Marcaroni And Cheese

Every dream I've ever had has been of a better view with a 10 month summer.

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6 years and I still think about you all the time. Hope you’re doing well.

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I’m going to grind harder than ever before to get to where I want to be

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Among the Pine Trees

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And I fell asleep in the backyard all alone. And I can’t help but falling in love with you.

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New song I wrote. Maybe I’ll post me playing the guitar too. Loved these lyrics just because I sing about something different than my ex and also fitting the words “body dysmorphia” into the lyrics while having it still flow.

Michigan

My knees ache and my back is sore But running in the sunset on campus leads to slow and steady dopamine hits in my head. And this body dysmorphia has to be solved somehow

But I want to see the orange glow

reflecting in the snow

In a different home

Up in the north

Captain and I could use a break

Among the pine trees and Great Lakes

I know that living in a different place

Won’t fix anything

But I want to see the orange glow

reflecting in the snow

In a different home

Up in the north

I want to be at ease with my reflection

I want to feel at peace with my existence

I want to feel relieved of the pressures

Of this constant push and pull of the undertow

And I know

And I’ll go

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I wish I crossed your mind like you cross mine. I wonder if you even remember me

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2021 is going to be my year

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And even though you’re gone and I’ll have to accept that I still feel you when I fall asleep.

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You were the best days of my life

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Here’s my song Birds Over Sea. Funny how I can’t sit down and write lyrics. They just randomly come to me at random times but when they do I really like them.

Fly away like birds over sea. I want to be everywhere where there is no one and nothing but endless trees swaying in sync with the mountain breeze. Then and only then will I be at peace.

Fly away like birds over sea. I want to be like everyone but I am no one. I am nothing. I’m nothing

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You should've stayed

I know you had no choice

But try to see how I've

Decayed

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Summer gave way to falling leaves. Autumn gave way to an endless freeze but I’m still waiting for the seasons to change. Winter gave way to blooming trees. Spring gave way to relentless heat but I’m still waiting. I’m still waiting.

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Well so if I call

Should I beg?

'Cause I'm desperate here

A couple steps from the edge

I can't seem to burn bright enough

I'm cold and I'm left alone

We're all alone

Grab a hold

I know I said to not

What the fuck do I know?

I had a chance to construct something beautiful and I choked

I choked

I choked

I choked!

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Put out the fire

Let's keep this a secret

Deep down in your memory

I'll never forget it

Fill out your dead space

And swallow your regret

The ashes i kept

Can never be reset

Let's both just forget

That this ever happened

We'll forget the past

And bury the hatchet

I never intended

For this to end badly

But I just can't help it

Cause I ruin everything

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I lost you in the storm

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Mr. Pavo’s Jackhammer Treats by Olde Pine:

The tattoo on your side is still the main attraction in the museum of my memory

Beautiful colors fully in bloom

These are the hues that I can't untie from you

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I still write these sappy love songs about you and how much I miss it all.