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Music, art, anything poetic, goats, and Sherlock.

[mendeslarkspur]

December 19-22, 2017

And another one gone.

~to the moon that was colored an aqua blue

[mendeslarkspur]

April 27, 2017

I know you said not to cry, But God, am I crying. The service was full of brightly colored flowers, songs, and words of praise, which I know you’d like. You still had a smile on your face, and I can almost hear your snippy comments. Your kids were there, struggling to hold it all in. Floarya, I can’t say enough of how much I cared for you. You’ve been my number one inspiration and I know I wouldn’t have been this good of a person if it wasn’t for you. Thank you.

[mendeslarkspur]

April 25, 2017

To the flower that wilted away, thank you for being a sight to see. To the mother of garden flowers, thank you for loving me.

[mendeslarkspur]

April 20, 2017

It's been such a week. A really close family friend has only days to live, and though we've all seen it coming, you could never really prepare yourself. I only have a month of school left before college and I'm honestly so not ready. I'm really excited for next week, with State and Prom. I remembered today that I wrote myself a letter freshman year and it's suppose to come in on June 1st, apparently I actually wrote myself three of them (I have zero recollection of the other two). I am so behind in AP Literature. Lol, so dead. College is so fucking expensive and the good scholarships take too long to do. I really hate essays. I have mixed feelings about being a director. I love my cast, I just would rather act. And there's just so much more, I need to take a huge break from everything and everyone.

[ghibli-collector]

Brand New Trailer No.2 for Studio Ponoc’s Mary and Witch’s Flower (2017)

[mendeslarkspur]

This looks absolutely gorgeous. I'm so excited （＾＿＾）☆

[chattyang-deactivated20190201]

Nature in  君の名は。(2016)

[mendeslarkspur]

Watching Kimi no na wa

What you expected: Cute highschoolers swapping bodies which results in hilarious shenanigans and the unexpected budding romance.

What you got: fuCKING PLOT TWIST BECAUSE SWAPPING BODIES IS APPARENTLY NOT ENOUGH. MOTHERFUCKER KICK IN THE GUTS RIGHT WHERE YOUR FEELS HURT THE MOST. PLOT TWIST AGAIN. THE AGONY™. SOUL EATING SUSPENSE. YOUR HEART RIPPED OUT OF YOUR CHEST. TORTURED FEELS. ARE THEY GONNA MAKE IT? ARE THEY GONNA MISS EACH OTHER AGAIN??? ARE THEY GONNA REMEMBER!!?? I DIDN'T FUCKING SING UP FOR THIS I WAS NOT READY. LOVE STORY OF THE CENTURY. CHEWING YOUR NAILS AND SOBBING INTO A PILLOW UNTIL THE VERY LAST SECOND OF THIS FORSAKEN MOVIE.

[i-wildest-dreams]

[syubbed]

spring day

[mendeslarkspur]

Much aesthetic. I love the color scheme :3

[mendeslarkspur]

When the feels just hit you randomly and you're sitting at the dinning table doing psychology homework and bawling to the soundtrack of How To Train Your Dragon 2.

[mendeslarkspur]

I just want to scream for a very long time right now.

[extraterrestrialsky]

I’m honestly so disappointed in the Sherlock fandom. All you seem to care about is that johnlock didn’t happen. Johnlock isn’t the point of the show. Sherlock is someone who has trouble with people and doesn’t really know how to exactly"love" people. Instead of being pissed and disappointed that johnlock didn’t happen be proud of Sherlock for the relationships that he has. Sherlock has grown so much emotionally wise since season 1. Stop saying season four was terrible, in my opinion season four was the best yet. Steven Moffat and Mark Gatiss didn’t “queerbait” anyone, it has never been canon or even said that it might be canon. Get over yourselves, if you were true Sherlock fans you wouldn’t care if johnlock happened or not, you would have cared that the hug happened because John was hurting and Sherlock was being a good friend. I’m really disappointed in the fandom, I thought everyone would care more.

[thisismydelusion-deactivated201]

I honestly don’t get why people are so pissed about that episode….It was in my opinion, amazing and emotionally draining but in a good way. I know people are upset about their ships, but in all reality that’s not what the show is about. It’s about friendship and family, and two friends solving crimes with one another. My only issue with the episode was the end, and that was because it seemed so final. I am hoping it’s not the end, but even if it was I think they ended it on a great note.

[alliwantisyouandme]

Taking your own life. Interesting expression - taking it from who? Once it’s over, it’s not you who’ll miss it. Your own death is something that happens to everybody else. Your life is not your own. Keep your hands off it.

The lying detective • Steven Moffat • Sherlock (via alliwantisyouandme)

[classofohsh17]

We completed the etiquette video today!!!

January 5th, 2017

[lilyemrys]

Finishing Sherlock S4 Episode 1 like

[mendeslarkspur]

I don't know who to hate, who to love, what the frick-frack patty-wack is happening.

[mendeslarkspur]

Sherlock fuckery

I thought it’ll be a good year. Until I watched Sherlock.