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et si jamais tu te perdsā¦je serai lĆ
Don't come to elf practice tomorrow
āIt just means you have to work double as hard as most people!ā
Well maybe I donāt WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe Iāve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and itās led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I donāt have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DONāT have to work double as hard!! Maybe if thereās the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because Iām already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!
Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?
This was this morning after getting out of the shower, and I take propranolol:
This is why POTS patients have no energy and why they faint and wobble when walking.
I thought I was having hot flashes, up to a year ago. Nope. A POTS episode.
Jodie and Ncuti both deserved better. Neither of them were given good story arcs and some of the episodes were a farce. They both are very skilled actors and play the Doctor their own wayā¦both were incredible. And they both broke through that wall of white guys that has been surrounding media since forever.
Thank you Jodie, thank you Ncuti. You both will forever be the Doctor, which means donāt go too far awayš
In the names of Mae Jemison, Christina Koch, Sally Ride, Eileen Collins. Katherine Johnson, Mary Jackson, Dorothy Vaughan, Valentina Tereshkova, Jayme Flowers Coplin, Shannon Lucid, Anna Fisher, Judith Resnik, Rhea Seddon, Kathryn Sullivan, Bonnie Dunbar, Peggy Whitson, Margaret Hamilton, Frances Poppy Northcutt, Joann Morgan, Dorothy Metcalf-Lindenburger, Stephanie Wilson, Tracy Caldwell Dyson, and every other woman who have donned a blue jumpsuit or been part of the crew sending astronauts into orbitā¦.
ā¦ā¦Fuck you, NASA.
wait babe before we move on i need to break every barrel in this room to check for hidden items
Precisely
Iām doneā¦.
I am just done having hope for much of anything anymore. Itās too hard. I give up.
Favorite Otps/Pairings:Ā Kevin Arnod & Winnie Cooper (The Wonder Years) āOnce upon a time, there was a girl I knew who lived across the street. Brown hair, brown eyes...When she smiled, I smiled. When she cried, I cried. Every single thing that ever happened to me that mattered in some way had to do with her.Ā "
Iām not terribly good at video games and the time I have into Horizon is not indicative of my skillā¦so I let myself play at any level. I go between Story, Easy, Normal (most often), Hard, and very hard (rarely). I like stretching Aloyās abilities while at the same time I like feeling totally overpoweredā¦makes me feel like I am really good at something. Plus who the hell wants to farm and have to take time to take the machine down and waste resources while trying to GET resources.
Anyway with the range of difficulties my brain and body throw my way, I try not to feel stupid. I used to broadcast on twitch more, but with my much more withdrawn nature these days it is hard to convince myself. I donāt talk to anyone and any time I feel like posting or sharing something, a good portion of the time I just say āno one cares, Lauren.ā Talking to yourself all day can do that. Thanks goes to all my BS medical issues, while watching everyone else benefit from their careers. Regardless, all my shit (AuDHD, (what was once) severe depression and anxiety, CPTSD, POTS, MCAS and hEDS makes me much less than coordinated in multiple facets, so here I am essentially sharing this super cool video and apologizing for not being a gaming goddess. Sigh. Is anyone else like that or am I just a dumpster fire? Ok donāt answer that. Thanks to the two people that read this (probably), you made my day.ā¤ļø
I have realized that shredder gauntlets are fun.
Hehe BOOM
Responding to your AuDHD post: are you AFAB and in your 30ās? If not just ignore this.
What you are describing is perimenopause. I have literally broken things with my rage, before my hormones were balanced out. Perimenopause shows up much earlier and much stronger in neurodivergents. For years I had severe PMDD , but caused by the decline of estrogen of perimenopause. It actually put me in the hospital. Hormones hit us much harder because along with a drop in estrogen goes dopamine, which I am sure you know is a huge factor in autism and ADHD. Perimenopause symptoms started showing up when I was 36 or 37. I went on a hormonal balance medication at 43. It changed everything. Then I found out I am neurodivergent. I am now 46 and I believe I have crossed over the regular menopause line in the past 18 months. Sorry to bother you if this is bogus.
oh shit. No actually youāre probably on to something here. Iāll go talk to my gyn about it. Thank you so much for this info!
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drug addicts deserve housing, food, water, and healthcare btw