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@mentallyfkd
im more active on edtwt now if you wanna go follow me 🥰
I'll follow back as looking for moots!
Idk what to do bc I feel like no one takes me serious in ed services. I been having constant heart pain and it goes up my neck and down my arm which according to Google means impending heart attack?? Plus I'm wheezing when I breathe in and get so out of breath..
But when I tell the Dr she doesn't even seem bothered and said to rest and not over exercise which I'm doing but it's still happening just walking around my room??
Like I don't wanna waste anyone's time and go a&e bc I hate being made to feel overdramatic.
I just feel like it's going to get ignored and then I'll actually have a heart attack when I'm alone and I'm so scared ffs
so I been gone a minute. Got very unwell very fast but IM BACK BITCHESSS.
Trying out higher intake and kinda semi recovery ig? Like I don't wanna gain I just wanna maintain or lose slower at least for a bit to stabilise my health and stay out hospital 👍
Idk what to do bc I feel like no one takes me serious in ed services. I been having constant heart pain and it goes up my neck and down my arm which according to Google means impending heart attack?? Plus I'm wheezing when I breathe in and get so out of breath..
But when I tell the Dr she doesn't even seem bothered and said to rest and not over exercise which I'm doing but it's still happening just walking around my room??
Like I don't wanna waste anyone's time and go a&e bc I hate being made to feel overdramatic.
I just feel like it's going to get ignored and then I'll actually have a heart attack when I'm alone and I'm so scared ffs
Can't stop thinking about my protein chia oats from earlier 🥰
290cal
this 3d has rly fucked my attention span I can't do shit I'm always so bored life is relentless
i feel so uneasy when I have energy now like don't get me wrong it is nice but why??? Yesterday I felt so unwell and today I'm fine.
I start worrying I've eaten more by accident or ate in my sleep or smt I'm kinda panicking bc I'm so used to having zero energy helppp
I hate that I need to make my physical health bad to make my brain quiet bc I feel genuinely so anxious rn
sometimes I look at other ppl w Ana and think "holy shit I could never do that" and then I realize that is exactly what I'm doing and I am infact severely underweight and my dietician wants me admitted.
Ig it's cos I'm doing it my way and I'm so particular abt how I restrict and behaviours I use like if someone was to make me omad breakfast or lunch or smt I would crumble lol.
To any bmi 15 and below girlies on here,
How are you doing? Because I ac feel like I'm dying I'm so weak man. Ever since I got to bmi 14s/13s I've been physically struggling so much like how are you guys still able to function esp if you work and shit
I also cry like almost everyday bc my emotions are like a fucking rollercoaster Im so unstable atm
Ana been treating me like shit lately fr
I want a day off anorexia pls
My bmr is depressingly low
I feel like everyone already knew this but me lol. I'm off to make a protein shake
Today I'm having a breakfast foods day 😍
I could live off breakfast food I swear. Fuck vegetables for today I'm kinda sick of them like 100c of my intake per day is just veggies - that's a looott.
I also just wanna lay in bed and be lazy but when I do that my mh gets a lil silly by the evening so I need to get myself up and go for a walk. I'm so tired ffs
shotting apple cider vinegar is soo good when I wanna overeat bcs it makes me feel kinda sick and I stop craving. Plus I think it's making my digestion better! I've had a bm like every other day which for me is a miracle fr
I wish there was something honestly anything that will get rid of this empty feeling that I always have
ik I speak to like none of you on here really but I'm rly stoned and wanna tell you all I am so grateful for every single one of you. I love this cute little community we have, it genuinely helps me feel less alone. Ed's of any kind are genuinely so isolating and dark and I just hope you're all doing as ok as you can be and are using harm reduction and taking care of yourselves even a tiny bit. If I could take it from any one of you I would!
Please feel free to message me whenever about whatever! I'm a slow replier sometimes due to my own mh being wank, but I will reply eventually!
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why is my chest so achy it's fucking annoying and gives me so much anxiety which probably makes it worse ffs it's also 36bpm which is so low for me I hate when this happens when I'm alone bc I get all in my head like fuck what if it stops when no one's around and I just die alone
I'm so damn dramatic I need to just smoke and chill out
I spend so much money atm on so much useless shit or I get an impulse to buy something and don't even think twice lol. This has only been an issue since my relapse Idek but its one of the only things that makes me happy. I just spent way too much on a new Garmin that I absolutely do not need. And yes I'll be wearing two to compare bc I don't trust technology to be accurate.
I'm so excited can't lie I want it to be tomorrow already bc that's when it's getting delivered 😍
