🖤Mello🖤

(28, she/her) aceflux femme lesbian INFJ 4w5 Neurodivergent and mentally ill. Just a geeky goth lady with a love for cartoons, anime, music, and other miscellaneous stuff. (I'm in way too many fandoms. Help.) Profile pic and banner pic are my edits! ^.^ Requests for any pride flag edits are always open. Please read the rules for requests. WARNING: I rant sometimes. Not debating on pride flags I use in edits, for myself, or otherwise.

[mellometal]

Master post for requests/commissions! Yay!

Hi! It's Mello-Metal, back at it again with annoying everyone here! /lighthearted

I should have done this sooner, but due to being busy with irl stuff, I haven't gotten a chance to make a master post like this. But it's finally here!

Disclaimer: I'm not a professional by any means when it comes to any edits I've posted on here. These are solely for fun.

Now that's out of the way, I'll move on to my rules for submitting requests and/or commissions.

You can send in almost anything and I'll make it for you! I don't have very many limits when it comes to who/what you send in. If you'd like to know my limits, please feel free to read on.

When you send in your request/commission, PLEASE add the source it's from too! Especially if you request a niche band, artist, or character that I'm most likely not too familiar with. It will make our lives much easier.

If you put in a request/commission for a specific pride flag and I don't already have it, I will look for it for you. I have no problem with doing that. My limits for those will be included in the kinds of requests/commissions I will not do.

Quick note about pride flags: If there's a specific alternative color scheme for a pride flag that you want, don't be afraid to let me know! I'm open to making edits with alternative color schemes for pride flags. There are some alternative color schemes that give me sensory issues, so for those, I will try to get them done as quickly as possible and put up some kind of warning for anyone else who has sensory issues too, or I'll send it to you privately. Whatever works for you. I'm more than happy to work with you on that whole thing.

My limits on requests/commissions

(All limits in bold are absolute limits. Any limits in orange are squicks, anything in green are alternatives/suggestions I encourage/anything I'd do instead, and all limits in bold italic red could/will result in an automatic block and/or blacklist.)

Real-life killers. True Crime stuff. For the lucky ones who aren't familiar with what True Crime is, I'll give you a few examples: Ted Bundy, Jeffrey Dahmer, Eric Harris, Dylan Klebold, Elliot Rodger...those kinds of people. Don't send me anything related to True Crime stuff, please. It may be interesting to learn about, but I won't do any edits with real-life killers. This is a squick for me. It's also extremely disrespectful to the victims and the victims' loved ones. (Note: If you want to request a fictional killer like Freddy Krueger or Jason Voorhees, for example, I'd be more likely to take requests for them instead.)

Anything or anyone related to being a "MAP" or whatever pedoforks want to be called. Being romantically and/or sexually attracted to children is disgusting. Being proud of being attracted to children in a romantic and/or sexual way is disgusting. I DON'T WANT PEDOFORKS HERE. We DO NOT support pedoforks in THIS HOUSEHOLD. Please seek professional help and stay away from my account if you are a pedofork. I will NOT use any pride flags that pedoforks made on here. This isn't a safe space for pedos. This is also not a safe space for pedo apologists.

Things related to the romanticism of mental illnesses, disorders, or disabilities of any kind. I am mentally ill and mentally disabled, so the romanticism of mental illnesses, disorders, and disabilities makes me very uncomfortable.

Hateful organizations like Áutism $p3aks or problematic symbols like the puzzle piece. (If you have any requests for other reputable organizations like Autism Self Advocacy Network or Autistic Women and Nonbinary People Network, or any reputable symbols like the rainbow infinity sign or the red and gold infinity sign, I'm more than happy to take them!)

Abusers like Onision. If you're lucky enough to not know who he is, there's way too much for me to explain, so I'd suggest watching some documentaries about him. Repzion has done videos on Onision for over a decade, so he's a good one to watch.

No little kids or babies, please. (This is pretty self-explanatory. I don't think I need to explain why I won't take requests involving little kids or babies. Just....I don't know if anyone WOULD or why they would, but I'm putting this here just in case.) The only exceptions to this are for shows like South Park or Camp Camp, as those two are shows that have kids but are geared towards adults. I still would put up a disclaimer about not sexualizing the kids and shit like that, obviously.

Absolutely NO ships involving RPAI (ř@pė, pəd0philiā, ąbüšė, îñčę§ţ) of ANY kind. It doesn't matter if they're fictional characters or real people. These kinds of ships are icky and triggering for me, especially if they involve characters I find comfort in and/or kin. In that case, these kinds of ships are VERY triggering for me.

No bigoted figures, təŕřøřîšțś, or hate groups. (Examples: @dOLf H!tL3r, H*ns A$p3rg3r, K/K/K, @L Q*3da, T@[email protected] of that.)

No sexualities or gender identities that fetishize, exclude, are predatory towards, and/or exploit anyone in the LGBT community, disabled people, animals, children, BIPOC, AAPI, etc. (Examples: straight women who fetishize gay/bisexual men [fujoshi shit], straight men who fetishize lesbian/bisexual women [fudanshi shit], people who fetishize trans people, any pedoforkia sexuality or gender, z00ph!L!a, and n3cr0ph!L!a, to name a few.)

Any violations of these few limits will result in one of a few outcomes:

I will give you a gentle reminder that I can't take your request/commission due to it being in violation of my limits. I'll ask you if you have any alternative requests/commissions instead. If you have alternative requests/commissions that don't violate these limits, I'll be more than happy to take them.

I'll flat-out tell you that your request/commission is triggering for me and/or for anyone who follows me and to request/commission something else.

If you keep sending me requests/commissions that violate these limits and/or trigger me or anyone who follows me, I will resort to blocking and blacklisting you. If you make new accounts, I will block and blacklist them too.

Things I'm on the fence about/ask me about

Fetish/Kink/NSFW related things.

I'm pretty sure there are minors who follow this account, and I know for a fact there are minors all over this site. There are also many adults on this site who aren't comfortable with fetish/kink/NSFW related things. I don't want to expose any minors to anything related to kinks/fetishes/NSFW stuff. I also don't want to expose that kind of thing to any adults who are uncomfortable with it. I have my own limits on this kind of thing, but that's not what this post is about.

If you're AT LEAST EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD and you want something like this, message me privately. I will ask you what your year of birth is. Maybe the date as well, if you don't turn eighteen years old until after today's date (February 21st, 2021, as I'm typing this, August 11th/August 12th, 2021 as of the first update, November 24th, 2021 as of the second update, November 11th, 2022 as of the third update, or April 3rd, 2023 as of the fourth update).

For safety purposes, legal purposes, and if there's a possibility that someone is lying about their age, I most likely will ask for a picture of your ID to verify age. It can be either a state or country issued ID, or a driver's license. I don't want your real name, your address, ID number, eye color, hair color, height, weight, none of that. Scribble all that shit out in the picture (except for your birthday) before you send it. (Don't do that on your actual ID. /srs) That ID better be real. (I don't know WHY anyone would use a fake ID for these purposes. I'm just throwing this out there.)

DO NOT lie to me about your age. I refuse to catch smoke for making something with fetish/kink/NSFW related pride flags for a middle schooler or a high schooler who told me they were an adult. It's also VERY tricky and messy internationally, as age of majority is set differently in other countries, and not every single country's age of majority is eighteen. This also applies to specific states and territories in North America. (Examples: In Singapore, the age of majority is twenty-one. In the United States, the age of majority is eighteen everywhere, except for Alabama, Puerto Rico, Nebraska, and Mississippi. The age of majority is nineteen in Alabama, Puerto Rico, and Nebraska. In Mississippi, the age of majority is twenty-one. The Philippines and Angola's age of majority is twelve. This is just from a quick search. Feel free to correct me if any of this is inaccurate. /pos)

I don't support minors being in fetish, kink, or otherwise NSFW communities. There are way too many minors being taken advantage of and exploited by predators in those communities. This is put in place to protect any and all minors who follow this account, as well as any adults who are uncomfortable with that kind of content and/or follow this account. This is also a protection measure for me as a creator. Like I said, I refuse to risk getting in legal trouble for minors who lie about their ages.

I don't care if you're fourteen and you've "seen worse". I don't care if you're turning eighteen next month, next week, or tomorrow. I especially don't care if you're in middle school and you're apparently "mature for your age." Unless you're at least eighteen years old, or you're at least of legal age (age of majority) in your country, I would ask that you please refrain from requesting anything fetish/kink/NSFW related from me. If age of majority in your country is younger than eighteen, please wait until you're at least eighteen or older to request or commission anything NSFW in general from me.

Musicians, bands, actors/actresses, artists, and creators who are problematic/have done some very questionable things that could be understandably triggering or offensive for some. I'll still take the requests/commissions, but please note that I will put up trigger warnings when I finish and upload your request/commission.

Political figures. Publicly, that is. I don't like getting too political on here, and I don't want anyone to get attacked for their political affiliation or lack thereof. I especially don't want to get attacked for making any pride flag edits with political figures. If you really want a pride flag edit with a political figure, please message me. I will send the finished product to you privately. (Yes, even if it's strictly parody.)

Edits made with other people's art (fan art).* Not every artist is cool with their work being used in edits, including edits like mine. Even though pride flag edits are made with good intentions. With fictional characters, I do my best to find official art of them and I try to avoid making edits with fan art for this very reason. Artists put blood, sweat, and tears into their work. If all else fails and fan art is the only way, I might either try to find the artist and ask for permission, or I simply won't do that character at all. (*If it's your fan art or you know the artist is cool with this kind of thing, that's fine.)

Anything else that I didn't mention here.

If you have any questions, feel free to message me or send in an ask.

You can also contact me on these platforms with any questions you may have. Just let me know who you are! I don't bite. These are my other accounts:

Instagram (@pastel_mello is my main, or you can contact me on my art account @gothsugarbunny or my kinnie account @heavy_syrup_dreams)

Twitter (@mellothesapphic)

Reddit (@soft_mello)*

Discord (Enmu/Mello #0278)**

TikTok (@enmu.dreamer is my main, @mello.dreamer is my backup/spam)

Instagram or Twitter are the easiest places you can contact me besides Tumblr. I'm very active on those two platforms, so you're bound to get a response fairly quickly. I'm fairly easy to reach on TikTok as well.

*Quick note about my Reddit: I mainly use it to vent. I have talked about traumatic experiences in my life on there, which I don't want to get into on this post. I put it on here for anyone who has Reddit and doesn't have Instagram, Twitter, or Discord.

**I still don't really know how to use Discord because I'm not on there much, but it's on here for anyone who has Discord.

Thank you for your time. Have a great day/afternoon/evening/night.

[mellometal]

I love Rohan in the gayest way possible. Bro helped Jotaro babysit four teenagers, drew his manga for days in a row, struggling with his own hyperfocus issues (I clocked him as neurodivergent a long time ago) and trauma that he pushed deep down. The town was being terrorized by a man with a hand fetish, but my GOD, Rohan served cunt.

[mellometal]

New profile pic!

[mellometal]

Looking back, Noriaki Kakyoin is savage and adorable at the same time. He's adorable in the way I find frogs adorable. I miss my cherry frog boy so bad, y'all. You don't understand. He deserved better. (So did Avdol and Iggy. Their deaths were so unnecessary, but ANYWAY.)

He was the first character in JJBA that I got SUPER attached to and really resonated with. I do have my favorites in Phantom Blood (Erina and Speedwagon) and Battle Tendency (Lisa Lisa and Suzie Q), but I wasn't attached to any particular character in the first two parts. Stardust Crusaders had me crying like a bitch though.

[mellometal]

Life updates!

I've put myself out there for dating in recent months. I was talking to a few girls, and most of them were moving TOO fast for my liking. A girl I was talking to pestered me for hours on the phone into sending her a naughty picture of myself, even after telling her I don't do that sort of thing. I gave in after hours of telling her no and explaining how inexperienced I am. Only then did she say she definitely wanted to date me. I had a violent reaction from sending one picture. Just ONE picture. I felt so filthy. Not gonna lie, I cried. I felt like I was tainted and that no woman was ever gonna want me now. I didn't even show my face. It wasn't a very clear picture anyway, but it's something only my (female) doctor has seen.

I never understood the whole concept of sending and receiving naughty pictures. No matter how people explained it to me, I could never wrap my head around it. She then asked me to send her a picture of my boobs, and I outright told her no and sending her a picture of my modesty was enough. Only then did she respect that boundary. That whole thing was traumatic. I ended up blocking her on everything.

After a lot of reflection and that whole ordeal, I realized I'm not as allosexual as I thought. I'm not completely asexual though. I still have sexual feelings. I still want sex with the right woman. I read up more on the asexual spectrum, and it turns out I'm an aceflux lesbian. The amount of sexual attraction I feel fluctuates, but mainly stays within the asexual spectrum.

There's this other girl I've been talking to, and she makes me so happy. It was such a breath of fresh air that she was actually taking time to get to know me instead of just wanting naughty pictures. She's an asexual lesbian who's also disabled! Long-distance sucks, but I love her and we make it work. We've been talking for a while, but she's been my girlfriend for a few weeks! I'm so happy I found her. It took me ten years to find someone like her.

[luukeskywalker]

rohans a bad person, theres no denying that. but that doesnt mean you cant acknowledge it and still like his character!! hes got his goodboy moments sometimes too

You Absolute Fool. You Come Into My House, Insult My Fav, Insist I Don’t Know How To Read Because Rohan Kishibe Is “A Bad Person, There’s No Denying That”? 

Please. “Rohan is a bad person” is shit-tier meta. 

You have awakened the beast. 

SPOILERS FOR “THUS SPOKE KISHIBE ROHAN” AND “ROHAN AT THE LOUVRE”

1. Rohan Kishibe’s only actual “bad thing he’s done” was try and kill Koichi, Josuke, and Okuyasu in his introductory chapter. Understandably, that’s not super great! But when you read further and learn about his character, you can kind of understand what was going through his head when he did that. Rohan has an incredible hyperfocusing issue. It can make him work on his comics for days without rest, it can make him search for a serial killer constantly without pause, it can make him aloof and blindsides him from other actual human beings. This is why he almost killed them in his first chapter – upon meeting another stand user for the first time ever (he only got his stand three months prior, according to DIU canon – and he’d never met anyone like him), he went super fucking overboard. After he gets forcefully removed from that hyperfocus, he never tries to attack them ever again. He doesn’t try and steal Koichi’s pages. In fact, after that first chapter, he doesn’t steal anyone’s pages. 

2. Rohan does not like Josuke in Diamond is Unbreakable canon. In fact, neither of them like each other. Rohan is a dick to Josuke, Josuke is a dick to Rohan. Rohan generally still sees himself as better than everyone else, but on the outside he is still cordial and polite – even respectful – to other people. Just not Josuke. Everyone in the fandom, however, seems to fucking think otherwise. Rohan only really treats Josuke like garbage, and to be honest, can you blame him? Josuke put him in the hospital for a month (it was a deserved punishment, but still) and burned his house down while trying to steal money from him. Rohan literally does not have any reason to be nice to Josuke. He is, however, respectful of Joseph, and the other members of Josuke’s family. He is not a dick to every person he meets. He may have an internal monologue of “I am better than everyone else,” but he doesn’t purposefully flaunt it in front of other people.

3. Does everyone just collectively forget that almost every jobro starts off trying to attack the protagonist? Speedwagon, Kakyoin and Polnareff, Okuyasu, Rohan, Yukako, Yuuya, almost every fucking character in part 4 honestly– like, “Uwaah!! Rohan attacked the main characters so he’s evil!!” is just grasping at low-hanging fruit. Try harder.

4. Rohan ends up caring about the Duwang Gang. He ends up as part of the Duwang Gang. I’m not making this shit up. Do you want proof? In Thus Spoke Kishibe Rohan and Rohan at the Louvre, there are instances where Rohan is eating or having tea with Josuke, Okuyasu, and Koichi. In the scene where they’re having tea, it’s at Rohan’s house – meaning that they’ve all become close enough that Rohan is fine with them there. He even ditches them to go to Paris basically halfway through a conversation (another example of that hyperfocusing I mentioned earlier), which means he trusts them enough to just… be alone in his house without him. Do you think Okuyasu, Koichi and Josuke would be close friends with a bad person? Do we all remember when they kinkshamed a man to death? 

5. 

(CONTEXT: He and the man he’s talking about were trying to save the lives of a huge crowd of people at a train station. Everyone else there was being controlled by these special bugs that live in cellphones. The other man did not survive, but he made sure that no one else was hurt that day. Rohan expressed genuine grief at not being able to help him.

6.

(CONTEXT: The woman he’s carrying got a little too greedy when trying to bargain with forces she didn’t understand. Her fiancé and her mother reaped the consequences by getting in a fatal car crash. She fainted. The bird, which Rohan had saved earlier, was also a victim of those consequences. Rohan singlehandedly saved the woman, the woman’s family, and the bird.)

7. 

Hmm, wait, what’s that there? Let me get a close up:

FRIEND???? ROHAN HAS FRIENDS???????? ROHAN IS FRIENDS WITH GENUINE GOODGUY TONIO TRUSSARDI?????????? WHAT A SHOCKER!!!!!

8.

“Sure, I’ll go illegal poaching with you because it sounds fun.” 

-That night- 

WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT HE GENUINELY CARES ABOUT HIS FRIEND, WHAT A FUCKING SURPRISE!

He then proceeds to save Tonio’s life, at great risk to his own.

I’m sure I could fine even more examples of Rohan being a genuinely good person, with more “goodboy” moments than bad, but I have stuff to do so I’ll stop here.

LONG STORY SHORT: ROHAN KISHIBE IS A GOOD MAN, YOUR META IS WRONG AND YOU SHOULD FEEL BAD, AND DON’T COME TO MY HOUSE TO TELL ME SHIT THAT ISN’T TRUE. 

[mellometal]

Fucking preach. I’m a Rohan stannie, so YES.

[octopluss]

a little something about Rohan Kishibe

Everyone’s always all over well-rounded villains but the second Rohan gets mentioned all I hear is

“trash”

“I don’t like him”

“literal garbage can”

“mean asshole”

other assorted varieties of those things that include one side of his character

WHEN ALSO:

(long post and pictures under the cut, spoilers for part 4 and 6 and the one-shots)

Keep reading

[mellometal]

The fact I still get hated on for shipping DIU!Jotaro and Rohan together in 2026 is hilarious.

There's nothing wrong with it. I've been shipping it for a long time. IT'S FINE. I like my BL and GL with ADULTS. LEAVE ME ALONE.

[mellometal]

The moment you've all been waiting for...

I made a ko-fi! The pay schedule for my job is straight ASS, so this will help with any expenses in between my pay days. Also, it'll help me be motivated to draw more, do pride flag edits again, and even write more! (Being AuDHD, especially since I'm inattentive type ADHD, is horrible.)

The link is below. Have fun!

Support Mello Pierre ❤️

Become a supporter of Mello Pierre today!

[niggazinmoscow]

THIS RIGHT HERE

[afronerdism]

You guys are dangerously close to realizing specifically what kinds of people they keep from voting and why.

[molothoo]

I want to drill this into everybody’s head:

The United States of America has the highest prison population in the world

Black Americans and Latin people make up the majority of this population (many of whom are non-violent offenders)

Federal Prisons in America require that their state keeps their prisons at a maximum occupancy at all times.

The 13th amendment did not entirely abolish slavery…just one form of it. It remains legal through industrial prison system

[scretladyspider]

Oh and we have privatized prisons which allow companies to actually make money off of keeping people incarcerated 

[dantalaois]

[odinsblog]

Here’s what’s really perverse: prisoners, who cannot vote, still get counted in the U.S. Census. The more prisoners a county has, the more representation it gets, even though the prisoners cannot vote. See how that works? The more black and brown people they lock up, the more government resources and political representation they get. Even though those prisoners have no say and cannot vote.

If county-A has a population of 50 voters but no prisons, and county-B has a population of 50 voters and 50 prisoners, the county with the prisoners gets more government funding and more political represention. This is sometimes called “prison gerrymandering” and it is used in redistrictring.

Not so fun Fact: Southern states that reliably vote for Republicans also have the highest prison population in the United States. (source). So mass incarceration is a double whammy. It’s both a form of voter suppression and a tool to strengthen white people’s political power.

[charlesoberonn]

The issue of political representation is the same one that led to the infamous Three Fifths Compromise.

[fight-me-for-an-appl3]

i usually hate gatekeeping and all that bullshit

however

one thing i will gatekeep is that REAL panic! at the disco fans hate brendon urie

also i don’t want to argue about the shit he’s done or explain so here’s a link to the callout post if you’re confused:

1. Zack Cloud Hall: Part 1, Part 2 & 1/2 Part 3 2. Breezy and Dallon: Part 1, Part 2 3. Brendon Urie’s Allegations: Part 1, Part 2 4. Cr

[posallys]

i'm literally begging people to relearn how to use earbuds and headphones. i don't wanna hear your fucking tiktok while im waiting for my flight.

[southbreak]

100% this.

[narrativerehearsal]

If someone sat next to you on the bus/in a coffee shop and sang bullshit in your ear all the way home/while you were trying to work you'd be rightfully pissed off.

If you're playing shit on your phone out loud you're just doing the technology equivalent of ranting in a stranger's ear. You're being an ass and you need to fucking stop.

[hell-bent-in-a-fever-dream]

URGENT FUNDRAISING FOR BREAST CANCER TREATMENT

I am genuinely sorry for this, but my sister is dying. If I could only ask for your permission one by one, I would, but I am afraid of the possibility that Tumblr may consider our plea as spam. Also, if any of you want an even more elaborate explanation about her medical condition, kindly look into this account's pinned post or you can message me directly because Tumblr flagged the pinned post as "sensitive content" after attaching proof of how extremely disfigured her right arm is. At times, it is also being kept hidden so not everyone can received notification even after being repeatedly tagged.

(And here is the direct link to the fundraiser.)

That is why despite the almost 14k notes, I decided to make another post/an update if you may because we are beyond desperate and we have not received any help as of lately.

My older sister's health has declined drastically since last week of December that is why I took over this account as per her request. We don't want to resort to asking for monetary assistance online but we still don't have the funds to get her through. As I have mentioned above, you can look into this account's pinned post to see how deformed her right hand was (if you needed the not blurred one, please let me know because I cannot possibly upload the actual picture because her account might end up getting taken down).

The entirety of her right arm is not only swollen, but blood kept seeping out of her knuckles, her palm, and her elbow. Protruding tumors/swelling have reached both of her breast, too, and is affecting her shoulder/shoulder blades and even her spine. Please reach out to me if you want to see more proof/health updates because I cannot post the photos here for they are somewhat too graphic. There's a lot of blood loss.

And although her arm was recently amputated, she is still under critical care and is currently battling numerous health complications.

If you could, please take some time to read her pinned post—please do. If you cannot donate, a reblog will be highly appreciated still. We need all the help we could get. I, recently just turned 18, and am only working part-time jobs trying to keep our family afloat, and what I am earning is not enough. The hospital could stop providing treatment at any time if we cannot put together the amount we owe them and the amount needed to outsource some of the meds that their in-house pharmacy cannot supply. It is a matter of life and death so I am begging all of you to please consider helping us. Help us get through this, please.

If you want to be removed from being tagged, please message me directly, and I will immediately do as you like. I know that this may seem invasive but it is not our intention. We are just desperate, and have been running out of ways to keep my sister alive. I cannot offer something in return other than express my immense gratitude. I am sorry, and please consider helping us. Thank you very much. 

[hell-bent-in-a-fever-dream]

KINDLY DONATE, PLEASE. I AM BEGGING YOU. WE ARE STILL AT $590 OUT OF THE $3,200 AMOUNT NEEDED. WE ONLY HAVE TWO DAYS. PLEASE HELP.

[hell-bent-in-a-fever-dream-2]

660/3200

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY ANYMORE TO APPEAL TO ANY OF YOU, BUT MY SISTER IS DYING (OF CANCER AND IS IN A CRITICAL CONDITION DUE TO HER POTASSIUM AND MAGNESIUM DEPLETING YET AGAIN) AND WE ARE STILL SEEKING FINANCIAL ASSISTANCE TO AFFORD ALL THE MEDICAL PROCEDURE(S) SHE NEEDS TO STAY ALIVE. WE HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GATHER AID SINCE JUNE 9TH/DUE DATE SINCE JULY 14TH AND UP UNTIL TODAY, WE AREN'T CLOSE TO RAISING ENOUGH. I AM AFRAID THAT SHE MIGHT END UP GETTING A HEART ATTACK/GOING INTO COMA OR EVEN WORSE—DYING DUE TO COMPLICATIONS. I CANNOT EMPHASIZE HOW URGENT AND SEVERE HER HEALTH CONDITION IS. THREE DAYS IN A ROW NOW, THERE ARE PUS LEAKING OUT OF HER LEFT BREAST. SO, PLEASE HELP US. THIS IS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH. PLEASE DONATE.

(Please look into the photos under the fundraiser as well to understand how urgent this is since Tumblr kept tagging whatever photos I post as "mature content". They kept hiding updates that is why it isn't getting any traction at all. As I have mentioned earlier, this is a matter of life and death. I cannot emphasize how urgent this is.) I have been asking around for help for 3 months now (wasn't able to post anything for almost two weeks as well despite staff insisting that the account isn't restricted/shadowbanned) but there is not much significant change at all. There are almost 6k notes, but it doesn't translate to donations.

So, I am deeply sorry if I am somehow offending you because I randomly tagged you. We are beyond desperate to spread this post and get help. I swear to you that is truly a matter of life and death still. I am begging you to please understand my desperation. Kindly donate, please. And see pinned post if you want to know how awful her health is but be careful because the photos could be too graphic. I am really sorry. Please don't reprimand me.

If you want to be removed from being tagged, please message me directly, and I will immediately do as you like. I know that this may seem invasive but it is not our intention. I just don't know what to do anymore and I have been running out of ways to keep my sister alive. I cannot offer something in return other than express my immense gratitude. I am sorry, and please consider helping us. Thank you very much. 

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[mellometal]

So...I've been medicated for the past few months, and it's been pretty good so far. The only major side effects I've had were nausea, vomiting, appetite being all over the place, and increased heat intolerance. Other than that, I'm feeling better than before. I'll take what I can get over how I used to feel.

Something I've read about these medications (I'm on ADHD meds, an antidepressant, an antipsychotic, and birth control) is that loss of libido is a common side effect for all of them. Weeeelllll....TMI warning, mine has increased a lot, which is a good thing. For me, at least. Before being medicated, I'd been so wound up for so long that my body wouldn't fully relax...very frustrating for ya girl. I'm gonna leave it at that. 😅

Wish meds weren't so expensive, but it's done wonders, so it's worth it.

[i-dlechamsae]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR TOMATO PRINCESS YUI!!!!!!!

[psychotic-gerard]

me: i don’t want to see jellyfish so i will blacklist the tag #jellyfish

people with no common sense: je11yf1sh, je11¥fi5h, j*llyf*sh, je//ÿf!sh, j3ï||yf¡sh, gel lee fisk

result: cannot account for the sheer amount of possible ways to alter the word jellyfish

conclusion: i have to see jellyfish now.

Once again, tumblr is not tiktok, tag properly.

[nojerama1996]

This. Please. Whether I'm avoiding spoilers for a show or people promoting eating disorders, if I block a tag it means I don't want to see it. Spell your fucking tags properly.

[queer-positive-archived]

@staff our identities aren’t nsfw and we will not stand for them to be treated as such