   life  always  makes  more .  ’

‘  sometimes  even  the  best  of  us  make  rash  decisions   –   bad  decisions .  ’

‘  but  still ,   something  inside  us  decides  to  do  a  crazy  thing   –   a  thing  we  know  will  probably  turn  around   &   bite  us  in  the  ass .   yet  we  do  it  anyway .  ’

‘  what  i’m  saying  is  we  reap  what  we  sow .   what  goes  around  comes  around .  ’

‘  it’s  karma   &   any  way  you  slice  it   .   .   .   karma  sucks.  ’

[mcstcamy]

please send mark some memes!! i don’t have a ton reblogged on here, but whatever is reblogged under this tag on elena’s blog is fair game!! 

[shesloanarch]

“ letting go is the easy part ⸻  it’s the moving on that’s painful. so sometimes we fight it. trying to keep things the same things can’t stay the same though ⸻  at some point you just have to. let go, move on. no matter how painful it is, it’s the only way we grow.” 

                an independent original character written by sarah, established in 2015                          promo credit to the wonderful zanza over at chaoscommissons.