please god help
hi im b, im 21, im extremely disabled. you might know me, you might not, but i have ehlers-danlos syndrome, type three; fibromyalgia, ibs, unspecified tachycardia, vertigo; massive depressive disorder, DDNOS, borderline personality disorder, and complex post traumatic disorder.
the cards are already stacked against me, but as a survivor of child abuse, sexual assault, and what boils down to a christian cult, im determined to make my life work. i currently live at home, but due to the extreme and continuous abuse levelled at me by my sibling, the constant triggering of my past traumas to assure my compliance by my mom, and the caregiver burnout im experiencing, im moving out and to a different province to escape.
my mom has $27 000 worth of governmental student support given to me in an account under her name, and has already stolen $10 000 of that from me, and is unlikely to give me the rest.
i cannot work. i cannot stay at home. that money was my only hope, and im watching it vanish from in front of my eyes.
she has tried everything from tripping my guilt complex to literally mimicking my rapist dad to trigger me into staying at home.
this is the first time in my entire life ive been able to defy her. i cant let it fail now, i cant.
please, please, if you have any kind of money, my paypal is [email protected], and i need every cent i can get. staying at home will literally kill me. every day my condition gets worse, and the stress is only making it happen faster. please. please. dont let me die here. i havent talked about my situation much here because the last thing i want is pity, but its gotten bad enough that i see no other option.
please. donate. reblog. if you cant donate, please reblog. i have nowhere else to turn. thank you. thank you.
Guys I still consider B one of my best friends in the world please help, or at least signal boost if you can’t spare anything











