I finally finished a drawing and it's angst with that man that I hate. Imagine getting not only once but twice into a situationship. What a loser
Unnecessary infodump under the cut:
(Hodím to i do českých tagů. Pardon, nechce se mi to vůbec všechno překládat, ale jsou to české postavy, tak by se to mohlo počítat)
Anyway, I like associating him with a dog symbolism more and more, specifically a stray dog. He's trying hard, looking for a loving home where someone will finally give him the love he craves so much, but eventually gets kicked out because no one ever wants to keep him around. But despite all of that, he still keeps looking and hoping that maybe one day, someone's arms will cradle him.
The guy he's smoking with is Radek, his ex back from high school. He had a huge crush on him and they sort of started dating. It was more of a situationship if anything else, more than friends, less than lover type of situation. He was pretty happy in that relationship. They had a short pause when they graduated but got back together in their early 20s. At first, everything was going pretty well, but as the time when on, things slowly got worse until Havel realized he was just being used and broke things off.
He then resolved to do only one-night stands, afraid to start something serious again after his last experience. But lo and behold, he can never learn. Another guy with beautiful brown eyes and he's in the trenches all over again.
Suddenly, he finds himself in a new situationship with Sebastian (he belongs to @kakos-out) and things are going relatively well. This time, they both like each other mutually, and it seems to be going in the right direction. It could have worked out. If only Sebastian wasn't too afraid to love someone woops. So before things can get too serious he dips out and leaves.
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