we're so back

syl, 27, USA. they/them. i like anime and video games, particularly BL! olivine nu carnival is my fave character of all time. i write fic a lot! some posts may be nsfw winter olivine icon by @tellmewhatyouc !!

[happi-patti]

I love you tomo life 3

[pinene]

Never trust a furry disliker

[pinene]

This is so sweet. Furry ally. Thank you

[kishibe-rohansbf]

date idea: i lay down on ur lap and you pet my head and tell me im not too much

[tnbscans]

Molly Online Postcard

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[wet-poodle-nudes]

fat calm older omega olivine x bratty younger alpha dante

[werewolfpawz]

Life has been a lot lately. I'm gonna get puppy about it !

[dlstmxkakwldrlarchive]

260529 SHINee World VIII The Invert in Seoul Day I

SHINee World (Doo-Bop)

[shineemoon]

260530 SHINee: MintChoCon🩵🤎 - The Trilogy I - 2026 SHINee WORLD VIII : [THE INVERT] Day2

[demilypyro]

Being worthy of love must feel so fucking good

[pseudo-sanity]

2 minutes old and under two apples tall

[thelasttime]

i've been thinking about how it's so easy to get lost on tumblr with the mindset of like "everyone in the fandom has friends and it's only me who feels lonely" because you see all these friend groups around you and it feels very isolating sometimes. i want everyone to know that a LOT of people feel this way on tumblr (including me). i have days where i go online and i just feel very lonely like everyone doesn't want to talk to me and i'm being ignored. basically i'm making this post because i want y'all to know that it's not just you and i want to give all of you a big big hug

[womanguy]

you should get a second evening for reading fan fiction. And you should get an extra day in the week to do arts and crafts.

[vampyyprincess]

”spam like = block” yeah ok buddy. when i wake up to tumblr notifs of someone spam liking my stuff i start giggling and kicking my feet

[iyavi]

Gathering my thoughts about nuca and sexuality and not being allowed real ownership of your body

Not having true agency over your life being represented by a physical object branded on your body somewhere and that all of the clan members either having a fucked up relationship with sexuality or not being allowed to have ever explored that themselves, either directly because their bodies were being controlled by another force or the weight of their fate and role in society preventing them from allowing themselves to, whether they want to or not

Thinking of how the only character we know who most likely had a healthy relationship with sex before becoming a clan member, considering he had a lover and he seemed happy (Quincy) and how afterwards it became an action he performed because people asked him to, because it helped him feel just a little less wretched and alone for a moment. Being stripped of your agency causing your relationship with your sexuality to become poisoned. The other character we know for a fact had sex before eiden, rei, has a horrific relationship with it and was born as a clan member.

Every clan member connecting with eiden via sex, from the moment they meet, to the end point of every SSR, they communicate and heal in large part via their sexual relationship with eiden. Compared to Huey who was made in a way that even thinking about it was unnecessary- he was made powerful enough that his sexuality didn't even need to be a concept. Would he have liked sex? Would he decide it wasn't for him? Would he have never tried it even if he could? He was never allowed any of those options because that's not how he was created.

Not that Huey is evil and eiden is good bc one has sex and one doesn't, but the fact that Huey's choice to explore it whatsoever was taken away from him from the start lends into his greater narrative of non agency.

[iyavi]

For Dante and olivine especially who had these specific roles foisted upon them, who have to live more as concepts than people but still could have. Technically, if they really wanted to, fucked around on the down low, nothing was actually stopping them except themselves, and chose not to because It's Improper What If People Find Out I'm Above Base Desires I Don't Need Anything But To Be My Role No One Must Get Close To Me, it's even more tragic to me for those guys. Not even necessarily the sex just being close to someone else being something other than what they've been forced into being, they can be Dante and olivine and that's it.

But that nothing was stopping them from finding a person like that except the cage of their minds...Huey's curse runs deep

[cuuno-moved]

its unreal how all of my favorite characters have exactly the same traits and hobbies and diagnoses as me

[technicalzombie]

oh, have you been tricked into loving yourself?

[cuuno-moved]

oh my fucking god is that what just happened

[catchymemes]