Me & Jellybean

Separated, working mom. Neurodivergent. they/them

[me-and-jellybean]

I post dramatic vague cryptic things that would give 14 year old me a run for their money 20 years later because I don't know how else to get help. Because being aware of why I have the emotional maturity of a teenager doesn't make it better, and I'm drowning and if I tell people that they talk about depression and grippy sock vacations and no! My life is consumed by pain and I am alone and afraid and I want to live but I don't have the strength to do it by myself, hard as I try.

[unclefather]

[me-and-jellybean]

Look, I know you can't trust Dr Google to interpret bloodwork results but those results are pretty unambiguous. Coupled with what my family doctor said, I think it's safe to assume that I've been gaslighting myself about my symptoms for a while, which means it's very not good and I am now in shock.

[me-and-jellybean]

Like, it's a sound conclusion. The evidence is there. There's a chance that I'm wrong about the "what" however small. The change it'll have on my life? My doctor all but said it.

[me-and-jellybean]

Look, I know you can't trust Dr Google to interpret bloodwork results but those results are pretty unambiguous. Coupled with what my family doctor said, I think it's safe to assume that I've been gaslighting myself about my symptoms for a while, which means it's very not good and I am now in shock.

[monica-geller]

I HOSTED PARTIES AND STARVED MY BODY LIKE I’D BE SAVED BY A PERFECT KISS THE JOKES WEREN’T FUNNY I TOOK THE MONEY MY FRIENDS FROM HOME DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I LOOKED AROUND IN A BLOOD SOAKED GOWN AND I SAW SOMETHING THEY CAN’T TAKE AWAY CAUSE THERE WERE PAGES TURNED WITH THE BRIDGES BURNED EVERYTHING YOU LOSE IS A STEP YOU TAKE SO MAKE THE FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS TAKE THE MOMENT AND TASTE IT YOU’VE GOT NO REASON TO BE AFRAID YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN KID YEAH YOU CAN FACE THIS YOU’RE ON YOUR OWN KID YOU ALWAYS HAVE BEEN

[piecesintoplaces]

and by the way, i’m going out tonight.

[allamericansbitch]

And I damn sure never would’ve danced with the devil at nineteen And the God’s honest truth is that the pain was heaven

[gofightwin]

I’m on my vigilante shit again

[themomentiknew]

the way people completely ignore lyricism when a song has an upbeat is the exact reason pop music is considered “futile” and “shallow” like please read the lyrics.. i’m begging

[greyramblings]

If you read this post you are contractually obligated to say one (1) good thing about yourself. No self depreciation.

[fuckyeahamphibia]

Guy who upon finding out what neopronouns are immediately starts going by “him/he” which is exactly the same as he/him except you switch them around

Him says that its ‘always been hes dream to do this’

[stumbleonhometomycats]

Today has literally been a fever dream

[1617]

Don’t be shocked when life starts to get good. You deserve that.

[inactiveaccount001-deactivated2]

[ashleygoncalvess]

😂😂😂😂😂

[thelifeofashowgirl]

the way spotify still doesn't have the midnights lyrics I'M TIRED OF GOING TO GENIUS

[coldasyou]

people acting like folkmore are taylor’s only albums with good lyrics cold as you didn’t die for this

[hashbrownswift]

new merch drop

[iftye]

[valtsv]

time management when you have adhd feels like this

[dnd-apothecary]

Oh. My. God. That’s exactly it

[realmagpiehours-deactivated2022]

Alternatively:

[singingvio]

!!!!!!! YOU’RE RIGHT !!!!!!!

Or just ‘Dawn of some day what time is it.”

[realmagpiehours-deactivated2022]

May I present the third mood of time management w/ ADHD

[singingvio]

YES!!!

[frogwithadhd]

this is probably my favorite post ever

[adhtree]

for your consideration