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mercedes fan until they stop giving george russell estrogen | 18

[mercstrogen]

Touch Starved and Shameless | ANTBLAD, 1.1k

“How do I… like- Do you want me to actually do it? Like properly?”

He tilts his head at that, confused. “Don’t use your tongue to kiss me or anything like that, if that’s what you mean.” 

OR Kimi wants to shotgun, Arvid wants Kimi.

[doodleddaisies]

They’re lying, they don’t want you to join. This club is only for two members

[mercstrogen]

Never is a Promise - Russtappen + Son Kimi Antonelli

1/1 chapter(s) | 11.1k words | fic

Kimi had known that it was coming for a while now. He’d felt the tension in the way his dad cut his fruit for him, each chop charged and harsh, as if it was the one ripping their family apart. He’d felt it in the way his papa slept on the couch, rigid, restless, like he didn’t belong. OR George and Max decide to call it quits, Kimi is collateral damage.

[youguysmakeabsolutelynosense]

do you ever think about the fact that in a few years ollie could be in ferrari and kimi will be in mercedes and they could be fighting each other for a wdc? do you ever think about how this is a narrative that has played out for generations and will keep playing out over and over again? do you ever think about the fact that there can only be one winner between the two of them? do you ever think about what their friendship will inevitably become?

[mercstrogen]

microdosing suicide by trying to mass delete old ao3 bookmarks from my dsmp days

[mercstrogen]

Second Nature - Galex ✓

1/1 chapter(s) | 3.5k words

The day George won Silverstone almost instantly became one of his favorites, beaten only by the day he finally confessed his feelings for his best friend. They both play out pleasantly in his memory as he prepares to compete today, although neither is actually important to the race at hand. There’s something about it–racing like this with Alex–that allows his mind to wander, as if doing so is second nature to him, and at this point it may as well be. Considering they grew up together, he’s no stranger to his fiancé’s passion on the track. Racing with Alex is as natural as breathing to him, and every battle between the two is just further evidence of that fact. Being wheel-to-wheel with the love of his life is a feeling unlike any other, and the chance of that happening today has him anxious to start.

[feketeribizli]

my beautiful wife who is expecting

[pppuri]

silly bearnelli graphics inspired by motogp ones

[mercstrogen]

You're a Part Time Lover and a Full Time Friend - Bearnelli ✓

1/1 chapter(s) | 1.5k words

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“Oh my god that's right, are you okay? Do you need anything? Are you in pain? I know the rest of the pan is left but I’ll text Alex to bring you more once I remember how to type.” He promises, slipping his hands away and looking for his phone that had likely been lost somewhere in his comforter. Kimi whines a little at the removal of his hands, the warmth they provide leaving him cold and yearning for the touch again. “Did I hurt you?” Oliver asks, wholly misinterpreting his distress and pausing his search to survey Kimi’s condition with concerned eyes.

“No! Uh, I mean no, of course you didn’t,” He starts, blushing as he pushes his next request past his lips. “Will you put your hands back though? They- It’s just that they felt really nice, the warmth and all.” Kimi begins to explain, but the hands return almost immediately, gently spreading across his stomach like before and effectively heating him. “And don’t worry about texting Alex, there are more than enough in there.” He comments once they’ve settled again, using his hand to wave it off in an attempt to convey how inconsequential Ollie’s thievery was. - Can 100% be read as a stand alone, but is better after the first part of the series!

[mercstrogen]

i support oliver bearman wrongs, he did all of it and i do not care in the slightest

[mercstrogen]

The Pebbles Forgive Me, The Trees Forgive Me (So Why Can't You Forgive Me?) - Bearnelli ✓

1/1 chapter(s) | 1.8k words

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Kimi doesn’t realize it until the first sob is wrung from his body, but he’s crying now. Full blown, hard-to-breathe, earth shattering sobs are escaping him, completely unable to evade the onslaught of self-hate plaguing him. Vaguely, he hears Ollie enter the apartment, but it does little more than make him cry harder at the thought of having to face his roommate.

Would Ollie be disappointed in him too? Would he tell him all of the ways he could’ve improved during the race? Would he be yet another person to tell him he didn’t deserve his seat?

The very thought made his chest ache, as if his heart was physically harmed by it, the organ twisting painfully in his chest as he hiccups through breathing.

- Can 100% be read as a stand alone, but is better after the first part of the series!

[byoldervine]

Why would I write when I could imagine my characters going through the story and then get upset when a copy of the work doesn’t magically appear in front of me

[mercstrogen]

having to physically stop myself from imagining it to fall asleep at night or i Just Won’t write it…

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

being a writer is constantly google the definitions of words you already know the meanings of because your brain's always paranoid and telling you maybe you've been using them wrong your entire life

I can excuse misusing words in my daily life but my mlm slow-burn enemies to lovers smut has to be perfect

[nightshine72]

I need you to understand that when I say "comments are appreciated!" I mean that I will reply to every one of them. I mean that an email with an ao3 notification has a higher priority than a message from my mother. I mean that I will have entire discussions in the comment section if you're up for it. Message me on tumblr and I will have the same discussions on an even more unhinged level. I will dissect entire personalities and ships and fictional political structures and worldbuilding with you. I will become your new best friend. You already ARE my new best friend. At the last battle, I would raise Anduril and say "For my ao3 readers" while a single tears rolls down my cheek, and dive into the fray. I would upload from beyond the grave if someone asked about the next chapter

[frontmansdefender]

sometimes you’re hit with a friendly realization that yes, life is good. you have your comfort characters and you have archive of our own. life is actually beautiful

[howtokillavampire]

but what if i read one of your fanfics and then went to your ao3 account and read all of your fanfics and left a comment on every single chapter of every single one and you got spam emails from all of my kudos and comments and it made you smile, what then? what if i brighten your day with my words like you did mine, what then???

[mercstrogen]

bearnelli in the kimi documentary??? should i even be surprised atp