feeling so numb is never any fun,
though we can't help but suffer and feel what we do.
no room for smiles, no room for joys.
no way to push through besides to feel it.
it feels hopeless when these waves may come.
though, they teach us many lessons.
question why you truly feel that way,
the answers are screaming to you.
once the pain is past,
forgive yourself for going back,
back to some bad ways,
back to what made some bad days.
move forward,
know you're more above than you've been before,
it gets better,
feel your pain just let it through,
let it pass.










