We Only Have What We Remember...

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[uaeso-deactivated20150726]

[cigarettedaydreams14]

I’ve never hit reblog so fast…

[smileyoureinheavennow]

I’VE BEEN WAITING ALL YEAR TO POST THIS

[kombi-kids]

ITS HERE 

[webofgoodnews]

Have some faith in humanity!

[mydemisee]

THE LAST ONE.

[setbabiesonfire]

I reblogged so fast for the last one.

[the-sassy-cosplayer-deactivated]

I’ve seen many cruelties in this world, but those are small in comparison to the kind light shown by many. This makes me cry because it shows there is hope for this world.

[megamoose-blog]

Last night i had a dream

I was walking along a crowded street with everyone pushing each other in a hurry but I was totally calm, all the hussle and bustle of people walking past didn't bump or bruise me and I was enjoying moving through the space with such serenity, then another person walking the opposite way was passing through the crowd like me, calm and at peace and we simply acknowledged each other with a smile and "namaste" and continued to walk our own path. when I woke up the sun was shining and I've had a beautiful day.

30.11.2014

[megamoose-blog]

My typical evening after work consists of a joint, some honey Jack Daniels, a catch up with my best friend, playing guitar, singing, juggling, drawing and taking photos.

I used to think that being alone meant being lonely, but this time to myself to learn grow and reflect on who I am and exploring my creativity in so many ways is really good for me right now. I still know my friends are there whenever I need them or they need me, but I've learnt that I don't always have to have someone right there next to me the whole time in order to feel happy. I can enjoy my own company, and in turn feel more relaxed and at ease in other peoples.  

[kriyayogasadhana]

[kushandwizdom]

[kushandwisdom]

Good Vibes HERE

[megamoose-blog]

Shit, it's suddenly half 3... Better put this down and sleep. (Never start art at midnight)

[megamoose-blog]

whenever I spell necessary I still say in my head "Never Eat Cheese Eat Sausage Sandwiches And Remain Young"

[ciaosalvadore]

[wearyourweaknesseswithpride]

[megamoose-blog]

“Nothing exists until it is observed." — William S. Burroughs

[sixpenceee]

[quirkieness-deactivated20160522]

i wish the devil would have taught me all this and i wouldn’t have to pay for college

[deathgarden69---moved]

damn the devil gives out free education on psychology??? i need that way more than i need shitty middle school education. sign me up.

[megamoose-blog]

Dear god I am a grumpy one today.

[showslow-deactivated20180412]

Kaitlyn Page aka The Inner Observer

[mazzystardust]

Polka Dot Superstar The Amazing World of Yayoi Kusama

[megamoose-blog]

"I hope that helps put into context the level of emotion I have attached to you"

is not how you apologise for telling me that the reason for everything I've had to deal with in the past was my fault. For telling me that I'm the one that fuck people up and that's why people treat me that way. You know the one fucking thing that can get to me and you tell me it's the truth. I didn't want a fucking relationship from the word go. And this is why. Because apparently I turn nice people into spiteful fucked up ass holes. I didn't even know you could take everything I trusted you with and throw it back at me like that and then half fucking apologise because you're "hurting" too much?? I hurt too, but I never took any of your insecurities and told you outright that they where true. Everything you built up and made me believe about how you are as a person is wrong. You've actually proved my concerns all the way through our relationship as right. If I trusted myself more this wouldn't have happened. Also, fuck you. I traveled 4 hours yesterday because I wanted to believe that all you wanted to do was to make peace. I listened to you shouting at me until I had to walk away because I'd lost all hope of the person I thought I knew. I had a break down in the middle of the fucking street because of you. I wanted nothing more than to be your friend because I loved you. Yesterday everything that I loved about you was proved to all be an act. Also "your friends" are my fucking friends too so no I will NOT stay away from you or them because you tell me to. And if I go to an event I'm not doing it out of "spite" for you, I couldn't give a shit if you are there or not. Grow the hell up. There are worse evils in this world than me.

[megamoose-blog]

Tonight I closed my eyes and as vivid as if it was yesterday I saw his face. I heard him screaming at me again with his threats and the vivid emotion of being so vulnerable. and I'm now in tears and shaking at nothing more than a memory. I thought I had erased every last piece of him. How can this come back so real when nothing triggered the memory. Fuck.