hello. i suppose i should start by saying im an alter in a system, but you could treat this like a roleplay blog if you want. if you send asks, i'll reply "in character." kinda the same thing going on as patty-cakeman's blog except i act like patrick bateman.
this is a place for me to write out things that weigh heavy on my mind. these are disturbing. i do need to censor these to some extent, because i believe this site was not so happy with me last time...
im a man, referring to me as anything else will get you blocked.
hi!! im sinclair ^^ im sort of gonna ask as a gatekeeper/supervisor for this blog. patrick is weird and avoidant, so im telling you more about him.
anyone running this blog or talking on it uses he/him pronouns. we're all kinda canine esque-? idk but we're all men. please be patient, we experience memory loss and some violent thoughts. this is going to be a sage place to expell them.
another thing, pat might say some untasteful things regarding being gay. as much as he wants to deny it, he is very gay. everyone in the system is queer. he doesnt mean it.
this blog is, as i mentioned, a safe space for anyone who needs it. send us asks!! patrick is most likely to answer, but i might or someone else might. we are plural, meaning multiple people inhabiting a body. our most common alters are me, moose, uriel, and more! but seeing as this blog belongs to patrick, he will be answering and posting the most.
in the tags, there will be signoffs (-moose, -p, -paul, etc) thats how you know whos writing the post ^^
DNI
fascists, neo-nazis, alt right, maga, sysmeds, transid, anti-endos. mdni accounts can interact but keep in mind that we are bodily 17. anything else is basically fair game.
Opinion on patrick bateman? I heard he has a crush on you or smthn...
Bateman? That douchbag? Well, I’d like to say he’s pretty easy to piss off. I’ve been purposely calling him Halberstram, another one of my coworkers. I’ve seen his card, his face, I think he’s .. alright. Maybe if I spent more time gettin go know him I’d give a better opinion.
As for the second part, I strongly disagree. I mean, sometimes I think he wants my head on a stick! Over exaggerating, don’t worry. But I think he has far from a crush on me.
Very one-sided attraction on Patrick Bateman’s end because Paul Owen barely registers that he exists. Patrick uses the Fisher account as an excuse to interact with Paul Owen and to mentally distract from his attraction to Paul in general.
Is Patrick fixated on Paul because he embodies what he wants to be or does Paul fit what he considers to be the most ideal man? Who knows!
Also today my mother had said “you should try to challenge yourself with your art” … No thank you I will continue to draw Paul Allen/Owen over and over
Also today my mother had said “you should try to challenge yourself with your art” … No thank you I will continue to draw Paul Allen/Owen over and over
touch starved f/o who never initiates. they're always watching your hands when you're nearby, silently wondering if you'll touch them. they act like it's no big deal when you finally do, but the quiet sigh they let out betrays how much they need it.
touch starved f/o who wilts when you forget to give them a kiss in the morning, never one to ask, but the second you remember they're grinning giddily as you pepper their face with kisses.
touch starved f/o who gets bold when it's just the two of you, building up the courage to rest a hand on your hip, your arm, your thigh. it's never pushy, always gentle, just a quiet reminder that you're real beside them.
appreciation post for f/o's you may not be fully connected with (i call mine long-distance :3)
❤︎ they completely understand that they can't be the sole focus of your life. everyone has different needs, and they're always just happy to hear from you!!
❤︎ even if it's rare they still cherish the time you spend together. absence makes the heart grow fonder, and they look forward to when you spend time together even if it isn't often.
❤︎ they aren't hurt that they aren't one of your main f/o's. they have their own life too, and although you aren't a huge part of each other's lives that doesn't make your relationship any less special.
“Winter depression” bro summer make wanna die, is too hot, I can’t move, I can’t go out, I can’t eat fucking chocolate because that fucking melt, my water get hot, I can’t sleep with my blanket or is too hot AND THERES DAMN FLY EVERYWHERE
Trying to explain being fictionkin to someone makes me feel insane like yeah I’ve lived at least two lives as Patrick Bateman and yes I still consider myself to be him it’s so stupid I know
