The Cut
it wasn’t the bruise that hurt— it was knowing i gave it to myself to feel anything at all.
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The Cut
it wasn’t the bruise that hurt— it was knowing i gave it to myself to feel anything at all.
The scissors in my hand
She sits in her room
Eyes filled with pain and tears... But that's nothing new.
Her blood is boiling, hands shaking and her heart racing.
She looks at her arm and sees a clean canvas... Looks at it like a recovering drug addict looks at drugs
"should I do it?"... "it's been a while"... "Maybe the pain will go away "
She starts thinking about everything that might go wrong, and how she won't stop.
The thought of doing it again breaks her heart, but the thought of her emotional and mental pain being taken away by her physical pain makes her feel a bit better.
While she cries, she looks around her room for a sharp object, it doesn't matter what... As long as it's sharp.
She sees a pair of scissors, her heart is racing again, she feels the adrenaline kick in.
"should I do it?" " should I not?" at the end of the day I'll feel better. (that's what she thinks)
"the pain will go away, no more crying"
As soon as she grabs the scissors, she starts to remember the last time she was here... And why she was there.
"am I back here again"
"When will it all end"?
The scissors in my hand.
YESSSSS 🥳🎊 Still battling urges on a daily if not hourly basis but I’m so proud of myself to be able to say that I’m exactly 7 months completely clean from self harm today 😃 #selfharmrecovery #selflovenotselfloathing #braceletsnotcuts #depressionrecoverydiary #selflovenotselfharm #learningtolovemyself #7monthscleantoday #selfharmawareness https://www.instagram.com/p/BuHjbBNnlxVvb9RfZKnSNwCdZh1j6F0zilivEA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g9vkgzjytr87
hey guys, I just start this story on wattpad, im kind of new to writing stuff like this so feedback would be really great! Thanks, happy holidays
autumn leaves too (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/Bqn3RpaT5S a done-before story of two broken people trying to put each other back together.
Self-harm isn't always cutting or burning. Sometimes it's standing out in the cold a little too long, hoping you'll get sick. Sometimes it's taking a few extra Tylenol pills instead of two. Other times it's depriving yourself of sleep until you've reached the point of utter exhaustion. Maybe it's skipping a meal or two. And sometimes it's picking at a scab and refusing to let it heal. Self-harm comes in many forms that often go overlooked. Just because it doesn't fit a stereotype doesn't make it any less serious or worrisome. It's still worth noticing.
1 year self-harm free today!❤🌈👍🏼