The sweetness of Infinity

It doesn't matter how short your infinity is, embracing much of what God has blessed you with alone is an achievement. okay, lets be weird now.

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I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world." John 16:33 I have had my share of grief, heartache and self loathing. I know how it feels to hate the very skin you're in, I have screamed in rage and cried in frustration. Begging for an escape, begging for someone to hear me, hoping to be freed but no one came to my call. I was hopeless, in what I saw as a hopeless situation. Its true what they say, we often but fullstops to where God intended to put a comma/period. In my hopelessness I found hope, I found strength to hold on, I found reassurance.. Because in it I found someone willing to endure my burdens for me, one willing to take them and wipe away my tears, one who tells me to smile and reminds me that he too has had his share of trails but came out on the other side. So I am grateful for what I had to endure, because realising my brokenness sent me on a search for a saviour, and now that I found him, I will boast in my weakness. It was in this weakness that I was made whole again, it was in this weakness that I learnt that I needed him. In this broken place was were I found my healer and also my friend. So I will boldly declare that I am BROKEN. And because of this, I know my saviour will continue being the strength I need to overcome this world. #Jesusflagger #Broken #spiritualHealing #kingdombuilder #Jesus #myLord #MySaviour

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#foodforthought

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On a more serious note, there finger monkeys are just the cutest aren't they. . . Awwwwwwww. . . #pets #monkeys #fingermonkeys #goals #Iwillgetthere #Iwilladoptone #twinning #futurePlansFriday

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Awwwwwwww., this is too cute. . .#pets #monkeys #fingermonkeys #goals #Iwillgetthere #Iwilladoptone

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I am going to scream until its all out of my system. . .*screams*

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Art is a form of self expression #Art #selfExpression #innerPeace #letitOut #passionforArt #beautyinArt

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All you need is L.O.V.E

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Break out, run free. . .Let go of fear and step into your calling.

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This is me, everyday :)

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Wambo culture is just the one. #visitingmygreataunt #myroots #wamboCulture #traditionalhut #cultureOnFleek #embracingmyroots

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During moments when I just can't take it all, when I feel like submitting to every storm I feel within, there is always that one song that helps me through it. . Veronica Ballestrini – Storm Inside Of You Nothing here is what it seems You've been chasing after empty dreams This worlds been lying to you Pulled you further from the truth Took you to a cold dark place Filled you heart with disgrace Isolated all alone, you can't even go home Left you there wondering, how you ever got like this, got like this... Oh but just... Hold on, don't you go losing it now, The sun will shine and help you find your way out Your broken heart pounds like thunder The waves they try to pull you under Don't be afraid, he said "There's nothing to fear" The price was paid, when He shed His blood and tears The lightening strikes will make it hard to see through But he will calm this storm Inside of you In this life it's sink or swim And it's so easy, to give in Picks you up when you're vulnerable A thief in the night, tries to steal your soul Takes you to a cold place Fills your heart with disgrace Isolated all alone, you can't even go home Dirty looks from everyone You're wondering what you have done, what you have done... It's a long way down, but just turn around and walk the other way It's not too late, just listen and you'll hear him say... Hold on, don't you go losing it now, The sun will shine and help you find your way out Your broken heart pounds like thunder The waves they try to pull you under Don't be afraid, he said "There's nothing to fear" The price was paid, when I she'd my blood and tears The lightening strikes will make it hard to see through But I will calm this storm inside of you Just hold on Hold on #saynotobitterness #saynotoDepression #saynotoSelfHarm #selfHarmAWARENESS #TheRoadToRecovery #PureHappiness #recoveryjourney #AdvocatingagainstSelfHarm

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I AM A SOLDIER I am a soldier in the army of my God. The Lord Jesus Christ is my Commanding Officer. The Holy Scripture is my code of conduct. Faith, prayer and the Word are my weapons of warfare. I have been taught by the Holy Spirit, trained by experience, tried by adversity and tested by fire. I am a volunteer in this army, and I am enlisted for eternity. I will not get out, sell out, be talked out or pushed out. I am faithful, reliable, capable and dependable. If my God needs me, I am there. I am a soldier. I am not a baby. I do not need to be pampered, petted, primed up, pumped up, picked up, or pepped up. I am a soldier. No one has to call me, remind me, write me, visit me, entice me or lure me. I am a soldier. I am not a wimp. I am in place, saluting my King, obeying His orders, praising His name and building His kingdom! No one has to send me flowers, gifts, food, cards or candy, or give me handouts. I do not need to be cuddled, cradled, cared for or catered to. I am committed. I cannot have my feelings hurt bad enough to turn me around. I cannot be discouraged enough to turn me aside. I cannot lose enough to cause me to quit. When Jesus called me into this army, I had nothing. If I end up with nothing, I will still come out ahead. I will win. My God has and will continue to supply all of my need. I am more than a conqueror. I will always triumph. I can do all things through Christ. The devil cannot defeat me. People cannot disillusion me. Weather cannot weary me. Sickness cannot stop me. Battles cannot beat me. Money cannot buy me. Governments cannot silence me, and hell cannot handle me. I am a soldier. Even death cannot destroy me. For when my Commander calls me from His battlefield, He will promote me to captain and then allow me to rule with Him. I am a soldier in the army, and I’m marching claiming victory. I will not give up. I will not turn around. I am a soldier, marching heaven-bound. Here I Stand! Will you stand with me? #kingdombuilding #winningTheLostAtAnyCost #GodsArmy #fightingforagreaterPurpose #spiritdriven #purposeDriven #Goddriven #Soldiers

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I only know Divine unconditional, radical and reckless love for me when I dare to approach God just as I am. The more I have the courage to meet God in this place of weakness, the more I will know myself to be truly and deeply loved by God. – David G. Benner(The Gift of Being Yourself) I boast in my weakness because through it I am made stronger through God. I seek refuge in #mydoctor, #mypotter, #MyGod who constantly mends my broken soul, I am not afraid to say I am not okay, because I know I am not okay. Acceptance is the first key to healing a Broken girl like me. So yeah, I AM NOT OKAY.

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Only in losing everything can you realize how broken you are. But only in being broken can you be healed by knowing how valuable you are to the only One who can heal you. #loved #forgiven #Grace #healing #IamMyFathersChild #notforsaken #itisfinished

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I love that black lets me express myself

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Bringing out the inner girl #girlieChic

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If there is one thing I have learnt in life, its that once you have an encounter with Jesus, you are never the same again. You may think you are but something has changed, that still and calm voice that always walks along with you becomes much louder, you are no longer blind to the truth but you become a WITNESS to Gods love and grace. How you choose to live afterwards is totally and completely in your hands, you can try and pretend like nothing has changed, you can succumb to criticism from people for your choice to die to your flesh and pick up your cross or you can leave it all at the cross and trust that God has a plan over your life that no amount of spite and persecutors can overthrow. Finding salvation is one of the most powerful encounters with God you will ever experience but the thing is, it takes more than salvation to remain in the joy of the Lord. Its started with selection but it then moved to Servanthood, submitting and remaining in the will of God, listening to his voice and not your own. Prosecution and trials will arise but remember that endurance builds patience and patience character. It remains your choice what you choose to follow. . .but as for me, Jesus died for me and I will live for him. #18May2014 #salvation #acceptance #grace #favor #saved #loved #JesusFlaggers #Discipleship #leaders #CRC #winningTheLostAtAnyCost #livingforChrist #GodsOwnMasterpiece #FearfullyandWonderfullyMade