Ren⚡

she/her; current interests: genshin, ons, danmei, manhwa; sideblog: @med1callista

[cyrellinate]

it's our beloved boy's birthday!!!!!!!!!!!

[medicallista]

Giggling at Kishiar calling himself a beauty to be saved from a tower then realizing he once almost killed himself in a tower

[medicallista]

I keep thinking about how the one time 1st TL Kishiar touched Yuder with his bare hands while intimate was the night he was about to leave the Cavalry for Peletta. The same night he gave him the name Yudrein

[nart-is-a-monster]

[littleewhitelotus]

some toxic yaoi to get me through the week

[rdenc7]

1TL Kishiar…

Commissioned art by @homesi7ck on X

[yudreinbrainrot]

this happened #truth

[cyrellinate]

1tl kishiar had anticipated and accepted the fact that yuder would hate him for what he does, but i wonder if he had also anticipated and accepted with the fact that he would make yuder feel like a worthless, discarded toy in the process

[winstyler]

[cyrellinate]

"I felt like a little flower petal favoured by God. I was truly happy."

[medicallista]

Some ramblings on Ch 623-624 of Turning, and why it's one of my favorite scenes ever:

This is the first time we see Kishiar in a dream together with Yuder, and the first time Kishiar gets a glimpse at his past self after finding out the truth. There's so much emotions packed into that scene and so much insight we get into 1st TL Kishiar's feelings, mainly his fear.

He made Yuder his special piece and put all his hopes into him, but he had to put him in the front lines to protect him. But actually seeing him stand alone in the battlefield of nobles, in the uniform that Kishiar made him, was still terrifying. He kissed Yuder's hand in front of everyone as a political maneuver while also expressing his sincerest affections in a roundabout way (which Yuder rejects/is confused about). At that moment, Yuder's position, his new title as Count Yudrein Ail, and the image that rejection presented were all made to tell everyone that he and the Cavalry are no longer under Kishiar.

But at the very core of it, you can see Kishiar's love permeating every detail and action in that scene. It is Kishiar's love that made that uniform, taught Yuder everything he knew to be a commander, gave him the name Yudrein, and put Yuder in that strategically advantageous spot.

Also just the imagery of it!! Yuder in white while Kishiar was wearing dark colors. Kishiar kissing Yuder's hand in front of the throne and all their enemies. Yuder's confused and disgusted expression while Kishiar tries to nonchalantly laugh off his bleeding lip. Kishiar sincerely wishing Yuder the best as a Commander but only being able to convey it in a self-deprecating way.

Rereading it after reaching ch 1400s made me scream cuz like, Yuder did not catch so many of those implications both at the first timeline and during Ch 625-626 when he and Kishiar talked about the dream, but Kishiar must have surely realized everything??

I just think that that single scene, that one hand kiss, represents so much of 1st TL Kishiyu's tragedy so beautifully.

[numberoneomegaversepoll]

Number One Omega Tournament Round 2

Jesus Christ (Bible) vs Yuder Ail (Turning)

Jesus Christ

Yuder Ail

Voting ended onApr 22

Propaganda under cut:

Jesus Christ

Jesus is kind and nurturing to the needy which are very omega coded traits

He was pretty submissive with his crucifixion and was also very caring and nurturing

Yuder Ail

He's an independent omega and a seasoned fighter and leader with 10+ yrs of experience as the commander of the Arcane Legion. After admitting his attraction towards Kishiar, He gradually learned to accept his own desire and is now honest with what he wants which is.... a lot.

This man has had to adjust to being an omega in a world where abo didn’t even exist. His whole story revolves around how he manages to save the world while learning what it means to be an omega and what a true pair is.

[currently-haunted]

continuing to spread my the world needs justice and a guiding star agenda

[currently-haunted]

get loved idiot, get absolutely fucking cherished

[cw9sq]

I cant believe en release is completed... this novel has been my obsession for 2 years

[chronicexhaustion]

Yudrein and the gloves

[medicallista]

This is an attempt to be active on Tumblr again!!

Idk if any mutuals are still active hahaha but I've changed my username from kacchanrawr to medicallista cuz I go by that (or some slight variation of that) everywhere anyways

My current interests include Turning, LOTM, danmei (2ha and SVSSS), manhwas, and sometimes Genshin. So this account is kinda just gonna be a mix of everything from now on!!