...Things Left Unsaid...

...Another Day... ...Another Chapter... My name's Jessica. And I love pandas! :3 Here you'll find my many musings to life and such! Hope you enjoy your stay!

[medinerrr]

Eternity along the Farplane

This feeling is getting the best of me...

It’s all in my head...

Right?

Fuck, this feeling weighs on my chest like a boulder. 

I

Just

Cannot

Do

THIS

[medinerrr]

Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are

“Way to go, 

You fucked up, again...

Still not living your truth, are we?

Would it have mattered? Even after all of this time?”

It’s way more complicated now...

I am not okay with this...

I was never okay ... 

How selfish of me? 

[medinerrr]

The most important thing

Is that you don’t give up.

If you find that “someone,” they will give you strength, power, and make you feel like a new human being. The best kind.

Trust in yourself. You deserve that.

[medinerrr]

Something compelled me to look to the past.

Every once in awhile I do this as if I were to seek some type of answer.

Here is one.

[hope-descends]

“I never thought we were worlds apart until I lose you…” - hope-descends

[karunase]

“And if you ever feeling lonely, just look at the starry sky. Someone, somewhere is looking right at it too..”

[medinerrr]

The one and only

I still think of you...

                wherever you are...

whoever you have become...

                                 ...and I miss you...

[trainedchimpanzee]

[amphetameme-deactivated20180516]

pls look

[disgustinganimals]

no don’t

[medinerrr]

Is it all finally starting to come together?

[medinerrr]

Just Breathe

      We are truly more fragile than we think.

                                                         So let your frailty be your fortitude.

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[medinerrr]

My jealousy and my inability to trust is going to ruin everything.

[mapsontheweb]

Pothole map of New Jersey

[medinerrr]

ACCURATE

[medinerrr]

Butterfly Effect

I have held to it for so long. I must let it go. 

Take flight, my dear. For you have been enveloped in the past for far too long. You have been granted the wings to fly as far as the universe can span.

You served me well.  

Thank you.

[medinerrr]

This picture is everything right now... :3 

[medinerrr]

Press “x” to do the thing!

At first, like most of my approaches in life, I was apprehensive.

I’m learning that I am growing by the day. I’m filling into my own person. I’m overcoming obstacles by the day. That is something to be proud about. When the going gets tough, I have to remember I can strive for better than yesterday. In time, those “yesterday”s become “yesteryear”s quickly.

The days seem so much shorter as you grow older. You get caught up in the motions of the minute to minute, day to day, month to month. And BOOM those years have crept up on you!  That is why savoring is something I need to try and do. It’s hard to do so when I spend time worrying when the next moment will rear its unwelcome head.

in this moment.. I feel good. :3

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[medinerrr]

Relevance

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merry crisis