[raspberrysgod]

when janet fitch said “I’d spent the last three years trying to build up some kind of a skin, so I wouldn’t drip with blood every time I brushed up against something.” when ocean vuong said “brooklyn’s too cold tonight & all my friends are three years away. my mother said I could be anything I wanted–but I chose to live.” and when mikko harvey said “I typically arrive three years too late. I wish I had been able to sit in that white, aromatic kitchen and look you in the face but I was not ready. I was still on my way”. and when hala alyan wrote “Sometimes I feel washed up as paper. You’re three years away. But then I dance down Graham and the trees are the color of champagne and I remember— There are things I like about heartbreak, too, how it needs a good soundtrack. The way I catch a man’s gaze on the L and don’t look away first. Losing something is just revising it. After this love there will be more love.” …

[digitaldulc]

[dionysian-mystery]

Anaïs Nin, Mirages: The Unexpurgated Diary | Black Cat by Yuko Nakamura | The tea bag... a self portrait by Janne Kearney | Marguerite Duras, Agatha et les Lectures Illimitées | Gustave Flaubert, a letter to Louise Colet | art by Simon Leclerc | 3090 Degrees Fahrenheit by Michael A. Davenport | Cynthia Chapman | Glib Glub by Joseph MacGown | art by Viktoria Maliar | Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Notes From Underground

[speedy-beans]

hauntings or something

[saltair-and-webweaves]

I think I was just born with something dark and ugly inside of me. Always waiting to be found out.

planetarium - adrienne rich/@twoheadedfawnn/ugly, bitter, and true - suzanne rivecca/a burning hill - mitski/a hora da estrela- clarice lispector/ @100493503004422/sharp objects - gillian flynn

[dionysian-mystery]

Are you becoming what you've always hated?

Isle of Dogs / Game of Thrones / Painting by Jenn Mazza / Unknown / Ancestral Memory by Hari Alluri / Unknown / Venetta Octavia / Emma Tranter / Unknown / Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo / @ machineryangel

[lelif]

on survival

-// @aridante // @orivu // @buzzkillgirls // ? // ? // richard siken// @cemeterything // moomin, tove jansson// @disenchanted-killjoy // isn't that enough, shawn mendes// @ prettytheyswag on twitter// @ coletyumuch on twitter// ? // ? // bird by bird, anne lamott// undertale// @strawberrycircuits

[mysteriouseggsbenedict]

Thinking about Maysilee Donner. A girl who refused to let the Capitol dehumanize her. A girl who wanted to die with dignity, without begging for her life, because that mattered to her. Who set up a place setting with napkins and forks in the middle of the arena because she is a human being. Who loved jewelry and fashion and believed that her appearance sends a message about who she is, and who wanted that message to be respectable, dignified, worth something.

Thinking about Maysilee Donner who was unafraid to slap the woman who pulled her name in the reaping and who threw clever insults towards anyone who provoked her, no matter who they were. Maysilee Donner who believed human dignity is inherent but respect is earned and who refused to give respect to those who did not deserve it.

Maysilee Donner whose father threw money at the reaping stage as if that could save her, and the money floated to the ground just like the confetti, meaningless paper that signified nothing when placed against the power of the Capitol. Whose privilege could not save her. Who recognized that reality and faced it with more fortitude than any person should ever have to display. Maysilee Donner.

[ontologicalevil]

The trick is to be more curious than you're scared.

[weltenwellen]

Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma

[kendallspussy]

they’re everything to me

[exitwound]

you are not a wasteland you just need ibuprofen and a hot bath and a shower and a nutritious meal and some water and some fresh air and to do something productive and to do something creative and to do something that takes physical exertion and to do something social

[septemberkisses]

the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

[ashstfu]

virgo season by the fucking way

[websterss]

𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐖𝐎𝐎𝐃​​

𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓𝐒:  ‣ 3 Times You and Anthony Lockwood caught each other sleeping, and the 1 time both of you said screw it @fox-bee926 ‣ It’s Not Only Business@pinkcherryblossom18 ‣ Revenant ✻ @bippiti ‣ Don’t look at him, look at me@vampcrystal ‣ Ghostly Memories | Part 2@genieofthebooks ‣ Let Go of Me@witchy8464 ‣ Wingmen, bets and whole lot of testosterone | Part 2@gay-dorito-dust

​𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐒:

@aislinrayne​ ‣ I Love You So ‣ Savin Me

@bumblebugwrites​ ‣ Are You Mine? ‣ Borrowed and Blue

@fleetingvow​ ‣ Dead Weight ✻ ‣ Ghost of The Past ✻

@frogserotonin​​ ‣ As long as you’re next to me (just the two of us) ‣ Everything ‣ Knock knock knocking (on heavens door)

@gayandfairycore ‣ Marmalade and Mischievous Mornings ‣ Thin Walls ℠  

@givemea-dam-break​ ‣ Anthony | Part 2 ‣ Flowers ​‣ Out the Window ‣ Patch You Up ‣ You Left

@ghostlystyles​​ ‣ Alone in the Dark ✻ ‣ Ghost ‣ Wait Until Morning

@klineinie ‣ Got Your Back‣ It’s All We Need ✻ ‣ Just Basement Things ‣ Let’s Go Home ‣ Temperaments ‣ Third Time’s The Charm ‣ That Door

@ms-fade​ ‣ Trying to stay quiet ℠ ‣ We all have needs℠

@oblivious-idiot ‣ Don’t wanna see you crying anymore ‣ Heart patterned pyjamas ‣ Marker Mayhem

@teaandransacking ‣ Comfort during a thunderstorm ‣ Comfort after a stressful day ‣ Enemies to Lovers request ‣ Fever Dream High in The Quiet of The Night | Part 2 ‣ At Times Like These ‣ Untitled request ‣ Untitled request

@vi-trying-to-survive​​ ‣ I Care About You ​‣ Public Displays

@warrenposts ‣ Certain Sensitivities ‣ I Know It Hurts

@why-what-no​ ‣ Best Friends ‣ Dathing Anthony Lockwood would include ‣ I’m All Yours ‣ My Valentine

@wordsarelife​ ‣ King of My Heart ‣ Treacherous

‣ 𝐁𝐀𝐂𝐊 𝐓𝐎: 𝐅𝐈𝐂 𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐒

[aishespoeticmuse]

[swirlingyouintomypoems]

Will I always be alone in this house? Reading books that are too hard for me in the long fatherless hours?

let your dad die energy drink - daniel lavery and cecilia corrigan/bob’s burgers, 2011/family line - conan gray/@parentless-suggestions/promises of gold - jose olivarez/unknown/dna - lia marie johnson/i am angry because of my father - halsey/part of me never left that house - mada hayyas/unknown/father - demi lovato/franz kafta/unknown/primer - aaron smith/family line - conan gray/untitled - frank wright

***sorry for all of the unknowns on this one. I really do try to find the sources for everything but I kept coming up empty w these. If you know the sources pls comment/send me an ask or dm and lmk!!