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WEDNESDAY ADDAMS & ENID SINCLAIR WEDNESDAY 1.08 A Murder of Woes

beif0ngs

Because we work. We shouldn’t, but we do. It’s like some sort of weird friendship anomaly.

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Dickkory Collage 💙💜

thatspooniefeel

Executive Dysfunction

The more I find myself having to explain executive dysfunction to people the more I realise it’s near impossible. There’s a thing. I wanna do that thing, I really do. But no matter how hard I try to tell my brain to do the thing, it won’t do the thing. I can’t tell you the amount of hours I’ve spent scrolling mindlessly through social media wanting more than anything to stop, but I can’t. This concept is so ridiculously alien to abled/neurotypical people and makes awareness/acceptance for it so hard to achieve. If an abled/nt person wants to, say, have a shower, or get some food, they just up and do it, no second thought. But the amount of mental exhaustion that goes into getting myself to get up and do one of those things can honestly be disabling in itself. It’s not laziness, or not caring. It’s a total mental block between wanting something and doing something about it. I really wish the concept of this was more widely acknowledged. We are not lazy.

thatspooniefeel

I posted this because I was just venting and frustrated, I didn’t expect that it’d get over 1k notes in a few days and have so many responses of people discovering that this is even a thing for the first time! I really hope I’ve helped anyone, even just one person, realise they’re not lazy. I love you all, my spoonie children 😆