Funeral Song

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[samsheadraws]

Preview for my piece for @hato-zine!! Both digital and printed (on preorder) versions will be available when released, and all proceeds go to Palomacy, a rescue and adoption agency for birds!!!!! <3 Please support the zine!

[meidove]

Starter call time! Please like or reblog this if you would like me to write up a starter for you. Let me know what muse if you are a multimuse or if there is a verse you would prefer ^^

[neutnewtgoesnoot]

Hiya! Flower here, and, um… I’m in a pinch.

I want to visit my QPP next month, but I’m in debt to my mom. I owe her $100, and until I give her that money, I can’t discuss visiting my QPP. My mother is abusive and I’m desperate to get away, even for a week. 

So if you could donate or commission me, I’d be forever grateful. Even if you can’t afford it, could you please reblog this post? Thank you so much!!

[meidove]

carefreexlittlebird:

Dolly had been sitting in the corner, surrounded by coloring books and crayons, when she heard the familiar sound of the infirmary door. Looking up, she had hoped it was her father, but was pleasantly surprised with a different familiar face. “ Hiya ‘Ta! ‘M coloring! Wanna join me? I dunno know where papa is right now but he said he’d be back soon! ” Scooting over, the chick patted the spot next to her, violet eyes sparkling and hopeful; she had gotten to know Ryouta due to all the time he spent in the infirmary with her, and she considered the dove a friend.

“Ohh alright~ Sounds fun! I’m all for some coloring!” If Mr. Iwamine wasn’t here, might as well pass some time with Dolly instead of just sleep the time away right? That and, Dolly was very fun to be around and play with. Ryouta was quite happy whenever he’d peek in and see the little girl. He takes a seat at the spot Dolly had patted and stares at the crayon box. He then picks up the first color he could see as he looks over at Dolly working on a drawing.

“What are we working on today?”

[meidove]

Quick Ref Sheet || Mun and Muse Edition!

Tagged By: @alwaysyearning (Eyyy!)

Muse:

Name: Ryouta Kawara Nickname: Coolene, Rio Infini/Textoris Melodia Funeris(from Anghel) Mongrel (from Sakuya) Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius Gender: DMAB, Genderfluid, prefers male pronouns and is primarily male-identifying. Favorite Colour: Pink, yellow and red. Average Hours of Sleep: The bare minimum lmao. Tries to keep it under 5 hours at all costs. He read a regular sleep cycle is 90 minutes, so he tries to keep to that standard in order to do more work.(Even at home he’s doing things like making paper flowers) Last Thing You Googled: Jobs Hiring Near Me Height: Heck IDK... Probably like 4′9? I see him as shorter than Hiyoko and Hiyoko being in the 5′ range.

Mun:

Name: Nanashi (not real name tho) Nickname: 774, Aiden, Otouto, Nashi, Nanacchi, Snanashi, etc!  Zodiac Sign: Capricorn Gender: DFAB, Trans Male  Favorite Colour: Mostly pastel colors, also monochrome. And red. Lots of good colors! Average Hours of Sleep: Like.... 12 hours usually.... I am a worthless NEET Last Thing You Googled: Cage of Eden  Height: 4′7 I am a gremlin!

Tagging: @shijima-no-umi, @flirtydove @eternxl-loop, whoever else wants to!

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@meidove

 Continued from this post

“I’M GREAT!~”

She says as she laughs like a madwoman before she coughs harshly, clutching her chest where her heart is. She really shouldn’t have drank that cup of 5 hour energy.

OI STOP JOKING AROUND DAMMIT!!! THIS IS NOT A JOKING MATTER!

[meidove]

“You most certainly do not look great!” 

The way this person was acting reminded him of Hiyoko. She could get run over by a dozen buffalo and still give him a thumbs up sign afterwards. Of course, she’s only human so she’d pass out after that. That might be lending to how worried he was for this stranger. He takes out his cell phone, dialing 119.

“Y-yes? There’s a girl near St Pigeonations. She took too much 5 hour energy and is having heart problems!!” After giving the details he looks at the girl apologetically in case she might have gotten angry at him.

“I’m sorry, but you need to at least get checked out by a doctor!!”

[nanakatsuki-deactivated20210701]

@meidove | from .

«🌙 » “Indeed.. indeed..” Nanaki chuckled, while standing next to his blue haired student. The blonde could relate a lot since his own plumage was made far from being weather proof.

“I always carry heat packs like that with me..” He took out a polar bear shaped heat pack out of his pocket and handed it to Ryouta, smiling.

“You can keep this one if you want to, Kawara. I don’t want my students to catch a cold now hahah.” Of course Nanaki was aware that a heat pack won’t help that much but he was also aware that any source of heat was better than having non – especially with a poor health like Ryouta had.

[meidove]

Looks like Nanaki had decided to join in on this little warmth huddle party. He always did look cold.. Or well. Maybe because he was always sleeping and covered in blankets made him look like he might also be very cold. He did teach once in a snuggie of all things!

“Hehe you’re always so well prepared! I can really have one? Thank you Mr. Nanaki! It looks really cute~ I’ll do my best to repay you for it by getting good grades!”  Ryouta stares at the little polar bear while activating it, looking at it’s cute cartoon face as the heat starts to sink into his plumage. Any source of heat is a good thing, and bonus points if said thing looks adorable!

“Where do you get all this stuff anyways? You always seem to have an endless supply of blankets and warm things! It’s almost like you’re a fluffy wizard!”  

[meidove]

shijima-no-umi:

“Why? She’s your friend, right? You should be honest with her, Mr. Kawara.” Nageki could sympathize with Ryouta in a lot of ways - their failing health, lack of one or more parents - but Nageki never had to work hard, even when he’d wanted to. He’d been doted on and pampered most of his life due to Hitori’s worrying nature and he felt bad for Ryouta, who had to struggle to survive by himself with nobody to help while also combating his own weak body. He deserved to be taken care of most of all. 

Nageki couldn’t help but wonder if this was how Hitori felt about Nageki’s health and suddenly felt a rush of camaraderie for his elder brother.

Listening to Ryouta with a small frown, Nageki sent him another worried glance. The shorter boy’s face had gone somewhat red, which Nageki found curious - was he too hot? The furnace wasn’t all that warm… Maybe he was still cold, then, and the chill was making his cheeks pink. Was there anything he could do to help? Hitori had given him a spare scarf this morning, just in case…

“Here. If you’re cold.” He rooted around in his coat pocket, offering the first scarf he grabbed to Ryouta - his own one. “I taught myself to knit when I got bored one time, so I made this myself. It’s not very good looking, but it keeps me warm in the winter, so I hope it helps you too.”

“Yeah, she is. You’re right! I guess I worry that telling her everything would make her worry too much or something. I don’t... want anything to change, yknow?”  But keeping everything locked away, letting it build up more and more, only means someday it will all come bursting out, huh? 

“I’ll.. try to be a bit more honest from now on..!”

“A-Ah! You’re scarf?! Is it really alright to lend me this? Thank you!”  Nageki was already wearing another scarf at least, so he wouldn’t feel bad over using it. Ryouta accepts the scarf from him, holding it delicately as if it might break if he mishandled it. Nageki worked hard knitting it, so he doesn’t want to ruin it. Once he’s wrapped it around his neck a rush of heat comes with it, making him smile brightly at the kind dove.

“It’s so warm! It really does help. You must be a master at knitting!”

[convlvencla-blog]

❝  Passing Through this Enigmatic Story, wanting to unravel the puzzle…  ❞

♥-Indie Multimuse of various fandoms and OC’s

♤-Canon Characters from series including Devil Survivor, AMNESIA, 1bitheart, Fire Emblem, and more!

♢-Semi-selective. Multi para, Single, and Novella format

♧-5 years of tumblr RP experience

☾-Crossover and OC friendly, Tags for Triggers

❀-No Drama Pledge

❝  What are you gazing at now?  ❞

[meidove]

Thread with @flirtydove continues from this post

“Y-yeah, I was thinking of going to the infirmary but well... You know...” Iwamine’s face instantly pops up in his mind again with a mocking look on his face.

“I...I would really appreciate if you told him for me, thank you..!” The bird shuts his eyes tight for a moment as he lowers his head into his wings. 

“Oh! Um, well. You know how I have multiple jobs?  I decided to take on  some more during the semester so I haven't been getting much sleep... I had hoped chugging the 5 hour energy would help me through classes until I could take a nap... A-And it’s alright!! I know you’re not the type to laugh for that reason. I’m more embarrassed at myself really.”

[meidove]

Soooo~! I’m sure most of you lovely people own a copy of Hatoful Boyfriend already, but I just so happen to have a steam key for the first game. I originally bought it as a gift for someone but that didn’t... exactly turn out the way I thought it was going to! I’ve posted about it on Twitter and that, but no one seemed to show any interest in getting the game.  And so it’s been sitting in my steam inventory all lonely and gathering dust! I already own the first game TWICE (steam and DLsite version) so I can’t use it for anything :Y Frankly, I’d rather someone have it than me.

So, if anyones interested in getting the steam key, please IM me! I can either send it to your email or we can friend each other on steam and I’ll send it directly through it.

EDIT: The steam key has been sent out to someone! ^^

[meidove]

shijima-no-umi:

Nageki listened to the other talk, feeling relaxed in the other’s company as they absorbed the warmth the furnace gave out. It was… Nice. Peaceful. It reminded him of his time in the orphanage - he missed all his brothers and sisters, living in the medical center. He’d see them soon, thought, once Dr. Iwamine had cured him. Then he and Hitori could go back home, to their real home.

“Hmm… You shouldn’t overwork yourself, Mr. Kawara.” Nageki advised him, giving Ryouta a gentle look that was a mix between worry and sternness. “I understand that it might be hard to balance between staying alive and enjoying yourself, but you shouldn’t have to bare all of that on your shoulders. Hitori is always there by my side  - even when I think he’s being smothering, it’s always nice to know he’s there. Do you not have someone like that in your life?”

O-Oh my.. How embarrassing. It had been awhile since someone talked to him like this, that he started to wear a strange smile. Could he excuse the blush rising on his face to be a result from the heat and not from how bashful he felt? “Th-Thank you. I’ll try to do things more in moderation from now on.”

Truly, he didn’t get to “enjoy” life much. Well. When Hiyoko would see him or there were school events, he definitely enjoyed himself at those. But it always felt like a loud ticking clock was going off in his head whenever he was on his own. The time spent reading a book, or playing around town, could be spent working at another job. Another job meant more money. More money meant… keeping his mother safe longer. But… working and worrying all the time made him much less efficient at his jobs and his grades. It was a wicked cycle.

“Well… I have Hiyoko I suppose.” Though recently, her attentions were very… divided. How many activities does she engage in anyways? “It always helps me whenever she spends time with me. Though I guess you could say I hesitate to share some things with her.. Ok. A lot of things. ”

[meidove]

shijima-no-umi:

Nageki raised an eyebrow, curious. Hiyoko talked about him? That was… Well, he’d like to say unexpected, but seeing how much she talked about Ryouta he supposed he should have seen it coming. Still, it was a little embarrassing… Like Hitori bragging about him to the rest of the teaching staff.

“That’s nice of her. She’s a good friend… Very loud, though. Still, the library wouldn’t be the same without her.” Nageki tilted his head, peering into the soft warm glow of the furnace. “Snow? Maybe not. I always get very sick in the winter, though… Do you? We’re both pretty ill a lot, I know that much…”

“Hehe, that’s part of her charm wouldn’t you say? She’s so energetic! I wish I could run around with even a fraction of her energy!” Speaking of not having much energy... His smile slightly faltered, yet stayed strong as the flames of the furnace continue to roar in the background. 

“Yeah, I’m the same way. My... mother actually gets really sick in the winter too. I.. get a little scared whenever winter comes. Summer’s can be harsh too but, I can’t afford gas bills and try to conserve electricity as much as I can, so I don’t buy any portable heaters, kotatsu or electric blankets. At least in summer I can make fans out of pamphlets or go to a pool!” This was honestly the first time he was grateful to have snow really. And luckily Spring should be right around the corner soon.

[meidove]

❛WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT FILL UP A “SUPER BIG GULP” CUP WITH 5 HOUR ENERGY AND CHUG THE WHOLE THING. MY HEART HAS EITHER STOPPED COMPLETELY OR IS BEATING SO FAST THAT I CAN’T FEEL MY OWN PULSE.❜ (I am imaging Kanrisha or Allister to do this bad idea)

Oh no, it appears that someone else has fallen pray to the danger that is chugging a cup full of 5 hour energy. Seeing as he did the same thing before, worry spreads across his face for the well being of the blonde haired girl convulsing in front of him.

“Y-You need to go to the hospital right away! You might be having a heart attack!”

[cobblepottery]

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[flirtydove]

❛WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT FILL UP A “SUPER BIG GULP” CUP WITH 5 HOUR ENERGY AND CHUG THE WHOLE THING. MY HEART HAS EITHER STOPPED COMPLETELY OR IS BEATING SO FAST THAT I CAN’T FEEL MY OWN PULSE.❜

“Mon dieu! Are you alright?” Yuuya looked at the rock dove with a worried expression, biting his lip. “Do…Do you need to go to the hospital? That certainly wasn’t a good idea!” He tried to hold in laughter. He knew that it was rude to laugh, especially in a situation like this, but it was hard to hold it in. Of course he worried for Ryouta, but you do have to admit that this was kinda funny.

[meidove]

“I…I dunno… Urgh.. Maybe…? Do you think it’ll calm down if I lay down for awhile..?” He had hoped chugging all that 5 hour energy would just help him make it through class today. All his jobs had taken their toll on his sleep schedule after all. But well.. He nearly bolted to the infirmary before lunch period even came. I guess these types of things really aren’t meant for birdie consumption.

“Y…Yeah… I know it was stupid but…” God he was so embarrassed. Just imagining the look on everyones face as he ran out the class as fast as he could was enough to make him wish to jump in a hole for five years. He could even see Yuuya holding back his laughter, which made his face heat up even more. At least it was Yuuya in the infirmary and not Dr. Iwamine. If his heart was beating this badly already, he’s sure it’d explode if Shuu made fun of him.

[meidove]

shijima-no-umi:

“…Thank you.” Nageki replied, grateful for the invitation. He knew Ryouta was a kind boy, as well as similar to himself in many ways, so it was easy to get along with the other. No doubt Ryouta was also suffering under the effects of the winter. Moving to stand beside the rock dove and holding out his hands towards the warmth, he gave Ryouta a small smile, though it was followed quickly by a look of exasperation.

“You’d think a ‘renowned’ school like St. Pigeonations would have somewhat decent indoor heating - but no such luck, I suppose.” He glanced down at the slightly shorter Ryouta, mouth quirked. “Oh, sorry - we’ve never really met properly before, have we? Miss Tosaka’s always been… There. It’s nice to finally have conversation with you.”

“No need to thank me,  but you’re welcome!” He was quite happy to be able to spend some time with Nageki like this! Despite thinking often how it’d be fun to go to the library to get to know him better, Ryouta simply was too busy with his multiple jobs. It felt like a little blessing in exchange for the harsh winter weather. 

“True! I wonder if they put most of their budget into hiring all these high profile teachers... “ 

Hm. Did Nageki read his mind?  It was almost like they were on the same wavelength!   “I was actually just thinking the same thing! Hiyoko talks about you so much, I’ve been really looking forward to getting the chance to talk to you. I guess all this snow isn’t so bad after all ahaha. ”