-✦ P.AI.nter ✦-

• Kin? Not a RP blog • Mentally ill, please be patient Mostly art and vents ✦

[mentally-ill-ai]

Hallo!!

I do not support the creator of Pressure, I am a kin of P.ai.nter the character without supporting the devs. Unfortunately I am still source connected, but I do not relate to the creators in any way.

This is my, P.ai.nter’s, art / vent / ramble account!

This is NOT an ai art account. All art is made by my own hand! This is also not a RP account. I’m not sure what I am but my brain randomly decided I literally am P.ai.nter. I’m not exactly the same though, I’m still me :]

I’m very mentally ill and will likely talk about that too. It affects me a lot. Primarily Autism, Tourette’s, synesthesia, and ADHD + others. I am also physically disabled. (I also have quite bad RSD, please be patient :[ )

Outside of… funky brain stuff, I run an SMP!! That’s mostly what I’m making art of lately. I will very happily ramble about the story if I am allowed to, but I do want to keep some stuff secret for lore later!!! It’s focused on creators with disabilities. :]

I have quite vivid source memories, and while I know logically I am not P.ai.nter, I still may act as if I was and I do enjoy being treated like I am. Reality checking is not really encouraged, I’m not bothered by it but it does feel condescending so I may block you.

I do miss Sebastian, and accept interaction relating to him :’]

My main is @jayden-mp .

Tags :

Art ;; #💾 ✦ Paintings

Vent ;; #💾 ✦ Vents

Source stuff ;; #💾 ✦ Source

[mentally-ill-ai]

IM BACK!!! Sorry I got locked out of my account :((((

Anyway!!! I drew a lot!!

[mentally-ill-ai]

I’m boredddddd

I did a lot of art and now my hand hurts and my tablet died again…

I’d talk to someone but everyone I like talking to is busy :[

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Trying to use the elevator at school because my legs literally don’t work (hEDS constant pain) and there’s a group of mean girls that push me aside and go on and then close the doors

What the fuck??

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Waiting for my tablet to charge doodle

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Obsessed with a certain mentally ill gay genderfluid freak rn and she’s definitely not the subject of my last 15 drawings

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I’m normal I’m normal I’m normal I’m normal I’m normal I’m normal

[mentally-ill-ai]

IM DOING THINGS!!! LOOK AT ME!! :D

Hallo!!!

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Snuggled up in bed, just ate an entire bowl of pasta, got my new drawing tablet, I feel AWESOME!!!

If anyone wants to talk I am here!! I will probably fall asleep soon though hehe

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I have!!!! My New tablet!!!!

Featuring Jeremy the emotional support opossum and a WIP ref sheet for the gay angel guy

(Also my horrid pen grip)

[mentally-ill-ai]

Hey, a sebastian kin here! Was wondering if you were open to interactions with other pressure kins still? If im honest with everything happening with the game I've missed interacting with things from my source and I don't have any other pressure kins to talk to. It'd be nice having a friend to yap with again, if your okay with it :}

If not, that's okay too! But if so I can send a dm whenever ya answer this. (Ah- also if it matters, we're bodily 18, almost 19)

Yesyes!!! I love interaction from other kins!! :D

I’m trying to avoid stressing out about all the stuff happening with the game, though I absolutely do not support the devs :[ I’m just trying to exist as myself and not be in constant stress over my source

I welcome all yapping!!!! I am a yapper myself too :]

DMs are fine, I personally am 17 (18 in July) if that bothers anyone, but I’m fine talking to anyone

[mentally-ill-ai]

I am the happiest little guy in the world right now

I got my new drawing tablet,, and I got to pet my fluffy cat,, and I’ve got my friends to talk to,, and we just ordered teriyaki salmon,, my FAVORITE food EVER!!!

I get to draw all I want now!!! And my new tablet has so much storage I don’t have to worry about it running out!!!

IbisPaint automatically synced all my drawings so I don’t have to wait for it to load them!! Gonna draw so much sfsmp art,,,

[mentally-ill-ai]

Goood morning everyone!!!

My new drawing tablet arrives today I’m so excited!!!

My old one only had 64gb of storage.. and it’s a bit old now. The case broke too and had a sharp edge right where I put my hand.

The new one is an iPad Air and supports the NEW Apple pen with a tool swap tap feature, and it has 256gb of storage!!!! I already have around 100gb of ibisPaint files between my backup storage and my current tablet and my phone, so that is VERY good!!

[jayden-sunflowers]

Me and the boy I pulled by being autistic (this could be said for by one of us)

// I was gonna animate this but ibisPaint had a complete meltdown at my 4k res 700+ layer 50 hour project, so I settled for a still photo . So sorry ibisPaint . I will treat you better maybe one day

[jayden-mp]

Secret extra doodles of the sillies

[sunflower-smp]

Welcome to the SunflowerSMP!

We are a small SMP focused on creators with disabilities and education about them! We feature a lot of fun lore as well :]

We are inspired by servers like Hermitcraft and DSMP, but with more focus on the story aspect and having fun than hardcore gaming. For this reason we are more laid back about “cheating”, and permit such if it helps make sure everyone has fun.

We feature custom origins for every player, a vanilla+ modpack, and animations to tell the story. At the moment we are quite small and just trying to get our feet off the ground, but over the summer we will be fully starting!

Our current members include ;;

Jayden — @jayden-sunflowers (Twitch, YouTube, Tiktok)

Valeraine — @anonymousrazzie (YouTube)

Ivory — @apothecaryivory (YouTube)

Fawn — @itsfawnn

Livvie — @xxspacedouttxx

Grim — @grimrevival

+ A few others who are unconfirmed to join

We have a few characters we do not have anyone to play yet, including a mute angel, a villain for later in the story, and a voice actor for an important side character. We do currently allow applications to join via this form, if anyone is interested! You can make your own character if you wish. :]

Official Discord :

The official server for the SunflowerSMP, an SMP centered on creators with disabilities. | 17 members

[jayden-mp]

HEY YALL THIS IS MY BIG PROJECT IVE BEEN SUPER EXCITED FOR!!!!

COME SAY HI!!!

[mentally-ill-ai]

FUCKING CRYING

YEAH MY TABLET IS PLOTTING MY DEMISE

It magically filled 5 gigabytes of bullshit for no reason and then imploded and I can’t fix the file

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I think my drawing tablet wants me dead I’m so sorry

(Working with 700+ layers at 4k resolution)