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Its so crazy to think that just a few months ago I was celebrating cutting a bagel for the first time by myself during my injury, I was depressed because I wasn’t running and I was heartbroken because I was placing all the blame on myself. Now I am a good 95% healed, and i’m doing all of the things I can do again, yet I'm upset over a boy.... Really?

I can now look back on that and yes I know there are bigger problems than someone dislocating an elbow, but for me it was one of the hardest things i have had to go through. Yeah i had a couple people around to help me, but at the end of the day, when I was crying myself to sleep and blaming myself I was the only one there. I was there for myself when people physically weren't. Now I can find the strength in myself, I can be proud of my accomplishments because looking back at how happy I was to do a simple task like make myself breakfast, I can only smile. Im so proud of myself for getting through the negative, and I will continue to think back to this when I am upset over the uncontrollable.

I am a great person, i can overcome wild amounts of doubt. I am strong. I am independent. I deserve the best.

It's funny- I always thought if I get to this size I will be happier, If I look this way things will work out, if I read these books I will find happiness. I still feel like I'm doing everything wrong. I feel like my workouts could be harder, my hair could be prettier, face clearer, waist smaller, and these books and things I'm trying to train myself to think I can't seem to grasp. I don't know what's going on in my life right now but I don't feel like I'm enough. I feel like I'm always going to be hard to like and impossible to love. I always thought that by reading and thinking certain things they would manifest. I have done the self help stuff, sought out the self love and worked on accepting my flaws, yet the only thing I'm left with is this feeling of emptiness. When will I be enough?

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Group projects with your best friends.

When you mad at bae

I can’t stop drinking the coffee. If I stop drinking the coffee, I stop doing the standing and the walking, and the words putting into sentence doing

Lorelai Gilmore | The Gilmore Girls via The Pastry Affair (via freshbrewedlife)

psych-facts

“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

Haruki Murakami (via amargedom)

Walking through a crowd of people and I have never felt so alone.

I don't belong here.