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izzie may not be the type of person who sleeps around with strangers but she is the type of person who’d get into a friends with benefits type of situation with someone she knows and trusts

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i finally have a new ( part-time ) job !

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happy new year! 🎊

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――  oh  yay  ,  i  love  christmas.

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so, i just found out that there are some izzie/dean winchester fics out there and i’m not sure what to think about it ... especially considering jdm plays both denny and john winchester and the implications here just feel weird

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›  PICKPETALS

                    alex’s countenance is flat,      painted with irritation as he untangles himself from the garland that he had been assigned to holding.                    (christmas is his least favorite holiday.          there was never anything under the tree to look forward to,      never a shared excitement with the kids in his school.          he had used money from his paper route to have something there for his siblings,      expecting nothing in return.          )                    a scoff leaves his lips and is paired with a disapproving shake of his head,                              ❝        it already looks like santa claus threw up in here,      iz.          what the hell else is there to do?        ❞                              nonetheless,      he hands her the garland and picks up a string of lights to begin the untangling process,      his eyebrows raising.                              ❝        better be a damn good repayment.        ❞

she furrows her brows,  wondering not for the first time if there maybe is something more behind his apparent aversion to anything christmas-y beyond his general ... alex-ness.     ❝     i just want it to look nice,  there’s nothing wrong with that.     ❞     the defensive tone of her voice as well as the accompanying shrug probably make is more than obvious there’s another reason behind that.   (   in her mind she still sees the small trailer she’d called home all throughout her childhood,  paper stars and snowflakes that had been made when she was in elementary school the only kind of decoration to be seen,  some half burned down candles sitting on their small table,  and a single poorly wrapped present that contained a cheap gift hidden away somewhere between her clothes.   )   taking the garland from him,  she strategically begins to put it on the mantelpiece,  only turning back around to him once she’s sure it will hold.     ❝     if i let you pick the kind of repayment now,  will you stop being so grouchy?     ❞

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answer these and tag 9 people you’d like to know better / catch up with.

last song.   you give love a bad name by bon jovi  ( i’m listening to radio atm and that’s the song that’s on. i do love me some bon jovi though )

currently reading.   red dragon by thomas harris

currently watching.   do true crime videos on youtube count? because i’m not watching any shows right now, at least not with any kind of consistency apart from a random episode here or there

last movie.   god, i don’t even remember; i guess it might have been some marvel movie

currently craving.   motivation to clean up my apartment

tagged by: @ricochetingtears​  thank you! :) tagging: anyone that hasn’t done this yet

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›  YOUNGESTCLAUS​

    “mine too!” holly enthused, beaming at izzie. it truly was, she’d always loved christmas, naturally, and it only felt that bit better when she was sharing that christmas spirit with somebody else. it seemed as if izzie was just as enthusiastic as she was…and how could she turn down cookies? they were one of the best parts of the season, after all. “i would never turn down a cookie, especially a homemade one! do you bake a lot?”

it was nice to finally talk to someone who shared her sentiment about the holiday  ―  her friends would all probably rather spend the day at work than celebrating.   (   who really needs to work 365 days a year, though?  and besides, christmas is only once every year.   )   izzie grinned at hollys remark, and she handed her a plate with all different kinds of cookies for her to choose from.     ❝     yeah, i love baking!  unless i had to work too much, the whole house is usually filled with all kinds of baked goods.  if you want, you can even help me with a new batch later.     ❞

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❝     i love snow!  there’s something so ... magical about it.     ❞     sure,  it hasn’t always been like this;  as a kid she never looked forward because being poor and living in a trailer park meant that whenever there was snow it was quickly starting to become really cold.  she only started to appreciate it after she moved away from home.  the way it turns everything into a winter wonderland,  glittering and glimmering in the sunlight.   plus,  it gets her in a christmas-y mood.     ❝     i’m hoping for a white christmas this year.     ❞

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❝     come on,  alex,  don’t be such a grinch.     ❞     her tone is mostly light and joking,  although the meaning behind her words are serious.   she gets it that he isn’t as big into christmas as she is  (  because barely anyone she knows her age is  )  but maybe she was hoping for a little more effort from him.   it is her favorite holiday after all,  and this is the first time they truly get a chance to spend it together.  it’s supposed to be special.     ❝     i promise i’ll repay you later if you help me with all of this now.     ❞

@pickpetals​​  /  festive sc.