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Hc's about yandere gyokko-i don't even know if that exist- if you are able to, how we essentially "kidnap"someone if he's the type to do that?
I couldn't see gyokko getting obsessed over someone unless they shared the same view over art and have similar attitudes,but now that I think about it,gyokko for sure would NOT like someone with a stuck up attitude (muichiro) for sure, he'd get irritated quickly
I don't think he could kidnap them into his pot...? He literally discombobulated a person doing that and they ended being all bent at different sorts of angles In the manga. So idk, maybe he just hold them hostage in a place surrounded by his pots so they couldn't escape? 🤔
I could also see gyokko def being the POSSESSIVE type,we see that attitude with his pots often. Seems like the sort of person to say "get ur slimy hands off my pots!" But with a person this time
Gyokko is hard yandere to pin point lol
I don't know why people don't write about Gyokko at all :( He is literally the DEFINITION of a worshiper yandere and it's sad that I don't see that come to fruition-
Yeah anyways- though I'd believe Gyokko would enjoy someone with a calmer personality. He sees that a a beautiful trate in his S/O.
However you wouldn't have to share the same love for art- you ARE the art ✨
Though it's a double whammy if you also enjoy the fanatic arts of pottery or just art in general. It just enforces the idea that this was ment to be.
Also no- you can't get randomly sucked into a pot your super secret admirer placed in your house. That would probably kill you- and surprisingly- Gyokko wouldn't find that to be pretty. So he would just show up to your house and dramatically kidnap you- though he thinks is more like a prince stealing away his poor captured princess/prince/majesty rather than you screaming and kicking the entire way.
Plus if your a demon slayer he just annoyingly gushes about how well you use your blade and breath style.
Also yes- you now live in a room full of around 200 pots. Just don't accidentally break any of them.
Gyokko is definitely like #4 on my 'Most possessive kny yandere' list. He will literally hiss at anyone or anything that comes near you- and he doesn't discriminate either. Say goodbye to that bird that unknowingly flew through the wooden cage- oh Yeah- your a in a cage. A nice bird cage to look at something beautiful ❤️
Yeah that bird got obliterated- rest in peace...
So escaping is nye-impossible with Gyokko as you're yandere.
HIII!! SOO after reading the info page and yandere hantengu clones headcannons (which were perfect) I can't help but just ask for this
How would the clones (yandere) do the "deed" with their captive human?
I know that you described sekido as one who would MOST LIKELY have sexual experience with them and would try to convince(force) the other clones to do the same
But what would their style?
I can see sekido obviously pinning their captive down regardless if they struggle or not and definitely do them in a rough way,with lots of marks on them (bite marks,scratches,or blood drawn) or something like that
Or something like karaku making their captive forcibly do the work for him (captive topping instead of bottoming) in a cowgirl position while he makes them cut him into bits (cuz He's a masochist and likes seeing them in distress)
Idk what comes to mind with aizetsu (my fave) of urogi,but feel free to add more stuff
So as you pointed out, Sekido is the most likely to do anything. At first.
It happens out of nowhere for you, but for him it's caused by months of sexual frustration. Which he just says 'fuck it'.
It's not going to be pretty, especially if you're a virgin before they kidnapped you. He's going to be sucking your skin raw- especially around sensitive areas. He would also bite your clit- unintentionally. Or almost chomp your dick off. He just gets carried away that he doesn't care if his sharp teeth cause damage. And he's going to be snarling and grunting like a wild animal.
If your a girl or happen to have a pussy- he's going to fuck you every time you're period comes around. The scent of your blood is too irresistible, He would be sucking and licking it completely clean- not a speck left. And if there is it's back to square one. Don't even try to kick him at all or you're getting a leg broken. Just don't even try.
Either way, the gender doesn't matter, he's going to be in control 100% of the time. Because of how violent he gets it is almost impossible for the latter to happen. Even if you do initiate, like straddling him, Sekido would just flip the two of you around. He hates not being in control. His favorite positions would probably be mating presses or missionary. He likes seeing you're face.
Sekido also gets a kick out of convincing his 'brothers' to do the same. To stop being cunts about it and just take what they want already. Or... He just fucks you Infront of them- to show em' what they're missing.
You got Karaku's spot on, though I'd like to add something. He lives to see you cry- not even in sexual situations. It just gets him hard ya know?
Karaku is way to lazy to physically keep you on his dick so- he resorts to threats or psychological warfare to keep you there! You better ride him like you mean it, oh, I'm sorry I didn't know you wanted to see his intestines wrapped around your cute body 🙂
It would only escalate if you continue to resist. Though physically harming him is obviously not going to work. It only makes him more turned on.
Like you said cowgirl is probably his favorite to do the deed in. And he's either selfish or lazy, maybe both, Karaku would just make you sink your hole onto him without any prep. He would let you release on his fingers before hand if he's felling nice.
Urogi, he is probably the one you don't expect to do anything. But surprise, Urogi is the horniest clone out of them all. He would fuck you everyday if he had the chance.
He's more into giving, pinning you down and tightening his hold on your quivering legs just to suck and lick on your sex for hours. Gently massaging your thighs as Aizetsu practically cums at the taste of you.
Urogi is also one to not stop- even after you've fallen unconscious from overstimulation, ect. You just feel/taste too good for him too! You can't blame him.
Urogi likes to tie you up, finding your struggling annoying. It also arouses him at the thought that he can do whatever, powerless to stop him. It makes him giddy.
Urogi is obviously the loudest of them all- just saying. Also has the dirtiest mouth ever, literally and figuratively.
I see him as more of a switch? He also likes doggy style a lot, or any extreme sex pose the human mind can make up.
Aizetsu is way to anxious to try anything- at least without the encouragement from either Sekido or Urogi.
Aizetsu would make you touch yourself. He feels too unworthy to do it himself, so he forces encourages you to pleasure yourself as he guiltily jerks himself off.
Though, soon this grows to be not enough for him. And with the hype of his brothers he takes you. Apologizing as he plunges himself into you- not truly sorry though.
Aizetsu trembles at the mere touch of you, as he easily becomes overwhelmed. He never too long before he empties himself in you. Shaking and quivering, apologies and praises falling from his lips.
He is quite vanilla with it, though, he does have a slight mommy kink. When it accept slips from him during sex he's mortified- though he doesn't stop doing it. Which also leads to his obsession with your tits, big or small, whatever gender Aizetsu is always latched to them. Whining the whole time till the two of you eventually release.
Bro that's all I could come up with, I'm having massive grade A Alzheimer's COUSGAH also I'm a virgin COUGH------
Note: Thanks for the request, this(these) demon(s) needs more love! Urami was excluded because he acts exactly like Hantengu 👀 This piece is also kind of long—
|English is not my first language|
Hantengu is a strange character
There could be a multitude of reasons as to why he feels for you. It could be anything really, treating him nicely in his human life, a passing glance, or that he found you pretty.
Which sends his mind into a delirious frenzy, making up a delusion that there was something there. The way his heart leaped into his throat, what a wonderful feeling that was. And it was overwhelming.
There was something about you that he needed. And he falls hard.
Not that you'd ever know of any of this. As Hantengu is a coward, only ever sticking to the shadows. He is big on stalking his beloved since he himself wouldn't be able to withstand you're mere presence, as if you were the sun itself.
Though he is possessive, Hantengu would seeth in jealousy whenever anyone would even come within five feet of his beloved, not even family members are an exception. As he deludes himself in the fantasy where he's obligated to you, and he alone. This occurs often when he stalks, though, he does not trust his clones to not do anything rash. So he just watches and let's his frustrations out later. When your not around.
He has convinced himself that everyone is mean and cruel. Which applies to everyone around you. He and his clones take no problem in eliminating anyone he sees as a threat. Which- sadly for you- is almost everyone.
They are just doing it to protect you, keep their love safe. Is that so wrong to do?
One of his clones would probably be the one to finally pluck you from your old home and bring you to your new one. The one with the highest chance of kidnapping you is Sekido.
You never stood a chance really, their upper rank four for a reason. And once they have you unconscious, they would whisk you away to an abandoned- yet stable home of a poor family who happened to be devoured by the demons not too long ago.
Hantengu is completely baffled and heartbroken at your aversion to him. The scared look in your eyes makes him jump in his own skin and crawl away. He didn't like this expression- not one bit.
Hantengu tries to make it as comfortable as possible for you- at least what he thinks would help. But it just makes it worse, he merely views it as homesickness rather than his own disgusting behavior.
As in his mind he's made up the delusion that the two of you were madly in love.
Hantengu doesn't seem to recognize his own strength at times- forcibly keeping you in his hold or strained kisses where he doesn't seem to notice the tears or pleas. Though he never does anything more than that. As his heart might fail if he did anything else.
Even if you claw away his skin- he sees it as a loving gesture. Bonding. He would also bring gifts- to try and show you that he wasn't like those mean people. That you can trust him.
He's extremely lenient and 'kind' towards you. He sees that you can do no wrong at all. The same way he victimizes himself to guilt trip you into staying or doing something with him. No matter how mundane it is.
Hantengu is extremely gullible when it comes to you. Though he's not stupid enough to just outright let you go- it's that he's the only one you even have a chance at escaping with through manipulation. But it can backfire immensely, your sudden switch to a more sweeter- doting nature may spur his delusions even further.
And when he can't physically be there, he would leave one of his clones to watch over you.
Sekido is probably the worst out of all of them. He doesn't care what you want. He does whatever because he can and there's no way that you could stop him. Even his brothren have trouble keeping him in check.
Sekido has no problem letting his everlasting anger out on you. Even if you weren't the one to cause it.
Which never ends pretty- foul names, red scratches, marks, bruises, broken bones... He never has an ounce of pity or mercy. His punishments are always extreme, he can't control his own anger. He doesn't even apologize for the abuse he puts on you almost constantly.
Sekido does has his moments though. Usually in silence, sitting in the room you've been locked in for God knows how long- just staring.
But those are rare occurrences, other times he just banters off on whatever pissed him off at the moment.
He says he loves you, but you're damn sure that's a lie.
As mentioned before Sekido doesn't care what you want. Often forcing you to partake in extremely uncomfortable situations. Bathing together, striping you nude and just staring- Sekido really does have a staring problem.
Personal space doesn't exist with him either. You'd be sitting, standing- whatever you would be doing Sekido would just slot himself as close as possible to you.
And if you even dare try to move away, or even get some breathing room. He'd have you pinned immediately, it's unfair really. How weak you were against him. He often used that as an advantage against you.
Sekido would get you stuff he thinks you may like. It's extremely awkward however.
Sekido really likes the taste of your blood. Sure his brothren do as well. But not... This much... It's almost on sight when he returns and immediately sinks his sharp fangs into your plush flesh- almost taking too much blood at times and leaving you unconscious.
Sekido incredibly intelligent, so trying an escape attempt when he is the one watching over you- might as well say goodbye to your legs because he may snap them completely off if he gets angry enough. And trust me it's extremely easy to make this demon see red.
Sekido be one of the only ones to actually do anything sexual with you. Sekido uses sex as both a punishment and an award. Either way, if you struggle and fight him or not.
Especially after the first time he had defiled you- it was addicting to feel you so closely intimate. He almost forgot why he was so mad in the first place. Almost.
Sekido might even try and convince or force the others to do it as well.
Aizetsu is- interesting, to say the least.
He is extremely whiney- it shocked you when the demon got on his knees and begged you to just embrace him- he would do anything for any sort of attention.
Aizetsu is extremely desperate, as he's finally feeling something other than sorrow. And he will devote himself entirely to you for letting this new light into his life.
He's extremely stand-offish as he's content with just basking in your presence alone. It's enough for him.
Other than Urogi, Aizetsu is one of the least life threatening one's. He still punishes you yes, but at least it's not breaking your bones or violating you. The most he would do is lock you in somewhere with no contact to himself or his brothren- which starts some fights.
Aizetsu would protect you- at least from bleeding to death. He never- ever would stand up to his brothren. Only helping you with any injuries you sustained by them.
Quiet apologies on their behalf. Though he does say that you acted out of line- and that's why they had to do it- because they love you is all. To forgive them.
Aizetsu would guilt trip you into doing things with him. Intentionally or not. He would tear up if you said no, saying that maybe he wasn't good enough. He never was. When this happens he doesn't even realize that he even is guilting you into letting him play with your hair- feed you- bath you. Really Aizetsu wants to be as close as possible.
Aizetsu is extremely dependent on you, emotionally and physically. So hours are wasted away with him just holding you. It can be any sprt of physical interaction. Holding hands, hugging, anything really.
Urogi is extremely hyper, bouncing from one train of thought to the next. Those of which usually involve random things such as, how were you doing? Had you eaten today? What were you doing right now, ect. He wants to know every last detail of anything and everything that happens with you.
He loves seeing the emotions spread across your face. Whether it be fear, content, pleasure. He finds it all cute.
Urogi is the only one that lets you outside- to the displeasure of his brothren. Small walks with you squirming on his shoulder with such cute doe eyes never fails to make him smile.
Urogi doesn't punish you at all. Sharing the belief you could do no wrong. Other than that you were convinced to do it or there was an alterior motive to any sort of defiance. Urogi would even compliment your abilities when he finds you again. Clapping with a big lazy grin at how far you managed to go this time.
He enjoys the chase, sometimes intentionally letting you escape just to track you down. It's fun to him.
Urogi would often take baths with you. Cooing and softly complimenting you as he helps you wash off, even as you shy away, he'd just grab your forearm and pull you back. Laughing at how cute you were being.
He's also very hyper- like mentioned beforehand. The most Urogi wants to do is spend and know as much about you as he can. Braiding your hair (no matter how short or long it is), if you don't have any he'd do origami with you, sing randomly, draw, talk, cook, sit in silence, kiss. It's fascinating how quick he can jump from one activity to another. As it's all fun to Urogi.
Karaku is obviously the most lenient out of them all. Being Hantengus personification of Relaxation.
Karaku never really speaks unless spoken too- seeing no need since the two of you seemed to just- know what the others thinking. At least he thinks so.
Karaku absolutely loves just lazing around with you, not like you'd be able to run off either. Karaku doesn't seem to be all that aware but trust me, he's alert at all times. Any form of opening a window, door, ceiling, wall- anything he's already beside you in a blink of an eye.
Karaku's punishments are weird- it's not directed at you- per se.
He would force you to inflict damage on himself, being a demon and all it heals really quickly- but this could last hours. Climbing the extremes untill you mentally can't go further.
Cutting off his tongue, gouging out his eyes, taking his heart out of his chest and laying it at your feet.
Karaku, like Urogi, doesn't think that any retaliation is of your own will.
Though, Karaku is a bit masochistic, driving pleasure from the 'punishment' he's forcing you to do. Even if your not physically harming him. Watching your face morph into various states of horror watching him mangle himself.
Karaku never calls you by your name- only random things that come to mind when he thinks about you, "Shortie", seems to be his favorite.
As shared with all of Hantengu's clones, Karaku genuinely thinks you're in love. He is more gentler than the others.
Doesn't mean much as Karaku tries to get you to eat human flesh from time to time.
He loves making any part of your face bleed, especially your lips, then lick the blood from it. He doesn't know why but that disgusted aroma and goosebumps always make him smile. And hungry.
Karaku is most likely the most addicted to your blood- beating Sekido by a long shot.
He would literally not stop- only sucking at your punctured neck slower when he was close to taking too much. He would either fall asleep or get pried off by you or one of his brothren to actually stop. Karaku is smitten by the taste- he'd even take some with him in tiny gourds just to get a taste when he's not near you.
Karaku likes to play with your hair, badly styling it too. Tugging at it and sometimes accidentally ripping some out. He would always apologize for it- even though he's not really sorry.
He would also be the one to try and get you to 'warm up' to them. Trying to set up situations where you either have to do something with them (which is most of the time anyways-) or that you have to talk to them.
Karaku would also sternly yell sometimes when you do something he doesn't like. Mostly when he is lazing about- holding you almost bone crushingly close. Even the slightest move to get off of him would cause him to snap at you. Then Karaku would go back to his relaxed state.
He can switch from calm and relaxed, then jumps to irritated and angry at the slightest things. Making it hard to judge what would set him off. It can literally be standing up too walking around without him. Not like you can explore the almost decrepit house anyways.
One other thing he does is leave punishments to the others sometimes. Too lazy to actually do it himself.
Though Zohakuten, is most likely the worst out of all of them.
Having the temperament of Sekido, the masochism of Urogi, Karaku's unpredictability and Aizetsu's gaslighting is truly the worst. Having enough power to literally bend you to his will isn't a good thing.
Zohakuten is the incarnations of Hantengu's emotions and desires. He will do whatever he wants with out hesitation. And has the audacity to turn it on you. It's your fault he's the way he is- you made him do it. He implanted this mindset that you have no idea what your doing- you need him.
Hes more level headed then Sekido- not irrationally jumping to breaking your bones into tiny little pieces. Not when he can just cage you with his blood demon art. The wood is impossibe to break without a sword or any external help. So he confidently knows your stuck.
Zohakuten would also use his Art for other things. Dragging you to him when your being 'fussy' (is what he says), or holding you in place.
He shares the staring problem. He can do so, unblinking, for hours at a time.
Surprisingly, he doesn't like making you bleed. Zohakuten would rather just restrain you than harm you himself. Though he does cut his own flesh- much like Karaku, though.
Zohakuten is parinoid, he's at least fifth in the most parinoid out of every kny yandere. If you fall ill once for an extended period of time, he starts to panic. Belive it or not they don't want you to die, so Zohakuten would impulsively turn you into a demon. Even if whatever was wrong wasn't even fatal.
Overall, each one of them are so stuck in their own delusions- that even trying to dispute what they believe would land in harsh punishments.
With all five of them- it's entirely impossible to even try escaping by yourself. It's incredibly rare that anyone would even find you anyways. Everyone who's already tried are six feet under.
They mostly don't care what your wishes are. Being selfish and in a constant state of self-victimizing causes them to lash out at you or others. Genuinely believing that they know what's best. That they are in the right and your just being manipulated or stubborn to not accept it.
A truly unfortunate fate indeed.
Thank you for waiting, sorry a lot came up and I haven't been able to get too this, I also ran out of idea halfway through... I didn't add Urami because his personality matched Hantengus way to much- though I hope you enjoyed!
- *all of this situation for research purposes of my character analysis of many 'yanderes' present in media*
I know this sint a post but I'm having massive writers block at the moment- so here's an analysis IG?
Warning!: The topics mentioned are extremely disturbing, Real life issues, talk of sexual perversion and dependency, yandere in general.
Hello, I know this isn't a post but I'd like to talk about it. Also to get to know me a little bit- more or so how I'm going to write about yandere characters or the topic in general.
Though I am no expert in psychology, though I have done a fare amount of research and some personal experience with some of the parts. (I.E, abuse, dependency ect.)
Alright- now let's get into the meat of this.
What is a 'Yandere'?
Well I don't believe that the feeling or expression this word describes exists- let me explain.
As I see multiple similarities between multiple different phenomena for yandere to just not be a stand alone definition or cut and dry.
Though it shares it's main part of concept with the Lima syndrome. To grossly oversimplify it's where someone's captor- (Or person in power) gains positive attraction to their victims (a person not in power). Which is the case in most yandere depictions. Either it be physically, mentally, literally, educationally, socially- you name it! The Yandere has to have some sort of advantage over the victim. Which calling the victim 'darling' is kind of weird but im not here to all about that.
This is a broad statement since this can account for if the yandere is better or the best conpaired to their 'darling' in any way that sticks out. Like earlier examples such as physically- maybe they are pretty strong on their own right and some way somehow their 'darling' isn't? Or maybe mentally, they see themselves better equipped than object of obsession is.
This also goes hand in hand with narcissistic mindsets that they are better than their obsession in some way. That they have a duty to them due to their own inability to do anything about it as the yandere sees. This also can be expressed through self loathing as well. That they are inadequate in something, and their 'darling' is. So they put them on a pedestal- which we'll talk about later. Or that they see their obsession as a good thing or the only good thing that they should care about due to their inability. Depending on the type of obsession the yandere has.
Which is why when there is no power imbalance there is no grounds for the captor to grasp onto. So when people make 'yanderes' who have literally no advantage over their victim it doesn't really make sense to me. But fiction is all about dramatics, honestly exaggerate those flaws or imbalances then you REALLY got a good base for your yandere. It can even be the flaw of the yandere- maybe they aren't mentally well, (which they aren't anyways) and that their obsession is finding ways to cope with their trauma. Or that they are better socially. It can be many reasons as to why your yandere s, well, yandere?
Though in not every case this can be made. Since not ever case can be cut and dry with a power imbalance. So what's another way you can make the yandere- yandere? Paraphilia.
Well lack of a better term it's when a person has sexual desires, is aroused by or having intercourse with an unwilling or non consenting partner. Such as some cases of voyeurism. As well as some other examples such a as exhibitionism or frotteurism. Rare cases show yanderes having voyeuristic behavior as well, as well as all examples in one. Though this is mostly sexual in practice it can also be with a domestic perversion, that they are delusional about the quality- or state of the relationship that they think this is fine. Okay even, that what they are doing isn't bad. Though delusional yanderes don't pose paraphilia within their own minds- but it's with every yandere. Unless their obsession shows signs of Stockholm syndrome- but that's still not consensual since the feelings came out of trauma.
The yandere has to find something appealing about their obsession, which they hyper fixate on to the point of fetishizing it. It's the thing that's most attractive to them- sexual or not. It can be to the color of their obsession's eyes, their skin, an image of a domestic life, physical touch, their voice, habits- anything. It can be more than one too, nothing is ever just one thing. Though it can be both sexual and domestic (any % of each) or purely sexual, or domestic.
Though it can just be an attraction to being, what their obsession is and that they exist and their mear exsistance is captivating the yanderes soul in a death grip. That they can't or will fight due to the sheer euphoria it meddles their mind into- mush really. This is true for any case. Enough for them to throw away moral to chase that feeling and never let go.
This also comes to a sense of entitlement, anger at the supposed suppression of their love. They would feel insulted, offended, or any form of pity- at themselves or their obsession due to the rejection of whatever their delusion makes it. Protection, love, utter devotion, pleasure or any positive trate the yandere sees that their obsession lacks and can only get from the yandere, that they need them, it would never be the same with another. They would do anything to keep this dependency, gaslight, force, intimidation you name it.
Or the yandere finds something they need from their obsession, going through harsh withdrawls when denied access to whatever it may be. And would do anything to get it. As per the prior examples. If it gets so bad that they might even kill for it.
Though murder is something that can only be used sparingly- and with impact. So they probably wouldn't murder just anyone.
No, they'd probably do something horrible- torture the closest person their obsession has to get the message across, or, depending on their personality they would probably snap and attack any living thing that they see a threat. All so they can feel that gross euphoric ecstasy. They'll even kill their own family- no one gives them the intoxicating rapture of pure joy, pleasure or warmth than thier obsession does. So no one really matters to the yandere at this point. Then comfort you as if they'd done nothing wrong- remember all morals are lost in the haze. So deep into their own mind they don't even realize what theyer doing. Or they do- which doesn't make that much of a difference if they understand what thyer doing or not. Maybe a little pity- but the yandere who knows what they're doing is wrong would probably not care, that feeling of obsession and love that it would be a necessary evil. Most of what I've said would be a necessary evil to lucid yanderes.
Which brings in co-dependency/OCD, it can effect either the yandere, obsession or both. Where they feel a duty to their obsession that advises their utter devotion or they might just choke themselves. Anxiety when they've been away too long from their obsession without a momento of them. Separation is completely off the table with them. They would probably go on a rampage if that were to ever happen. Though calmer yandere's would have a higher tolerance to this- but everyone has a breaking point. Especially with the mental instability of yanderes as it is. They would also feel the need to protect their obsession, to a disgusting amount. If their obsession actually did something extremely bad the yandere would just deny, deny, deny. Like with their behavior.
They would never change their behaviors, it's too intoxicating to let go of if they even realize at all. They would gaslight their obsession, intentionally or not that there's nothing wrong with them, there's nothing wrong with this. They would even turn the people around them against their obsession, or they would turn their obsession on themselves. Depends on the type of person the yandere is. They would either be flamboyantly open about their 'relationship' with their obsession, be quiet but intimidatingly noticable about it or they keep their obsession out of public as much as possible.
With the yanderes that let other people breath around their obsession are the ones who has everyone wrapped around their finger. Comments on how cute their relationship is or that the obsession is crazy for reaching out for help, glued to the yanderes side at all times under their blazing gaze. Or the yanderes that breath down their obsession's neck whenever they dare step foot outside. Or the ones who keep them all cuddled/leashed up inside somewhere- waiting for the yandere to return, as if they step outside and risk a leg being broken or a missing persons case. Yanderes are good at keeping their behavior a secret in public, well, most are. Some just can't help it.
Escaping is almost impossible for most yanderes obsessions, it's mostly too late before they even realize what was even going on. Taken literally or metaphorically right under their noses. For reasons their minds would never understand completely from the twisted, dementedly sickly minds of their captors. Since most yanderes would be almost disgusted with themselves during the begining stages of their fall- hiding it from the world and themselves untill they could t help themselves but to indulge in it. 'one more time' turns into thousands. So it becomes a web of lies, unleased trauma, tension and possessive obsession woven into the art that is a yandere. A gruesome, yet captivatingly charming one. Like Icarus- someone who flew too high and was fated to fall.
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Well that got extremely out of hand. Well this is just a part of the spectrum that I personally see yandere as. Since it's so broad I'll probably have to make a separate post boiling down the types into their bare bones to not make this longer than the bible... Anyways I hope this brought some light onto how I think yanderes are!
